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psycho-chair · 6 months
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most love comes around second hand, its a starving age, better take what you can
proximity belongs to @unknownarmageddon and @denieatsart line from Diamond Mine by Hop Along
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sand-scourge · 10 months
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Proximity
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i love this scene so much
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aimseytv · 1 year
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brain rotting over my non existent dnd character where all i know is her name is proxy imitry, prox for short
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Izuku doesn't remember breaking the mirror. Doesn't hear the crash or feel the glass cut into his fist. All he knows is that one second, he's worrying a blister into his cheek with a paper towel, and the next, he's standing over a sink full of gleaming, red splattered glass shards.
The sight alone is enough to shock him out of his deluge.
He blinks. And then, after a moment of silent contemplation, he barks out a laugh. What the hell is wrong with him? He wishes he had an answer.
(Made some cover art to accompany the newest chapter of my fic Proximity, because if you don’t promo your own extremely self-indulgent post-canon dfo angst fic, who will?)
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random-xpressions · 3 months
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"I must make love with you in exile before I eventually bury my teeth into your flesh..."
Random Xpressions
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skyhighdisco · 3 months
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For @itsduckinghard
S01E03
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paroxysmal-distaste · 2 years
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proximity. || ch13, weird
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IVE LITERALLY BEEN GONE ONLY BC IM GOING INTO UNIVERSITY IM SO SORRY HERE'S A CHAPTER UIJKRF THIS HAS BEEN SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR MONTHS
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◬ Chapter 13 - Weird ◬ ◬ Pairing: Bill Cipher x Fem! Reader ◬ ◬ Date Published: 27/05/2019 ◬ ◬ Word Count: 5146 ◬
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Sixty degrees that come in threes. Watches from within birch trees. Saw his own dimension burn. Misses home and can't return. Says he's happy. He's a liar Blame the arson for the fire. If he wants to shirk the blame, He'll have to invoke my name. One way to absolve his crime. A different form. A different time.
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The entirety of your night was spent tossing and turning, clutching the sides of your head the same way you would if you had a headache. What you had, however, was worse.
Gaining Bill’s powers hadn’t taken a toll on you this badly. Not before, anyways. It’s like your body was allowing you to slowly digest each ability as a way of adjusting and preventing you from going into instant shock (or death) from the sudden change. Evolutionary, perhaps?
Sure, you could handle a little intangibility or teleportation, things that very much differed from your normal ‘day-to-day’ metal control or electrical generation- but last night marked the beginning of a new problem.
Every. single. hour was spent trying to ignore the cacophony of overlapping thoughts from hundreds of different people at once.
Out of both curiosity and as a way to feed your sanity, you managed to tune into the mind of a random but strange individual, probably someone only a few kilometres away from you, only to be marvelled at how disgusting and unfiltered their thoughts were.
Made sense, these were their thoughts- it’s why they’re so personal, and it’s not expected someone could involuntarily end up reading their mind anyways. In some manner, who were you to make judgements about someone in the privacy of their own head? But after hearing that man’s dialogue, you had opted for trying one last time to sleep (out of horror), forcing the multiple human voices to be hushed into white noise.
But those whispers of rhyme… what did they mean? Was it because of Bill?
Your mind drifted off to the events of yesterday.
"Na-ah-ah, doll. You didn't think I'd forget about you calling me your boyfriend, now did you?"
Ugh.
You hated the way Bill made your face glow multiple times a day. Just the very recollection made a bad taste spread across your tongue. Call it a blow to your pride or genuine embarrassment, you didn't care- all you knew was that you didn't like it.
Obviously, your embarrassment was due to his teasing and that would be fine if you had to only dabble in his presence every once in a while, like a proper friend. But he was attached to your hip. He saw every reaction he wanted and he was basically living with you at this point, so moments of embarrassment for you were as clear as day and came more often than not.
After hearing his question, you got a little defensive, turning your head from him, absolutely mortified you had just walked into a trap that will give him enough fuel to last him weeks.
