#rockinthebeastmode

[i-dream-of-emus]

It's TEN YEARS since the first episode of My Mad Fat Diary aired!

🎧📀📕🍻🍕🩱🎸🛵

Were you watching in the early days or did you discover it later (or even recently)?

If My Mad Fat Diary means something special to you, it'd be lovely to hear from you, either below or in an Ask. Memories of the show, favourite cast members, outfits, songs, or scenes, and the fanfics or fan art you loved.

Kristen (Genuine 1990s Teenager) xx

Tagging all the Emus my peri-menopausal memory will allow: @flirtmcgirt @lilaviolet @endemictoearth @rockinthebeastmode @kneekeyta @bitchy-broken @late-to-the-sexy-party @justagirlnamedkayla-blog1 @nurseollie @blobwithagob @darlingdiver @rae-nelson @raernundo @rae-as-in-rachel @adventureswithrae @inlovewithnicomirallegro-blog @greenangelheart @teastaindiary @slitherouter @how-ardently @beatum @stagecoachjessi @beccabluebonnet @aggressively-lamps @tinakegg @finn-nelson-pls @fizzezlikecherrycola @mmfdstuff @mymadfatdiary @mmfdblog @raefinnxo @areyousad8118 @woww-e4 @who-iss-stan-ford-blog @girlwithapumpkintattoo @girl-that-no-one-knows @girl-looking-out-window @madfatgifs @madfatty @otherlil @aspiringpolymath @everythingnicomirallegro @hey1tskat1e @i-love-mmfd @itsnicomirallegro @ultimate-slice @pudgebug @facephase @fanningon @fantasticab @themushroomblues @audisodd @audreyoppar

#my mad fat diary #mymadfatdiary #rae earl #sharon rooney #jodie comer #nico mirallegro #ciara baxendale #jordan murphy #dan cohen #darren evans #sophie wright #2013 #10th anniversary #10 years of mmfd #tom bidwell #mmfd #mmfd fanfiction #jodiecomer #claire rushbrook #ian hart #british television #1990s drama #e4 #all4 #Spotify

[lilaviolet]

9 people you'd like to know better

I was tagged by the great @ijustthinkevilunoisneat forever and a day ago lol but finally here I go

Last Song Roxette - Listen To Your Heart

Currently Watching - It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia

Currently reading - The Young Bucks - Killing The Business

Current Obsession - Still Eddie Kingston lol

Tagging (no pressure)

@emberphantom @gracejones @daphne-minor @z-a-d-i-e @classicjdog @actionjeffson @ijustcantfigureout @alanangels @rockinthebeastmode

[buddyhollyscurls]

was tagged by my good friend @jcamilov06 to answer 15 questions and tag 15 ppl THANK YOU JUAN !!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

1. Are you named after anyone?

I was named after Mary the virgin mother because my mom has psychic abilities and knew that i was going to be single forever that's why i was also born under the astrological sign of Virgo... the virgin lmaoooooooooooooo no but she did name me after mary but bc i was born premature and she was told i wasn't gonna survive past a few months #miracle child

2. When was the last time you cried?

Can't remember but it was probably over some stupid shit like not having snacks around the house or something

3. Do you have kids?

No

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

not as much as I used to bc especially online it goes over ppls heads and i always deliver it deadpan so ppl are like are u being serious and its like no I'm not

5. What sports do you play/have played?

what is this sports of which u speak of???

6. What's the first thing you notice about people? 

eyes <3333333

7. What's your eye color?

dark brown

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

I'm a literally infant i can't handle scary movies so happy endings!

9. Any special talents?

i have a good memory???? lmaooooooo

10. Where were you born?

California LOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEEE

11. What are your hobbies?

Singing, reading, writing, watching tv and movies

12. Do you have any pet?

sadly none

13. How tall are you?

you don't need to know

14. Favorite subject in school?

english and history LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

15. Dream job?

Novel writer, script writer for tv, and if i'm really lucky actor

I tag: @lilaviolet @mifunebooty @scary-ivy @britneyshakespeare

@rockinthebeastmode @tamrynkiing @ladysophiebeckett and anyone who likes this post and wants to do it is tagged :DDDDDD

#me #personal #taggged #tag meme

[madfatty]

rockinthebeastmode mentioned madfatty in a post “Hey! Thank you for the updated fic list. I enjoy your stuff a lot. Can...”

