#random though of the day

[tarjapearce]

A thought on Miguel

Ya know? Every time I see Miguel I think.

Man, this man needs a hug even if he says that's he's fine cause we know he's just bulshitting himself big time. Like, he's broken, his life was shit and the little thing that actually made him happy disappeared in his hands before his eyes.

Sometimes I think that Gabriela was that inflection point where he just realizes "Maybe  just maybe I can try happiness." (Cause c'mon. In the comics dude is abused emotionally by his own mother. Always comparing him and belittling him. And we know what happened to Gabriel. and his step dad is shit. )

Sometimes I like to think that Gabriela was his redemption to all those terrible bad years prior the incident. She was his purpose. And when he saw the chance, he didn't even hesitated into dive head first into it. His biggest mistake. Although pretty much understandable. None would overlook the chance of being better or happy or do things differently, right?

Sometimes I think He just wanted to be the father he never had. He just wanted to be the role model he never had, be that safe place for someone else that he never got. And that's why I think most of us empathize with him. Mostly for not saying all of us, (Kudos if you don't ♥️) have had situations that resembled Comic Miguel and Movie Miguel's life.

And when he loses Gabi, that's a turning point for the bad to him. His main motivation to be better, happier is gone.

Instead, he kinda twists that purpose Gabi gave him to protect the Multiverse he knows. Not that he doesn't care for the Spider Society members. He knows that all of them are there because they are more capable of handling themselves. They don't need protection, but they do need a role model, someone that guides them into not fucking up like he did.

That's why he is all grumpy, tired, emotionally drained and mentally exhausted. Cause he learned the consequences the hard way, but the rest is just cool about it. (Not cool in the 'I don't care way' but more like Just 'tell me what you need me to do and I'll do it, but my way' sort of thing.)

He didn't have the proper time to actually reflect on his mistakes, not that the multiverse is giving him any break though, He is Spiderman. He just knows that his mistake CANNOT be repeated. That's why he turns even more irritable, angry, fearful, all stemmed from self loathing for failing.

The man is depressed af. And we know, he overworks himself, he berates his own mind by watching over and over the screening videos of him and Gabi, he perpetuates guilt, but he cannot waver, cause he is a role model (A self imposed one) for the rest. He's not yet he is a martyr. He's not because he shares the common goal to keep Multiverse safe, but he is since said need to keep multiverse safe rooted from his big fuck up.

But dude has a savior complex. (I think this one suits better than martyr, dunno.)

And when Miles show up and does his thing, he sees all his convictions, motivations, his purpose, everything that drives him, threatened. And that's why lashed out the way he did on Miles.

That's his breaking point. I do not agree in the things he said to Miles though, we all know that he was just self projecting big time a good chunk of that dialogue. But he just wants to contain Miles at first, but the more Miles fights, the more everything he has worked for crumbles. An act of despair and fear disguised as anger, I like to think.

He is stunned cause damn, the menace to everything he has known and built so far just escaped from his hands before his eyes and again he was unable to stop it. (Another failure for him.)

He's a walking contradiction. Mistakes for him are not an option, but he can't help but make them along the way. Like most of us. And I think that's what makes him the most human among other Spiderman. And hopefully we can see more of him and how does he deals with all of that in the last movie.

But yeah, that's just my take on him.. Might be wrong, might be 🤡 or obvious but yeah. Needed to get that out.

#miguel o'hara #talking with t✨ #random though of the day #miguel atsv #atsv miguel #spiderman 2099 #t writes✨

[carl0p]

I was ashamed of myself when I realized life was a costume party, and I attended with my real face

-Franz Kafka

#personal opinion #random though of the day #literature #books and literature #life quote #quoteoftheday #book quote #book quotes #dark acadamia quotes #franz kafka #literature quotes #english literature

[drarreckyninja]

my first random thought of the morning: hannibal is a fanfic writer. like sure, he's a cannibal and a serial killer. but he saw will and was like you're such a pretty boy. my precious. let's see you writhing in pain and i will fix everything.

he's literally found his favorite character and wrote his life as a self-insert real-person fiction

#random though of the day #random thoughts #hannibal #murder husbands #hannibal lecter #will graham #nbc hannibal #hannibal crack #fanfiction #hannigram #rpf

[zapcockdrainobey]

stop saying hello in dm just do your worse come on i consent to whatever

#random though of the day #cnc free use

[warcraftedtardis]

Hmm more space orcs?

