#pseriouslyschizospectrum

[wheresernie]

If you have speech issues due to brain fog or psychosis or schizophrenia spectrum or intellectual disability or aphasia or whatever reason love you forever. We are not stupid, we are not freaks, we are disabled (if you identify that way) and deserve to be normalized. Speak "strange" forever

-schizophrenic with somewhat constant disorganized speech and writing

#i didnt correct this post even though i normally do because i want to let people know some grammar #issues are not the end of the world or cause a lack of legitamacy #disorganized speech #brain fog #actuallypsychotic #actually schizophrenic #pseriouslyschizospectrum #aphasia #disordered speech #not tagging id because i dont wanna soeak over actually id people in the tag but you are thr most important

[dyspunktional-revan]

When I am treated “like a child” because of my disabilities the thing fucking isn’t that they “should treat me as adult” the thing is they shouldn’t fucking treat actual children and youth like that

#leviathan.txt #no spoons rn to write out another related thing so ig I’ll just yell into the void this thing that other people have already talked about > #almost in these exact words because I’m pissed #ageism #adultism #adult supremacy #disability #ableism #actuallyautistic #actually autistic #pseriouslyschizospectrum #developmentally disabled #physically disabled #swearing cw #leviathan yells at folkel #umbrella tag: age

[clinically-kitty]

Hey. Reminder that you dont have to hallucinate to have delusions. They are not one in the same and only exist with the other. Ppl with purely delusions exist.

A delusion is an unshakable belief. Whether or not you perceive it vividly doesnt matter bc delusions dont care about logic or even evidence.

#mrmidnightmeows #saw a borderline fakeclaimy and wrong post about CL so :) #you dont have to hallucinate transforming to have a delusion #thats not how it works. #schizo spectrum #actually schizophrenic #actually schizospec #actually psychotic #pseriouslyschizospectrum #clinical lycanthrope #clinica lycanthropy #clinical zoanthropy #delusions

[stephensondheim]

#psychosis #pseriouslypsychosis #pseriouslyschizophrenic #pseriouslyschizospectrum #idk tag whatever just vote and reblog #lithy speaks

[vergess]

Hey fellow psychos of tumblr, quick question about content warnings (CWs) and math posts:

If you happen to know any other tags/blogs about psychosis that I could put this in/send this to, let me know? I'd like to get as many results as possible before I go around requesting a CW. I remember how nasty people got about Goncharov lol

#Automatic OP tag #actually borderline #pseriouslypsychosis #pseriouslyschizophrenic #pseriouslyschizospectrum #actually narcissistic #actually dissociative

[vagfullaweed]

Question for fellow people with psychosis, especially schizoaffective/schizophrenic

Is it normal to have intense, interconnected dreams that are so connected to each other that it feels like you are living a double life when you sleep?

They are getting scarier and scarier as nights pass

#schizophrenic spectrum #schizophrenia #schizophrenia symptoms #schizoaffective #schizophrenic #actually schizophrenic #autistic schizophrenic #schizo spectrum #pseriouslyschizoaffective #psychosis #pseriouslypsychosis #pseriouslyschizophrenic #pseriouslyschizospectrum #schizospeaking #schizoposting

[troubledpastels]

Long ish update for the last 6 months

It's now 5-6 months since I started on clozapine and I'm not kidding when I say it saved my life. I'm able to socialise and get out from my flat and do more normal stuff. My psychosis is gone, I stil have some symptoms but not in the slightest as it used to be. I have a relationship with my dad, which my psychosis absolutely ruined by making me belive he was a spy sent from the cops. We are able to laugh about it now but it still hurts a bit. I mourned my dad who I thought was dead for over a year. Its bittersweet that I now know what's real but it hurts when I think about how much time I have wasted being scared and angry and just lost in my own world. I also got my permanent disability, so I don't have to stress over money. I'm also trying a new type of therapy that works really well on psychosis/schizophrenia patients, I'm a bit nervous but it'll hopefully work well.

If you told me 8 months ago how I've been doing since my med change I would not have believed it. It hurts to think about how scared and lost/disconnected I was from the real world. Schizophrenia almost made me end my life. I'm so extremely thankful for the people around me in my team who believed in me and sat with me while I ranted about my delusions and more.