“It was the first thing I thought of! What the hell did you want me to say?” It was a hoarse whisper shout at best, and your eyes flickered to the group of teenagers behind Bill.
Bill’s grin grew so incredibly wide you wanted to slap him for being so annoying. You let out harsh air through your nose as he closed his eyes lightly and tsked, shaking his head.
“Why would that be your first thought?”
You paused.
Ironically? It wasn’t actually your first thought. But still, you could’ve said he was your cousin or family member... you later realised. You chewed on your bottom lip, staring at the ground in thought.
“Doll?”
“Hm? Oh.” You tilted your head up at him, hands on your waist defiantly, “I would’ve told him we were friends but the last time I visited I told him I had no friends, so it was just a precaution. I was being paranoid.”
He snorted, “You got that right.”
You lightly smacked his arm, muttering ,"Which part," before adding, "You're really not the sort of person I'd usually be caught dead hanging out with anyways."
He quirked an eyebrow, a flicker of disdain flashing across his face so fast that it scared you.
"For someone that doesn't have any 'friends', you've got quite the mouth on you." He replied almost a little too quickly, as if he was ready to pounce at any sign of your rebellion.
"I don't have any friends because I don't want any. Sort of requiring too much effort–especially with my time spent on people I'm never going to talk to again 5 years from now. Not because of my personality or anything." You sounded unsure now, and perhaps a little insecure. Pure pure coping right now.
Friends were something you had barely stayed in contact with, but it still hurt to not have anybody checking up on you. After a while it was something you got used to, and nowadays having friends seems to be more of a burden than anything else. It didn't matter, you told yourself, you've got your work to focus on.
"Maybe that IS why you don't have any."
Your mind had already drifted into another hazy thought and the 'friend topic' was now gone. Hearing Bill's comment had actually made you falter in what the hell he was going on about this time.
"I hope you realise how bad that sounds." You replied absentmindedly, slapping a hand over your forehead and cringing when you realised what you said.
"Hm? Your mind's going there, huh?" He smoothed his hand over his opposite forearm, smiling at you with eyes half-lidded. The look would be complete if he had a cat's tail waving mischievously behind him. Or maybe the Devil's tail.
You flushed trying to cover up your mistake and backtracking, "Not like that, God." A glance from side to side and then back to Bill made you squint at him this time, "...Besides, I don't see your friends anywhere."
"I don't just keep my friends nailed to my sleeve, doll. Not anymore. They're waiting for my return in my dimension, you'll see." He smiled sleazily at you, like he knew more than you did.
God, it was annoying how he seemed to have a response for everything.
You snorted as his grin grew wider, "No but seriously doll! Last time you visited, you also hadn’t met me.” He used both hands to refer to himself proudly and raised his eyebrows like what he was saying was factual and he was just waiting for you to get it.
“Aww, what are you saying? That you do see me as your friend?” You held your hands together, and batted your eyelashes, scrunching your nose with a smile.
Bill rolled his eyes, “Unfortunately for you, doll, I’m not your boyfriend.” He diverted his attention to the teenagers talking behind the two of you, a fire lighting up inside his eyes when he settled his vision of fury on Dipper.
“Very funny. What would I know about relationships? Clearly you're the expert– pathetic me would stand no chance in the presence of Bill Cipher.” You spoke sarcastically, whispering the last part, deciding to play along mostly out of curiosity.
I mean, who could really blame you? This dream demon talked so much mad game, it would be next to impossible to not feel even an ounce of intrigue in whether or not he's actually managed to be hooked into the life of another romantically. "So tell me, have you ever been in one?" You asked boldly, gnawing on the inside of your cheek.
Bill looked away, "I don't know what you're referring to."
Your eyebrows furrowed, embarrassment beginning to creep up your neck at the question, "You... you know what I mean. Relationships."
“...I don’t like to engage in human affairs,” he huffed, turning to examine his surroundings. The action was suspiciously avoidant and you crossed your arms and tilted your head, a gleam beginning to show in your eye.
