Overgrown vegetation, merging and intertwined with fallen trees and a collection of various debris have taken over the last remnants of a path few remember exist or seek to travel.
Pressing through hostile barriers from nature's natural reclaiming defenses, easy to become lost,the mind becomes tired and desire to turn around begins to burn through the thoughts that take up residence, evaporating the drive that feeds the expedition.
A catch in the throat, intake of breath held, reactions of first sight of the small patch of sloping roof, covered in the same moss that clings to the trees, had one failed to look in the right direction and know what to look for they would continue their journey like most and pass right by without knowing. Some structures naturally stay invisible to most.
Maybe we don't dare choose to see.
Pushing through to see the entire structure you realize it isn't what one typically has envisioned, the roof has caved in, decades of weather, lack of care and weakening weapon of time has taken its toll.
Windows opaque from dust, cracked in some places, spider lines of stress tenderly clinging to survive , others places gaping holes where glass once stood its ground, now laying in pieces unseen.
Your heart begins to slide into your chest, disappointment flushing across your mind, yet you move closer to the door. The one you have desired to open, the one that draws.
Trepidation, uncertainty as you reach for the doorknob, still firm in its wooden cradle, cold to the touch, a slight catch as you turn it and the slide mechanism fights from its home in the frame and you hear the click of release.
Pushing lightly, you feel resistance, years of life have blocked it's natural swinging arc of travel, hinges bind and once free scream with torment of performing the action, one that should be easy, one that they were designed but have seldom done.
Finger tips pause and linger, resting on the weathered worn wood exterior. Chipped surface varnish flaking into dust on the skin.
Should one bother a space this secluded,disturb it's solitude, a place so withdrawn and guarded from life?
What right does one have to allow their heart to beat, blood to flow, lungs to pull in air inside this uninvited space?
Maybe one will be disappointed what lies inside.
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I dream alone
Sometimes I feel as if I wasted my life,
Chasing the right words to paint blank pages
With pastel colours that cannot erase
All the dark memories trapped insides these bones.
But every night I feel as if I lived a thousand times,
With every new story that I ink
Fickle ghosts from the past come to haunt,
Tragic phantoms birthed from dust, centuries before me.
With every new poem, I become someone else,
Transcend in a separate realm where time dissipates
With each second I mark pages with worlds,
With each word, I continue to dream alone.
~ A. A. Roman
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If i could I would tie you up
Bind your arms your defenses
If i could I would cover your eyes
Awaken your senses of sound and touch
Remove the relied upon sight to come to conclusions
If i could I would leave my marks on your flesh
Craft my poetry on your skin where I desire to roam
Every bruise, bite, scratch a syllable of poetry on your canvas
A story only I could read, a novel only you would feel
Volumes of desire written with deepest emotions
If i could I would feast
Not to hurriedly consume
To slowly treasure your flavor upon my teeth
If i could I would devour
Not just the surface of your body
Dig deep into the marrow of your bone
If i could I would leave my essence deep in your soul
My energy flowing in your blood
Relishing every muscle contraction of your heart
If i could I would embed myself in your cells
Permiate your thoughts and dreams
If i could I would disable the mechanism of time
Elongate every moment, every touch I lay upon you
Spend every moment bringing you to rapture and release
Mapping every muscle curve, taste and thought of you to memory
My greatest voyage, never ending travels
If i could I would mark you as mine
Every moment desired, every second needed
Day or night
Every breath I take, every action I partake you would be my focus
My delight, my joy, my pleasure, my addiction
If I could I would hold your hand
Fight for your dreams, lay with your demons
No thought too dark
No detail too trivial
No moment I'd leave your side
If i could I would make you mine
Come home to you no matter the way
Hold your beating heart in my hands
Knowing it's all I'd ever need
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