“ They say that “the most painful state of being is remembering the future, particularly the one you’ll never have.” And God does that drip down into my soul. I envisioned you and I, I envisioned us. My whole entire being would shake the earth to have what my mind wanted to be true. A future of an “us”. But alas as we continue to grow into our lives, we realize that not everything we want is everything we get. And that’s the painful truth. If I had the one thing that I wanted right now, it’d be you and I. You and I looking at each other in the way we always do, with happiness and excitement, but then with longing, I’d choose for the moment we were sitting in a parked car blaring music still too afraid to admit what we really feel. But then suddenly getting the courage to sum up everything we’ve been feeling for each other with one simple kiss. But life isn’t a movie, and a kiss doesn’t solve everything. Because I am here and you are there, and we don’t talk anymore. It is painful. It’s painful to envision the future we could of had. It feels like a memory being stripped away from existence even though it never happened. But at the end of the day, what needed to happen has happened for a reason. No matter how much that fact stings. And right now, I need to let you go.”
-future (via young-wildandfresh)
Waiting for food.
Darling, this is me ✨
Please please please rec some good HAPPY ENDING queer movies/books/shows cause I’m totally looking for something to watch and also might make a masterlist?
Examples (and some of my favs): Maurice, The Gentleman’s Guide, Bloom, Gentleman Jack, how to repair a mechanical heart
if the doctor assigned me a gender at birth I would simply not identify with it
worked too hard to keep it to myself 🍑
my brother is such a dumb bitch i stg
so a while ago (aka january) i told my brother he wasn’t allowed to be gay bc that’s my job and instead of saying anything reasonable this bitch. this bitch. says “wait are you transgender then? cuz gay is for boys and lesbian is for girls?”
Fam i just—
(Image description: ten images with purple backgrounds and text that says “I’m ______ and against bullying. #SpiritDay”. The identities included are trans, queer, genderqueer, gay, nonbinary, asexual, aromantic, bisexual, pansexual, and intersex.)
These came from the GLAAD facebook page. There are 58 images in total; if your identity isn’t included here, you can find it in the facebook album.
I have a crush……….. so here’s a crappy drawing
Queer characters don’t need a reason to exist.
Just the way the queer people don’t need justification to exist.
They just exist.
I dream of the day I can come out to all my friends and family
Catholic parents: Be good to everyone, love one another, being kind is the right thing to do!
Catholic parents when their kid treats a queer person with respect:
Feeling resentful about the economic burden of being transgender.
While cis people are saving up for advanced degrees, vacation, real estate, investments, and retirement — trans people are putting away every penny we have so we can be less dysphoric and be somewhat respected by cis society. How can our community thrive when each of us needs 10-200k just to stay alive? How can we even begin to measure the consequences of this economic burden?
Not only that, but we are routinely cut-off from economic stability and prosperity by transphobic families, schools and workplaces. The one-two punch of huge medical costs + educational/professional discrimination means that being transgender is LITERALLY MAKING US POORER THAN IF WE WERE CIS and therefore more oppressed (thanks, capitalism).
I wish I could quantify how much being transgender has and will cost me and other trans people. Like if we could put a price tag on all the economic oppression. Not just in how much $ I will pay for surgery and medical care, but also in the number of professional opportunities I’ve lost because I’m trans (looking at you, midwifery school!). Like yeah I don’t regret coming out but I can still fucking hate the ways it has set me back financially and professionally.
And I don’t even have it that bad! If I wasn’t a trans man, if I wasn’t white-passing, if I didn’t come from a wealthy family, if I hadn’t gone to an Ivy League college, I would probably still be suicidal and in the closet and saving up for surgery. *blood boils*
I think brown and black match?
Sealed me some deer and some gay toe bones tonight. Should have been working on my thesis more, but it’s all data interpretation and I don’t know dick about statistics XD
These should be in my shop soon. But be warned - I will have it closed Saturday and Sunday because I’ll be selling stuff at a flea market near me.
Waverly Earp is a bisexual queen