“Wait. So you’ve never-” you caught yourself as the words began to fly off your tongue and into the air.
Bill whipped his head over at you after eavesdropping at the Pines and your brother’s conversation, “What? Whaddaya mean?”
You blinked innocently.
“I mean,” you fiddled with the hem of your coat, regretting indulging into your , “You’ve… you’ve never…?”
If Bill knew what you were hinting at, he definitely didn’t show it. His face showed how perplexed he was and he nudged his head to tell you to continue. Another trap? Probably.
“Out of all the trillions of years you’ve existed, and the billions you’ve had in contact with humans, not one time, as a human… have you ever…” You avoided his gaze.
He squinted.
If he wants to play games, so can you. Ask and see his reaction. Then... gaslight gatekeep girlboss? You weren't sure, you were just curious to see what he would say if you referred to something more. Curiosity, that was it.
“Had contact with a human.”
Bill’s eyes widened, his milky one catching your glance.
Now he was getting it.
“So that’s the human affair you were referring to.”
Your own eyes widened and you frantically waved your hands side to side, partly in an attempt to see his reaction before taking it back like an absolute coward, "No, I just meant the whole relationship part! Not that intimately. Unless you wanna answer- I meant, you’ve never had a significant other before? Not even as a deal?”
Nailed it.
He stared at you as if you were slimy. “As a deal? How desperate do you think I am?”
“Not sure if you want that answered, to be frank,” you stuck your tongue out to the side as he crossed his arms and glared at you.
Bill looked like he was going to retort quickly but B/N’s voice from behind interrupted first, “Guys, I’m taking my leave now!”
Right, you had forgotten that you were conversing outside the Mystery Shack, with a couple of teenagers having their own talk a few metres away from you.
And that brought you to here, at home.
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As soon as you arrived home, you dropped your body onto the couch and fell asleep. Bill must've noted this earlier because when he wrapped his arm around you to teleport the two of you home, he murmured something about your obvious eyebags.
You sniffled and didn't reply, slightly ashamed that your disgustingly unstable sleep schedule was beginning to show on your face.
When you awoke however, the last thing you expected to find was a warm thick crochet blanket you kept in the linen laid across your body. Well, across was an overstatement. It looked like someone threw the blanket in your direction and hadn't bothered to straighten it out.
It was as if the intention was there, but the effort wasn't.
You sighed, Bill.
Your toes curled as you stretched your legs and you hazily opened your eyes, blinking to unblur your vision. What you did not expect was Bill's transparent eyeball inches away from your face.
"Y'ellow."
A shrill scream left your throat and you, quite terrified, scurried your body back to lean against the couch arm rest, breathing heavily as Bill only burst into laughter and pointed at you, "You should have seen the look on your face!"
Your hand automatically went over your heart as you took a deep breath and closed your eyes, in some effort to calm down. Smacking your lips together, you clicked your tongue and looked away from him for a second, finding the words to express your annoyance.
Rubbing your eyes harshly, that's when you noticed that it was Bill floating in front of you. Not his human body, but his triangle outlined form - the same way he looked when you first met him.
You raised an eyebrow at him, "Wait, how are you- oh my God." You half screamed as your eyes trailed to the doorway, where Bill's body laid, his eyes hallowed out.
It looked like a legitimate corpse- it's mouth wide open, its soulless and limp display like... well... a puppet. Bill really has outdone himself this time and your top lip wavered, "W-what the hell did you do?!"
Bill's single eye trailed to the stiff and cold body laying on the ground in front of your room.
"Oh, that?" He pointed before flying over to it, attempting to kick it only to have his foot go through it, "Apparently these meat sacks need rest, so I figured if I just leave it for a while, I won't have to actually sleep."
You frowned, pinching the bridge of your nose. Despite his mental age, this had to be one of the stupidest logical fallacies he's ever displayed, "Bill, you still have to sleep in it. If you go back in it later, it's not going to be any less deprived of sleep than it was before. Your soul may not require the sleep, but the body does and it probably needs something to occupy it to really count as 'sleeping.'"
