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codecicle · 6 months
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Heyyyyyyyyyy shoud I watch the scu? idk man idk i want to I just never do it lol
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WE GOT ANOTHER ONE
SHORT ANSWER YES LONG ANSWER ALSO YES BUT THE WAY OF VIEWING IT IS COMPLICATED‼️‼️
^ This is what I would recommend watching through if you just want the main story that everyone loses their mind over. starts and ends with [God reverb mic] APPLE and has all the key videos that are story based!! watch through this one if you want a shorter but authentic scu experience
^ and this one is charlie's official playlist for the SCU‼️ everything in here is technically considered canon and i strongly recommend watching the videos in here one way or another purely because they're so funny LMAO not even from a story point of view they're just good videos
fair warning!! the official playlist has Carson in its videos, and the other playlist doesn't if that affects your viewing experience at all :D (the Roll. video also has DM Jared so if you'd like to skip that one aswell it's luckily not that lore centric just a cool video 👍 again no stress or worry just a warning)
anyway in all honesty the scu is one of my favorite things ever and it will make you brainrot one way or another :] i hope you enjoy watching if you'd like!!!!
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alivedean · 7 months
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hi! sorry if you've already answered that but, i saw your good omens (the unstoppable bastard/immovable dumbass one) and i really loved it, i found it so artistically and aesthetically beautiful. frankly i am in awe with it and i was wondering if you'd be willing to share some tutorials on the effects you used for the gifset (like the puzzle piece and heart for example)? do you maybe already have a tutorial tag that i could go through? thank you so much!
hi! first of all, thank you!
to do a similar effect like i did in this post or something like the transition in the last gif of this lovely edit firstly you will need to either find (on stock sites) or make yourself (from a youtube video or using shapes in photoshop) a gif that has a simple shape and a transparent background.
a little tutorial under the cut (assuming you know the basics of gifmaking) (this may not be the best/most efficient way to do it but it's the way i'm used to).
for example, i made the heart gif using photoshop's custom shape tool, repeatedly pasting it on different layers, resizing so it would look like a beating heart and making frames from it (you could probably find something better on the internet):
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the puzle was something i found on some stock, deleted the frames i didn't need, removed white background and painted with black brush (not really necessary since we'll be dealing with shapes, just easier to work with) so i got this:
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i made the rest of the small gifs in the same way: floating cloud moving the base photoshop cloud shape up and down, moving the strip (also found in the custom shape tool) like in this youtube tutorial and manually rotating the shape of a star shape i found on some stock.
now that you have you desired shape gif, select all the frames and make sure they have the same delay time:
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press convert to the video timeline:
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select all the layers:
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filter > convert to smart filters:
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upload the exact same amount of frames for your scene gif (i'm using 45 frames here), resize, set delay time exactly the same as you did for your shape gif (i set 0,05 but it doesn't really matter, they just need to match) & convert frames to smart filters as you did for the shape gif. this is where i usually do my sharpening (not on the sceenshot because i reused another gif, but that's not relevant here).
now put the shape gif on top of the scene gif, resize it and position it to your liking (i switched the colors for better visibility):
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your timeline shoud look like this & the duration of both sets should match because you used the same amount of frames and set the same time delay:
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the gif currently looks like this:
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after you're more or less satisfied with the position of the shape gif (you can change the opacity back and forth to figure it out), put the shape gif under the scene gif:
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right click on the scene gif > create clipping mask. now you have this:
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color it to your liking:
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optionally. to make a border like i did make 2 copies of the shape gif and put them on top of the colored gif:
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change blending mode for both: multiply if your shape gif is white, screen if your shape gif is black. set layer style for the first one:
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and for the second one:
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(use any color you want and/or skip inner glow alltogether).
currently we're still in video timeline and our gif looks like this:
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time to put it on top of a bigger gif. click here:
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convert frames > flatten frames into clips. now convert to frame animation:
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delete the frame that has the least amount of delay (0,07 in this case):
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make frames from layers (in the timeline menu on the right) and you get a variety number of junk frames before the actual gif starts that you also need to delete (i have 28 in this case):
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make sure there's no junk after the gif, set your delay time and delete unnecessary layers if you want (or not, it doesn't really matter):
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select all the remaining layers and group them (easier to work with later):
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now select all the frames, go to the timelines menu > copy frames. open the gif you want to paste them on top of, select all of its frames, go to the timeline menu > paste frames > paste over selection > ok.
postion it how you want to and that's finally it.
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cleoselene · 21 days
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tagged by @emmaswanned
Last song: "BODYGUARD" by Beyonce is what is currently playing
Favorite color: green mostly but also like. Cubbie blue.
Currently Watching/Reading:
watching: it's baseball season so I'm back on that mostly. However I am watching Lost for the first time, but I need to pick it back up. Got delayed in continue for really uninteresting reasons, but i got Hulu and so I can pick it up. I watched nine episodes and I like it!
pretty much all I ever read is the news, and my subscription is to Washington Post, but my friend Slim (he of the "not in Fall Out Boy, but did do an freakin' amazing blues cover of Taylor Swift's 'Mean' you shoud listen to it" fame on my blog) wrote a poetry book and he hasn't gone to press yet but hesent me the pdf. It's beautiful. Slim is a beautiful soul. the kind of person who would give you the shirt off his back if you asked. Don't know if I've ever known a more genuinely generous soul. And he's talented as fuck! Check out his two original EPs they're on all the streaming services, he is Slimtronic 5k. Here's his cover of Taylor's "Mean," everyone go listen! He asked me what Taylor song he should cover and I thought long and hard and decided this had to be it, because he is the type of person to say "why you gotta be so mean?" because he's all about the love and kindness. Like, Dude from Big Lebowski vibes.
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been obsessively listening to COWBOY CARTER. DAUGHTER is the one that destroys me. When she goes into that fuckin operatic voice? I had NO clue Beyonce had that kind of high voice in her. her singing and speaking voice too has always been this throaty, deep voice. To hear her suddenly break into Italian on a totally different octave than we've ever heard from Beyonce was MIND BLOWING. I got all goose-bumpy. Plus I loooove the Willie Nelson cameos hahah he is so clearly stoned out of his gourd. "Go find yourself a jukebox, thank yoU!"
watched the 9 part Turning Point Cold War doc on netflix, it was excellent. Then I watched the 9/11 one made by the same people and i felt like that one actually skipped a ton of important events? It wasn't as good I didn't feel
Relationship status: i am retired
Sweet/savory/spicy: savory though as middle age happens and perimenopause continues... the sweet tooth my mother promised was coming has kind of hit
Current obsessions: my vinyl collection. New music the theme for March and April! I cannot wait for TTPD, I feel like it's going to be what I wanted Midnights to be ut who know? Just excited about it. Again, baseball started this week so the sheen hasn't worn off there.