I'm not saying everything magically changed just because of the clozapine, I worked a lot and still do to fight my symptoms. But the medication made it so much easier.

I still get to live in my home with 24/7 staff and both them and my therapy team agrees that I can stay as long as I need, which is a relief.

I know it's not rainbow and roses and I'll probably struggle with this illness for years to come, but right now I'm able to deal with it and enjoy life again

#mental health #actuallyill #actually psychotic #actually schizophrenic #actually mentally ill #actually hallucinating #schizo spectrum #psychosis #pseriouslyparanoid #pseriouslypsychosis #actually schizospec #schizophrenic spectrum #pseriouslymentallyill #pseriouslyschizospectrum #clozapine #troubledpastels

[labnedthealchemist]

The wildly alternating shift between the euphoria of feeling that you are beyond mortal and thus not beholden to the same simple constructs of the surrounding completely normal well adjusted humans and the inextinguishable sorrow of the loneliness of feeling that you are beyond mortal existing outside of and so totally surrounded by a unified group of completely normal well adjusted humans.

#actuallypsychotic #pseriouslypsychosis #pseriouslyschizospectrum #actually schizospec #schizospec meme

[wheresernie]

If I did a psychotic character bracket would people be interested?

#polls #actuallypsychotic #pseriouslypsychotic #pseriouslyschizospectrum #pseriouslyschizophrenic #actually schizophrenic

[kuinuead]

I’ve never heard anything about it

But when I was a child I used to be paranoid in the morning cause I was scared and often alone getting dressed for school, so obviously I would see the dark man standing in the corner of my closet while I wasn’t looking at him or feel the occasional tickle of something on my shin or hear someone calling my name (I was usually able to rule it out cuz if my mom actually did call my name it would be much louder and not sound as far away) but no matter how far and wide I looked I could never find anything about seeing black unidentifiable animals jump from one side of my door to the other, ik hallucinations and delusions and paranoias are different but when I would get really scared there was always the black things in the corner of my eyes that when I looked at them they wouldn’t disappear but actively try to escape my gaze by running every which way.

Can anyone tell me similar experiences? Or give me credible sources in order to do more research possibly? It’s free response, reblogs and anything else is on the table, I just need input, thank you

#actually mentally ill #psychosis #me.txt #schizophrenia #seriously schizophrenic #pseriouslypsychosis #pseriouslyschizophrenic #pseriouslyschizospectrum

[harestigm]

Not sure if it's the psychosis or the other disorder so I'm just going to post it here and wish it luck lol

Anyways, a lot of the time, I hear overlapping voices outside of my head, like they’re all trying to grab my attention but they’re usually overlapping with an actual sound like the bathwater or loud music in my ears. It's either loud arguing or a lot of people calling my name but it's faint so I don’t really know what it is and can just go off of tone and usually ignore it. It's not like someone calling my name or whispering anything in my ears so it's easy to just shrug it off.

Does this happen to resonate w/ anyone?

#psychosis #pseriouslyschizospectrum #actually dissociative #dissociation

[shards-things]

Weed + schizophrenia got me paranoid as shit i want water but if i go downstairs ill get attacked and killed and even if that doesn’t happen the water has blood and bugs in it so like Ill just lay here and DIE

#actually schizophrenic #actually psychotic #pseriouslyschizospectrum #pseriouslypsychotic #schizophrenia #tw delusions #tw bugs #tw blood #tw uhhhhhh. #I think that’s all of them

[testogeldyke]

Having a bit of a time with a body-hijack delusion, except I am the concious that has hijacked the body & every time I try and find shared experiences/other people talking about it I get fandom stuff ╯︿╰ (anyone w. a similar experience or advice,,,please reply or smthn ha, I feel so alone in it)

#pseriouslyschizophrenic #pseriouslypsychosis #pseriouslyschizospectrum #hedgewinnery #actually schizophrenic #tw delusion #tw bodyjacking #schizoposting

[lavendergraypup]

Thank you psychosis for insisting I hallucinate smells extremely easily. Every time I see the post about the "Australian fish unknown to science" I get really bad fishy smell and I hate it, especially because I've seen it like four times today. Please send help.

#actually psychotic #puppy rambles #schizoaffective disorder is kind of funny actually #pseriouslypsychosis #pseriouslyschizospectrum #olfactory hallucinations #cw dead fish mention