#padayon

[bastealmighty]

#life #reality #padayon

[reiinamo]

Random drama..

Lol.. di ko masabi kung PTSD ba yun na mismong kahit pangalan nung mga kaklase ko nung college ayoko makita.

There’s this one time some day in November or December na down na down ako tas chinat ko yung isang so-called friend ko nung college tas binuhos ko sama ng loob ko with this phrase na “dahil sa inyo hirap ako maka-get over tsaka alamin sino yung taong may gusto ako makasama as a friend o sino pagkakatiwalaan”

Kasi sobrang trauma talaga ako during my teenage years ko nung college. At the back of my head sila rin reason bakit ang lakas ko magtanim ng sama ng loob. Isa narin sa rason yung broken family kami bigla nung 16 years old ako kasi iniwan kami ng tatay namin tas wala man lang akong naging comfort zone na friend nung college ako.

Kesyo dahil lang sa tono ng pananalita ko ayaw nila sakin. Nirealtalk ko rin sila na “bakit kayo? mas basura nga kayo magsalita kesa sakin? problema lang naman sakin tono ng pananalita ko..” tas naooffend daw sila the way na magsalita ako hahaha jusko mami talaga!

Kaya hanggang ngayon nilalabanan ko parin sarili ko tuwing may taong nadedetach sakin kasi wala naman akong magagawa kung may iba na silang interes sa buhay o trip sa buhay. Ganun lang din naman ako.. pero masakit talaga pag nawalan ng kaibigan..

Hanggang dun lang. Sana may magchat sakin hehe!

#mental health #padayon #personal #prsnl #random #rndm

[padayon-puhon]

to anyone who needs to hear this, even if you had a hard time waking up every morning and all you ever did is to survive, still i'm proud of you. keep going. 🤍🌷

#padayon

[krstlkyl]

Hello future educators👋 !

I am Kristel Kayla Tadaya, a 19-year old (soon turning 20) third year student at St. Paul University Philippines who is currently residing at Marabuig 1, Cauayan City, Isabela pursuing Bachelor of Secondary Education Major in Social Studies in higher education at St. Paul University Philippines-Tuguegarao. I am small and unpredictable. I finished my Senior High School at the same university under Humanities and Social Sciences strand Set B.

In all honesty, I never really had a dream or passion over a certain field. I just went with the flow and picked the course I thought that I am compatible the most. My teachers and classmates commended me for peer tutoring and from there I took an interest in taking up Teacher Education. However, that interest never really became a passion. It is only until my 8th grade that I decided that I want to become an educator who teaches History, which reflects what I am majoring in right now – Social Studies. I developed an adoration for History. I love how things are what it is now in relation with what it is then. I enjoy reading timelines and historical events because I felt like I was time-traveling. It felt like I finally knew what I wanted to be.

 Everyone must have their own goals, such as choosing a particular path or profession, but for me, my roots—my family—have always served as the foundation for my future. Although I have the urge to pursue my own goals and profession, I have always placed a higher priority on supporting my family. My parents, especially my father wanted me to take up Law. It was his dream for me since I was a child, but he never really forced that unto me. Since I truly don't know how I envision myself in five years, I can only assume that I will still be busy learning, aspiring, and developing myself as a person, a daughter, a friend, and a contributing member of society. I might still be in school by then, completing my studies, taking up Law or I might be exploring other jobs. There are a lot of options for me to choose from, but what I prioritize most is to be able to help my family, to be able to provide for them, and make them happy.

https://spup.edu.ph

I will always be proud of my decision to attend St Paul University Philippines. My education at this university made a significant contribution to the knowledge we received as well as the practical skills and attitudes that each person needs to have. It gave me opportunity to grow and learn. Through our core values and the teachings embedded to me as a Paulinian, I have learned and unlearned things that have contributed to my morality and principles. Looking back on earlier events in my life, I can definitely see how I've improved as a person, and how I was able to establish a foundation in understanding myself and who I want to become. By taking up my course, I understood my purpose. It allowed me to understand the significance of education. It might not be the best for others, but for me, it is. It is known as the noblest profession after all for it enables all the other profession. It taught me the joy of contributing to an individual’s growth.