Last thing you googled: 'Three Dog Night wiki' lol I have three dogs (little ones at least) sleeping in my room. it is a three dog night. Did you knwo the name of that band comes from olden days when inns used to rent out dogs to sleep with on cold nights? So a "three dog night" was an exceptionally cold one since you needed to rent three dogs to sleep with you and keep you warm
tagging @sylvieons @an-ivy-covered-summer
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grumpycakes · 2 years
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HEY LIVESTREAM PEEPS!!
Having a new battery installed in my comp and just a little hectic today
WOULD YOU prefer we still stream even if it doesn't start till closer to 9, or shoud we just skip this week?
i can't decide
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alicevonwonder · 4 months
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Ok shoud I go crazy and just put myself on metformin without asking my dr? He's gonna say no so I might just skip that part?
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tuulikannel · 11 months
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5, 14, 15, 19!
5. where do you buy books?
I used to work in a bookstore (for over 10 years), so at that time I naturally bought pretty much all my books there, and I'm still in the same habit. ^^ In general, I do prefer physical stores to online stores. Its more fun to browse there. Sometimes I buy books from Adlibris (a Swedish online book store, which is pretty big in Finland too).
14. do you ever mark/dog ear books you own?
…no. Or, I'm sure there are occasions that I've done this in the past... >_> I'd still say no. I own a gazillion of bookmarks, tho most often there just some random piece of paper stuck in-between the pages. ^^;;
15. recommend and review a book.
……a book? As in only one? What am I to choose…
I'd like to pick something from C.J. Cherryh or Clifford D. Simak, couple of my favorite authors, but maybe I'll choose instead Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes (published in 1966). It's a beautiful book, I think… moving, but quite sad. I think I'll start with the back cover blurb:
"Charlie Gordon, IQ 68, is a floor sweeper, and the gentle butt of everyone's jokes, until an experiment in the enhancement of human intelligence turns him into a genius. But then Algernon, the mouse whose triumphal experimental transformation preceded his, fades and dies, and Charlie has to face the possibility that his salvation was only temporary."
Now… one thing I would like to point out is that this so-called 'salvation' isn't so black and white to begin with. Is being smart really the only thing that matters?
Out of curiosity, I checked 1-star reviews on Amazon. There's three kinds of them: 1) those who didn't like the swearing/sexual references and who had bought this book for kids (I mean… what about it made you think it's a children's book?), 2) those who found it too hard/boring to follow (I'll refrain from any comments), and 3) those who complain about spelling errors. The last thing is hilarious to me. This book is basically Charlie's diary, and like I said, his IQ in the beginning is 68. He doesn't know how to spell (in the beginning). So yes, there are spelling errors. A lot of them. Here's the first sentence: "Dr Strauss says I shoud rite down what I think and remembir and evrey thing that happins to me from now on." If this kind of writing gets on your nerves, maybe you should skip this book. XD
19. most disliked popular books?
First I couldn't think of anything but…… there's this pretty popular (I think?) fantasy author, Tad Williams. And I do like him too! Some years ago I got this urge to read some proper fantasy, and I ended up rereading his Memory, Sorrow, and Thorn series, and I loved it just as much as I did back when I first read it. And then I noticed he had just decided to continue it (after 25 years or so, impeccable timing from me, isn't this!) The little book that connects the old trilogy to the new trilogy(?) is called The Heart of What Was Lost and… it's so bad. So bad. ;_; People and places just had common names with the old, familiar things, and that's all; change the names, and it could have been just any other (quite mediocre) fantasy book, set somewhere else. The world-building, part of what had made the original series so fantastic, wasn't there either.
And people love that book! There are reviews under such titles as "Magic of Memory, Sorrow, and Thorn Recaptured," "An Excellent Re-Introduction to Osten Ard," "A great followup to Memory Sorry (sic.) and Thorn trilogy!" and "Williams hovers on the edge of greatness," and I'm just like, have we read the same book? O_o I personally found it bad as a book, and awful as a continuation to that series! (Sorry if it's your favorite book. >_>)
(Also, the followup series… it's okay~ish, but again, nowhere near to the original series either. I've only read the first two books. The third part has apparently come out last year. Maybe I'll read it some day. Or maybe not, we'll see.)
Huh. Ok, rant over. ^^;;
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jacob-lovelace · 1 year
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Romantic scene I want to add to a fanfiction:
V is reading on a sofa at the library. J comes along "Do you mind if I sit here? There aren't any open spots."
V, having a massive crush on J, awkwardly says, "Oh, not at all. Help yourself, J." The entire time, V can't focus on reading at all because they are hyper aware of J and how they make different expressions in reaction to the book they are engrossed in. V can't help but feel their heart skip a beat whenever J smiles at a happy scene they read.
At some point J begins to doze off. V is thinking how beautiful they are and wondering what they could be dreaming of to cause them to smile slightly while asleep. J suddenly starts to fall over on the sofa and softly land on V's shoulder.
V feels on fire but frozen in place. Heart pounding, Alarms ringing. They should wake J up, but can't.
WHAT SHOUD V DO!?
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faeflowerz · 2 years
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Hina Yoshisa- Persephone/Minthe
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TWIST OC MASTERPOST
VOICELINES
Gender: Female
Age: 17
Birthday: November 16
Sign: Scorpio 
Height: 153 cm
Eye Color: Stormy Grey (left), Electric Blue (right)
Hair Color: Navy
Homeland: Unknown
Family: Unknown
Dormitory: Ignihyde
Year: Third
Class: 3-D
Club: Garden
Best Subject: History 
Dominant Hand: Left
Favorite Food: Onigiri
Least Favorite Food: Yakisoba
Dislikes: Messy Rooms
Hobby: Video Games (Especially Dating/Otome games)
Talent: Mechanics 
Nicknames: Komorizame/Nurse Shark, Mlle Bourdon, Eyebrows (Leona)
Special Magic: Demeter's Agony - When she is in a good mood, Hina can create edible plants and produce. When upset, living things begin to grow cold and suffer. Usually, she has no control over when it happens.
Personality: Hina is a snarky young woman who is honest with her feelings. She doesn’t like to sugar coat or beat around the bush, especially when it comes to Idia. She's his opposite in a lot of ways in person, but the two seem to get along online. Sometimes she even likes his online persona a lot more. 
