#or maybe im just crazy

[callieyanderechan]

"Lucy Gray is the songbird" "Lucy Gray is the snake" LUCY GRAY IS BOTH, SHE IS THE SONGBIRD AND THE SNAKE

#Or maybe im just crazy #but like it makes so much sense to me #callieyanderechan #callie's thoughts💭 #tbosas #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #ballad of songbirds and snakes #lucy gray baird #lucy gray

[hyperfixating-rn-brb]

going through my camera roll and finding the .5 pic I took of my aziraphale lineart at 2 am

#is this funny #or maybe im just crazy #im sleep deprived #good omens #aziraphale #lineart #.5

[darkprincess009]

#peak meta yaoi

thanks for giving me an excuse to rant haha!

my argument is this: act 6 started at the height of tumblrs interaction with homestuck (after the trolls and cascade popularity spikes). floating m/m fandom immediately jumped onto shipping dirk and jake together, but without substance, they created the fanon “Woobie Coolguy Dirk” and “Dirks Boyfriend, Jake”, literally within hours after introduction (dirk didnt even have a name yet!)

homestucks many things but its always been to a large degree a long running conversation with its fanbase. quadrants is hussies explicit dig on shipping but ive always thought act 6 centring around the relationship dramas of the alphas is the same thing, a jab at the fandom of the time. particularly this new audience, which at the risk of authorial intent debate, hussie was pretty clear in not having much respect for

but always contrary for a joke regardless. you wanted the beta kids interacting more? none of the alphas are ever really on the same page, and have constant difficulties communicating. heres them being trapped in a session for 6 months and hating each other by the end of it. no im not telling you what happened in such a long period of time. you want dirk and jake to be together? your johndave 2.0? a cute relationship? heres the alpha quadrangle, heres them fighting each other about it, heres how long it drags out. heres jake kissing dirks decapitated head. btw, they do date, but their relationship doesnt work, they break up, they talk about how bad it is. anything explicitly romantic between them is never really brought into focus, only danced around somewhere offscreen. dirk and jake dont even talk to the “real” versions of each other

you wanted dirk to be the vulnerable uke? nope, heres his personal arc into the psychology of potential for abuse. you want your fanon jake, dirks sexy and confident boytoy? jake is a portrayed as a pathetic joke character, and is consistently narratively humiliated in a reflection of the expectations for him

dirkjake as a canon entity is self aware. meta “gaybait” - you can have your gay boys, but know it wont work. its a commentary and a dissection of the m/m fandom spectre haunting these characters the fandom projects onto them. and their characters are so perfectly about projection (and reality/story warping...) regardless it all comes together in a neat little bow

#or maybe im just crazy

[hauntingoldhouses]

beauty really is terror and the biggest proof I have is that our body responds the same way when you're afraid and when you're in love (pupils dilated, heartbeat fastening, a nervous feeling, sweating, shivers etc etc)

#or maybe im just crazy #donna tartt #thoughts

[corvidaebluejay]

Why does sand look tasty???

Like, I just wanna get a spoonful of it.

#I think It's because it kind of looks like brown suger #or maybe im just crazy #sand looks yummy #fuck you who disagree #sand #sand sand #sand sand sand #sand sand sand sand #beach #desert #I don't care if I get a disease I just wanna eat sand now

[applettoast]

I think tumblr is objectively better because we all get the same ads. I could be like "hate that stupid dinosaur" and like AT LEAST 10 people would be like "yah man"

#or maybe im just crazy #im talking to myself maybe

[manic-catgirl-mayor]

If I had a nickel for every time I painted an egg with mysteriously coloured spots from a fandom about a cryptid I've had 2 nickels.

That's not alot but..weird that it happened twice..

#melanie martinez #portals #:] #when you think about it melanie is very similar to dialtown #or maybe im just crazy

[musicorum-femina]

idk if its my fear or abandonment or lack of stability in my life or something else, but ive always dreamt of being in a completely utterly obsessive relationship. Where you can’t think about anything but your partner, can’t be without them without physical pain, gladly letting them consume your entire life. Be possessive, jealous, clingy, as long as you are absolutely obsessed with me, because lord knows ill do it back. I would do anything for my partner, walk through fire and ice. But i’m always so scared ill get left behind even after doing all of that. So now all i want is to be their one and only, their zest for life, just like they would be mine. Maybe its unhealthy, maybe its insane, but i know i would feel most loved in the intensity, burning passion, the love that would burn the whole world for eachother.

#or maybe im just crazy #love #love starved #obsessive #passion #all i want #i just want love #am i being insane? #idek if this makes sense

[alcafrach]

Listen, guys, I have an insane theory

I was reading a book of Nordic myths and came across one interesting and quite well known legend. It is about Thor's journey to Utgard.

Thor and Loki (with two of their companions) were on their way to Utgard, a fortress in Jotunheim, when they met a giant, Skrymir. They continued their journey together and put their bags with food into Skrymir's. In the evening, when the travellers wanted to make something to eat, they couldn't untie giant's bag and Thor in a fit of irritation hit Skrymir with his magic hammer, Mjolnir. The giant only snored and continued to sleep peacefully. That was the first strange event on their way.