Okay so,,, I rly don’t know if anybody made a post about this yet, but can we talk about the weird way human bodies just,,, Do Exercise?

I’m a healthy 240lbs ish of meat mecha, at least 20lbs of which is just fat stored on my tum; like even at my most physically active and “healthy” I was still a chonktastic 225 or so, but in all that time I’ve been doing the whole diet and exercise rigamarole I noticed a Thing My Body Does. This bastard HATES being worked like a draft horse. Like he viscerally does Not want to Do The Thing UNTIL he’s been compelled into the thing for like 10 or so minutes.

After about 10 for cardio and 15 for any muscle work, the human body (or at least my body) decides it likes this activity actually and will just keep Doing The Thing until something else compels it to stop. Like,,, is this just me or do other ppl experience the pursuit predator brain kicking in?

Like, logically it makes sense that humans are still adapted to being pursuit predators slowly terminatoring their way after their food, but it rly doesn’t hit you that fundamentally you today are the same animal that stalked prey for miles endlessly until The Thing happens.

So, humans as a species can hit this grove of motion where once the body gets a stride at a comfortable, personal speed, they can just go virtually indefinitely. Pursuit predation is not the most common method for carnivorous or omnivorous animals to obtain meals. Yeah humans don’t have the same top speed as another highly successful pursuit predator like the hyena, but unlike the hyena we can throw shit really accurately from long distances. I don’t need to sprint after my food if I’ve got a bunch of carved, pointy sticks and a whole day to kill. Calorically, a slow persistent jog or fast walk is much more energy efficient than a full sprint anyway.

Like, fuck, the reason we find the Slasher walk scary is because humans have an instinct for that same method of hunting.

TL;DR So basically The Thing were your body just clicks with physical effort and the walking/jogging experience is no longer a chore but just a way to be is the voice of your ancestors connecting you to your pursuit predator nature. They are cheering you on in the never ending marathon of human evolution. If you can, and it won’t exacerbate any chronic illness or pain, you should just Move and Do. It’s rly nice to feel yourself hit your own stride tbh.

#humans are space orcs #human biology #random though of the day #not sure if this has been done before

[yellowdaisy2023]

no cus what happens if in season 3, Aziraphale is trying to apologize to Crowley but Crowley refuses to listen and Aziraphale says “what happened to ‘we’re a team’ and ‘we could’ve been us’?” and Crowley looks at him in the eyes and says “I’m a demon. I lied.”

WHAT THEN

HUH??

WHAT THEN

#good omens #good omens season two #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #go2 #good omens season 2 #what happens #random though of the day #and now I’m sad

[nayeliq1]

Yo. I just realized all the gay shit that's gonna go down this year. We're getting Good Omens s2. We're getting Heartstopper s2 not even a week later. We're getting OFMD s2. Even my gay bestie is moving here. This is the year of the gays and you better believe I'm fucking here for it

#what better thing to think about during pride month #all my bitches be gay yall #random though of the day #good omens #good omens season 2 #heartstopper #heartstopper season 2 #our flag means death

[unhingedperson]

The great tragedy of my life is that I want to live that city life as much as I want to live in isolation on some hilly moors.

#autumn #chaotic thoughts #random #soft aesthetic #random thoughts #random though of the day #thoughts #desi tumblr #desi #desi culture #desi aesthetic #desi things

[tarjapearce]

Call me a pessimistic but Im kinda baffled and angry at the fact that happiness has been slowly turned into the results or consequences of a myriad of things we have little control of like socio-cultural customs, financial status, upbringing, a healthy brain, etc. And not just a feeling anymore.

When did happiness in it's wholeness turned into a goal a good amount of people in this earth aspire to achieve , the older we grow?