She grew up destitute, and thanks to her parent's being indebted to the Shouds, Hina was offered as collateral. She resents her parents, but still is thankful for living a better life without them. Her intelligence made her an asset and she has skipped a few grades in school. Her plans are to buy her freedom when she graduates. Her special magic wasn't cultivated like other people's but instead happened suddenly. Hina was not interested in plant life but disciplines herself to learn.
Classroom Chats
Chat 1
No Regrets
"The king of the underworld had a ton of charisma. He could talk anyone into doing anything he wanted."
"He helped a young woman save the life of a man she loved, and even when the guy cheated on her, the king allowed her to live."
"She served him faithfully but I always wondered if she regretted it…"
Fin
Chat 2
Friendly Competition 
"Hold on...I'm trying to finish this...damn!" 
"This guy beat me in chess...again. He's one of the few dudes I enjoy talking to. He's sweet, but also pretty smug when he wins. He knows I hate playing complicated games like this."
"Eheheh, but I'm waay better at speed running otome games than he is. The guy’s abysmal with women."
Fin
Chat 3
The Right Curves
"You probably noticed this by now but...I'm the only girl in Ignihyde."
"It's weird, right? I was surprised too. I like my dorm well enough, but I feel odd being around so many guys…they're already weird around me as it is…"
"Actually, I was hoping to be far FAR away from...well, nevermind. What's done is done. I'm stuck with him regardless."
Chat 4
Hina and Idia: Dare to Compare
"Hey, can you do me a favor?"
🎮 Eep! (such a scary face…)
"Can you help me out with this program? I tried to mess with the coding but I ended up getting bounced out."
🎮 Wait...are you trying to get past a security system???
"Uh yeah? It's just a fake one for practice."
🎮 You practice on a fake security system? I haven't done that since I was like, nine.
"Lay off me, Shroud. I'm a mechanic, not a programmer…"
Fin
Chat 5
Hina and Ortho: Test Run
🤖 Onee-chan! I found you!
"So you did. Did you need something, lil man?"
🤖 Hehe I beat that demo you gave me! It was a lot of fun!
"Ah? But I gave it to you this morning. Was it really that good if you beat all seven levels already?”
🤖 Waa? I had a lot of fun and the best part was the story anyway!
"But it wasn't challenging...the whole point is to stump you…"
🤖 Onee-chan, is beating me all you can think about?
Fin
Idia: Rocky friendship. Hina's family is indebted to the Shrouds for unknown reasons. As a result, she acts as an assistant to him to repay her parents' debts. Hina has a dislike for the man he's become while she prefers his online persona. Idia tosses whatever work he can at her to avoid having an in person conversation with her. She's his unofficial vice prefect. 
Ortho: Is crushing on her. Ortho’s crush on her is well known and heavily advertised. Unfortunately, Hina has already rejected him but he feels that he just needs to convince her that she loves him back. There's no telling if this crush is thanks to original Ortho’s feelings or simply the chemistry android Ortho has felt with her. Either way, she is unable to talk him out of it. 
Deuce: Bond over mechanics. She also helps him with math. Hina thinks that Deuce doubts himself too often and that is why he isn't reaching his goals yet. Deuce looks up to her and often goes to her for advice. She doesn't mind since he’s genuine about his feelings. 
Sebek: Often finds him in the greenhouse during her club meetings. It's just her, so she doesn't mind that he's an extra body. Hina secretly added him and Leona to her club roster so she didn't have to disband. Sebek doesn't like respecting her, but she demands that he does. She can get as loud as him, which makes him back off. She also grows food for him to nibble on so she can keep his name on her member list.
Epel: Amused by his accent and often asks him about apple care. Hina isn't good at gardening, but she wants to better understand her special magic. Epel is helpful and he's glad to info dump all the time.
Leona: His pillow. He makes her drop everything to sleep in her lap as compensation for being in her club. She gets frustrated with him and his laziness and they often have it out for each other about it. Still, she has no choice but to do his bidding. Sometimes he pays her to do his schoolwork. There is a bit of romantic tension between the two due to Leona’s odd way of showing affection. He won’t give her the satisfaction of being upfront about it.
Shinko: Hang out alone together. Since they're both loners, they don't mind being around each other. 
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skiplo-wave · 4 years
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New chapter of Brutal
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The baby is okay but poor mom :’(
Incel gonna have a bad time real soon :)
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Could I have some fluff headcanons for Atsushi? Please?? Maybe with someone who's shy and sweet, and gives great hugs??
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Atsushi with a sweet and shy s/o
Fandom:Bungou Stray Dogs
Pairings: Atsushi x Fem!Reader
Genre:fluff :>
Format:Headcanon Warnings:none
A/n: ofc honey!our baby deserves so much love and care T^T i love him so much! BTW i wasnt sure what gender you requested for,so i decided to write for female reader :) if thats not what you wanted,feel free to send another request! (i got this request a while ago and did it already,im fast right? XD)
●ok
●lets say that u were one of the agencys regular employees who doesnt have any especial ability
●you first met each other when Atsushi came to the office to hand you his report from a mission (which was Dazais responsibility,but he forced the poor boy to do it for him)
●you had a HUGE crush on him,so you blushed when you saw him and smiled;which made him blush and smile back
●I mean hes a shy person himself (kinda,he gets cocky when Hes it comes to Aku XD)
●the next day,Atsushi Nakajima was late for work,because he was dreaming about you and your sweet smile all night and all morning
●he couldnt get you out of his head.you didnt really know him,yet you treated him sooo nicely that he immediately fell for you.everyday he came to you for paperwork(which was made up,ofc) and he stood there and watched you as you organized the papers
●it took him so long to ask you out,but after struggling with his feeling,he found out that he was in love with you
●when he stood in front of you and asked you to go grab a bite with him,you were a little bit confused (and really,really happy ofc)
●like,is it a date...?shoud i ask him if it is...?
●you were too shy to ask,so whether it was a date or not,you decided to use this chance and get closer to him
●you had so much fun that evening.you went to a fancy restaurant,but when Atsushi found out about the prices,you immediately ran away
●the agencys salary isnt that much,ok?
●LOL
●you went to McDonalds and bought some delicious junk food,then went to a theme park together and got on a rollar coaster.it was really exciting and fun!
●it stopped being fun when 'Sushi threw up and it landed on the persons face who was sitting behind him
●i know XD
●he was really embarassed,but you laughed so hard that you werent able to even tell him it was fine
●the rest of the night was fine though.at the end of the date he walked you to your home.after hesitating a bit,you gave him a quick kiss on the lips(which was supposed to be on his cheeck,but he accidentaly turned his head) then you ran inside your dormroom,slammed the door and left the shocked kitty alone outside
●youre dating
●"OMG im dating Atsushi!OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!"
