#not pro except myself

[docmcmeth]

If numbers on scale go down, why no skeleton yet?

#tw ana relapse #tw ana related #tw ana shit #tw ana vent #tw ed relapse #tw ana #tw ed #tw ed vent #thinspo #not pro for anyone else except myself #why the fuck #ed memes

[mo-ok]

#liveman #i couldnt help myself lmao #absolutely no one wanted that baby to live until they saw how sad junichi was about it lets be real #and even then i dont think any of them were particularly sad about it dying (except junichi of course) #i totally agree this episode is wack as hell and the pro life message is very uncomfortable but like.... #they killed his baby right in front of him and he was singing to it and i 😭😭😭😭

[derpinette]

gatekeepers fear me the way i instantly advertise things as soon as i know i like them

#with exceptions of course like only to people i actually know #i am so pro gatekeeping BTW but i am once again a huge hypocrite in this case #i just want everyone to Enjoy (- Björk) the things i like might make their life better... #if they had no prior knowledge WHY would i keep that from them... #& i always inadvertently pressure people when i shill i am relentless cause i KNOW my thing is good like Do you not trust me </3 #OK so you want me to kill myself...

[asteralien]

not to be like “i miss college” even though i do but mostly i think i miss being smart. before depression and life events had chewed up and partially swallowed my brain. just getting to problem solve and think, being Very Into something as the norm. i know being an english major is basically the easiest thing you can be at the undergrad level but i do feel like that was the one and only time in my life where my natural state was actually a pro instead of a con. i graduated with the highest honors and absolutely no one cared but i cared

#aster chat #family life exploding exactly one (1) month from graduation is still just. it. god. it was almost seven years ago and it still hurts #SO much. i had worked so hard to graduate with the honors i did #i took a 400 level history class in my 2nd semester with one of the hardest humanities profs and i got a B #i basically lived in a break room for a whole semester because my misophonia was so bad with my roommate at night #i stashed pillows and blankets behind a couch and slept there to stay sane enough to write my papers #i got so close to Ending Things three times and DIDN'T #my professors LOVED ME #and then graduation came and it was just. over. #went right back home to sit between my parents as much as i could and get yelled at and watch everything go down the drain #like as soon as i walked out of college i stopped existing except as something for my parents and my job to use up #like. i know it's cringy to still be thinking about college but that was the last time i mattered as myself. you know #people liked me because of my brain! my thoughts! not for what i could do for them or for a paycheck #me qua me #okay lmao Antidepressant Time bye #no offense but my english classes wouldn't have made me feel weird about saying 'boon' instead of 'pro' up there #i changed it to not sound like an assclown but my profs would have thought it was funny.

[interstellarsystem]

I'd just like to note that I've been here for 9 days total at the time of writing this and I already have almost 800 messages logged on PluralKit.

That's the 28th highest message count in my whole system from the entire time we've used PluralKit. There's a bit from before we transferred from Tupperbox and the old host didn't used to use it for himself personally for a long while but still.

Usually our system rotates front enough that people don't end up with too much time to talk, or people just aren't super social. But apparently if I've learned anything about myself since the time I split, it's that I talk a lot.

#honestly having to figure things out about myself is one of the weirdest parts of this #like oh i exist now #but who am “i” exactly? #like yes i'm martin of course but who is that #yes i have a source but i can't know everything about him to try to figure out how much of him i am #there's a difference between “yes i am this guy from this media” and “i know the intricacies of how i think and feel” #it's like i'm meeting a friend except i'm the friend i'm meeting #op #martin (he/it) #plural #actuallyplural #plural system #plurality #endo safe #pro endo #system #alterhuman #didosdd #actually did #everything althu #everything plural #althu experiences #plural experiences

[nerosdayinanime]

"Im worried what people would think of you then, that you're just a personal whore or something- i don't want to ruin your reputation.."

"Are you kidding? 'My dick was so good i got promoted-' Thats the biggest flex i can think of!"

"Well, you're certaintly enthusiastic about this."

