If you want my future forget my past
My cards indicate a romantic attraction, at best this could be one of your soul mates. I feel like someone has more to give the relationship, so this could be a karmic relationship that will need balancing.
When you used to be thin before and now you’re fat so you end up looking and inspecting all the pictures of you and suddenly you wish you had a time machine
22.02.20 (невместилось на английском)
I finally realized that I can’t live in the past anymore! Yay ) I really want to take care of myself and move on. Of course, it’s hard to go back to the old goals for now, but it’s the only optimal option. And the feeling of failure is always with me, probably, just do not have to dwell on it, and live easily as my friend Katya. I want to enjoy life, I’ve had enough of all that. And I also want to score very hard on the EGE, which I will do) hahaha Start life from a new leaf, and without illness such thoughts would not have come (I got sick). In a way, it’s nice… haha. Any illness comes for a reason, because it’s a turning point. To some extent, you understand the value of life and health. Then I remove my one of the most auditioned playlists “💔”. Despite being in a bad mood, I am proud of myself). I also wanted to record a couple of my thoughts : 1) once I had to cut someone out of my life. We all change for the worse or vice versa over time. We have to go forward and get experience with new people . 2) we should not be ashamed of our hobbies. Yes, I collect dolls and what’s next?! It calms me down, and they inspire me. It’s a piece of art, too. I have a lot of strange hobbies. 3) try not to idealize people. I really thought that EVE is always right, but in fact, she is a tyrant . I’ve had many such examples in my life. 4) always keep in mind your good points. Love yourself! 5) do not connect bad habits with emotions! This is just very bad ! I had a fun year. I will not hide or somehow be ashamed of my mistakes, it’s stupid. Yes, I smoked and drank, I was able to give it up and start living again, but many of my friends are still addicted. I’ve never noticed how many people in Russia drink? Everyone ! It’s the most affordable and deadly drug. You can’t avoid forever the problems that people drink with alcohol. This, of course, is influenced not only by culture, but also by many other factors. I also liked to sleep with headphones, music calmed me down, helped me to go through difficult moments. I can’t live without headphones at all. 6) not afraid to say something wrong; trust yourself more. You can always apologize, and you have to learn to forgive (I am still working on it, because some people are not so easy to forgive).
Me sigue sorprendiendo la facilidad con la que tus acciones me desestabilizan el mundo.
It’s really weird that when in my childhood watching ‘trains’ going really fast used to scare me a lot and now watching 'trains’ makes my mind feel calm.
Dm for a description of the beginning, middle, and end of your past life. 10$ each, but for an extra dollar I’ll include how your past self affects your current self.
Covered up my eyes
With her pitiful hands
Smaller than the sockets
Still, she stands
With me stooped looming:
“I will burn it all down, I will raze the city low, if you might wish it”
Today is very difficult for me. The date has come around many times since I first started getting memories or learned of this past life. It never got easier but I have been trying to ease the pain. My death was not pretty at all. I lost a lot besides my life. I wonder if others out there, my sons or anyone else who was close to me once, feels it too. I wonder if Ann or Dr. Heering’s reincarnates feel it. Are they there out in the world or am I alone…?
Moodboard for a past life in the 1940s in new york city!
Requested by: Anon
If you want anything changed, please let me know!
I know this is a shot in the dark, but my heart is just so heavy. were any of you roman or celtic or british (britons, before roman occupation)? time period I think in the early days of the Roman Empire, but any time around that works. I’m desperate for people who feel the same pull to that time that I do. I miss myself.
Memo an mich selbst, schau dir keine alten Gespräche an.
A pirate mark
On bare hand
At the kitchen’s light
With modern t-shirts,
Phones and dishes,
It’s so out of the picture,
Like old reality,
Through time and space,
It looks so out,
And yet so right,
Like a wave from past,
Like your old life
Finding a way
In films, reminding
You were there.
You might be young,
Confused and lost,
But here’s the mark
To guide you through.
16 February 2020
I see you now
There are different lifetimes in your eyes
We’ve grown distant
And past feelings mean nothing
But I’d love to hear about it all
Am I the only one who associates past lives with colours?