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devieuls · 9 months

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ˋ Let me Love you༄ ✴

Neteyam Sully x Na'vi Fem Reader < SERIES >

Warning of the Serie: MDNI. Dom Neteyam x Fem Na'vi Reader.

SMUT: Dirty Talk; Fangs; Bites; fingering; Blood; Spit; Jealousy and Possessiveness; Foreplay; violence; Swearing; Teasing; Unprotected Sex; betrayal; slut shaming; oral sex; dacryphilia; outdoorsex; jealousy BDSM.

ANGST: mention of suicide, toxic relationship, words inherent in death, sexual assault, self-harm, derealization, suffering, Requited / Unrequited love, prejudices, bullying and insults. and FLUFF. There will be flashbacks in this series

Aged characters: Neteyam 22 y.o / You 19 y.o.

Synopsis: In the darkest point of your life, swallowed by the abyss, you decide to put an end to your sufferings, seeking relief in the extreme act. Your life was an intricate dance between life and death, and when life decided to take leave and leave death alone in you, you got lost. And as if he had been sent by Eywa himself, a mysterious Na'vi, saves you from hitting bottom, sacrificing himself so you don’t give up. Becoming the light that shone in your darkness. He is the sun that faces your night, and you are the Moon, eternally distant from him.

He grabbed your hand and dragged you away, taking you to his village, a place of healing and hope where he will try to make you love life again, showing you the light you had long lost. Starting a journey of healing, to fight against your demons that tormented you relentlessly, to finally find happiness where you would never have bothered to find it.

Two fates crossed under the tacit protection of the Great Mother, to show that even two opposites can create something perfectly chaotic.

And what happens when night and day dance together, to the rhythm of the stars and waves of balance, eternal opposites that are inevitably attracted?

This is the story of how death falls in love with life; how the sun one day decided to save the moon and how darkness is not so dark if light can penetrate. But also a story of suffering and torment, where not everything is roses and flowers.

CHAPTER WARNING: Mention suicide and attempted suicide.

Lenght : 4k

NA'VI WORDS: Yawne: Beloved; Tanhì: Bioluminescent freckles; Tspangoe: I invented this, it means "Suicidal". It comes from "Tspang": Kill and "Oe": I/Me. I couldn’t find a word that came close, so I made it up.

TW: THE SERIES WILL BE FULL OF DELICATE TOPICS!

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Chapter I: The Fall

In the heart of the dense forest, wrapped in a blanket of skeletal trees seemed to dangle for you as silent witnesses of a long time ago. The icy wind hissed among the thick branches, bringing with it a suffocated lament, as if nature itself was crying an irreparable loss. It was a place of tormented beauty, a refuge for your restless soul, where nature itself seemed to express its pain in silence. In the melancholy yet fascinating atmosphere, the waterfall stood as a symbol of battered hope, offering a fleeting comfort to spirits like you in search of consolation. It was in this desolation of yours that the waterfall was heard. Not a joyful or luxuriant sound, but a sore groan hovering in the air. The incessant flow of water was a constant sound that pervaded the atmosphere, offering a grim melody among its tumultuous waves, as if it carried with it the weight of your hidden pains. Its waters rushed from the cliff with an unstoppable force, forming a veil of water that dispersed in a light fog. The reflections of the suns sprinkled silvery sparks in the air, creating an ephemeral rainbow between the shimmering silver drops.

As the dying rays of the suns seeped through the fronds of the trees, tinging the landscape with a purple light, you sat on the edge of the majestic waterfall, your feet dangling above the cliff. An aura of sadness was reflected in your gaze, an invisible weight that seemed to have borne too much for your young age.

The rustle of the branches danced among the trees, accompanied by an orchestra of voices hidden among the trees. The howls of the waking nocturnal animals, the chirping of the birds mingling with the croaking of the crows and screeching of the Ikrans who dared peer into the oncoming darkness. The rustle of the leaves, moved by an invisible wind, creates a constant background that amplifies the mysterious aura. The scents of the forest mixed in the air, with the smell of moss, damp earth and wildless flowers.

