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clits-and-clips · 6 days
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I have had the worst day I've been down all fucking day and paranoid and sad and just feeling like absolute shit
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I’m just feeling really lonely lately ya know ?
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I've been feeling horrible low lately.
I really have no one to reach out to and also I don't like to face people anymore. I just feel like disappearing.
If you see this post and feel like it, just dm me. I just need someone to talk to and feel safe.
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cas-backwards-tie · 4 months
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I feel like this is so so personal but idk where else to put it, and… idk if anyone would even bother to listen or have any advice, but I couldn’t sleep last night and despite it being an important day today…
I was up all night thinking, dwelling (something I never do) about the fact that… I feel like I’m losing hope again. At this point, I could probably check my period tracking app and it’d tell me I’m PMSing… okay. But- that’s not the point. All I’ve wanted, for a decade now… (no hyperbole) and what will almost surpass a decade next month, will be to lose my V-card. That’s all I want. I want to be able to be free. To be able to date, to have sex with my friends, to have casual sex, to be used, to get it, to have it, a constant, in my life.
I know the way I look, and maybe that’s part of the reason I want it. Maybe that’s part of the reason why I’ve kept myself from it with the rules I’ve given myself. Whether it’s for protection, purpose, or romance, or trauma, I know that if it isn’t with someone who I’m not ‘in love’ with even loosely as a boyfriend or someone I deeply trust through and through, then… I’ll forever regret it like every other girl that walks the streets these days. I know that anyone can say to throw it away, but it’s been almost half a century waiting and idk what to do, but I truly am feeling hopeless when all I can think of for a New Year’s resolution is that I want to lose my virginity. Like… it feels hopeless, and I hate that feeling the most. I’d give anything to not feel that way.
It just makes me worry even more bc people always talk about how the best ones at their age are taken and if someone’s not, then ‘there’s probably something wrong with them’, and at this point it makes me feel like I’m an incel or something, when that’s the last thing I want to be.
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fella-lovin-fella · 4 months
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im feeling a little lonely this morning
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alles7ist7vorbei · 5 months
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So, as usual, most of the big names in the academic community are not only not speaking out about the indiscriminate bombing of civilians but they elevate ANY story remotely close to accusations of antisemitism. Even if the post of clip is cut/edited in a way to obscure the truth. Doesn’t matter. They will only talk about 7 October or (alleged or actual acts of) antisemitism
Im just so gutted. For reference, I study, among other things, human rights
These people are human rights scholars
Who will not spend a second hearing about the horrors of this collective punishment
All acts of hate I condemn by the way. If it wasn’t clear
Im so furious that they refuse to mention any threats to HR for certain groups
It’s clear, especially in the west
Looking at issues like irregular migration and Palestine
That only some rights and lives matter
The rest of us are nothing to them
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pillar-of-light · 9 months
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I really feel like I have no one to turn to, rely on, or even truly talk when I need it. My best friend won't even try to truly talk to me, and it feels like she really doesn't care lately and it's really bringing me down. With everything going on in my life right now I don't think I can take too much more of this.
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jillybean-seighdrasov · 7 months
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I am feeling at an all-time low. I feel invisible. I sometimes feel like it in my own home unless my kids want something, then I am the bright shining star.
I write fanfic and I know people see it and I know it's not for everyone, but the ones who are into it, never so much as leave ANY kind of comment letting on that they enjoy it. I write because I enjoy it and that should be enough for me. But sometimes it's not. I don't know if I'm doing something wrong or if I am just looking too much into it. It would be nice if someone just once, left a comment. "Hey this is good", or "that was really cool", even a "hey that was so cute what this person did", etc. But nothing. I'm not looking for a standing ovation, just a "hey this was nice."
Sorry for the ramblings, I had a bad week. I kind of blew up at 2 of my teenage daughters for not helping around the house and it had been the silent treatment for days. I tried to find comfort in writing, but a couple of my characters in my fic are based off my girls and with how much I was upset with them it was affecting my ability to write my story. I had never felt that level of dislike for ANY of my kids before. It was so bad that I was even starting a fight with Crow in my story. It was amazing how a real-life situation affected a fanfic write. UGH!!!
I'm really sorry I am unloading like this (not that anyone reads my stuff anyway) but it helps me get it out and not stay bottled up. Knowing that maybe someone sees it and can relate, helps me not feel so alone. I have no one, but my husband to talk to about this, but he doesn't understand most of it, so I just suffer alone. My best friend died 13 years ago, so I feel like I have no one to talk to about…just stuff.
If you made it his far, I thank you.
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by-anana · 1 year
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It's sad that I can't share what's on my mind, what's been going on lately, what I'm up to, or talk about my favorite songs and movies. I understand how busy people are, and having 'me time' is understandable. It's just that I felt so sad, like how each day changes and changes and changes until we've forgotten each other because we have our own lives now.
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itsgintonictalking · 2 years
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erinjay · 2 years
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Sometimes I feel so thankful for my life
Sometimes I just wanna disappear
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cripplewhoiswhole · 1 year
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I'm Fucking tried... Badly needs reset button!!!
Writing again after more than 2 years feels so relieved. I miss the good old days. I do actually miss a lot of things. Many that I wish I could go back and change how it happened, or even re-live some better ones. But right now it feels like I'm at the same place I always start, confused, scared, alone, depressed. There's that huge urge inside me to go back to those ways which I don't want to go, also there's the scarred and scared feeling which won't let me go that way. I still wonder what's it to be without consciousness, what's it without life, what's without everything that you see around.
Guess I should simply start writing like old times.
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badatborderline · 1 year
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nowhere to turn nowhere to turn
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kiwipit · 1 year
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it is so lonely around my family
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pillar-of-light · 11 months
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It's really sad when you're drowning and have no one to turn or talk to 😔
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