●once dazai wanted to skip work and sneak out of the agenty with his beloved subordinate,but he couldnt find him anywhere.
●he was making out with you in the copyroom ofc (it was the heat of the moment i swear)
●on some nights you ask Kyouka to stay in your room,while you sneak in her place and surprise Atsushi.he paniced at first,but then he became really happy the moment he saw its you.you lay on kyoukas spot,but when he suddenly asked you to sleep next to him while blushing,you became really happy (cause that was what you originally wanted to do,but was to shy to ask)
●two people in a room,in the middle of the night,they might kiss :>
●you kissed
●the kiss turned into something bigger
●you were both kinda shy while doing it,but horniness and your desire for each other didnt let you stop.After both of you became satisfied,he held you tightly in his arms,gave you a small kiss on your forehead and told you that he loves you as he blushed
●baby took the next day off just to take care and spend time with his s/o
●sometimes you call him kitty cat,which kinda pisses him off
●"im not a cat! im a tiger! meow!"
●when he finishes a hard mission,you hug him in the night and run your fingers through his soft,shiny hair while watching him purr in his sleep
●poor babys really tired,just let him rest for a bit
●he loves that you care about him and help him with his paperwork
●youll definitaly get married in the end! (he wont let you go unless you want to break up,so yeah)
●please please please love this baby!he deserves the whole world!he didnt recieve any affection being a kid...he deserves it!
Ahm!...
was it too long...?
whatever XD
i really hope you like this baby!tysm for requesting and take care!
-Ash
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justiceamberheard · 2 years
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Johnny Depp’s testimony, part 3, with my comments.
Before we start, I shoud point out why he sued Amber Heard. It was because of the Oped in Washington Post,  which was written and published in December 2018 by Amber Heard where  she talked about domestic and sexual violence. She never named him in an article.
Johnny Depp questioned by his team(honestly he is so slow, thank god there’s a speed button). 
Depp denies any abuse during the tattoo incident. 
His lawyer asked him what movie he was shooting in 2014 May, he didn’t remember it, but his lawyer reminded him, lmao.
During Boston, he says he only drank once or twice. He was very calm and was drawing in his notebook. And Amber was trying to instigate a fight. But according to his friend, Mr Wyatt, Amber was sad and didn’t say anything, only screamed at Mr Wyatt.  And here’s the transcript where Depp admitts using cocaine, powders and bottle of champagne.
Bahamas detox in 2014.  "I'm going to need the meds now." And she looked at the clock and she said, "It's not time."  He claimed Amber was withholding medicine. But Amber was doing what she was instructed to do by Lloyd.
Depp portrays himself as the man who fought his drug addiction(time stamps around 2 hours).
Depp stated Amber didn’t want to sign the pre nup.
According to Depp Amber was manic in Australia.
Johnny Depp now tells the story of what he says is Amber Heard picking up a vodka bottle, throwing it at him and it taking the tip of his finger off.
Only now they submitted the pictures into evidence.
Oh and Depp remembered about how Amber stubbed her cigarette out his my face with the help of the lawyer.
He tried to say that doctor told him that it’s the injury of velocity, but we saw that the doctor wrote ‘‘crushing mechanism’‘.
Staircase incident. Another picture that was submitted into evidence.
Four clips of audios were played.
Depp tells how Amber hit him with the door, but no dates were mentioned.(i believe it was around september 2015, but i’m not sure, even depp can’t remember it).
December 2015. Depp’s team submitted pictures of Depp with bruised and scratched(me personally I don’t see anything).
Depp is reenacting how he was abused in December 2015(timestamps 2:22:02).
He now claims that he didn’t headbutt her. But he grabbed her from behind and somehow FROM BEHIND he hit her in the forehead.
Depp claims that Amber threw a tissue with her blood from nose, but turned out that it was nail polish. No evidence was presented during that.
Depp claimed that Amber threw a can at his forehead on the island in December 2015. They were in the island on December 30th in 2015. Here’s the picture of him just three days later.  He had no injuries on his face.
April 2016, Amber’s birthday. No abuse happened. I grabbed her by the shoulders, I sat her down on the bed. I said, "I'm leaving. Please don't get up. Please don't try to stop me."
the freaking shit on the bed. I’ll skip it.
Depp testifies he told Heard he would not cite irreconcilable differences or any abuse in the relationship, when he planned to file for divorce.
They argued over the feces on the bed picture. At one point Heard was yelling, "Stop hitting me!", but  Johnny Depp says he was 20 ft away from her.
He denied any abuse allegations.
What have you lost due to Miss Heard making these allegations against you? Johnny Depp: Nothing less than everything.  Look how much did he earn after 2016.
phew, that’s it for today. tomorrow I’ll try to compile what we found out from AH team crossing Johnny Depp.
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softxsuki · 2 years
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Hi there, so may I please make an urgent request.
A 'friend' of mine were in a call with 2 other friends of mine, my 'friend' started saying how she was going to cut her arm on call. She then actually showed her wrist and revealed all the cuts on her arm. It made me feel so incredibly uncomfortable since I am struggiling with self-harm. I've been clean since november, but her scars made me feel a need to do it again. I know I shoud be comforting her and I did, I tried. But she she wouldnt listen. She kept brushing it off like it was nothing. She had to yell at me about it to make me stop.
Im really trying my hardest not to relapse. im trying so hard, i dont want to do it again.
I don't have any friends who are good comforters, if i we're to vent to them they'd all just turn it into some sick fucking joke.
My comfort character is Sugawara and as of right now, I just really want to distract myself or get atleast a little bit of comfort for this.
Maybe a scenario where Suga finds reader in the bathroom with the blade against their skin, they havent done anything yet but are really thinking of it. We open up to him and he comforts us and reassures us that it's gonna be okay.
