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writerwithlowselfesteem-blog · 1 year

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When it comes to favorite characters in whatever fandom I'm in I tend to have multiple lists.

Favorite hero, Favorite Villain, Favorite side character...that sort of thing. Characters positions on the list change as the story progress' and how they develop through the story. It also depends on which version of the character I am talking about.

There is one character that will forever be at the top of my list.

Tony Stark from the MCU

Now before anyone leaves or decides to rang on my favorite character I would just like to tell you why.

The first time I saw the Iron Man movie was during a very low time in my life. I was struggling with multiple different things all happening at once which were not kind to my mental health.

I was young, barely a teen, and I was tired.

I saw this character. He was not a hero right from the start, heck he wasn't even portrayed as a very good person (not the worst but still). He was brought low, he voiced his thoughts on just giving up. I then watched him pull himself out and do his best to make himself a better person.

Through the movies I watched him slowly progress into what he wanted to be, which makes sense because such things are NOT quick fix changes to make.

Seeing this character struggle not just physically but also struggling with his own trauma inspired me to keep going.

He isn't perfect, he makes mistakes just like everyone else, he tried his best to make up for those mistakes in some of the few ways he knew how, he is the most realistic human character in the MCU to me.

He is my favorite because of his struggle, because he tries so hard, he actually WANTS to be better and actively tries to BE better instead of just saying it and not actually doing anything different.

Once I started reading some of the comics I grew to have favorites between the comic versions and MCU versions. I also am disappointed we didn't get so many amazing developments/friendships/moments that were in the comics.

Just because he is my favorite character doesn't mean I HATE other characters. Dont get me wrong I do have some that I dislike but that is my own business.

I also don't agree with some decisions made in the writing of some of the movies but that's just how it goes.

So please

be kind

We all have our favorite characters that we love for one reason or another. Some, like myself, have more personal reasons for why we love the characters we love.

So go enjoy content of your favorites, be happy, don't spread hate just because someone doesn't have the same opinion as you.

#Tony Stark #tony stark defense squad #poured my heart out #going to ignore the ones who don't listen and just hate on things because its different to their own opinion #your favorite characters are all amazing in their own way #having an opinion about a character and their development is not the same as throwing hate at people who are fans of that character #just like how spreading hate at someone who doesnt like the character you like is just as rude #To give a comparison its like those Karen's at restaurants that dont get their way and just trash the place in spite

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chandralia · 1 year

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#me watching the most heart-wrenching apology where Bakugo pours his feelings out into the open and catches Deku tenderly in his arms:#‘omg they’re so silly’#goofy even (affectionate)#a little ‘teehee’ through TEARS #bkdk #dkbk #bakudeku #dekubaku #:’)#mha #bnha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #midoriya izuku #bakugo katsuki #bakugou katsuki #deku

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gabe-lovebot · 23 days

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councilor 3D model

i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up to bring him to life. he's yours now. do whatever you want with him

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please credit me if you make something using the model (or even ping/link me to it, i would love to see what you made!)

currently available as a .blend, .fbx and an SFM port.

#hello councilnation i'm finally releasing him to the wild #have fun playing toys with him #ultrakill #councilor #councilor ultrakill #3d stuff #obviously with the councilor having just 1 full body image of him means that some stuff i had to improvise on #so you get to enjoy my headcanons on how he looks #(like obviously the wings & halo)#(but also the chestplate design)#but did you know that the councilor's canon design has subtle engravings on his forearm armor pieces?#i only barely noticed them when painting textures and i was floored #i had to add them #to the sfm anon and whoever else wants to use this for sfm stuff-#i did my best with a port for sfm and i'm quite proud of the result #but please be aware i have never used it before so if you find that something doesn't work as it should please please let me know!!#gonna pour my heart out in tags as always so close your eyes if you don't wanna see me being sentimental but #i'm not kidding when i say i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up for this #i have meddled with blender before but never actually came close to finishing a project #and i don't know how i did it and how i kept going #(i do know) (it was my friend encouraging me every time i showed him progress)#this was like 1 entire month in the making #but i'm so fucking proud of this and how it turned out and people's tags in my act 2 render genuinely were such a huge confidence boost #so thank you guys for liking it <3 #i'm still very much thinking of doing a version with just his bloodied head #but it might take a while because i want a break and i want to play warframe

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starflungwaddledee · 6 months

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kirbytober 2023 08 + 22: enemy + rainbow [ prev || next ]

“I could steal a million stars, but what’s it to me? Can’t take back a wish once it’s made.”

thought i'd also include the static image, due to the amount of crunch added by the .gif! in this case i don't even mind it tbh; it works for him i think. he can be a little crunchie

#kirbtober #kirbytober #my art #bandana waddle dee #marx (kirby)#my comics #pouring one out (spending hours on a full shaded animated comic) for my original little freak; hope you appreciate it you clockwork bastard #also yes you can always count on me to make wings 10x bigger and with at least 30% more bones #cw flashing #cw eyestrain #clockwork heart au

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mothbii · 6 months

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Ok but why did I think that Armin and Eren were actually going to kiss for a second???? 😭😭

#LIKE THEY WERE POURING THEIR HEARTS OUT SAYING THAT THEY'LL BE TOGETHER FOREVER #I LITERALLY SAID IN MY HEAD “wow the eremin truthers really winning with this one lol” AS A JOKE #AND THEN THEY LIKE RUSH TOWARDS EACHOTHER?????#LIKE WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK???#attack on titan #aot #eremin #armin arlert #eren jaeger #eren yeager #attack on titan spoilers #attack on titan final season

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dinxieyinxie · 18 days

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"Oh God, I am in great danger now."