…her AUs, they’re golden@ madfatty blew me away with…

*blush*  Thank you sweet,that’s so lovely. xo

#rockinthebeastmode

[finn-nelson-for-the-win]

So call it severe boredom or call it being inspired by all of the recent writing that @rockinthebeastmode has been posting lately, but I’ve decided to revisit some of my old WIPs and fic ideas that have been set aside and forgotten about for the last 2+ years and see if there’s anything worthwhile in there 👀

I’m not sure what is going to come from all of the writing I’ve been doing, but I’m weirdly excited to tie up some of the loose ends, finish up some stories, and just share some stories that I wasn’t able to bring together until now...

#my mad fat diary #my mad fat diary fanfiction #finn-nelson-for-the-win #my writing #mmfd #mmfd fanfic #my mad fat diary fandom #my post

[burnnmyhearttout]

Tagged by the forever dope @unusuallchildd!

7 (or 8 cause I’m a rebel) comfy films (in no particular order):

The Perks of Being a Wallflower

10 Things I Hate About You

The Princess Bride

The Notebook

Something Borrowed

Someone Great

When Harry Met Sally

Sleeping With Other People

Up next: @kneekeyta @late-to-the-sexy-party @rockinthebeastmode @engineering-myself @endemictoearth @mylifeissomewhatrelevant @melodymyles @kindness-and-koffee

#my life #movies #comfort films #the perks of being a wallflower #10 things i hate about you #the notebook #sleeping with other people #someone great #when harry met sally #something borrowed #the princess bride #leesh film recs

[mmfdfanfic]

MMFD Fanfic Round Up Omnibus Edition: March - November 2019

Long time no see! *coughs guiltily*

I’m not going to apologize, but here’s some fic! (Okay, the truth is that I kept hoping I’d have something of my own to list in the round up, but I have to just suck it up, post the backlog, and get my arse in gear with writing.)

Since it’s been an age, there is a good chance I’ve missed something, a story, a new author, or a new place to post fic. It’s easier for me to focus on Tumblr offerings, but let me know if I’ve left something out (wherever it may be) and I’ll update the post.

Mega thanks to those writers keeping the fandom alive, and Happy Holidays to all!

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@finn-nelson-for-the-win -- Good Neighbors Ch. 6 - Ch. 7 - Ch. 8 - Ch. 9 - Ch. 10 - Ch. 11 - Ch. 12 - Ch. 13 - Ch. 14 - Ch. 15 - Ch. 16 - Ch. 17

@flirtmcgirt -- Make It a Double Pt. 1 - Close to You Pt. 2 (FYI, flirtmcgirt has announced a fic retirement, so please don’t message her for additional chapters or updates.)

@kneekeyta -- a bit like love - by the way - Prompt “Am I your lock screen?” - Sleep Tight - Caught in the Dark - “boyfriend” - the good, the bad, and everything in between - Beautiful Illusion Pt. 1 - Pt. 2 - Pt. 3 - Pt. 4 - Pt. 5 - Pt. 6 - Pt. 7 - Pt. 8 - Broken Hearts & Broken Windows - Secrets in the Dark - Unlocking Secrets Pt. 11

@lurkernolonger -- Alright - Getting Kinda Used to Being Someone You Love

@mariamirallegro -- Yes Ch. 4

@peterjakes -- The Two Months Ch. 1 - Ch. 2 - Ch. 3 - Ch. 4

@rockinthebeastmode -- Casual Affair - Prompt ER Date - Prompt “Why are you awake?” - Mess Around

@theclacordeiro -- You Are the Music in Me Pt. 1 - Pt. 2

#mmfd fanfic #my mad fat diary fanfiction #mmfdfanfic #my mad fat diary #mmfd fanfic round up

[i-love-mmfd]

Rules: Without naming them, post 10 gifs of your favorite tv shows, then tag 10 people. 