Though, this is an urgent request. Please feel free to take your time on this one and take lots of breaks. Thanks<3
Sugawara Comforts Reader Who Wants to Self-Harm Again
Pairing: Sugawara x Gn!Reader
Warnings: kinda graphic descriptions of self-harm, mentions of blood (no cutting actually happens though) please skip over any parts that might trigger you. I'll highlight them in red, so if it's something that might do you more harm than good, please skip over it :(
Genre: Comfort
Post-Type: Oneshot
Word Count: 1.2k
Summary: In which Sugawara catches you in the bathroom with a razor in your hand as you contemplate over self-harming
[A/N: Hey! That wasn't very nice of your 'friend' to be so insensitive like that to you. But that's good that you still tried to comfort her even if it didn't work. I'm sorry that your friends aren't very good at comforting you. It's horrible to think that someone would turn your situation into a joke whenever you seriously reach out for help. Hopefully this oneshot can give you a bit of comfort as Sugawara reassures you and tells you that everything is going to be okay. TW: MENTION OF SELF-HARM--I know you probably hear this a lot, but I went through the same thing from 8th grade to 10th grade and it was hard stopping, especially when it became a habit, BUT here I am almost seven years later and I feel no urges to hurt myself anymore. But the scars are still on my thigh so I definitely regret that, but it is what it is. They're reminders of that battle that I finally won! And you will be victorious as well, so keep fighting! I believe in you. I'm here if you ever need anyone to talk to or listen to you <3 Take care and stay tough :D]
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Tears run down your face as you feel the cold metal of the blade in your hand against your wrist, taunted by the faded marks already littered across your skin. The shower was on, soaking you and your clothes that you couldn’t be bothered to take off. Your tears blend in with the water dripping down on you, desperately wishing that these horrible feelings of harming yourself would just go away.
“Just do it,” a voice in your head screams while a much softer voice begs you not to. Which one would you listen to? You weren’t sure, but the louder voice sounded tempting.
You had been clean for a few months, the litter of old scars on your arms were proof that you hadn’t given in for months, but it was so easy to get the urge to harm yourself back in your head. The razor was so close, but you hadn’t made a move yet, knowing what would happen if you just turned your mind off and gave in.
You thought you were home alone, assuming that Sugawara had Volleyball practice or something, so when you heard a knock along with his voice speaking from the other side of the bathroom door, you paused.
“Hey I just need to use the bathroom real quick, I won’t look!” He announces himself outside the bathroom before pushing the door open.
You were too stunned to move, your razor still positioned on your wrist as you looked up at him wide-eyed. He notices you sitting with the shower on, fully clothed and then his eyes drift slowly to the razor in your hand.
“What are you doing?” He asks in shock, slowly moving towards you.
Once he reaches you, he quickly shuts the water off before cautiously reaching for the razor in your hands, breathing out in relief when he manages to take it from your hands and see’s that you weren’t hurt. You’re full on sobbing now, soaking wet from head to toe, your soaked clothes weighing you down as you apologize profusely to him.
“I didn’t mean it,” you stutter, trying to stop the tears from falling down your face, “I didn’t know what to do, the urge to do it just suddenly came over me!”
“I know darling, it’s okay,” he says softly, reaching over for you, not caring that you were getting him wet as he lifts you out of the tub and into his arms onto the bathroom floor with him, “everything’s going to be okay, leave everything to me now. You don’t need to worry about anything.”
He presses soft kisses to the top of your head and wipes away your tears before reaching for a towel and gently drying you off as best as he could. He wraps the towel around you as you begin to shake from the cold air that felt ten times more cold since you were soaking wet.
“I was doing so well, and I almost just ruined it all…” you mumble as the weight of the situation finally comes crashing down on you.
“No baby, don’t be so hard on yourself. You’re doing an incredible job. I know it’s not easy, but you’ve made it this far and I’ll help you make it even further without hurting yourself again. You can do this. You’re so strong and I’m so proud of how far you’ve come. No one’s perfect, we’re bound to fall and slip up here and there, but thankfully I made it in time to stop you.”
You lean back onto his chest, letting his words soak into your heart and mind, thankful that he did make it in time to stop you. You know you’d regret hurting yourself again. You would never forgive yourself if Suga had walked into that bathroom and witnessed a blood bath as you carved into your own skin. But you did feel bad that he had to witness you at such a low moment after months of doing so well, you wish he would never see you like that again.
“I’m sorry you had to see that. I’m a mess right now,” you sigh now fully feeling the heaviness of your wet clothes that weighed down on you, still shivering slightly.
“It’s okay. I’m just glad you’re fine. Please come to me whenever you feel like this again so I can try to help you before your feelings get this far out of control. I don’t want you to feel guilty about your actions and blame yourself,” he reassures you.
You nod in agreement. Just simply talking to him on the bathroom floor made you feel a lot better, so next time you would definitely reach out to him so you wouldn’t have to give in to your negative thoughts that always want to bring you back to the way you were months ago.
“Let’s get you out of those wet clothes before you get sick. You can take a nice warm shower to warm yourself up and I’ll go get you a change of clothes. I can sit right here and talk to you if you want–just so you’re not alone,“ he offers you, as he helps you get back onto your feet.
“I’d like that, thank you Suga.”
So you strip out of your drenched clothes and run yourself a hot shower, sighing in relief under the warm water that felt a lot more comforting than it did earlier. A few minutes later you hear a soft knock at the door along with Sugawara's voice as he enters for the second time that night.
“I got your clothes, so I guess I’ll just sit here and talk to you if you want. I’ll leave once you need to come out and get dressed, unless you’d prefer if I just leave now.”
“No, stay!” You say a little too quickly, embarrassed at the desperation in your voice.
“Okay great. I wanted to stay anyway,” you could hear the smile in his voice, he really knew how to make you feel so calm. Maybe it was the tone of his voice or just the way he spoke, it made shivers run down your spin as light filled your heart.
He began speaking about his day, never mentioning what he had witnessed a few minutes earlier and you were grateful for that. You didn’t need to have him treading cautiously around you, worried that he might say the wrong thing or have him watch you like a hawk, scared that you’ll slip up again–that would make you feel like there was something wrong with you. It was nice to have normalcy in that moment with him, as if things were fine. His words from earlier about offering for you to come to him if you needed him, played in your head and you knew you could. You felt like it would be okay to go to him about any of your worries or emotions.
“Hinata and Nishinoya were goofing off so much today during lunch. It was hilarious Y/N, I wish you could have seen it,” he continues talking about his day, stopping frequently to see if you had anything to add.
You smile at his rambling, just enjoying the sound of his voice as your worries wash away with the water down the drain. You were relieved that you were still clean from self-harm and hoped that you could continue to be clean until the urge to harm yourself no longer hung over your head. But even if you did happen to slip up and ruin that clean streak, you knew Sugawara would still be by your side motivating you to push forward and try again.
You could do it. You would do it!
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Posted: 1/25/2022
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1jet2unknown · 3 years
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@averystereksummer Day 7 - out on the water
Finally back home and able to properly post again. Again a bit too late for the actual day itself, but I hope you guys enjoy anyway :)
The pack spent a day at the beach and shortly after they set camp under some big sun umbrellas only a short distance from the water, Derek, Scott, Allison, Isaac and Jackson rented out some surfboards, all quick to paddle out to the sea, trying to catch one of the good waves.
