I live my life in a constant state of grief of what I did, what I didn’t do, and what I can never do.
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Self-aware of my self-destruction, yet unable to stop myself.
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on self-sabotage
the bomb, florence + the machine// appointments, julien baker// abject permanence, larissa pham// never wanted to dance, mindless self indulgence// king, florence + the machine// quote: lauren e. bowman// in the woods, tana french// does the universe fight for souls to be together?, jamie varon// olivia laing on loneliness, marrying the poet ian patterson and the challenge of intimacy// left alone, fiona apple// @mjalti //renegade, taylor swift// a burning hill, mitski// ICU, phoebe bridgers// legit tattoo gun, the front bottoms// just, radiohead
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i've had anger in me since i was 9 years old and it hasn't left since.
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im laughing about it , but it actually hurts . so fucking much . i just want everything to be over .
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I realized that the reason I can't get better is because I feel the best when I'm at my sickest
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on self sabotage and unstable relationships
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Unresolved abandonment is the root of self-sabotage.
Susan Anderson, The Journey From Abandonment to Healing
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