Bill didn't reply, but instead went back into Brendan's body, the hallow eye sockets filling with eyeballs and his skin brightening. He stood up, and dusted himself off. "Happy now?"
"Sure." You replied, letting your back hit the couch and pulling the blanket over your shoulder. "Now go away, I want to sleep some more."
"Aren't you forgetting doll? We have to go shopping for tomorrow's party! Remember the plan?" He squatted himself down in front of your body and lifted a hair strand away from your face, a gesture that made you swat away his hand.
You groaned, "Bill please, we can do that later. Just let me sl...." Your hand waving in his face caused him to gently grab your wrist and set it down, "Doll, I might just have to leave my body again if you don't get up right this second."
You sat up suddenly, "I'd rather die."
"Now that's the spirit!"
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"Alright, you seem to know Gravity Falls more than I do. Where to?"
The two of you were stationed in the middle of the Gravity Falls town, with a variety of stores surrounding you. To be quite honest, it looked larger from the inside, especially with the escalators on either side of the mall indicating a second floor.
"Gravity Malls. But that place is disgusting. I don't want any old peasant streetwear. I want to look charming." Bill flashed a cheesy grin and shut his eyes, almost as if to imagine cloudy visions of paparazzi photographing him or something.
"Let me see what I have and what we can afford." You reluctantly pulled out your phone and removed three five dollar notes and a coin from its case pocket. "I have $17- nope, never mind. That is a chocolate coin."
"Think you can cover for me? I'm not very liquid right now." Bill turned his pockets inside out and a white moth flew out of it. That's how poor he was. You raised an eyebrow and blinked at him quizzically.
"What if I conjure something? I mean what good are these powers if I don't put them to use?"
Bill nodded, "As much as I hate to admit it, you are almost as strong as me, but that doesn't mean your fleshy body is." He pokes your side, "Think you're up to it, doll?"
"How hard can it be? It can't be that difficult." You stated, squirming away from his touch and looking up at him with your eyes wide.
"That's both cute and ignorant, sweets."
You laughed, shaking your head, "Well, I'm not even going so it shouldn't be a problem to only focus on your outfit."
Bill stopped and turned to you, grasping your shoulders dramatically, "What! I thought we had a mutual agreement! A deal, even."
You gently removed his hands from your shoulders and stared at him, "Bill... I don't know... I don't think it's a good idea using Old Man McGucket. I've heard he's a little wacko now. I don't doubt he's a nice man but I'm skeptical on how he could be of service to us."
"It's the best chance we've got! You do want this portal completed, don't you?"
"Yeah, but what am I going to say? 'Hey, can you help me assemble a portal leading to another dimension?'" You asked rhetorically in a dumb and mocking voice, Bill rolling your eyes at your lack of confidence in him.
"You need this just as much as I do, you just gotta confide in my ability to sway others. It worked on you, didn't it?"
"You KNOW that's not true. I only agreed because we both mutually benefit from ridding me of your insane powers." You walked ahead of him as the two of you strode through the double doors of Gravity Malls.
"That's how it always starts, doll. That's how it aaaaalways starts." He jogged a little to keep up with you and you only rolled your eyes at his mindless comments.
"Oh you shush," you put your hand on his face and pushed aside, Bill spluttering at your sudden contact to his delicate features, as he would call them.
"Hands off. Besides, I'll do the talking. I just want you to fancy up a little! You're too... high strung."
"So those are your true intentions." You bit your lip, "The whole thing just seems weird to me- it's not really my... scene. Usually it's me, my work and I. What the hell do I know about a masquerade ball? Which is, super old fashioned by the way." Waving your arms about, you ultimately stopped your movement outside of a store called 'Edgy on Purpose' and spun around for his reply.
"Come on, sugar?" He neared you, licking his top lip, "For me?" The new nickname made your eye twitch.
"You just gave me even more of a reason not to do it." Honestly, this whole event seemed really intriguing and maybe a little fun, but with your lack of sociability, you did not want to fumble, especially in front of Bill.