You sat in silence, with your eyes fixed between the abyss below and the eclipse that colored your face with warm shades, with your heart broken and your soul in pieces. The weight of pain and despair was felt in every fiber of your being, as the pounding sound of water flowing downwards amplified the preparatory atmosphere that had been created around you by you. You were able to welcome the beauty of the majestic trees that stood on the horizon, small flowers dancing free in the wind that seemed to evoke happy and serene memories, creating a poignant contrast with your suffering.

You squinted as you took a deep breath. Hands flickering as you began to undress each piece of jewelry that represented your status and your belonging, removing piece by piece, gently laying them on the ground. You caressed them as you remember they surfaced in your mind with pain, remembering your story and the events you had experienced to get every single cherished jewel that now lay on the ground. You separated with pain, not wanting to dirty the precious memories and the sacredness of each bead with your gesture. It was as if I wanted to get rid of everything that made you, "you", looking for a way to atone for the pain.

While contemplating the last lights of the day, you quietly hum your songcord, creating a sad lament, before separating it forever, tying it to a thread of faded era that would be the final 'bead'.

"Oh Great Mother, forgive me… but my battle is over… I can’t stand this anymore" praying that the Great Mother would forgive you and welcome you into her warm arms.

Loneliness. You felt alone in that forest, as the cold, wet wind collided with your warm skin, as if Eywa was saying to you, "You are heard, child. Step back forward, because your life is not complete". When you felt pretty confident about the blessing that the Great Mother was telling you, a rustle behind you made your ears stand up but you didn’t turn, anyone or whatever it was you didn’t care, because it could never hurt you more than you were about to.Neteyam walked through the forest as he returned to his village with some venison he had just finished hunting, only to be distracted by a lament from where he knew the waterfall was. The sound of flowing water guides him in the right direction and suddenly he sees your lonely figure on the edge of the precipice. A sense of anguish pervaded him when he realized your tragic intentions, noting the jewels placed on the ground.

He carefully removed the bow and arrows from his back, laying them on the ground with the venison and then slowly approaching, but with determination to do everything possible to save you. He sat next to you, looking at the horizon, respecting the personal space you needed but conveying a sense of closeness. Your eyes met his figure, not understanding why a stranger would sit beside you at a time like this. He opened his mouth suddenly, taking a long breath.

"See those two birds right there" The boy’s words were soft and reassuring, trying to break the wall you were building to separate yourself from the world before performing the act we express. "hmhm" you mumbled in response, watching the birds dancing one last time in the purple sky. "Eywa takes care of them every day… If the Great Mother takes care of them, imagine how she takes care of us who are more fragile" you lowered your gaze to the river below, reflecting the words that the mysterious Na'vi was giving you. "The Great Mother knows your needs, look for her now…" he whispered, reassuring you as his words mingled with the melody of the falling water, turning his face towards yours.

"Maybe it’s because it’s what I want." You hissed and then looked him in the eye. Your face was tired, just like your eyes, sad, dull and devoid of spirit, bringing with them a deep sense of total abandonment. The eyes of someone who has gone through immeasurable pain and who has lost all hope of finding a way out of suffering. The irises, once full of life and lively, are now devoid of any spark of emotion. They are an abyss in which all joy and happiness is drowned. There is no more light shining through them, only a dark and impenetrable desolation. Heavy, drooping eyelids tell the story of a tired, exhausted soul. They seemed ready to give in under the unbearable weight. There is no life, there is no light, only deep apathy. One can see the total lack of interest in everything around them, as if I had become a stranger to the world.

Your gaze aroused a sense of compassion in Neteyam. It almost seemed like a call to extend his hand to offer you support, because behind that desolation, there was still a soul struggling feebly to keep going.

"It’s not what you want, it’s what you think you want. I don’t know you, but I know you mean something to someone, and I know that someone would suffer for it. Do it for them… live for them, please." His eyes were light, hope, life. His kind and comforting words that for a second you thought he was even the Great Mother herself. Slowly, patiently and gently, Neteyam tried to open a breach in the armor you were wearing, hoping to make you desist.