I was tagged by @greenangelheart

Aaand now I'm tagging @likeashootingstarfades @unusuallchildd @girl-looking-out-window @spn-legend @u2bibliophile @littledaviesworkins @rockinthebeastmode

[theclacordeiro]

You are the music in me - Part 1

Hey guys, this is a new my mad fat diary fanfic. It's about 2016 and Rae and Finn are been together for about 20 years. This is the story of their son, Carter Nelson, the most popular boy in the school, that in the middle of his 16 years is dealing with the good and bad things about being a teenager. Through his journey, he begins to make choices and even someone amazing come to his life, his wonderwall Valerie Miller.

Xoxo, I hope you like it.

@mmfdstuff @emzi06 @mymadfatdiarygifs @lily-pop-2 @lilaviolet @mmfdfanfic @mymadfatdiary-br @i-dream-of-emus @mmfdofficial-blog @rae-nelson @rockinthebeastmode @fizzezlikecherrycola @fckyas-mmfd @finn-nelson-for-the-win @happyfrasers @how-ardently @hey1tskat1e @ch1darkcy @chiefbellamy-blog @kneekeyta @kit-writes-fanfic @i-love-mmfd @madfatty @endemictoearth @eveerez @milllott @imeantobecontinued @ps-ilovemyself @flowerthroughdisarrayy

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Part 1

It was a early Monday morning on the Nelson's house and Carter was still sleeping, school was definitely the last place he wished to go today. But then, as Rae was silently opening his door, he already knows he would have to go anyway.

"Honey, it's time to wake up" She said softly and then sat at the edge of his bed.

"Mom please, just 5 more minutes" Carter groaned, placing his sheet over his head.

"Carter, I already gave you 5 more minutes. Now wake up, your dad is making pancakes and sticky waffles as you like". Rae stated firmly.

"Hmm, alright" He sat down on his bed and then he stretched, with his eyes still closed. "I'll just take a quick shower".

"Alright, but don't delay, is almost 7:30". Rae informed her son. He nodded and then she head downstairs to help Finn with the breakfast.

So Carter stood up and as always in the morning, he placed his favourite album to play: Night Visions by Imagine Dragons. Then he picked up some clothes on his wardrobe and then he head to bath, but of course, not after sending a message to his girlfriend, Amanda.

Once he finished his bath, about 20 minutes later, he then head downstairs, founding his mom and dad chatting. He always loved to see how great his parents get along, after 20 years together, he still can see how his dad looks at his mom, the way she blush at the slightest compliments his dad always gives her. It's so sweet, but even though he's young, he can't imagine living such a great love like this for his own.

"Hi mom, hi dad" Carter gives Rae a kiss on the cheek and gives Finn an hug, before wenting to pick up his favourite mug on the kitchen cupboard.

"How this morning is been treating you?" Finn asked, knowing deep down how first days sucks. He's also in a first day, he got called to be DJ on the new radio of Manchester, the Supernova Tunes. He couldn't be any happier to finally reach his biggest dream.

"It would be better if the vacations weren't over". Carter shrugged as he jammed his waffles.

"But you'll see your friends, Amanda will also be there..." Rae smiled, trying to cheer him up.

"I know, I just wished to stay here, practicing my music a little bit". Carter explained. His fingers were all calloused after practicing music during the holidays. His parents good taste in music is always helping him a lot.

"But when you came back, you can practice as much as you want son". Finn comments.

"Your dad is right, I might sing to get along with you". Rae added, pulling a smile from Finn's face.

"I can even borrow your Oasis cd dad?" Carter asks.

"As long as you take care well" Finn started and then he glanced at his clock, he was getting late. "Fuck, is almost 8, I need to meet Francis on her office before the show". Finn got up, sipping the last of his coffee in a faster gulp. "You'll take a ride with me Cart?".

"Nah, I'll meet Amanda on the bus stop. Thanks dad" Carter grinned at Finn.

"Alright, I'll go now". Finn started to pick his things: cellphone, charger, deodorant and placed it all on his backpack. "Bye guys, I love you both".

"Bye dad, enjoy your first day" Carter stood up, giving his dad a tight hug.

"I love you dickhead" Rae jokes, making Finn laugh.

"You are a dickhead". Finn kisses her briefly and then whispered something on her ear that makes her blush hard. "And hey, I'll bring japanese food for dinner". Finn said briefly and then he left, riding the same scooter since he was 16.

