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Laying in bed with a friend. They've since fallen asleep and you're just chilling on your phone when suddenly you feel their hands traversing your body. You ask them if they're awake and get no response as you turn and see they're still passed out. They pull your hips back to theirs and begin grinding and humping themselves against you. Moaning in their sleep as you realise they're having a wet dream and are using you to get off. You try to remove yourself from their grip but that just makes them grind against you stronger than before. You feel them getting hard behind you and notice that their tip has completely left their shorts and is leaking precum over your clothes. They move their hands fast and trap your wrists together with one hand and pull you closer with the other as they start grunting louder. You feel them tense up and a warm splatter shoots up your back and into your hair as they finally release you and drift back off to a deep sleep, leaving you to clean yourself up.
“Natural” is a word that is rightly challenged. But if there is a most natural urge, it is to satisfy hunger. If there is a natural female shape, it is the one in which women are sexual and fertile and not always thinking about it. To maintain hunger where food is available, as Western women are doing, is to submit to a life state as unnatural as anything with which the species has come up yet. It is more bizarre than cannibalism.
I want everyone struggling with restriction/orthorexia to put this in their saved videos so they can watch it the next time some rich, out-of-touch celebrity releases a how-to of their own ridiculous, expensive niche crash diet, you can watch this and have a good laugh rather than staying stuck feeling triggered.
The disorder knows exactly what to latch onto and say, even when grasping at the last few straws, to get to you. After all.. an ED is a disorder in your own mind. The insidious nature of EDs lies in their ability to masquerade as our allies, as if working towards good. While every part of us does have some good intent and EDs stem from said parts, an ED is among the least logical and most harmful approaches to chasing any needs. Both the ED and your more centered self know this. Under the impression that sickness, even to the risk of death, is best for you they weave convincing narratives to win over your agreement. But the ED never was, and never will be on your side. Everything that voice, or however it manifests for you, says is a lie constructed with one goal in mind. Deteriorating your body and mind. Keeping you stuck. The ED wants to convince your wounded parts that this is the only way to find happiness and success. That could be in the form of control, love, or whatever else, but an ED was never the key to any of these things. Nothing good will ever come of it.
Recognizing the deceit is the first step toward liberation. It's difficult, but it's important to develop your understanding of your own best judgment versus the disordered thoughts. To question the motives of every thought and action, asking if it truly aligns with what your inner self knows. The ED thoughts are strong, but they're lying to you and it's very possible to make it out. You deserve to make it out. You deserve to recover and always have.
Sorry for being inactive lol (: I got in a little trouble to my phone got taken away + my drawing tablet. I drew a bunch of stuff in my sketch book so I’ll digitalize them soon since I have both of my devices back. :D
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Women do not feel entitled to enough food because they have been taught to go with less than they need since birth, in a tradition passed down through an endless line of mothers; the public role of “honored guest” is new to us, and the culture is telling us through the ideology of caloric restriction that we are not welcome finally to occupy it.