It's heartbreaking and scary we have to condition natural and chemical brain reactions to our environment, to be felt in order to properly function as expected.

I don't even know anymore. Anyways...

#talking with t✨ #t rambles #random though of the day #Instrospection

[azspymasters-hoe]

Just hear me out….. I realised that

My kink is

Illyrian’s wrapping their wings around their mates while snuggling and kissing their forehead.

Yeah SJM ruined me for life🥹

#acotar #wingspan #acomaf #acowar #illyrian #rhys acotar #azriel shadowsinger #cassian #acotar memes #high lord rhysand #azriel spymaster #relatable memes #book memes #funny memes #random though of the day

[carl0p]

When Dante said "I'm in love with you, and I'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things."

#personal opinion #random though of the day #seriously though #books & libraries #my thougts #literature #this is serious #books and reading #bookblr #fantasy #aristotele and dante #ari and dante #aristotle #ari

[sashamosu46]

Wriolette - Kuroshitsuji AU

Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler) AU with Neuvillette as Queen Furina's watchdog and head of Neuvillette house (bc it's known as his surname, no one knows his real name so far) and Wriothesley as his demon butler (both are voiced by Ono Daisuke duh) Not gonna lie Wriothesley would look good in anything including Sebastian's butler outfit, which still accentuates his ass

And the fact that Wriothesley saying "Yes, my Lord." to Neuvillette still fits him a lot!

#wriolette #wriothesley #wriothesley genshin #neuvillette #neuvillette genshin #random though of the day #headcanon #au idea #black butler #kuroshitsuji #wriothelsey pls never forget your roots lol #starring in kuroshitsuji is when ono daisuke gets more popular in the seiyuu industry

[thinkinrandomthoughts]

Hey!

Just a random thought I had and wanted to share with someone.

I was thinking about the etymology of the word "assassin" (I was playing assassin's creed). And something popped up and it's just bothering me I think. To be really short, the root word for the term assassin comes from Arabic and it means 'faithful'. It was used to refer to warriors of an sect (it also got all the hashish stuff later as pejorative term, but ignore that for now).

The sect members did kill people, I guess that considering the time period and political wars they were in, it's nothing too surprising. We're not judging anyone here.

All in all the word referred to an order of warriors that killed people to defend their country/beliefs during wars. Now it refers to merciless killers, monsters with no empathy and such.

Then we have ninjas. Another order of warriors and spies, that very much killed people during their period (again a lot of wars, not judging), and did it to defend their country/beliefs. Nowadays when you say someone is a ninja, it's because they're a badass, they're cool and are masters on what they do. You got the idea

My point is, both these words have basically the same "roots" (refering to the function/actions of the orders in question). The only main difference between the two, at my eyes, are the cultures they come from. One which was largely demonized in the ocidental world for years and years (and still is a lot) and another that is largely 'celebrated' let's put it like that.

I wonder if there's another reason for these words have such a different weight nowadays, or if it's just that.

Anyway, I'm not an expert, I just think that this stuff is interesting, and if anyone knows better, I'd like to learn from you!

#etymology #assassin #assassin's creed #ninja #ninjutsu #culture #linguistics #random though of the day #shower thoughts #history #interesting

[yunusaziz]

Berjarak

Aku bertanya,

"Apa yang membuat dua orang akhirnya berjarak?"

Kamu menjawab,

"Perilakunya."

Aku kembali bertanya,

"Lantas berapa banyak orang bodoh di luar sana yang masih saja bertahan atas apa yang telah dilakukan orang yang bahkan Ia cintai padanya? Pukulan, tamparan atau bahkan tendangan sekalipun, namun pada akhirnya tetap saja Ia bertahan?"

Kamu mencoba menebak,

"Mmm... Ucapannya?"

Sembari senyum aku menjawab,

"Apa kamu pernah mendengar kisah seorang pemimpin yang berintegritas, selalu meneepati janji, jujur, dan peduli terhadap rakyatnya, tetapi sebagian dari mereka mencibirnya, memakinya dengan makian kasar dan nir-adab hanya karena berbeda pandangan? Kamu tahu akhir dari kisah itu? Tetap saja, pemimpin itu peduli terhadap nasib rakyatnya."