So Carter finished his breakfast and then Rae offered him a ride, which he didn't refused.

"Bye mom, I love you" Carter gives Rae a kiss on the cheek when they get on the bus station, where Amanda said she would get in 10 minutes.

"I love you, send kisses for Amanda". Rae said as Carter opened the car's door.

"Alright, have a good day mom" Carter added with a smirk on his face.

After Rae drove away, he placed his headphones and pressed play on his rock playlist on Spotify while he waited for Amanda. All he truly wanted right now was to spend the rest of the day playing his guitar and singing his favourite tunes. With music he can feel alive, powerful. Music is all he have on his body and as long as Carter Nelson still alive, music is all he'll make.

#mymadfatdiary #mmfd #fanfic

[endemictoearth]

You've been reblogging quiet a few posts about struggling with wips but I'm just happy you HAVE wips. This fandom has been too quiet. At this point I'll take anything, even just the hope of something new.

Thank you for the message, m’dear. :) I have both MMFD wips and some original fiction wips and they are w(h)ipping me, alright. I just started a new fic (hehhhhh, why), but have sort of committed this next month for making some serious headway on an original piece. However, I vow to post a fic here soon (though that word seems to have little meaning in my universe). I hereby decree I’ll post a fic of some dimension by the end of summer (technically September 20, gotta give myself every minute!)

I hope this gives you a mote of hope! I have been criminally lax in updating @mmfdfanfic​, but plan to update very soon. There are a some wonderful people keeping the lights on *waves to @kneekeyta​ @rockinthebeastmode​ @madfatty​ @finn-nelson-for-the-win​ *

#mmfd fanfic #my mad fat diary #my mad fat fandom #Anonymous

[kit-writes-fanfic-blog]

Its okay to cry

So its a bit of a short one and its a bit angsty but ends well! I’m currently working on something else too so dont worry!  Forever tag list! (if you want to be added shoot me a line and i’ll add you in!) @bitchesbecrazy89 @rockinthebeastmode @mirandasmadeofstone @i-dream-of-emus @pink-royaute @soy-la-verrrga @so-stupid @becauseim-kayla @protectfinnnelson @tinakegg @raexrobron23 @mmfdfanfic The corners of his mouth turned down when Rae didn’t reply. He crept forward, with the kind of trepidation he didn’t like sitting in his stomach.

“Rae?” Finn’s voice called out into the dark room, the orange luminescence of a streetlamp bleeding in from the window where the curtains blew gently in the autumn breeze. With his hand frozen on the door handle he peered over at the bed he’d grown accustomed to sharing, care bear covers and all. The corners of his mouth turned down when Rae didn’t reply. He crept forward, with the kind of trepidation he didn’t like sitting in his stomach. Linda had told Finn that it wasn't a good Rae day when he’d arrived at the house. He’d waited for her with the gang at the pub for what felt like an age before coming to look for her. “What’s wrong Rae?” He took in her form. Her face was blank as she stared at the ceiling, her face was red from crying, but not recently. The dark violet circles beneath her eyes were a stark juxtaposition against her pale complexion. He felt his heart clench with a stab of guilt. Here he was sitting in the pub all afternoon while his girl was like this.