"It danced happily around me and kissed my ears. It found places in my mind, my heart, and in my soul. It's as if the world stopped to listen to that sweet melody, your laughter. Oh God, I am in great danger now."

im still in art block but i rlly wanted to get this out of my mind TT

#severus snape #young snape #yonal linx #pro snape #snapedom #snape love #snape has crooked teeth amen #no rizz just sparkly loving eyes and a heart that feels ready to pour right out of yonal's ribcage at any given time #i love giving random winds to my illustrations #it makes everything poofy and cinematic LOL #seeing sev laugh just gave me 10 years of life

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naturecalls111 · 7 months

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Me, consuming any other media ever: how can I make this about zosan

#nc111 talks #zosan #this is about me playing fe3h for the eighteen billionth time and finding little delusional concepts in sylvix that makes me go #'nod nod nod that's so zosan of them so true'#like objectively it really isn't zosan of them at all but sometimes I see it between the lines and I'm like oh zosan sunglasses emoji #if you dare me i can even find the lawlu in sylvix im so talented #I'm not even kidding if someone made a game out of turning things into zosan i would never lose #i had an ant infestation in my bathroom the other day and I made it about zosan #my brother was like WE HAVE BIGGER ISSUES THAN YOUR YAOI RIGHT NOW #like........ there is no bigger issue than my yaoi at any given moment.....ever..........#whispers although I have to admit I enjoy the sylvix dynamic more than i do the zosa- *gets shot*#im so sorry there's just only so much bickering i can take before i'm like *smacks ship* I NEED YOU TO BE MORE BLATANTLY KIND TO EACH OTHER #In a way that doesn't feel so teeth-gritty or. well. OOC. LOL #Anyone who likes sylvix AND zosan will know what i mean I'm not going to explain it. iykyk #WAIT LMAO IM NOT DONE. EDIT:#when my first boyfriend broke up with me i was a melodramatic little shit about it #had a diary that i would like pour my heart into and the other day i came across it #and it's really telling that my first thought was “omg.... so zosan-” LIKE GIRL GET A GRIP YOU ARE DETACHING FROM REALITY #all for zosan CRIES ALL FOR ZOSAN...

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daedelweiss · 1 year

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my oldest bro donnie!! he's doing his best 🥺💜✨️ some things about him:

his bo staff has lights that blink whenever his family is in danger or in distress

splinter has a day job so donnie is left to look after his siblings a lot

a little detail about him is that he pulls up his glasses whenever he's focusing/thinking about his family. when they're down, he's on full donnie mode. when his glasses are completely off, it's serious time.

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( 🌿 please do NOT repost, edit, trace, use, and/or sell 🌿 )

#tmnt #my tmnt #tmnt donnie #tmnt raph #tmnt leo #tmnt mikey #tmnt splinter #tmnt fanart #my ert #am i just pouring all my oldest sibling shit onto donnie? we may never know #also this donnie is VERY affectionate towards his fam #and equally as protective #he'll go through hell just to get them out of trouble #bless his lil heart #wanted a very emotional and very loving donnie for my iteration so <3

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xbomboi · 5 days

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hello Ever After High tumblr community, i humbly request your attention briefly.

so basically, i have a lot of Ever After High ideas clogging my head, ranging from misc. concepts, to plans for entire storylines/arcs. (this includes world building regarding both what we’ve already seen and what we haven’t yet seen, character arcs and development, fairytales and fairytale characters we have yet to actually meet onscreen, etc.)

i doubt anyone cares that much, but i have this vision for how the rest of the Ever After High story (in the tv continuity) would go. i have tentative plans to write this continuation using the 4 episode per story arc format that eah later switched to, while staying in line with the tone and writing style of the specials/webisodes so that it feels like it could naturally work as an official, canon continuation of the series, all while still telling a compelling narrative.

currently i have a rough outline for the first four-episode story arc that i’ve come up with (though i still have a few things i wanna workshop with it) written out. (side note: i typically write the finished draft of stuff in screenplay format, so the rough outline is written with eventually being transferred into that format in mind.)

i just wanted to post this to see if there’s any actual, palpable interest in this at all. and because my friends think i’m insane for keeping my work to myself & the select few people i’ve chosen to show it to as opposed to publicly sharing it because they at least think it’s good enough to be shown off.

so, yeah, just putting this out there incase there are people who wanna know more. i’d be willing to share the aforementioned rough outline i’ve written.

tldr; i want to write—and finish—the story of Ever After High.