"Why live for someone if I don’t even want to live for myself? Just…Go away." You answered with bitterness while you carried again the look under you, contemplating the abyss and the peace that you would have tried. You just didn’t want to feel this way anymore, to be free. "I have no one. I mean nothing to anyone. Whether I disappear or not no one will cry for me. You don’t know who I am, so I won’t be a burden to you… Please-" your voice broke at that moment, as two tears cut your face. "Just let me do this…"

Neteyam looked at you, silently swallowing, realizing your pain, doing it as he watched you fall apart in front of him. He had never seen a Na'vi attempt suicide, and the lost look in your eyes frightened him. <; Nobody?… She has no one > this was what rang in his mind as he searched for the right words.

"You have Eywa… The Great Mother loves all her children and I know she doesn’t want to take you right now… You are not alone and she will not allow you to be alone, if so." He reached out his hand towards you. " Take my hand, please" his voice died in his throat, his hopeful gaze waiting for you to change your mind.

Your vulnerability was exposed, for the defenses you built were shaken by his words. Maybe for the first time in a long time, you felt comforted, even for a moment. Your heart was lighter in a moment of suspension. You still felt a thin veil of fear to do that act, but relief and warmth, anger to be alone. You decided to leave the precipice, not only physically, but also mentally and emotionally, while a faint flame of hope began to burn in you. Too bad it wasn’t the right flame.

You looked at his outstretched hand, making your amber eyes so different for the last time. Its full of life and yours turned off, the sun and the moon looking at each other, life and death meeting. You pulled up with your nose as one last tear tore through your face for the last time. One last breath and swallowed. "I can’t… I can’t be saved" The bitterness in your voice destabilized Neteyam, only to leave him wide-eyed when you dropped to the side, following the waterfall water.

"No!" He screamed as his arms instinctively extended towards you, desperately trying to grab your freefalling body, but all he could touch was the void. The air passed through his fingers and hands, as if it were an insurmountable force that prevented him from reaching you.

At that moment, he felt a feeling of helplessness and frustration that crept into his soul, leaving a sense of guilt and remorse. Every muscle in his body screams for failing to save your life. As you disappeared from his sight, Neteyam was overwhelmed by an emotional storm. Everything around him seemed to slow down. The sounds faded and the reality turned away, as if he were in a nightmare from which he could not wake up. His body trembles in front of the immensity of the situation. Managing to react to a delayed burst.

You had found peace by falling, a harmony that you had not felt for a long time, as if you had discovered the secret to facing that darkness that had reached its climax in you. The scars of the battle opened slightly, turning into signs of courage. The cold air and drops of water gently caressed your exhausted body, bringing with it the pungent smell of freedom. Your eyes, which had wept far too many tears, were now closed and full of serenity, knowing that you would escape from that hell.

Gravity pulled you down with the same unstoppable force with which water fell from the waterfall. But there was no fear in your heart, only the realization that the fall was an inevitable conclusion of everything you had experienced, the point that would make you start over. You felt at peace, finally free to leave everything behind you tormented. In the fall, your face relaxed and a smile crossed your face. Not a smile of unbridled joy, but rather a kind of resignation and contentment. It was as if you knew that even in the darkness of the fall, your spirit could finally shine. The water wrapped you in a warm embrace, giving you that sense of comfort before the impact, washing away your melancholy, leaving you free from the weight, happy.

Neteyam didn’t hesitate an extra second to follow you, taking the right precautions before the launch so that he wouldn’t faint from impact, jumping as he quickly spotted where your body might end up once in the water.

Your unarmed body descended below the surface without too much hesitation, blocking you down because of the strong currents. You were unconscious right after the impact, but in your mind you were just waiting to be taken away by the Great Mother’s hand, leaving your body aching.