Bill groaned, rubbing his temples indecisively. Wow, he was the fed up one?
"Okay, then please? For you? You gotta live a little, ya know? Otherwise you'll never have those friends you always complain about not existing."
You groaned, eyes shut and in deep thought, crossing your arms and tilting your head to the side.
Maybe there's no harm in it.
"Letting that slide. But... alright. I'll go." Your lips were pulled taut into a straight line, but it was to hide the smile that you knew so well that Bill would eat up. Surprisingly, as soon as you uncrossed your arm, Bill grinned and pulled you into a hug, catching you, (and probably anyone, since its Bill) off guard. You tensed, your arms stiff and set on your sides. Honestly you would've hugged him back if you weren't so dumbfounded.
"You won't regret it." He said, suddenly realising what he was doing and pulling away, patting your back roughly and brushing off his shoulder. Had to be one of the most out of character actions from Bill, so much so that you questioned if maybe someone else had possessed this body for a second. He seemed more indulged in his own reaction to even begin to notice the warm glow emitting from your cheeks, something you slapped yourself in the face lightly for feeling.
"I-I hope so," you mustered weakly.
"Right, so because you're new to this, we should find ourselves a more basic version of our outfits. A base, if you will. Something that just matches the colour."
"Have anything in mind?" You questioned.
Bill tapped his chin in fake thought, "Tell me if you get the picture, doll." He suddenly grabbed the back of your head and pulled it towards his own, your foreheads just barely connecting. He shut his eyes, almost as if he was getting you to read his mind.
On cue, you felt an image manifest itself in your brain and as it grew clearer, you realised what it was. "Woah, that's kind of cool," you breathed, more about the mind connection than anything else.
Yellow, almost a gold shimmering tailcoat, with black sleeves, gloves and tailored pants. That was Bill's idea? Sure.
You cocked your head but didn't say anything particular about it, "Guess we'll need a yellow shirt and black jeans." The two of you walked into Edgy on Purpose and awkwardly went on the look out for what you needed.
After picking the two articles of clothing off of the nearest rack, Bill suddenly spun around, almost causing you to trip over, "What colour dress are you going for, doll?"
Right, you were attending too, you almost forgot. You shrugged, "I don't usually do this so I don't really know where to start. Any pointers?"
Bill scanned the store, eyes squinted before pausing. He walked over to a rack, pulled a summer dress off and held it up for you to see.
"How bout it, doll?" He waved the dress at you and wagged his eyebrows in a silly manner, seemingly proud of the choice he made upon seeing the broad grin forming on your face.
Your fingers rubbed at the end of the dress, feeling for the fabric's quality. "Wait- how did you know F/C was my favourite colour?"
"How did I know that you talk in your sleep?" Bill's own smile disappeared almost as fast as it appeared and he lowered the dress, "Who's Oliver?"
You gaped like a fish, "E-excuse me?"
One hand on his hip showed how much he was demanding an answer for someone who should not be in any place to be asking invasive questions, "You heard me, doll, who is this 'Oliver' character ?"
The phrasing of his question was enough to make you giggled but you relented with the pressing question of: how does he know about your ex?!
"Were you- did you- You watched me sleep!?"
"Yes. Who's Oliver?"
You turned away, both embarrassed and irritated, "No one, just an old flame."
Bill waved his hand up and down, as if to signal you to keep talking. You squinted your eyes, "I heard he lives here now, so I don't know... I was thinking about him for a bit. That's probably why I dreamed about him briefly."
Bill looked at you, very annoyed, "Why didn't you mention it before?"
You swung around, shocked that he would say that. "Why would I? It's not really something I would bring up. To be frank, I didn't think even you cared that much about my personal life unless it benefitted you. Am I wrong?"
Bill frowned, not knowing what to say.
The feeling bubbling up in your chest hurt a little, and you weren't sure if it was the sudden mention of Oliver's name all over again or Bill's reaction that made you feel so sick.
"It's not really an experience I'd like to detail again."
