#sorry for all the venting

[pastafossa]

This is just going to be me being sad and venting about my day struggling with the fiberglass dust so feel free to scroll by, I won't judge.

I've spent hours trying to vacuum up the fiberglass dust and I feel like I've barely made a dent. I'm throwing out a lot, and a lot of it I could handle, like my old comfy recliner that probably wasn't going to fit the room all that well, or my little fabric end tables.

But some, like the little paper and fur lion puppet my mom got for me when she visited China, were far too fragile to clean with a vaccuum or lint roller or damp rags. Worse, things like that are irreplacable. My mom's retired now; she doesn't travel for business anymore, so there's no getting another puppet with that kind of meaning. That's the kind of stuff I cried over while throwing away.

#pasta life update #i had a very depressing day throwing things away #i cried a lot today #for some reason finding my little beloved daredevil beanie knocked on the floor and covered in dust just broke me #i'm going to try to save it like my shirts but i don't know #losing my little lion puppet hurt #he looked like one of the lions you see during the lion dances around the chinese new year #had little bells so he'd jingle when you moved him #and i hurt so much at the end of the day #because disability and chronic pain don't mix with trying to clean all this up #but unless i can find some cleaning company that'll handle fiberglass i don't have much of a choice #i wish i could curl up in my own bed #at least i accepted this is going to take a while and set up an air matress downstairs #sorry for all the venting #i'm just tired and achy and depressed and needed to spill somewhere

[ghosttownwherenoonegoes]

I need a Wayne Lecture™️ because the new uni year started four days ago and I haven't done anything because work is a hungry demobat and I have no energy left after a shift, just enough to make dinner, do the dishes, shower, brush my hair, and then it's usually like 7pm by the time I get to sit down after waking up at 5am and then I still have to study and the clock ticks the evening away and I'm just sitting here and not doing anything and jesus fucking christ what the fuck am I doing I'm ruining everything alreadyyyyy ~ hasdfghjkl; I need/want Wayne🥺🥺🥺🥺 I'm not joking when I say that five minutes sat outside on the benches with him would Fix Me™️.

I really am struggling to not say "I hate myself" because if I say it, I know I mean it. So I'm not gonna say it because I don't want it to be true but uhh.... yeah. I'm struggling to like myself atm. I'm just.... not the Eri I wanna be, the Eri I should be, and I hate it so much.

Are my standards too damn high for myself? Yep. Is it ruining my self-perception? Yep. Is it ironic that I'm a psych student and therefore should know how to correct these cognitive distortions? Yep. But alas... we can't see to the ends of our noses.

But Wayne would be able to see the tip of my nose and he'd know how to help and I'd spend the rest of my life trying to thank him for it and never feeling like it's enough.🥺

#i'm done being a whiny bitch now i'll study and do some asks #sorry for all the venting

[bibuckbuckley]

Feeling like shit atm

#kj vents #sorry for all the venting

[jainkoa]

My whole current living situation is so embarrassing lol

#also my brother just keeps driving me up the wall #sorry for all the venting

[meows-on-you]

Love the fact that it's apparently my job to find our missing cat. Even tho my mother is the reason she got out in the first place. But no I have to do everything because dragging a litteraly box outside is soooo harddd and your just soooo tiredddd mother. Betcha if this was her cat or my sister's cat she wouldn't be saying that.

#vent #sorry for all the venting #i just need to tell someone other than my bf this shit #not like i can talk to my therapist because she never communicates with me #i love how responsible the adults in my life are #/s #the adults in my life are more like teenagers than most of the kids in my highschool

[ilovethebittertaste]

Behind every mentally ill person

Is a secret tumbler account they vent on to strangers

#tw self destructive behavior #tw depressing thoughts #tw self destruction #tw depressing stuff #depressing quotes #sorry for being depressing #tw self sabotage #self h@rm #self loathing #self destruction #ed vent #ed not sherran #ana bllog #@na vent #vent post #vent #actually mentally ill #mentally unstable #mentally fucked #secret account #we’re all doomed #we’re all going through this #tw ed diet #tw ana diary

[sketchy-tour]

I can't see you. Do you see me? 👁️👁️

#scopophobia #eye strain #bright colors #creepy #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home wally #wally darling #wally darling fanart #welcome home fanart #wh wally #wh wally darling #wally welcome home #hello hello dont mind me! Tried to experiment. Not too good with “creepy” art so heres an attempt! #Wally practice!!!! #Maybe not the best but hey! I tried! #my style really doesnt lend well to outright horror #this particular style is actually one I use for personal vent art! Thought maybe it would be a good starting point #put all the warnings I could think of in the tags oh I hope its all good and I don't end up bothering anyone with suddenly RED ART!!!! #ANYWAY LOVE YALL MWAH MWAH SORRY IF THIS FEELS LIKE A JUMPSCARE ON MY USUAL COLORFUL PAGE LMAO #my art #sketches