Kamu mulai kesal, dengan nada tegas kamu mengajukan pertanyaan bertubi,

"Lantas apa? Apa yang membuat orang yang tadinya akrab, lalu berjarak?! Katakan padaku, apa?"

Sembari tersenyum aku menjawab,

"Adalah, persepsinya. Pikirannyalah yang membuat seseorang akhirnya berjarak.

Persepsinyalah yang membuat mulutnya membisu acap kali berpapasan dengannya, Ia berfikir 'mungkin dia sedang marah padaku', nyatanya tidak.

Persepsinya jugalah yang telah membuatnya bingung, putus asa, kalut atas pertanyaan-pertanyaan yang tidak pernah menjumpai temu. Kamu beradu dengan pikiranmu, berargumen, meninggikan egonya masing-masing. Padahal, satu-satunya jawaban dari semua pertanyaanmu itu adalah, persepsimu.

Bepersepsilah positif, seperti halnya pemimpin yang tidak peduli atas cibiran, makian, hujatan, tapi Ia tetap berpikir positif, "Rakyatku, tanggungjawabku."

Atau kepada seorang kekasih yang tanpa sengaja menampar kekasihya atas kekalutan yang mereka hadapi, tapi kini kembali menyemai kasih sayang sebab mereka sama-sama menyadari atas kesalahannya itu.

Maka,

Buanglah persepsi negatifmu itu, jauh-jauh. Atau kuburlah dalam-dalam, agar tidak lagi kamu jumpai itu. Sapalah mereka yang mungkin 'anggap'mu jahat kepadamu, mengecewakanmu atau mungkin melukaimu. Aku tahu itu mungkin berat, bahkan sangat berat bagimu. Tapi yakinlah akan lebih baik bagimu."

-sebuah dialog dalam angan.

#random though of the day #monolog

[parushontas]

I have a headcanon that Ulrich has a real motorcycle as soon as he is old enough to have licence, because it's very practical thing if you live in a big city and its vibe is really matching with him.

So he is used to pick up Yumi or Odd from school, gym or other places. With Yumi, they look like the members of local bike club, a badass powercouple with pitch black helmets, big boots and leather jackets (safety first!); so serious so stunning, you don't wanna mess with them. Pink Sakura flowers on Yumi's helmet and dark brown or green pieces that Ulrich wears are the only colouring that they have. Sometimes they carry Épée or Sabre with, fencing is a fun and different training way for them.

With Odd, it looks like he has the Rainbow as a passenger. Odd has a couple of neon coloured jackets; mostly purple, pink and yellow. His helmet has the drawing of Kiwi that he painted by himself, occasionally carries weird art class materials with him and dances when they stop for red lights to entertain people in traffic jam.

The gang also have a secondhand Vespa that used to belong one of Odd's sisters; Aelita, Yumi and Odd ride it, because sometimes Ulrich's bike is too much for them. Jeremy still prefers electrically powered scooter.

Ulrich also has extra jackets, in case Yumi forgets to bring hers. The one from Kadic football team has 'Stern' written on its back but on the other one's back, it says 'Ishiyama', because he isn't the fan of his own surname and when he joined the uni's team, he simply lied to them and had Yumi's surname written.

#code lyoko #ulrich stern #yumi ishiyama #odd della robbia #jeremy belpois #aelita schaeffer #ulumi #random though of the day #code lyoko headcanon #if you are bored and wanna draw something pls feel free #ulumi headcanon #ulrich stern headcanon #yumi ishiyama headcanon

[yellowdaisy2023]

"You can be my wingman anytime."

"Bullshit. You can be mine."

"Now kiss!" - Slider, probably

#top gun 1986 #icemav #tom iceman kazansky #pete maverick mitchell #ron slider kerner #he ships them #100% #this is canon #in my mind at least #this is going on my letter board #random though of the day #incorrect quotes