good morning persons of the internet
accidentally came across a tgcf fanvid set to that one ‘sakura sakura’ song
and the final one for today, the only one that’s on time, is this lovely boy! my prompt was “pattern” :)
Inktober Day 10
Just got my discharge letter from the eating disorders service (and mental health services in general). It didn’t contain anything I didn’t already know but still it’s floored me. There’s some things it feels devastating to read in black and white in that clinically detached and objective third person style that they learn at medical school. I am really bloomin’ sad. The journey doesn’t have to stop here. I can still get better.
Me: *opens my notebook to jot down a couple of notes for the fic I’m working on*
Also me: *ends up writing an entire unplanned chapter instead*
talked about mental health, panic attacks and anxiety with a friend. and i wish i could fill the lives of everyone i love with hugs and light.
ya girl Alice with her 400 IQ spent several hours over the weekend making new pics and then forgot to queue them up
Right now I’m at the point where I just want to cry every minute
wanted to say: sorry i’ve been a bit absent here. started another year @ college about a month ago and it’s pummeling me LOL
I work like a lot this week
Somehow i am almost done with this and i have only just now fully stabbed myself for the second time
I started replacing my late morning, afternoon, late afternoon, and early evening coffees with chai tea (actual leaf no concentrate) because my cortisol levels are really high and 2 weeks in I definitely dont feel as frazzled but it just doesnt taste as good it makes me a lil bummed
When villanelle pulls a knife on eve in the kitchen and puts her face near her neck and notices she’s wearing HER PERFUME!! How bout u just kill me then!!!!!
i could never b christine bc when i’d get to the "dude i swear here check my arm” bit you’d see a ton of scars LMAO
good fucking night everyone i love you. my queue will be back on tomorrow so like. sorry if it was weird that i dipped for a bit. i did reblog some stuff but it wasn’t any where near my usual posting amount. i don’t think anyone noticed or cared tho so we gucci. anyways gn. regularly scheduled programming back up in the morn. love y’all
our baby’s back!
Renfrew…..? Who knows. Idk. I’m afraid they’ll tell me I don’t meet criteria or something.
With complete honesty, if The OA doesn’t get renewed after this movement I will actually cry.
hit the ♡ for a wedding / happily ever after based starter from eveline