#ive been thinking of the au from @planethoneybee's tags in that writing prompts post #on the topic of giyuu wanting sabito to have political power in case something happens or someone tries to pull shit- #him & shinobu debating the pros and cons of giving him title of concubine before giyuu brings up the social aspect #so shino calls sab in to get his thoughts on the matter directly and it made me laugh #another bit w sanemi- theyre at a meeting talking abt finances and theyre talking of cutting sanemi's beetle funding- #G: i can pay for it /Sane: what? /G: keep as much funding to the project as possible- i'll finance the rest of it out of my #own allowance. that works doesnt it? /Shino: i suppose. ..but you'd do that for beetles? /G: i see importance in it. /Shino: very well- #sanemi doesnt thank him or even mention it but he definitly looks at giyuu differently after that- he used his own shit to keep #the project going full blast? damn. he did that for sanemi's beetles. man. #somethn somethn giyuu bringing up the idea for shinobu to have a personal guard(/helper) as well #shinobu 'i know what you are' @ giyuu before he hurriedly explains he doesnt mean get a side hoe hes genuinely just #offering to find her a trusted guard/helper whos sole purpose is to do errands n shit specifically for her 'oh! that sounds nice actually' #'sab has someone in mind for you- says shes one of the best in the forces and a pleasant personality' 'ill see that for myself first' #'okay [thumbs up]' #im imaginging a mix between european kingdoms & east asian/chinese/japanese empires except i dont know shit about either #only thing i vaguely know is theres advisors & like sub-royalty & in traditional japanese more (/complex) layers of clothing = rich/royal #the 'sub royalty' has a name im p sure. i forgor. fuckiinnn. #nope its just not there. oh well. giyuu w the fingerless sleeve-gloves my FUCKING beloved #also vague thought of sabito & mitsuri wearing helmets that utilize their pink hair as fuckin. yk the european knights #w the stupid ponytail thing/romans w the gold helm/red mohawk thing. somethn like that #they wouldnt wear like full Heavy Armor like knights do their fighting styles & w the close-quarters they wouldnt need it #but like for Show at Fancy Pantsy Time theyd dress up similarly #loserboy giyuu posting #loverboy sabito posting #sabigiyuu #of all the shit i have for this au THATS the scene that gets front page. dick joke funniee #(in case its not clear text goes Giyuu-Sabito-Shinobu talking)

[demonic-shadowlucifer]

This is an LGBTQ+ discussions blog first and foremost but I do wanna ramble about something that's been on my mind for a while. I am probably going to get a LOT of hate for this, but I genuinely think AI art/AI writing could be genuinely useful if it was used right and non-maliciously. Unfortunately, I don't think we're at that point yet. I don't think the concept itself is bad, but rather *incredibly* flawed and easy to abuse, especially when it comes to art theft. Not gonna lie, I'd be a lot more willing to support it and even use it if it wasn't used to steal art or other horrific things.

Maybe if it gets regulated, it'll be used for more good than bad. But for right now I don't really trust it entirely.

#shadowchats #i'd keep this to myself #but i'm really tired of the conversation being nothing except “ai bad” or “ai good” #ai art debate #ai debate #pro ai art #anti ai art #anti ai music #pro ai #ai writing #ai controversy #ai art #artificial intelligence #tl;dr: i'm neutral on ai art/writing for the most part but i genuinely see both sides of the argument #that said rude comments from both sides of the argument will be blocked by the way please keep this civil yall #also nft supporters fuck off this post isn't for you #EDIT: Reblogs temporarily turned off out of precaution since I'm concerned this reached the VERY wrong audience #Aka: Unfriendly reminder that TransID and Radqueer individuals are NOT welcome here.