Stiles stayed back with Lydia who laid in a lounge chair under a big umbrella reading as well as Erica & Boyd who were more interested to draw obsceneries into the sand, Erica cackling whenever a passing mother gasped and pulled her child away.
Stiles watched Derek catch some of the big waves, smoothly riding them out, making surfing look so easy. He smiled when after almost an hour Derek came wading back out of the water a bright smile on his face as he unclased the line of his board from his ankle.
“You look like you had fun,” Stiles mused as he handed Derek his towel. Derek just grinned, his muscles flexing as he dried off his hair. “Absolutely did. You shoud try it, too!”
Stiles just huffed. “Me?” he scoffed.” Yeah right! I have a hard enough time to stay on two steady feet while walking. I’d probably split the board with my head in less than five minutes.
”Derek snorted. “Oh, come on. You might be a bit clumsy sometimes...” Jackson snorted loudly at that as he passed by and Stiles threw him a glare. “But you’re more athletic than you give yourself credit. I could totally teach you!”
It took about one more hour of Derek explaining some of the basics of surfing and the pack mocking Stiles for Stiles to agree to give surfing a try.
“Ten bucks on Stiles not even getting up on the board,” Jackson exclaimed. “Ten he does," Scott offered in return and just when Stiles wanted to thank his friend for sticking up for him, Scott added “but faceplants within less than 5 seconds.”
Stiles glared at his traitor-friend as well as at the rest of the pack, each chiming in their own bets of how Stiles would fail on the board.
“Ten on Stiles riding a small wave within less than an hour.”
Stiles’ head whipped around as fast as the others’ to find Derek with an eyebrow raised in a challenge. He pulled his shirt over his head, handing it over to Stiles. “Wear this. It keeps you from scraping your torso until you have the hang of it and keeps you warm in the water.”
Stiles gulped, but took the shirt from Derek nonetheless, pulling it over his head. Derek smiled at him. “You ready to start your first surfing lesson?” he asked and Stiles threw another look at the grinning pack before nodding and falling in step behind Derek.
Derek pointed him towards Scott’s board, pulling his own from the sand with ease. When they had made their way over to the water, to Stiles’ surprise Derek made him put his board down on the sand rather than in the water.
“We’ll start with the basics. Paddling and popping up,” Derek explained and Stiles rolled his shoulders in preparation for what ever Derek had him do for the next hour.Okay. He felt stupid, laying on his board practicing paddling on land, but Derek said it was necessary and he trusted Derek. He wouldn’t just have him do this to make fun of him. And surely enough, after a few corrections of his movements here and there Derek allowed Stiles to move on to practicing popping up.
During the first try, Stiles slipped, crashing face first onto the board and the pack was howling. Derek shot them a red-eyed glare before turning back to Stiles, helping him up and taking a careful look at his chin.
“Don’t let that bother you,” he said in a small but sure voice. “You’re doing good. Avoid grabbing the edges of the board and you’ll be less likely to slip. I’ll also wax the board a bit more, giving you a better grip.
”Stiles nodded, weirdly aware of Derek’s fingers still caerfully holding his chin.Derek gave him another nod before turning around, prepping Stiles’ board.
And sure enough, about 30min later Stiles was able to jump and stand on his board correctly. Derek gave him a proud, teethy smile and nodded towards the water. “Now... Let’s try the same thing in the water.”
Ten minutes of paddling in the water later, Derek sat on his board and demonstrated popping up once more. Stiles watched as Derek got on in one smooth motion, riding the small wave expertly.
Derek paddled back to where Stiles’ was seated on Scott’s board. He pushed himself to a sitting position and pushed his wet hair from his forehead.
“Think you got this?” he asked and Stiles gulped. He took a deep breath, eyes shortly scanning the beach for the others who were watching them before looking straight at Derek again. He nodded.
“Good,” Derek answered. “Then get ready.” He looked behind them, watching a wave coming up. “You can catch this one. I’ll be right with you. You got this.”
The two of them got into position and when they found themselves close to the peak, Derek shouted “paddle, paddle, paddle” prompting Stiles to paddle with his arms as if there was no tomorrow.
“Jump!” Derek instructed and Stiles pushed himself up as quick and smoothly as he could.
“YES!!!!” Derek screamed as he watched Stiles catch his very first wave, feet planted firmly on the board as he rode for a few meters. When his board slowed down, Stiles jumped from the board, crashing into the water rather unvceremoniously. But he didn’t find it in himelf to care.
When he broke the surface, his face almost split from the huge grin on his face.Derek paddled over, a grin almost as big on his face. “Told you you’d be able to do it!” Stiles pulled himself onto the board, answering the high-five Derek offered him before turning his head to the shoreline.
“SUCK ON THAT, DICKHEADS!” he screamed from the top of his lungs accommodated by his hands held high above his head, flipping his friends off.
Derek just laughed as he watched the younger one, a fond glint in his eyes.
Another hour later, Derek and Stiles were still in the water.Stiles had ended up falling a few times while trying to catch bigger waves than that first one, but he found himself to not care much, the joy of allt he times he did manage to catch a wave outshining any frustration he might feel the times he didn’t.He and Derek sat on Derek’s board, Scott’s board swimming close to them, still attached to Stiles’ ankle. "Wrap-up session" Derek had explained when he had patted his board, urging Stiles to join him.
“So... how did I do, teach?” Stiles joked and Derek shook his head slightly in amusement. Stiles nudged him with his knee. “Come on. You can be frank with me... I mean, I did fall quite a bit there. But..” He scrunched up his nose, wiggling his head a little trying to get some reply out of Derek.
Derek lipped his lips and nudged Stiles’ knee back. “You were amazing,” he said in a low and earnest voice that made Stiles’ face heat up and chest grow tight.“Amazing?” Stiles asked, a shy smile on his face, and Derek nodded.
“Amazing. As expected.”
That made Stiles huff an embarrassed laugh, pushing against Derek’s shoulder.  “Yeah right,” he said. “As if ‘amazing’ is a word people actually associate with me,” he mumbled but when he looked up he found Derek looking straight at him, face open and honest. “I do.”
Stiles’ heart skipped a beat and for a few moments all he could do was stare at Derek, mouth slightly agape with disbelief that Derek - Derek Hale - had just said that. About him of all people.
“I trust your capabilities,” Derek said, eyes wandering to where Stiles had started to fist them into the wet fabric of his swim shorts. “I trust you,” he added and Stiles huffed out the breath he had held.