Neteyam immediately after the impact with the water sought you with panic in the eyes, swimming with open eyes to look for your body, hoping to find you in time before the current took you away and marked your end. After a few minutes he found you and had to fight against the violent currents and your body heavier because of the water to lift you and carry you up, while the seconds passed and his lungs screamed to breathe, trying to stay lucid for you. He managed to drag you out of the water with difficulty, gently laying you on the shore, while he watered the air he needed, begging the Great Mother not to take you, while he placed you back on the grass, by slightly tilting your head back and lifting your chin to open the airways. His hands began to tremble when he placed them in the center of your chest, just above the breastbone, comprehending the chest with the rhythm that his father had taught him to do. He alternated compressions with mouth-to-mouth ventilation. "Oh Great Mother, no... please… please, Great Mother" he whispered as he proceeded with the cpr, pulling a breath of relief when you started spitting water spasmodically, grateful that at least your body was reacting to stay alive.

"Stay with me, please. Stay with me, stay with me…" he said desperately as he called his Ikran. When the banshee arrived, he took the shawl that he used when riding and it was cold, covering your shaky and wet body, not thinking that he too would get cold because of the speed with which he would ride to take you to his village as soon as possible. He held you in his arms, making you lay your face on his chest as he held you from his waist with one arm, leaving promptly. Your tanhì were barely visible, and this made him worry to say the least, he did not know you but he wanted to save you, he had to do it. He felt he had to save your life, give you a second chance to try to be happy and at peace, for fighting your demons.

When he arrived at the village, he rushed into the marui of Tsahìk, easily making his way among the na'vi of the clan. When he found his grandmother, he looked at her pleadingly and panicked, leaving you lying on the carpet that Tsahìk used as a bed for patients.

"What happened to this girl?" she asked as she inspected your body, trying to figure out where to start treating you. Neteyam looked at her swallowing as he breathed fast and passed his hands between the braids.

"She… she fell. She drank a lot of water, ther because… s-she. she fainted, she fell from the waterfall…and I-" He tried to explain as he went off the deep end and Mo'at nodded, then invited him out while she undressed you for more room to work.

Neteyam shivered because of the still wet body and the wind hitting his blue skin, while he was still in shock about what he had seen, not expecting you to really jump. He began to walk nervously out of the healing hut, worried about you and your health, while his nerves drove him around in despair.

After about an hour Mo'at came out of the marui, wrapping his nephew in a warm blanket, worried that he too would get sick.

"She’s gonna be okay, right? She’s okay? She-" asked anxiously as his palms wrapped around his grandmother’s elbows, praying that you were well and that she had managed to save you. Mo'at’s eyes lowered slightly and then sighed, realizing Neteyam’s concern, though not understanding why he was so worried about a stranger.

"She… will survive" she replied, not giving a clear answer, though that 'will survive' gave Neteyam enormous relief, thanking Eywa for allowing him to save you. "but she can’t wake up yet. She’s lost a lot of blood inside of her, and she hit her head, pressure knocked her unconscious on impact. She’s lucky she didn’t break bones or ruin her organs…" She continued and then noticed a slight tension in Neteyam, always remaining happy that you were well despite that problem.

"You said she’ll be fine, so she’ll be fine" he said, convincing himself more than his grandmother, who looked at him sighing.

"I feel that her spirit does not want to stay here… she is… tspangoe?" Mo'at’s voice became darker as she asked, waiting for the reply of her nephew who soon arrived when he let her go and looked away.

"She is a Na'vi. Like you and me. Nothing else" He said seriously, growling slightly as he avoided answering the question, as if he was annoyed that his grandmother had just labeled you that way. He squeezed into the blanket and left, leaving his grandmother alone after thanking her for helping you.

The days began to flow while you gave no sign of waking up. Neteyam would stay in the tent for hours, visiting you at least twice a day, making sure you were properly washed and fed, feeding you himself when Mo'at gave it to him. He allowed himself several times to observe your face, noticing how your tanhì were almost extinguished and your feeble breaths, your body still had small wounds and bruises caused by the water and the rough stones you had met underwater. He hoped to see your eyes, even though he knew you would curse the fact that he saved you, but he knew that a tiny little part of you, well hidden, wished to be saved.