[ask-castle-x]

Hello everyone. To break the ice

We’re a system

(Like DID or OSDD)

And we want to interact to with the others

So to start

Let me introduce myself

I’m Wheat (like the grain :)) the host

I’m a Demi-Girl, Bi, Hispanic 🇲🇽

I wanted start an ask blog because, we bored and want to interact with other on tumblr

And we’ll introduce ourselves once we get reference by anyone

So please

Ask away

(I doodle sometimes)

#did osdd #plurality #plural system #plural community #plural stuff #did system #osdd system #send asks #ask me anything #asks open #ask #ask blog #send me asks #ask away! #I can post a more detailed introduction to myself if needed #I’m not much of an interesting person #except being in this system #original art #art #artwork #my art #doodle #doodlysketch #actually plural #endo safe #pro endo #endogenic #endo friendly #endo

[whump-it-like-its-hot]

Fuck you *gives your oc a healthy relationship to at least one parent*

#I’m giving Knut a healthy relationship with his dad and I’m having such a blast you guys don’t even know #his dad is the emotionally mature guy we all need in our lives #I just almost shat myself I’m walking home from theatre and wearing headphones and suddenly there was a huge fucking tractor right behind me #anyway #he’s an absolute unit of a guy like. like #weight lifter physique ykwim #not body builder. weight lifter #he doesn’t actually lifts weights but #he’s a blacksmith! except he doesn’t make like heavy axes and stuff #he makes jewelry and really intricate stuff #I fucjing love him lmao #huge guy who looks like he can squash you with his pinky. has the most softspoken voice out there #he’s a blacksmith. but for like jewelry #he grabs you and then he hugs you really gently and asks you if you want some of the cake his son baked because he’s really proud of him #his living room is full of pictures of his children #he knows about Knut’s issues because he’s not scared of talking to him and he even took Loki in for a while #even after Knut died he kept in contact with Loki and looked after him. made sure he was handling things okay (spoiler alert he wasn’t) #he’s a really good guy #and the biggest pro? he’s still alive #yeah what I have issues? haha why would you think that haha

[cr4shdi3t]

Me when my family notices I've not had anything to eat and makes me a meal that I've not measured:

#ed not ed sheeran #r3xi #calories #calorie control #pr04nn4 #not pr0 anything #just using tags #not pro except for myself #pr0mia #pr0ana diet #pr0annna #pr0anna #orthorexx #to the bone #ed bullshit #tw ed diet #ed bllog #edblrr #fat #fatty

[merl-out]

Man I really just picked up a random fantasy series and stumbled into a whole civil war within a fandom without knowing it but like,,,

I'm seeing the lines drawn in the sand and I don't think I fully agree with any of you. The characterizations are so hot and cold in different books, I can see how people get to a certain point with characters, but then it feels like spite and fan wars have people throwing judgements out further and further and can I just say as a veteran of old Tumblr, someone who made a name for themselves writing fanfiction and engaging in fan culture, someone who has allowed that part of my media engagement to die off because of how heated people get over shit that's literally made up...

This is very entertaining for me. Please keep fighting.

#acotar #acotar series #anti acosf #pro nesta #nesta deserves better #honestly acosf pissed me off so much i mentally equated it to the naruto ending with the way it not only treated nesta #but everyone's characterizations #i get pov shifts would mean we're not getting feyre's versions of the homies but this entire book was just #yeesh #i think i like the bones of it and honestly if the whole book existed without the romance it would have been.......... tentatively okay #EXCEPT FOR THE BABY SHIT OH MY GOD #but anyway #i got mad because of this book and went to the tumblr to see if anyone else had thoughts and boy you guys have thoughts #like a lot of very extreme vicious thoughts #I'm an extreme person myself and I've always condemned fence straddling centrists #but there is no more entertaining seat in a fandom war than someone who kinda agrees with almost every take i see #tear each other apart 💚

[docmcmeth]

Am I the only one who likes casual disordered eating shit?

Like, instead of fasting and setting timers and deadlines, I just don't eat until I want to. I don't know why but for some reason it makes things feel more natural and I'm less likely to eat. If I make a deadline then the only thing on my mind is when my next meal is. I find it easier to starve when I'm not trying to starve, y'know.

Am I weird?