For a few moments Stiles just watched Derek. Who suddenly seemed unable to look Stiles’ in the eyes anymore. And Stiles felt lightheaded with the realization what Derek’s words actually meant.
Derek trusted him. He knew that. But that wasn’t what Derek had meant when he had said the words. Stiles knew Derek long enough to understand his words the way they were intended - as a love confession.
And it made him light-headed and giddy and tense and hot and cold... all at the same time. Because yes. He had hoped for this moment, prayed for it, for the past couple of years. In between all the times they were at each others throat, bickering, saving each others' life more times than they could count.
He had long been Derek's. And he had hoped, against all the doubt and self-depreciation in his mind, that maybe someday Derek might feel the same.
“I trust you, too,” he said in a voice so low it was barely a whisper. And given the bright, relieved smile on Derek's face the were had understood Stiles, too.
For a moment they just looked at each other, the bright orange and red from the setting sun reflecting in their eyes.
It was Derek who moved first, reaching out and cupping Stiles' face with one hand as he leaned forward. Stiles closed his eyes for a moment, nestling against Derek's palm before leaning forward to meet Derek's lips. 
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eldritchmist · 2 years
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Feb 28: Write a oneshot about your favourite rare-pair
Okay, so it's my very first oneshot I ever wrote so read it carefully :D
Mistocavity fluff based on an artwork I'm currently working (and will reblog this illustrated with it). Inspiration was the song of the same name by Lord of the Lost feat. Scarlet Dorn.
I love the way you say my name
Macavity's hands wandered slowly down on the slim, black furred body, caressing away the last sparks of the delight they had just a few moments ago. The rain knocked hardly on the old window and the deep voice was just as rumbling like the receding thunder.
- Mistoffelees
The black cat couldn't hide his smile. Mistoffelees. Not Misto, not Mist, not other pet names, just Mistoffelees. Macavity calls him always on his full name and it was somewhat suitably strange. And it felt oddly...proper? Maybe. He never wanted to be someone's darling, sweetheart or - Everlasting help - baby. He also put lots of effort to stop Tugger calling him Sparkles, without a single hint of success. Most of the Jellicles call him Misto and his full name used just in serious cases. Hearing it face to face sounds naturally just from Macavity.
Mistoffelees smiled again and opened his eyes, a bit startled for a moment as the golden eyes of the big, red cat were just centimeters apart from his face. Macavity was lying on his side, with smiling eyes and curious expression.
- I thought you dozed.
Mistoffelees stretched. - I was thinking.
Macavity's curious look came more expressive as he raised on his elbows and tilted his head. A small thought that he is not less curious than his younger brother at all, made the black cat chuckle.
- I wonder why you call me always on my full name. - he said. Macavity's brows raised with surprise before the typical, one-sided smirk appeared on his face.
- Well - he answered, touching lightly a black ear - I like the story your name is from. - the smirk wided - Your almost full name, I mean.
- Oh - Mistoffelees looked at him in surprise - so you know, what my real full name shoud be.
The red cat nodded, smiling. - Mephistopheles. The demon from the story of Doctor Faust.
Mistoffelees felt a sudden odd feeling in his chest as he heard this name. The almost forgotten memory of the voice of his father rumbled in his ears. No one, literally no one used this name after that night. The last night before he and his sister teleported to the woods for saving their life. The last night before coming to the Junkyard. The last night he has parents.
He fell back into the reality as he felt a large, warm hand on his own. Macavity looked down to him, worrying. Mistoffelees sighed and shooed away the memories as he forced out a small smile.
- I just thought of my parents. You know, my father was a real fan of Faust's story, he grabbed every single opportunity to see it as theater, ballet, whatever he could sneak in. He even met my mother at a ballet production of Faust. And when he first saw me as a kitten, he immediately wanted to name me after the demon.
- I don't blame him - Macavity laughed - It's a kind of a story and you are kind of a cat. Besides you could play Mephistopheles with your bare face. But why they skip letters from it?
- Oh - Mistoffelees laughed and recognized the heavy feeling fading from his heart - my mother was very inconsistent with naming her kitten after a demon, so father decided to drop some letters and said that no one will recognize the original one. Mother was suspicious but agreed, particulary after father said nothing when she named my sister after a human queen.
Macavity nuzzled his head and pulled him into his arms. The thunder was over, the sky cleared and the light of the first stars started to appear. Mistoffelees felt the rumble resonating from Macavity's chest as he spoke:
- You are my little demon, Mistoffelees. Or, do you prefer an other form of address?
Mistoffelees buried his smile into the thick red fur.
- Not at all. I love the way you say my name.
Notes:
1. Mistoffelees is named after Mephistopheles, the demon from Faust. It's a fact.
2. In most of the productions, Mephistopheles's face are the same kind of black and white like Mistoffelees's and they use a recognizable black 'V' pattern on the forehead, which also appears on some of the Misto's (included my own Misto design).
3. In my hc Mistoffelees and Victoria are twins/littermates and their parents are an eldritch cat, who appears as a stage-magician named Faustus among regular cats (father) and a white ballet cat (mother). One day the cats of the theatre found out that the father is not a normal cat and the company started to fear, banned the mother and attacked them. Faustus teleported the kittens into the woods near the Junkyard to save them, planning to pick them when the fight is over. But it never happened, because both of the parents died and the Jellicles found the kittens days after the fight. Later Munkustrap and Alonzo found out, that the whole theater burned down and everyone died, including the parents. The Jellicles adopted the kittens after that.
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meandmyechoes · 2 years
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okay let me say a few words about Hot Toys Ahsoka. 
I’m so impressed with the result, I couldn’t believe it was actually better than the sample. Though it shouldn’t came as a surprise for how much favouritism the brand’s boss put in Star Wars (and Boba). The details is freakin’ awesome. THEY EVEN MADE VEINS IN HER EYES. The lekku are all bendable which is super exciting. She looks younger and I think they took the gloss off her lips, but they still forgot her manicure and gave her the same potato bag instead of a grey cloak lol. Well at least that matches her Master’s poncho. I can’t wait to give her all the nice outfits and at that moment, I said I’m gonna “BUY” her nice clothes because i don’t trust my ability to make them haha.
For imporvments, there’s this, kind of obvious peek of white under her head from the back (it shoud be orange/flesh - lekku linkage point is higher than we usually thought). I just loled at this point ‘cos I was already overwhelmed by the fact that they get the hind lek being blue-based right. Second thing, she could definitely use a dry brush of pastel on the lekku for contours (re: Koto soka). The colour was so flat it literally looks like a lego piece. Maybe a little blush on the body as well, since I’m not allowed to redress her anyway. (video)
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I’ve only been using this pic (回眸! such a shojo pose!) as home screen for just one night and my heart skips a beat every time, I don’t, I don’t think it can take it. Curiously though, I think the side glance actually looks cuter? (and I’ve been thinking about if I should draw one for... the august project, as I learned of the history of doll’s side-glances), in other words, it’s very risky to have her gaze straight forward, much like how Koto looks only kinda odd up front.