"My mistake, doll."
"Its... whatever, let me pay for these." You snatched the dress from his hand and walked a few metres to the cash register, leaving Bill stunned. He wiggled his fingers as his arm was bent and held close to his torso, unsure of how to approach you next.
You exhaled, passing your clothing items to the cashier. She looked at you slyly, "How long have you two been together?"
Your eyes shot up, clear contempt swirling within them, almost as if to challenge her to continue, "Sorry?"
The guilt would come later for how rude you were being, it just seemed like the world kept throwing hints at you about Bill– and you had no idea how to take it.
The cashier looked taken aback by the emotion in your pupils before she pushed her lips up in the direction of Bill, "Him. That man, you two were arguing about something. You just looked like you were a couple and I was going to offer a piece of advice."
"Urm, what makes you say that?" You asked, feeling slightly uncomfortable as you took out your money from your phone case.
The cashier trained her eyes on him, "The way he looks at you."
You turned around, only to make eye contact with Bill. His pursed lips turned in a smile. You immediately felt bad now for your previous reaction.
"Thanks." You mumbled, taking your bag with newly bought items, walking to Bill and dragging him by the hand.
Bill visibly brightened at this, "Getting touchy already?"
Weird. He said 'hands off' not long ago. I guess he doesn't like anything in his face.
Aaand you're overthinking again.
You shook your head dismissively, pressing your lips together, "No, the cashier was just... being weird." You let go of his hand at the mention of it, and wiped it against your coat.
Bill fake pouted.
"Let's go home. We've got some party outfits to make."
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“The answer is yes, doll.”
“Hm?” You tweaked your head to catch Bill laying on the couch, book in hand. No idea where it came from, since it wasn’t yours- but he didn’t seem morally grounded enough to not commit petty theft, so you settled on that.
“You asked me earlier if I’ve had… that human contact.” He gave you a side glance.
Your eyes nearly bulged out of their head, “Oh-! But... but I thought you said you didn’t engage in human affairs. I guess, unless it benefits you?” You sat up from your own seat, shifting to make yourself comfortable for this conversation.
Seated where you were, you had been laying the newly bought clothes on the table and dressing them on a mannequin, with a lot of struggle.
Bill obviously didn't help, so it was mostly silent with the two of you basking in each other's company. That is, until Bill randomly spoke.
“I said I didn’t like to engage, not that I didn’t.” He snapped, shutting his book and mirroring you, staring across the room mindfully.
You watched his jaw clench, “You know, if the topic makes you uncomfortable, we don’t have to-“
“Don’t patronise me.”
You gulped, looking away and tucking your legs beneath your chest. Bill cast a glare towards you before sighing, “It wasn’t part of a deal, like you said. But I had to persuade some people my own way. Sometimes the situation called for it, and a demons’ gotta do what a demons’ gotta do.” You didn’t miss the glimpse he gave you to gauge your response and you tightened your lips.
“Well," you paused, "...It sounds like a very regrettable stage in your life.”
“It was- is. Having to associate with meat sacks in that manner, doll- it was torture. Not in the pleasant kind either. It was…” he wiggled his fingers, staring deeply at them like they held a secret.
“Wait, are we talking about the same thing? How… how far did you go?” The lump in your throat demonstrated how unfamiliar you found discussing a topic you weren't experienced in. Luckily, Bill was on the other spectrum- knowledge truly was a curse at times.
However, it was because you were inexperienced that hearing about a demon's own form of affection appeared so interesting.
“You know… the act where humans press their lips on each other? Just the very thought of it makes me want to flip myself inside out.” He was somewhat like a child- all this intimate conversation disgusted him.
“A kiss?”
“Gah, I know what it is, I’m not 1 billion.”
“Well what else do you want me to call it? Because that’s what it is- it’s kissing. Generally it’s not that unpleasant, so I think you might’ve just been kissing the wrong people.” You crossed your arms, ignoring the nudge in your skull saying, What do you know? You've only kissed like two guys. Not even.