"A girl so young that she tries to take her own life… that’s a shame," Mo'at said as she entered her marui, making room behind his nephew to take some herbs to grind and use on your body. Neteyam sighed heavily and then looked at his grandmother.

"Grandmother, I beg you, stop it. You don’t even know her reasons." he said, looking at what she was grinding in the bowl made of smooth rock.

In the Na'vi culture, suicide was considered one of the greatest sins and completely harmful to one’s spiritual journey, as for them life is a precious gift of Eywa, and only she had the right to determine when to end. The Great Mother was a benevolent deity, who loved her children unconditionally, longing for their good and loving them so much that they reincarnated their pure soul cyclically. Take your own life was considered an insult to this blessing, ruining the purity of your soul, risking not being able to return to a new life. So your gesture led you to be looked down on by the spiritual leader of the Omatikaya clan, not understanding why a Na'vi should take her own life and disrespect life in this way.

"The tspangoe" began her, only to be interrupted by Neteyam "Don’t call her like that." She cleared her voice and then started talking again. "she cannot have 'reasons' to do such a thing. The Great Mother has given us life, who are we to throw it away like garbage?" her tone was bittersweet while she was grinding herbs with some natural liquids, not looking at her nephew.

"Nine eclipses have passed by now, and she sleeps. If she doesn’t want to wake up, she can just let go. She’s tried that before, hasn’t she? So why not just leave? In this way, perhaps, my partner will return to give attention to me and not to an Tspangoe" The sour voice of a woman made her way as she made her entrance, watching Neteyam and Mo'at.

"Tsu'län, please don’t start." Neteyam replied harshly as he sighed, looking at the Tsakarem of the clan.

"Nine eclipses, ma yawne. Nine eclipses that spend more time with this Tspangoe and not with your future mate. It is not normal, it is not healthy for our relationship or for the image we will give to the clan." She hissed, only to make Neteyam growl and look into her eyes with annoyance.

"Ma Tsu'län, you should be happy that your partner is a man who worries, as much as I don’t even like him being with her." Mo'at spoke, then sighed, feeling the tension between her nephew and his promise.

"Not an eclipse more. Any woman would be angry about this, especially if her partner is the future Olo'eyktan and prefers to be with a Tspangoe. It’s humiliating." Shee snorted at him, being ignored by Neteyam who was too respectful of the opposite sex to respond to her as he wished.

He looked at your face, noticing how your Tanhì were slowly coming to life, smiling spontaneously as Tsu'län’s voice went deaf before disappearing.

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Notes II:

Theoretically I should have started "Starboy" series because it’s more summer and """soft""", but I’ve been thinking for days about scenarios for this series and so I decided to bring this first.

I know that this is quite a demanding series but I would like to talk about these delicate but necessary yhemes. I don’t know how many chapters it will have, but I know it’s potentially going to be my trojan horse, because I’m inspired.

I swear it won’t just be Angst, there will also be a good part of Smut and Fluff, and I will forward them in a way that in my mind is spectacular. I hope you enjoyed reading <3

-Mel

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the-fiction-witch · 1 year

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The Prince (Prequel to Guilt)

Media IRL X Tudors

Character Thomas Brodie Sangster (child - Late teen)

Couple Thomas X Reader

Rating Smut + Dark

Concept Prequel Series to Guilt (If you guys would like me to continue this and do the rest of the history before Guilt let me know)

Smut Hiki’s/ biting/ kissing/ full sex/ outdoorsex

I don't recall much of the earliest moments of my life but I know the story of my birth as it has been told to me so many times. On a sunny day in may my mother was doing her usual business of being queen dealing with the people's grievances when all hell broke loose, Or well I broke loose. she went into labour right there on the throne in the middle of the meetings luckily her handmaids and the physicians were close by given how far along she already was. Many saw it as a divine sign that the child she birthed was born to rule, and after a few hours I came into this world on the throne room rug my mother didn't even get to hold me. She fell beyond this world moments later. The moment I was born I was a disappointment to my father, because I had taken my mother from him, and that I wasn't a girl. I was heir to the throne regardless but still I was a disappointment, My father begrudgingly took the throne and later married a young woman from some land we had a deal with I don't know she never spoke to me. Admittedly I was a spoilt child anything I wanted I was immediately given without fight or debate, until... that fateful night.