“Nothing Finn. I’m fine, really i am” Raes voice was quiet and raspy from non-use. This wasn’t his Rae, his sharp and sarcastic Rae, his terrifyingly intelligent Rae. Right now she was quiet and dampened. Seeing her like this broke Finn’s heart. “You don’t look fine, Rae.” He sat down gingerly on the edge of her bed, he moved his face into her line of sight but she didn’t make eye contact with him. He reached a hand out tentatively and let it hang in the air for a millisecond before resting it on her wrist where it lay limply against the sheets of her bed. “Then stop looking.” She snapped at him and rolled over so her back was to him, Finn’s hand slipping from her skin. He frowned and his eyebrows drew together as if they were seeking solace in one another. The thought of leaving entered his mind for a split second but pushed it away quickly, he knew Rae wasn’t trying to hurt him or be nasty. This was scared Rae, the Rae that was pushing people away to prove to herself that no one really cared about her. She was wrong though, if she thought that Finn would leave her. So very wrong. Finn leant down and unlaced his boots with practiced ease and toed them off before shrugging his jacket down his shoulders, laying them on the floor just under her bed. He twisted on the bed making a space for himself before laying down and wrapping his arm around her midriff. Safe. He pulled her back into his chest and pressed a kiss to the back of her neck. “Rae…”  He breathed against the baby hairs at the bottom of her hair line, it wasn’t a question, just a soft coaxing of conversation. “I...” Her voice was thick with unshed tears and she turned in his arms to face him. She stared up at him, her eyes wide and shining, biting her bottom lip as if that would hold back the flood of emotion about to come. Finn just pulled her face forward into his chest and tangled his fingers in the back of her hair. The sobs left her body in wheeses, tremors rocking her entire body. Her chest heaved with the effort of trying to breathe and her body seemed to crumple into itself, knees trying to pull up to her chest only to be met with Finns own legs. Fingers curled into Finn’s shirt, pulling it tight across his shoulders, creating creases that she’d apologize for and smooth out later. Finn gazed down at her, fingers caressing the long dark strands away from her face. Careful digits felt across the now overheated red speckling of her cheeks, drying up a rogue tear that sat in the hollow of her eye socket. Rae seemed to still slowly, and Finn thought it was unnerving. Even though the crying had broke his heart and he wished for her never to have to cry, it was still motion. Whereas now she was deathly still and quiet, only sign she was still there was the warmth beneath his own touch and the gradual rise and fall of her chest. He wouldn’t push her into speaking when she was like this, sometimes words weren’t needed to communicate. Finn pressed closer to her in an attempt to make sure she really knew he was there. Rae had confessed once that sometimes, in the dead of night, she had to reach out to touch him to make sure she hadn’t dreamt him and their whole relationship up. At first he’d been hurt and had asked himself how could she think that? But as their relationship and Finns understanding grew, he knew that she couldn’t help thinking what she did. She just did, and that was just how it was sometimes. “I’m here, Girl.” Rae nodded her head at his words and her jaw moved like she was trying to say something, but no sound followed. Finn pulled back a fraction just so he could look into her eyes, red ringed and puffy but still that familiar shade of Rae. “I’m sorry, got your shirt all wet…” She chuckled now and scrubbed at her left eye trying to dispel the evidence of her emotions. “It’s okay to cry, Rae.” Finns voice was gentle but his words were absolute. The crinkles by her eyes softened out and she nodded again, slower this time. Accepting. “I’m sorry for snapping at you Finn, you don’t deserve it.” It was Finn’s turn to soften now, a genuine and soft smile gracing his face. “Don’t be daft woman, I know you didn’t mean it” He cupped her cheek and leant in to press a tender kiss against her lips. It wasn’t heated, yet it conveyed everything they both wanted to say.

I’m sorry. You’re okay. I’m here for you. I love you.

#mmfd #mmfd fanfic #my mad fat diary #my mad fat diary fan fic #rinn #rae x finn #my mad fat fandom #rae earl #finn nelson

[buddyhollyscurls]

Was tagged by @holochromatic thank ya thank ya this sounds fun!

using your spotify top 100 playlist, shuffle 10 songs and tag 10 people

Entre Luca y Juan Mejia - Vicente Garcia

Ahi Ahi - Vicente Garcia

La Tierra Prometida - Carlos Vives

La Llamada - Selena y los Dinos

Losing Grip - Avril Lavigne

A Dios Le Pido - Juanes

Darte un Beso - Prince Royce

El Aguante - Calle 13

Corazon sin Cara - Prince Royce

Arrancame - Daniel, Me Estas Matando

I tag: @mifunebooty @lilaviolet @scary-ivy @rockinthebeastmode @britneyshakespeare @jcamilov06 @musicrunsthroughmysoul

@thatscarletflycatcher @la-la-la-la-la-cat @mentalystarlight

#me #personal #tagged #tag game

[madfatty]

rockinthebeastmode asked “fanfiction asks 6, 11, 13 ✌��?”

6.  Name three stories you found easy to write.

Um, I’m not sure if you’ve met me, but I’m kinda famous (and if I’m not, I should be) for bitching and moaning about how hard this writing lark is BUT after thinking about it for a while I was able to come up with three.