“What? And you know?” He sounded disgusted, and you furrowed your brows, sulking.
“Uh, yeah- I’m human?”
“Right right, sorry doll. I had forgotten you and Oliver probably got it on many times over.” He air quotes you with his fingers, a resentful scowl growing on his face.
The mention of his name again in a private setting versus a public one like the mall made you unbelievably upset, “Hey- don’t… don’t say that.”
“Look what this stupid vessel is doing to me. I’m becoming more human! I'm... feeling... things. It's dreadful." Bill stared at you, like you were the source of his problems, "Doll, all the more reason to hurry this up so we can go our separate ways." He suddenly stood up and began to leave the room, riling up your emotions more, "Hey! Running away never solved anything! It's cowardly!" You bit your lip, regretting that last part.
He stopped walking and eerily turned his head over at you, "Not wanting to engage in pathetic chatter with a proletarian isn't cowardly. It's self preserving."
You stared at him, amazed at his sudden cruelty while he just scoffed and continued to walk away. A sigh escaped your lips. With Bill? It's always 3 steps forward and 10 million microsteps back. He brought up the topic too!!
Progress with Bill was almost impossible, but to say you hadn't seen a change in his behaviour towards you for the past few days, would've been a total lie. Now it looks like that had all unravelled. What had happened? What did you do wrong? Maybe he was right, maybe he was turning more human. You hoped it wasn't something that ignited from you.
Maybe that's why he surprised you when you were napping with his translucent form. He tried to cover up his reasoning with his twisted humour in seeing you frightened at the corpse-like appearance of Brendan laying on the floor, hollow and lifeless.
Bill knew you were going to see it at one point so he might as well have called attention to it himself and explained it.
It meant-
It meant that that little sneak was lying. He didn't leave Brendan's body so he didn't have to sleep in it. He's not stupid- Bill should know that leaving a body doesn't suddenly make it replenish itself.
Suddenly, it occurred to you why.
He left it because he could feel himself becoming more human.
So he was trying to spend some time in his normal default form because he probably felt himself getting carried away with his mind conforming to how a human brain thinks.
To how a human brain feels.
He probably felt scared. Embarrassed, even. He was changing into something he wasn't comfortable with.
Bill was slowly becoming more and more human, and you weren't what you could do about it.
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fanhackers · 7 months
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Fannish proximity across time and space
Sedgwick wrote on the transformative potential of queer reading practices in ways that, to me, also describe fannish modes of attachment:  "I think that for many of us in childhood the ability to attach intently to a few cultural objects, objects of high or popular culture or both, objects whose meaning seemed mysterious, excessive, or oblique in relation to the codes most readily available to us, became a prime resource for survival. We needed for there to be sites where the meanings didn’t line up tidily with each other, and we learned to invest those sites with fascination and with love."  In the same passage, she writes of “a visceral near-identification with the writing I cared for”: not with one or more of the characters, but with the writing; “on the level of sentence structure, metrical pattern, rhyme.” This fannish merging with the text – with its aesthetic form – was “one way of trying to appropriate what seemed the numinous and resistant power of the chosen objects.”  Meanwhile, Carolyn Dinshaw, a medieval scholar and one of the founding co-editors of the journal GLQ, was writing about the “queer ... touch across time”: the intense affective attachments, including identification, which produce queer  – that is, oblique, resistant and desiring  – relationships to the medieval past, which exceed and refuse normative trajectories and linear histories, and find in medieval pasts and texts that “numinous and resistant power” that makes certain art objects, for their fans, potent “resources for survival.” Finding in the distant past another way of organising sexuality, selfhood and experience, which we somehow recognise, which we somehow need – the “defiant and confused” feeling of knowing, without knowing how we know, that this book, this person, this artwork, is “one of ours,” as Alison Hennegan describes in “On Becoming a Lesbian Reader.” The queer touch across time retrieves though this is too passionless a word – it rescues artworks and archives from the dustbin of history, resonating with Taylor J. Acosta’s characterisation of fandom as “a historiographic approach in the Benjamanian tradition, not as an explicit critique of history, with its pretences to critical distance, total understanding, and specificity, but rather as an alternative practice in which an art produced of love and affect can function historically.” The queer or fannish touch across time produces “worthless knowledge”: knowledge that has no value that can be registered by neoliberal-capitalist metrics and that is for that reason invaluable. (It strikes me that my desire to quote from these texts, to show them to you, is itself fannish. Look! Look at this thing that I love! It says something to me that cannot be said in any other form. Does it speak to you too? What does it say?)