I was woken from my chamber by screaming, I climbed out of my bed and bolted down the corridor to my father's chambers there I saw his new wife screaming in utter agony the physicians forced me back keeping me outside the door even if I could still see inside and all of a sudden.. she arrived. I had a sister, a little sister. I was overjoyed at first to have someone to play with and spend time with but I was immediately tossed to the side like I was nothing. I didn't get to go out with them anymore, I wasn't taken to events, or even at the same part of the table at dinner, suddenly my spoilt life was ripped away. I couldn't even get a nursemaid to read me a story goodnight but she got everything, she so much as held her hand towards something it was gifted to her. She once asked for a tree branch to be removed from the tree outside her window because it was scaring her so they cut down the whole tree for her a three-hundred-year-old tree cut down on the order of a three-year-old. I grew to hate and resent her an unbelievable amount so much I wouldn't even speak to her. she was put into the tutoring and the other duties leaving now nothing for me.

"Papa? could perhaps I sit in today?" I asked at the door to the classroom

He sighed "Thomas. just go play with your toys alright we're very busy"

"But I wanted to learn the lesson too"

"Well this doesn't concern you does it, this is all important things for my beautiful little princess and future queen. Go and play in the garden or something"

"But I-"

"go! and stop bothering us"

"Yes sir" I nodded unable to stop my tears running back to my room,

It took me a good few years of almost being locked in my room with know one who gave a shit about me but a few maids and nurses before I gave up waiting around. No one even noticed me so why would they notice me sneaking away? I took some money and left the castle I didn't even need to sneak out a window I just walked out the door and know one even noticed, I went to town and bought food and toys and various treats for myself, and I spotted a girl there about the same age as me helping her family with there market stall, she smiled at me and gave me a little wave and I couldn't help but smile and wave back to her. when it got late I returned to the castle and no one had even noticed I had left.

So this became a pattern, whenever I got bored I would take money from my father and just leave the castle going to town to do whatever I wanted and knowone even noticed, and I got to know the girl a lot more as I almost always went to see her and we ended up growing very close and spent a lot of time together.

I headed out of the castle grounds hurrying through to the town picking up a few things I needed from the market when I spotted the little fabric store she smiled just finishing tieing up her braid with ribbons her mother smiled to her so she came out from the stall

"hi"

"Hi" I smiled "I missed you"

"I missed you too" she giggled offering her hand so I happily took it and we went along for our usual walk beside the river together as she told me about everything going on, "Papa says we might have to get ourselves another sheep, old Bell isn't making as much wool as before" she explained "sorry rambling"

"No, I like listening to you"

"You sure?"

"Of course I am" I smiled giving her hand a kiss

"Your too sweet to me" she smiled "how's home?" she says sitting on the stone bridge

"Ohh don't"

"sorry."

"No its okay, same as ever ava getting treated like the sun itself shines out her ass and I haven't even seen my father in a week" I sighed sitting beside her

"you poor thing"

"Its alright, at least I have you" I smiled

"what do you do? when I'm at home?"

"... wait for you to get back"

"Awwww" she giggled giving me a cuddle "You know mother says you're always welcome on the farm Thomas"

"I know, I just don't want to be a bother." I told her "Besides I was gone overnight I'm sure someone would check in and see me missing"

"would they?"

"I hope they would"

"Well your always welcome" she smiled laying her head on my shoulder "maybe if you came over to visit you could stay the night in my room" she giggled

"..... I could?"

"Umm humm"

"with you?"