[insignificantfailure]

im so fucking useless

#all I do is consume without contributing anything to society #i feel so guilty for eating breathing taking up space buying things producing trash wasting people's time and energy #literally my existence has no meaning #why am i alive #literally w.o.r.t.h.l.e.s.s. #tw depressive #tw depressing thoughts #tw depression #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #im exhausted #i hate everything #i hate my self #more than anyone else #i dread having to exist #self h@te #i'm sad #mentally tired #vent #venting #personal

[starlightswait]

i really don’t think i recognize myself anymore

#personal #sorry for all the venting #we are sadly deep in the depressive episode throes

[lazylittledragon]

this sounds like such 14-year-old bullshit but nobody prepares you for how you feel when you realise that some of your friends actually don't really like or care about you that much

#ramble #so when your 'friends' were totally ok with you maybe being homeless. that's something to think about #like it's so weird when your anxiety has been telling you that people hate you and then you ACTUALLY have it confirmed #sorry for all the vents recently i am not doing well

[ellydrawsstuff]

"Please just stay here with me"

#hazbin hotel #charlie morningstar #vaggie #chaggie #charlie x vaggie #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin fanart #The inner demons can be brutal #Having a supportive partner doesn't magically make the yelling go away but they can be there to try and help comfort #Sometimes all you can do is be there #Fluffy art coming soon tm but not today #Little miss sunshine isn't immune to self loathing is my belief and it makes her a deeper character :) #tw self loathing #tw selfhate #angst #vent art #vent #Sorry if I missed a tw I tried to tag the ones I know

[mushramoo]

fuck ai “art” fuck nfts fuck deepfakes fuck all of it. Yes I’m including ai covers of songs and Disney/Pixar ai posters. stop fucking turning the few things humans can make that weren’t created to fuel capitalism into void husks of visual and auditory garbage

#sorry I’m just really fucking tired of it all #it gets to me #vent #mooing #I don’t care how pretty it is #there’s no person behind it #no feeling

[bibuckbuckley]

Great now my doctor canceled my appointment for tomorrow and I really needed to go to that. That + plus other things happening with my family, this day just keeps getting better and better 😭

#kj vents #sorry for all the venting #today is just one of those days

[themisterhip]

The sillys 🧛😝✨

#spiderman #spiderman across the spiderverse #spiderman 2099 #miguel o'hara #atsv miguel #lyla #lyla across the spiderverse #art #i don't know why but i've been feeling down lately #i think i'm having a crisis cause my bitrhday is soon and the comissions as well #and add to that my school just gave us final exams when i thoight they were over so #surviving of the fittest :D #shljsks anyway sorry for venting #hope you all like the drawing #i'll be going back to comissions and all #lots of love for you all!! #thanks and bye #<3 #barbie #barbie movie #meme

[turtletoads]

thinking about those cora lives aus but they never explain how he’s alive, so i always assume its this scenario

#havent posted in a bit hiiiiiii *waving aggressively #my art #fanart #digital art #sketch #one piece #one piece fanart #donquixote doflamingo #donquixote rosinante #one piece corazon #one piece doflamingo #trafalgar d water law #originally from ad/vent/ure time #its 4 over here sooo good night 🤠 #rosi could never shoot his brother but its funny to think about #edit: this shit is so fuckigm embarassing to me now. i had a goddamn nightmare after drawing this #jeueysus. this shit fucking sucks im so sorry i subjugated you all to this

[nonranghaes]

"it's just me."

you barely get a chance to roll onto your back before soonyoung's already climbing onto the bed and somewhat on top of you and your blankets, and it's only seconds later that he crashes. it's far from the first time this has happened (soonyoung is clingy and cuddly, especially when he's sleepy), but he manages to knock the wind out of you nonetheless. he rests his head on your chest, and you wiggle an arm out to curl around him as best as you can in your semi-trapped position.

"soonyoung--"

"just go back to sleep," he murmurs. "everything's fine."

you stroke his hair, thumb dipping down to graze his cheek at one point. "soonie--"

"i mean it," he says, eyes peering up in the low light to see yours. "i'm fine. just need to nap." his hand finds yours, and he wraps your arm around him as he snuggles in. he plants a kiss against your chest before resting his head against it again, eyes fluttering shut. "you can rest a little longer, too."

you settle back down after a moment, arms wrapped around soonyoung as you shut your eyes again. sometimes you swear this tiger is a teddy bear, but regardless of which he is, he's yours.

#nonranghaes.thoughts #seventeen drabbles #seventeen fluff #seventeen x reader #hoshi x reader #hoshi fluff #kwon soonyoung x reader #kwon soonyoung fluff #nonranghaes.svt #hi sorry i just. needed to write something short n soft #tw for medical stuff in the tags but i need to call hospice abt a catheter bc shes... getting weaker ultimately #which. i dont know if i should be Worried or if this is normal for someone in her condition yknow? #we've started tracking how much she eats bc shes never rly ate much like. Ever. and its hard to know when shes fully pulling back from food #most of the time though its just... quiet. she just sleeps a lot. i dont know what to make of it... #anyway sorry for the small vent here im just... getting through it all ig #i need a soonyoung to cuddle with and to help me feel like i can make it through this