WILLIS, I. ‘AFTERWORD: FAN THEORY/THEORY FAN OR I LOVE THIS BOOK’. FANDOM AS METHODOLOGY. LONDON: GOLDSMITHS PRESS.
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adafruit · 7 months
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PCB of the Day! The VCNL4200 has long-ranging vision 🔍🤖🛠️
The VCNL4200 proximity sensor https://www.digikey.com/en/products/detail/vishay-semiconductor-opto-division/VCNL4200/7394601 , which we found on last weeks The Great Search ---
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can detect motion up to 1.5 meters away, and has an I2C interface that makes it an excellent match for a Stemma QT board prototype. Which is what we've got here! Note the IR LED requires an external P FET to drive it!
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sh4d0w-gl · 1 year
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The only quote ever
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psycho-chair · 7 months
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you don't make a sound. heartbreak was never so loud
proximity belongs to @unknownarmageddon and @denieatsart <3
tagginggggg @its-paperd @yuriyuruandyuraart teehees sad fucker hours
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sweaterkittensahoy · 8 months
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The timing is hilarious cause I was ACTIVELY considering a hobby lobby pickup trip to get some thing I need for a project that I can't find at any local stores that are more ethical
Well, timing truly is everything.
Honestly, though, while I would prefer people not shop at Hobby Lobby because they're the fucking worst, I've got no beef if that's the place you gotta go to get the thing.
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aimseytv · 1 year
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what was your favorite moment/scene form nitw
one of my favourite scenes from night in the woods is the proximity scene and i know thats obvious considering its usually the one scene i highlight whenever i talk about night in the woods, but the reason its my favourite is due to the fact you get to see bea and maes relationship from a completely different side. mae begging bea to explain what went wrong with the pair, bea not having the energy and just being completely done, explaining that she was ultimately jealous of everything mae had, and because of the fact bea and mae lost their contact due to.. well.. not being in each others proximity anymore, they both lost sight of each other and what the other one was up to so bea hating mae for throwing everything away because bea was under the impression "college was just too hard" when in reality it was way, way more than that with maes fragile mental state on the line but bea just did not know any of this. the reason i like it is it boils down to the factor we do not know what is going on in someones life, ever, even when they tell us there is still things they will purposely leave out because of factors or reasons they have already weighed out before speaking. its a beautiful, heart breaking scene that just basically shows that we, as humans, have not met even a fraction of the people who love us, and right now if you feel like you havent felt like youve met the people who are forever going to be in your life, maybe its because you are stuck in one place, and when you get the chance to move out of where you are, or leave the current "proximity," youll meet people new and people who arent bound to you by the factor of distance. its just a beautiful scene.
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figurativepieceoftrash · 11 months
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Midoriya Izuku arrives home to Musutafu following a lengthy three year absence with high hopes of resuming his interrupted life plans and reconnecting with the friends and family he left behind. As desperately as he wishes he could return to the idyllic, self-contained world that populates his memories, the truth appears to be anything but. Home is irrevocably changed, and the people that populate it even more so. As he struggles to repair a life that is rapidly spiraling out of control, a malignant force is beginning to make itself apparent in the streets of Musutafu, though no one seems particularly convinced of its presence save Izuku himself.
In a world where nothing makes sense and everything is subject to a startling degree of change, Izuku can only be certain of two things. Nothing can stay the same forever, and sometimes, proximity is really the only thing you have.
New Chapter!
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random-xpressions · 8 months
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