"Of course"

"I'll defiantly have to think about it then" I smiled giving her lips a little kiss just a peck but still it made my stomach fill with butterflies as our kisses always did "I should really get home"

"Alright, will I see you next week?"

"Of course" I smiled giving her another kiss before I headed back to the castle.

I walked out of the castle as usual knowone even noticed I was leaving, I went to the stables seeing the drunk stable boy asleep on the hay as usual so I filled up their food and water as he'd be asleep until at least sundown. "Hello girl, you ready to get going?" I smiled petting my horse "Come on then let's get out of here" I quickly got her settled and we headed off out of the castle courtyard and along the little roads to town but instead of turning into the main town and market turned left into the paths of the woods making sure to head though at a decent speed until I came to the usual fork in the road

"You're late" she laughs sitting apon her own horse

"Well I wanted to make sure I had a bath and made myself presentable for my lovely lady"

"Your sweet Thomas" she giggled leaning over a little to give me a small kiss "shall we?"

"Of course" I smiled trying not to blush

We each kicked our horses and raced off on our usual paths through the woods over rivers and through the thick trees until we reached out clearing and she beat me as usual so I tied up my horse and jumped down spotting her already laying under the tree

"How do you always beat me?"

"skills" she giggled

"I suppose so" I smirked climbing on top of her "But I still don't believe you're not cheating somehow"

"always so suspicious of me" she pouts giving my neck little kisses

"I have to be. I don't know what you get up to while I'm not around" I smirked pulling her into an intense kiss. our kisses only got more passionate the longer they went on never even checking our surroundings for onlookers it didn't take long for her hands to stray from my neck to my belt which lead me to pull back slightly but still pressing kisses to her neck "I thought you had enough last week?"

"It's not last week anymore is it?"

"Alright," I smirked pulling back enough to see her as she smirked and tugged off my belt for me pushing down my pants to reveal our kisses had already made me half hard, she smiled biting her lip a little at that fact making me blush a little so I distracted her but running my hands up her legs pushing up the skirt of her dress as I did I gasped as I revealed her noticing she was already wet "Fuck- Umm darling" I groaned capturing her lips against kissing her intensely she kissed back and wrapped her leg around my waist allowing me the perfect angle to slip inside her making us both moan into our kiss it didn't take long for my slow movements to become rapid and merciless given we hadn't seen each other in a week often times kissing her neck just to hear her beautiful gasps and groans but she did love to bite at my neck leaving marks on my skin which always drove me crazy until she clawned her nails down my back and squealed enough to frighten some birds in the trees, and I was finished too mere seconds after her pulling out to finish across the grass "I love you so much"

"I love you too" she smiled giving me a kiss and dragging me to lay with her for a cuddle

"Ummm I wish I could stay out here with you" I cooed fixing my pants as we got cosy

"well, why not? your more than welcome at the farm my mother adores you, and she already lets you cosy up in my room so I'm sure if you wanted to come to stay with us longer it would be no trouble"

"I know. I just don't want to put you out like that not fair to your family to take me in just because mines shit"

"No but I'm sure if" she smiled fiddling with her fingers "they wouldn't mind you coming to live with us"

"I know, but there are few perks to a royal life, one of them is the fact if I go tell my father I want to move out even just to get rid of me he'll pawn me off a castle in Hampshire with a view where I'm far out of his and ava's way, so why wouldn't we just do that and I can make my lovely lady a princess"

"I suppose. still, you know you're always welcome"

"I know, I'm still surprised your family lets me cuddle up in your bed with you"

"Their, not stupid Thomas, they know we come to the woods together once a week it would be foolish to keep us apart and stop us from doing something we have quite obviously already done"

"I guess, just strange to me"

"why your family lets me cuddle up in your room" she giggled nuzzling with my neck

"No my family doesn't let you it's simply that my family has no idea you're in there with me"

"Your family aren't that stupid Thomas"

"Yes they are. they haven't even noticed I'm gone. I disappear twice a week and I've been doing it for six years know ones even bloody noticed yet. not to mention all our overnights"

