#ot; neon gravestones

[trappedhereforever-blog1]

Trigger Warning T R I G G E R I’m F  A   L    L     L      I       N        G But not like you imagined I’m not plummeting through the air NO My mind is dropping All the thoughts Are F A L L I N G Straight D O W N All because Of this trigger warning T R I G G E R The woman Sitting D O W N In that place She has already F A L L E N So instead she fills her time With the cool liquid She claims refreshes her In that          B         OT        TLE But is she reliable Probably not The ones who have F A L L E N Never really seem to be the same But I’m not fully changed yet I’m still in that D O W N W A R D    S P I        R    A L These thoughts are dangerous. They’re sitting, Stewing, Boiling, Brewing In my mind But Trigger Warning T R I G G E R There is no way out Unless you are brave enough To follow the neon gravestones It’s a tragedy But not of a girl It’s a tragedy of the world She didn’t want to do it She wanted to grow old She wanted to have kids She wanted to live her life But a D   I S   E A   S E Started to grow inside of her In her mind Which made it start to F A L L And from then she wasn’t the same So when you say She wanted to die SHE DIDN’T She wanted the same thing everyone else did But she was in pain Pain someone who hasn’t fallen wouldn’t understand But she finally reached the bottom Trigger Warning T R I G G E R And at the bottom, She realized The walls Are too S   T E E P For her to climb So she had F A L L E N And instead of living with the pain She decided to go And stop it But others Others are falling So don’t forget I’m F  A    L     L      I         N         G But I’m not gone yet

t.r.

#falling #depression #sad #angel #fall #trigger #triggerwarning #broken #anxiety