Either way, I’m super excited to have her so I can make measurements and confirm whether or not the body I had in mind fits her. The seamless joint we so worry about breaking seem to only be in the elbows but not the shoulders, so HT’s should last pretty okay. But after watching an entire video I’m still not sure if she has feet and they demanded you do NOT take anything off so. I thought I could do away with a jointed body but seeing that I MUST buy a seamless one. I want to take her to the best places and take so many pictures ohhhhhhhh
Rewind: I was taking a nap when I got my friend's text, I jump-sat up and was frantically searching for my glasses. I was blown away by how real she looks. The first thing that strikes me was the (lack of) joints, and the poses. She looks so much like a real person. Some pics are like, if you tell me that’s a cosplayer I’d believe you. Admittedly, it’s not the definitive pixel Ahsoka but she is so pretty as a figure. And it was such a deal at this price I don’t know what to say. “MA SHE’S SO PRETTYYYY” was basically the only thing I was capable of saying for the next 30 minutes. But I was also seething because I didn’t get the pick-up text. I still remeber that day, delaying for a whole afternoon to avoid the queue and prentending I was a funcitonal member of society so I can make a GROWN-UP purchase, so naive of me (smh) - if only HT uses its eshop. So it was 26th August, 2020 that I pre-ordered her, and it has been one and a half year. I joked about how I could give birth to a live baby before she arrives. She was rumoured to be released since last October and I think the latest covid wave delayed her a bit from a late Feburary release as well. I don’t know when it will get to me but hopefully within a week to two. Sideshow listed Anakin as March but I'm not confident until April.
MOST important of all, of why I’m writing this at 1 am on a school night, is I just finished two assignments in her honour. I know, I’m supposed to do my homework, but I felt, cleansed, revitalized, energized by the arrival of my baby girl... just the thought of I can spend a weekend alone with her at home feels like promised land (embarrassed laugh). And I just feel like I could get through it! I need to be on my best and finished every work so I can run to her as soon as I receive the text. And I’m going to be in my Sunday best and clean my room to bring her home. The only kind of sad thing is I only have one of her :(. I don’t think the prices is ever going down... or maybe when casual fans want to clear collections for Mandoka’s release :(... Fingers crossed for HT Rebels Ahsoka, and (SS’s) animted Ahsoka!
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kittyprincessofcats · 2 years
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Olympic Team Event - Men SP
Some (mostly angry) rambles from someone who hasn’t watched FS in a while and just watched this^ lol. Not NC friendly.
- First of all: Obligatory reminder about the human rights violations and concentration camps in China and that the Olympics absolutely should NOT be held there. (Is there any news on Peng Shuai yet, btw?)
- Secondly: Reminder that the Team Event in figure skating is a scam in the first place, doesn’t have fair rules, doesn’t give athletes from smaller feds the chance to win a medal, was literally just invented by the big feds to be able to call even more of their athletes Olympic champions/medalists because they’re literally guaranteed to win them and they’ve been abusing that to hell and back. REMINDER THAT TEAM MEDALS DON’T COUNT. (I’m already vomiting at the thought of Russia calling all their athletes Olympic champions after this...)
- Speaking of Russia... They’re allowed to be here why again? Like, what’s the point of letting them compete and just giving their team a different name? That name even has “Russia” in it so like... And they even have the flag colors right there on their oufits?? How is this any different from Russia literally just being there?? How does this help with the doping problem in any way? Why won’t anyone make that country face actual consequences???
- I want to punch James/Radford in the face every time I see them. I hate how the German commentator praised them while completely leaving out... that story, and how viewers who only tune in for the Olympics won’t know. (Dear Olympics-only viewers: Vanessa James is an abuse apologist (her previous partner sexually abused a 13-year-old and she knew about it), Eric Radford betrayed his previous partner by not telling her he teamed up with someone new, and the two of them didn’t even fairly qualify for these Olympics but got the spot anyway over the pair that actually shoud have gotten it (Walsh/Michaud) - and, if rumors are to be believed, Vanessa James then even taunted Evelyn Walsh about it. So yeah - don’t support James/Radford please.
- I really can’t deal with this German commentator’s hard-on for NC. He literally praises him right before going on a rant about how important artistry is... As we Germans would say: Genau mein Humor.
- “Brilliant from the first second to the last; he’s in shape of being an Olympic Champion.” Shut the actual hell up, that program was boring af, I literally wanted to skip it the whole time. How the actual HELL does anyone watch this with their own two eyes and think it’s anywhere close to being on the same level as Yuzu? HOW?? I’m literally done being polite about this. There should be no compeition here. If you think NC is anywhere close to being in Yuzu’s league, I just have to believe you’re lying on purpose at this point.
- “It’s not possible to skate better than this?” ARE YOU DUMB OR SOMETHING?? YES IT IS?? HAVE YOU SEEN SHOMA RIGHT BEFORE THIS? And I don’t even like Shoma that much anymore (his misogynistic opinions kinda ruined his skating for me, tbh), but freaking come on.
- “For me, he would get a 10 in 3 out of 5 PCS categories” … Are you kidding me? Yes, this is still the commentator talking about NC. At this point I seriously think these commentators are all getting paid off for saying this or they’re in on some elaborate scheme we don’t know about. I really don’t get it.
- (I’d switch to somewhere where I can watch without commentary, but I don’t want to spend money on these Olympics – human rights violations in china and all that.)
- How the hell did freaking Grassl become No. 1 in world standings again? I’ve been out of the loop for too long lol
- “I don’t know why Daniel doesn’t get higher component scores, I don’t think he’s that far off from Nathan Chen.” Who’s… who’s gonna tell him?
- Morisi’s half-assed cartwheel hurt my eyes and once again made me super depressed that Rika isn’t there to do a proper one – this world isn’t fair.
- The ironic thing is, I actually enjoyed watching this during the first group. I was all… aww, this is nice, I’ve missed skating… and then NC stepped on the ice and it’s like… oh, nevermind, the fun is gone. It’s just the same feeling as with the Russian girls: I know he’s going to be overscored af and that dread of how bad it’ll be just sucks the joy out of the competition.
- At least Yuzu’s WR is safe – I literally had to frantically check lol
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