"I guess, I just assumed know one minded the little prince having a girly in his room"

"No, they just don't know. I imagine my father would probably cut my cock off if he knew about you"

"I'm sure he wouldn't"

"No he would. probably disown me he knew what we'd been up to"

"Well if he does your welcome to come to the farm as long as you like"

"Thank you darling" I smiled giving her a sweet kiss "I should get back,"

"Alright, you get home" she cooes helping me up and onto my horse

"I'll miss you"

"I'll miss you more" she smiled

"I love you so much"

"I love you more, no go on before they do notice you're gone"

"alright, see you Tuesday"

"see you Tuesday" she smiled giving me a soft kiss before I head back to the castle stables and into the castle to my little suite and bedroom

"Good afternoon Thomas" a voice spoke up making me jump as I shut my door

"ah- Ohh father sorry you made me jump" I said as he sat in my chair a book in hand

"sorry about that. Where have you been?" He asks

"what?"

"I came to see you this afternoon, suites empty. where have you been?"

"Ohh I uhh I was in the library"

"really, because your sisters been in the library all day and didn't see you there"

"Yeah uhh what I meant to say was I uhh I went down to the library but given it was such a nice day I went to the kitchens made myself some food"

"Interesting because your stepmother has been down in the kitchens prepping for your sister's coronation dinner and she hasn't seen you either"

"Yeah Uuuuhhhhh I uhhh I went to the kitchens and got a snack really quick she barely saw me and then I went uhhh to... the gardens. for a walk."

"Thomas. do you enjoy being a little shit?"

"What-"

"Cut the bullshit! where have you been!" he demanded

".... I went out"

"Out? your prince of the realm you can't just go out" he snapped "Out where?"

"just for a walk in the woods"

"A walk in the woods." He says before moving to his feet looming over me "what's this?" He asks moving a finger across my neck across my love bite y/n had left their

"I uhhh I fell over."

"Don't bullshit me!" He demanded throwing me to the floor "You think your so clever boy. The maid saw you leaving. and told me. even told me last Tuesday you didn't come back till the following afternoon" he explained "I put men along the road, guards in the town. I know exactly where you've been going.... what's her name?"

"I haven't-

"What is her name!" He demanded kicking my stomach

"Y/n."

"y/n. a farm girl. a peasant girl."

"what do you care!" I yelled getting to my feet "this is the first time you've spoken to me in a year, the most we've ever been in the same room since fucking ava was born!" I yelled "I'm nothing to you. am I? I'm your son, and you couldn't give less of a shit. the moment I was born you hated me! I'm nothing here! it took you this long to even see I was gone. with her... I'm happy. I get to live a life I never could here. she's everything to me, am I am to her. I love her more then life itself, I'll marry her tomorrow if I have to. she's the only thing I want in the world. she's the only person who has ever made me feel like I matter"

"You think I loved your mother?"

"what-"

"I hated her! we are royalty you don't get to pick who makes you happy you pick what you have to. You git your teeth and do it like a man. I hated your mother more then anything all I ever was to her was a cock to jump on that's all I ever was! All any of us are. I hated you becuase I knew you'd have the same fate as me, to be sold off to some royal lady who needs an heir putting in her, and I hated you because my job wasn't over. I had to do it all again becuase you came out with a cock. If you has just been a girl I'd have never had to be near your mother again."

"You seem pretty thrilled I took her from this world"

"I am. But you need to learn your place. You're a cock with a title nothing more. All you are in this world is a coin to trade and deal, to be sold to some princess to but a baby in her. that's all you are. and the quicker you learn that the happier you'll be." he says heading to my door "Tomorrow first light, the staff will pack your things, you're marring liza Ellina."

"No! You can't make me!"

"Yes I can! your marring her. tomorrow afternoon weather you like it or not"

"she's twice my age!"

"so what! I was half your mothers you think any of them care. your a title of our kingdom. and your young enough to put a baby in her." she explained "that's. all. you. are." he says "Say goodbye to your girlfriend. you'll never see her again"

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