#thinspo #tw ana #tw ed #tw ed vent #tw ana relapse #tw ed relapse #not pro for anyone else except myself #we starvin #i want to be skinny #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning

[reiverreturns]

listen now. i am under no illusions that most pro-scottish independence memes on this hellsite are likely spread without a lot of thought put into it. maybe you hate the idea of monarchic statehood. maybe you think the uk’s right-wing government causing a constitutional crisis over trans folk being able to complete a legal process a little easier is exceptionally funny. 

but as someone who’s campaigned for independence for nearly half her life (started at 16 and i’m about to turn 31); it just... it means a lot. even if it’s fleeting, even if its a notional solidarity. living in scotland so often feels like a constant test of your critical thinking skills. scots are taught from an an early age that our language doesn’t exist, that our culture or heritage isn’t as important to learn about as british or global history. we’re taught, in many ways, that we’re just funny sounding english people with a propensity for drinking and ceilidh dancing. we’re constantly manipulated by the mainstream british media which we’re trained to believe is some of the most non-biased in the world (particularly the BBC). we don’t know who we are or where we came from as a nation. and if you’re not paying attention and asking questions, it is so goddamn easy to believe this piss state is better. it’s a lie we’ve been beating into ourselves for hundreds and hundreds of years.

it’s sometimes hard to see outside the bubble and remember that other people looking in might see what so many of us on the inside see. so thank you. even your damn bugs bunny memes have warmed my hardened little heart on this january eve. 

#its fun to observe the whole anti monarchy swing on tumblr because yeah fuck that family #but scottish independence is fundamentally about the fact that scots cannot live the way they want to because of our political system #the uk is a 'partnership of equals' except one partner has its boot on the other partner's neck(s) #and to cover my ass - what i'm describing is only my experience #i was forced to stop speaking scots aged five in school #i didn't read ANY scots literature beyond burns until i went to university and studied it bc it wasn't mandatory #i did like... a project on mary queen of scots in primary school and a 3 month module on the clearances in high school and that was IT #everything i know about scots literature culture language and politics i had to learn myself because there was no commitment to teach it #(this might have changed but i doubt the needle has moved significantly) #im just so very tired of fighting the fight right now #the GRA veto has really done a number on me #mutuals who rb pro-indy posts just know i want to kiss you (consensually) whole on the mouth xoxoxox

[sochilll]

sometimes in life you have to spend a Sunday night crying and writing bad poetry about someone you haven’t spoken to in a year and a half

#we’re in the ​bad place tonight hehe haha 🥰❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰 #pro tip: do not go back and read the last text you ever got/sent to the person you once considered the most important person in the world❗️ #*talking to myself* delete the thread just delete the thread delete it just delete it you don’t need it just delete it delete the thread de- #anyway I hate poetry except when I feel like writing it #where’s that post that’s like #i have never gotten over anything in my entire life #that’s me #i do not have my person and my current best friend is lovely but she has her person and it’s not me and everything is bad and I am alone #<- thots that will go away once I have eaten these peanut butter cups and slept for 8 hours #ok hehe bye goodnight <3 #mine

[scuopsie]

This is both hilarious and wholesome🤣

#kskdkk I thought fansites were pro 🤣 #but apparently the only thing theyre pro at is face tuning and skin brightening adjustment #(not all of them obv. there are exceptions) #like omg did yall see the clip of monsta x going between them and use their cameras? nesrly everyone there had a- #-borrowed professional camera on a tripod set up to take pics and vids from the fansign event #and like…. to some degree yes im thankful for them bc it gives me easy access to see into these events that I’ll never attend myself #but also like… doesnt that ruin the experience? (but then again these ppl have attended every fansign so) #i remember back in the day when 1d was a thing we didnt get nearly this much content #like we never got professionally captuted photos or clips of concerts and meet and greets and shit #by fans i mean. obv there were paparazzi and magazines photographers at every even but we got a handful of pics out of eacb #each* one #it was shitty pics on phones that werent nearly as good as our phones now #but we cherished them so much bc they were rare kdkdkddkdo #now we have 8284938 pics of every angle of every moment of every member in every event #im not complaining but the content had sort of lost its charm #anyway kdkdkd i didnt mean to rant🤣 #monsta x #kihyun #yoo kihyun #twitter

[superbattrash]

listen, I know I need therapy but guys. please. don’t make me do group therapy alone????

#nobody’s showed up yet #except me and the therapist #at least it’s only one of them so it won’t be me vs 2 pros lol #misha rants #please show uuuuup. I need support #I can’t talk for 90 minutes by myself??? #I mean I can but. I shouldn’t