In Utgard the king of the frost giants, Utgarda-Loki, insisted that every and each guest of the fortress must show his best skills and talants. Long story short, Thir and co seemed helpless in front of the giants. I should remind that Thor spent veeeeery long time in battles with giants and smashed their heads with Mjolnir. He was known as one of the strongest (the STRONGEST, I must say) gods if Asgard. But he couldn't even raise a cat from the floor!

I immediately remembered the very beginning of the second season of "Attack on Titan" where the Beast Titan appeared. You remember that the old castle outside the wall Rose was called Utgard? The first thing to notice for me) Then the loss of the Survey Corps because of very strange titans, who seemed to be conscious (in the legend giants from Utgard were bigger than other Jotuns). Also the fact that Zeke was of royal blood (and Utgarda-Loki was the king of the Utgard's giants). And, finally, the fact that this story show us some external force beyond the control of asgardian laws. And it seemed to me sooo familiar as even id the titans are just transformed eldians from beyond-the-sea world... for soldiers who are stuck in the old fortress these titans are uncommon and more dangerous than their previous enemies

Maybe I'm just overthinking... but I'm glad to think that Isayama pur this parallel knowingly for these 10-15% of fans who will understand his ref)))

#attack on titan #aot #attack on titan theory #aot thoughts #aot theory #very strange theory of mine #maybe I'm just reading too many Nordic myths #or maybe im just crazy

[sillybouquetoflillies]

i think i need a higher dose or injections more than once a week, bc this wnd of week mood dip is killing me

#or maybe its bc im inconsistent #or maybe im just crazy #always that option #i just dont wannq always feel like this when im alone anymore #such a useless feeling

[babyqueersstuff]

does anyone else ever catch a glance of themselves in a mirror and think. oh shit. that's me.

like i don't associate my face with myself?? is this a normal thing??? i like know logically that my body is ME but i feel like it doesn't accurately represent me or smth like that.

like i feel like it isn't MINE y'know? this doesn't feel like my body. i feel like a ghost or demon or supernatural creature thats just up and possessed some poor kids body.

#this doesnt seem like a normal human thing #perhaps its the neurodivergence #or the not fitting into the binary #or maybe im just crazy #the last one seems the most likely tbh

[blackasmyhangryfurrybrokensoul]

I can’t say “I don’t believe in god” cuz i do.

But i feel like my take is different. I don’t believe he’s always honest. If things are tests, that doesn’t mean the answer is gonna be as clear as “follow this and you’ll be saved”. I mean. The guy that builds things out of atoms would NOT make it that fucking simple. Nothing in this world is that. fucking. simple. 

I also. Idk. I don’t think that my purpose on earth, my purpose in life is to be tested. I think I’m here to observe and to experience. To observe the beauty in everything and to love. To learn and understand. To be kind and to make people think. Is there a way to fuck that up? Maybe. But I’ve thought that since I was a child and it’s always felt that way. Not everything a child believes should stick with them but this stuck with me. 

And really. I feel like just walking/driving/flying around, just sitting in a room with others, not doing too much, just watching, is the most fulfilling and wonderous thing, more than any prayer or religious act I’ve done. Maybe it’s cause that’s the most stimulating-yet-comfortable situation for me. Maybe the isolation made it so life became like experiencing it through a window, rather than actually being outside. Maybe there’s a scientific reason. But if there is, it still feels spiritual for me. 

#or maybe im just crazy #eh #rambling

[oceanmoss]

#this^ is so real rn im so sleeep deprived it's crazy and im fighting the urge to ruin every relationship in my life UGHHHH #IK I SHOULD JUST SLEEP IMMEDIATELY...... #maybe i'll take a sleeping pill like i can't keep living lije some sort of tortured demon #🧷

[a-asterias]

you know a fic's good when it has you acting it out in your bedroom

#or maybe im just crazy #who knows #micaela's thoughts

[ruporas]

green haired guy that has haunted my character types for 10+ years

#roronoa zoro #one piece #opfanart #ive spent a good 2/3 of my artist life trying to draw him in a way i like.... i'm inching to it slowly bit by bit as i improve #which is truly One of my greatest joys as an artist - learning to draw better so i can draw my faves better #zoro is genuinely my favorite fictional character everrrrrrr... i think.... i love him so much but i have long since ran out of words to #Describe why. and i dont think any other character has come close tbh -- EXCEPT FOR WOLFWOOD!!!!! god. WW!!!!!!!! #which is crazy. but ww is very special. very dear. zoro and ww are very different... someone more similar to ww would be sanji and robin #but there's also smth about them that are so Similar. i sound like an insane person in these tags and clearly im bias BUT I SWEAR!!! #it might just be the loyalty aspect - incredibly strong traits in both of them.... also nightow drew wolfwood in a haramaki once...... #connecting the most minor dots over nothing - but any ww + zoro lovers out there - maybe u understand what i mean.

[cacaocheri]

hozier's song is killing me so have this quick doodle before i go crazy and make an entire animatic

#RAHGHHGGHHHGHGRAHGHHHGHH #RAAAAAHGHGHHGHGHGGHGGHGAAHHH #im already drafting boards #do i do i REALLY want to make a whole animatic do i REALLY #i havent even finished my last one #maybe i can do just a section... #hmmmmmmm #HMMMM #but this song is making me CRAZY and i need to get the brainworms out #ive never been so possessed by a song #my art #sun fnaf #fnaf sun #charlie daydreamers #sundrop #sundrop fnaf #fnaf security breach #sun x y/n #dca fandom #the daycare attendant