And with that, I greet you a happy day ~

#education #padayon

[carmzsstuff]

Praying for a successful Licensure Examination for Professional Teacher this coming September 25,2022

#padayon #web series #future teacher

[babaengpinili]

kaya kong sumulat ng tula

kahit di ako tunay na makata

nagkukulang man ang mga salita

di rason upang huminto sa paglikha

#trying #bigo #padayon #tinta

[sunb0rn]

this lingering sepanx.

feeling ko teary-eyed puso ko.

weird ng birthday sepanx, ilang months nang wala pero iba din yung feels ngayon. valid naman ito di ba??

-oo valid

#q #pero uusad #na #padayon #july 2022 #jul 2022

[written-by-m]

Always Thank Him

Hey there,

I feel something weird today. I literally woke up feeling a little bit positive and happy but I don’t know why or what is the reason. 

These past few years, months, weeks, and even days have been a rough and hard times for me and for my life. But one thing for sure that I know; after I cry every night, I always thank God for all the brokenness that I felt. 

I do not forget to Thank Him still even if I am encountering problems in my life. 

Why? 

I learned and realized that after a storm there is always a rainbow. Meaning, after all the problems that I have encountered, after all the negative things, and bad things that happened in my life. I still believed that there will be a bigger blessing that God will give me. 

And I cannot wait for that. 

Maybe, that is why I feel a little happy today, maybe, just maybe, the bigger or biggest blessing is yet to come. 

#life #advice #realization #anxiety #overthinking #thank you #oh my god #thanks #GOD #Lord #blessing #rainbow #stay positive #negative #Believe #Padayon #Puhon

[itsrj25]

When all of our problems come up at once, we could get overextended while looking for solutions. We reach the point where we wanted to give up because we believe we need help to get through it. We also questioned God why we were going through this, but in the end, we understood that EVERYTHING HAD A PURPOSE.

I do compare myself to others occasionally because I wish I were in their shoes even if they haven’t gone through what I have. I’m not sure what God has in store for me, but LIFE GOES ON, and GIVING UP is not an OPTION.

LIFE ISN’T PERFECT & HAPPINESS frequently contrasts our lives in a negative way. Yet there is always a solution to a problem, we just need to be STRONG.

#lifegoeson #dontgiveup #padayon

[padayon-puhon]

no, you're not lost sweety, even if you feel like everyone's moving ahead of you and you're the only one who's lost his way, i hope you'll remember that you're not lost, you're just wandering and that's okay.

#padayon

[janstrawbresblog]

Life as a College student

Where do I even begin? Hmm okay, I'll start with how college changed my life and I want to share it to you, my readers, what I experienced in school as a 1st year college student. So a lot of people say that college is easy but for me it's definitely not, but what do you want to hear from me? do you want me to tell myself that studying in college is really easy? or let me say that you'll just have to worry about everything like money, your family's expectations , problems, struggle with time management, mental and physical health. I just can't understand why other people insist that it's easy entering in college. Let's go back to 2019, my studies during my Senior Highschool were done in online class for two years due to Covid 19 and what's even more difficult is that entering in college is face to face already because the covid is gone. It's hard when you don't know anyone and you can't hang out with your Highschool friends because you're in different courses. Actually, college is fun! I met a lot of friends, I explored new things and many activities took place in our university. I used to think that it was easy but you should learn by yourself and be separated from your family because I have to study far away for my dream even if it's difficult.

Especially in the 1st semester, I still couldn't accept that I had one failed subject, I kept asking myself if I deserved it? I even took a removal exam, I did what I could but it's not enough. I was afraid because my parents might scold me even if it's only 3.0 grades it's okay for them than failing. I dreamed of being an honor student in college but I failed, I was always honored during my Highschool days but for now I'm struggling, I'm not the person I used to be who can learn lessons right away. You can't just give up if you fail once, keep going.