No Superman just sort of fell out after the clusterfuck that was the finale. It was the online version of me vomiting my heart out.

Sweeter On Your Tongue  came out pretty much as is. It would want to have though really, wouldn’t it? It’s only three hundred-odd words. It’s basically a stretched out paragraph.

Things We Don’t Tell Chloe was me pissing about with Erin.  We were having one of our marathon chats and I started telling this story to make her laugh. She made me write it down and the rest is... this.

11.What kind of relationships are you most interested in writing?

What a great question. The short answer is all of them. I feel our little show, while being frustratingly limited in exploring minor and some not-quite-so minor characters itself, suggested some interesting ideas about different relationships and dynamics between any and all characters. I also think that there are plenty of compelling character studies to be made based on what we were given. Histories, motivations, intentions, it’s all excellent fodder. You could get lost for hours and I have.   

13. Name three favourite characters to write.

Linda all day, every day, Finn, obvs and Miss Izzy has come to intrigue me a little bit.

That was fun. Thanks to you, lovely Marissa and your inquiring mind. And what about you, madam? 3, 5, 10 and 11 if you please. xo

#rockinthebeastmode #writer's asks

[rhi3915]

Rules: Put your playlist on shuffle, and put down the first 10 songs. Then pick 10 people do to it too!

Thanks for the tag @stephlostctrl 😊😊😊

1. I Like That - Janelle Monáe

2. Fake It - Seether

3. Float - Bush

4. Would? - Alice In Chains

5. broken - lovelytheband

6. I’m So Tired... - Lauv & Troy Sivan

7. Express (Burlesque Soundtrack) - Christina Aguilera

8. Squidward Nose - CupcakKe

9. Free - Haley Reinhart

10. Phases - PRETTYMUCH

Tagging: @kissykiszka @everythng-is-blue @bbyhoneybeee @lilaviolet @rockinthebeastmode @mariamirallegro @yeahmynameissushi @heart-attack-harry @arathewallflower @majorteas

#music tag #tag game #thanks for the tag #i love these

[burnnmyhearttout]

I was tagged by the impossibly dope @rockinthebeastmode - cheers m’dear!

Rules: answer the questions, then tag 9 people you want to get to know better!

Q1: Relationship status?

Forever pining

Q2: Favorite color?

Let’s just say I’m practically the green power ranger

Q3: Top 3 ships?

Klaine, Rinn, Samcedes

Q4: Lipstick or chapstick?

Hit me wit dat vaseline fam

Q5: Last song I listened to?

How’s it going to be by Jack and White (Third Eye Blind cover)

Q6: Last movie I watched?

Silver Linings Playbook 

Not tagging 9 cause I’m lame and already know a few peeps on here: @tabithashaw @mylifeissomewhatrelevant @biyaself @pinkncamokt

[mmfdfanfic]

MMFD Fanfic Round-Up Dec 2018-Feb 2019

As long as there’s life, there’s hope. At least it’s a quarterly update and not longer. :D

Thanks to all the writers keeping the hope alive! Please let me know if I’ve missed anything, and I’ll revise the list!

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@finn-nelson-for-the-win -- What Friends Are For - I Don’t Wanna Wait for the Endless Summer - The Good Life Ch. 1 - Ch. 2 - Ch. 3 - Ch. 4 - Ch. 5

@kit-writes-fanfic -- Oh Fuck - Rumor Has It, I Make You Nervous - I’m at the Hospital - It’s Okay to Cry

@kneekeyta -- Fumbling in the Dark - Next Time - Homewrecker

@madfatty -- Snippet based on illustration (read those tags tho)

@mirandasmadeofstone -- How Soon Is Now? Pt. 3

@rebelfell -- Untitled (Fake Plastic Trees)

@rockinthebeastmode -- Firestarter Pt. 3 - Pt. 4 - Happy Birthday, Rae - Sabotage - Night Shift Pt. 1 - Pt. 2

ELSEWHERE:

One In a Million by bittersweetblonde on AO3

The Day After by BreezeTheMorningLight on AO3

#mmfd fanfic #my mad fat diary fanfiction #mmfdfanfic #mmfd fanfic round up #my mad fat diary #mmfd