#Collegelife #all about me #self motivated #labanlang #padayon

[citattoo-studio]

#alibatatattoo #alibata #padayon #ｐａｄａｙｏｎ #atektattoo #citattoostudio #salamatpoama🙏 (at Citattoo Studio) https://www.instagram.com/p/Clos-nzv9lb/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#alibatatattoo #alibata #padayon #ｐａｄａｙｏｎ #atektattoo #citattoostudio #salamatpoama🙏

[missthree]

Padayon Kaibigan

Fighting!!!!

#padayon

[rlgoinglpt]

Hi.

Just an update hehe.

Recently, we were endorsed in our cooperating school na, meaning nasa labas na kami. Field Study Era na, at mukhang kailangan kong i-prepare ang sarili ko para sa mga plot twist na aking mararanasan within 120 hours of our field study. Good luck sa mental health talaga haha, but this kind of learning is what I really want simula pa nung nagka pandemic. I want an experiential type of learning para lalo akong natututo. So far, ito pa lang yon and baka mauna pang magpademo teaching yung resource teacher ko kesa sa aking subject teacher ay yare. Malalamang wala pa akong experience, nakupo.

Anyway, sobrang daming ganap last October, I can say that that was one of the best month ngayong 2022. Hopefully, ganito rin yung mga remaining months ng taon para masaya at satisfied ako. Sobrang stressful naman kasi ng last quarter noong 2021, kung anu-anong sakit ang nararamdaman ko hayop.

Buti na lang medyo okay na me, mental health na lang talaga dapat alagaan ko then less stress para di sumakit ang tiyan. Nakakasakit ng tiyan kasi yung stress, based on my research haha. Kaya kung nababasa mo ito, hopefully ay di mo maranasan yung mga naranasan ko na nabottle up yung emotions at sinarili, walang outlet para mailabas yung stress and voila, nagbackfire sa physical health. Build a healthy coping mechanism para malabanan ang maagang pagkamatay ng nerve cells at ng living cells haha. Seryoso yon!

Back to my FS, ang daming sasagutan sa libro, hangang 20 episodes yata yon e dalawang books yon, FS 1 at 2, good luck sa akin sa pagsagot hanggang sa pasko. Naiimagine ko na naman na nagno-noche buena ako: kumakain ng spaghetti at lumpiang shanghai habang maluha-luhang sinasagutan yung mga activities sa FS Books. Plus, yung thesis pa.

Speaking of that thesis, share ko lang. Muntik na mareject yung proposal ko, putek. Parang ayaw naman tanggapin ng mga panelist na isang malaking problema ang disaster preparedness lalo na at prone tayo sa disasters, both foreseen and unforeseen. Sadt, di ko lang madepensahan nang maayos yung proposal at ngayon, ngayon gumagana yung utak ko para sagutin nang maayos yung tanong ng mga panelists huhu. Regrets yarn? Buti na lang nakaligtas pa rin haha. Thanks, Ma'am F.

Awit lang sa part na after that, hindi na naman nagparamdam yung thesis partner ko. Sana mabilaukan yon pag naalala niya na may partner siyang naghihingalo sa thesis at hindi niya man lamang maisipang i-chat kung kumusta na yung sitwasyon ko. Guato ko na talaga mag data gathering tas revise revise lang para mabawasan ko yung pag-ooverthink mg mga bagay-bagay. Ang problema ko nga lang ay isa akong hangal na procrastinator na nababaliw kapag iniisip ang maraming school works.

Hopefully, before the year end, okay na yung thesis. Ipagdadasal ko yan. Gusto ko na maranasan yung book binded na thesis na may pangalan ko sa cover at kumpleto ang pirma. I claim that energy.

Siguro yan lang muna. Summary sa rami mg ganap kapag full f2f na ang klase. Sana ay maging maayos lahat at maipakilala ko nang maayos yung sarili ko sa mga students na i-oobserve ko sa FS. Grabe kasi stage fright ko.

Bakit ba ako nag-teacher?😭

RL.

#teacher #guro #edukasi #fieldstudy #fs #thesis #lpt #educjourney #padayon