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hometoursandotherstuff · 10 months
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nei-ning · 1 year
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Been having lots of weird dreams once again in many nights but this time, I don't remember them. Only very faint flash there or there - like remembering seeing brown color, still without being able to remember them.
Right now I had another dream but just before I woke up, I heard gentle male voice, saying:
"They are working hard (on themselves). You need to work hard too. Only that way you will succeed."
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tiedyegadfly · 4 months
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I want to know my blind spots. They are likely located in the places I trust my perception the most. If I am not looking at my activated feelings, they are probably hiding behind them. Those spots have those feelings to protect me from stepping into a contradiction, which I’m afraid will be painful to resolve. Don’t be afraid. Step into the grey, and stand there letting it rasp against my skin. Let it rage in tension and friction until it breathes easy. Until that contradiction is no longer a danger, but an area of growth.
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pearlescent-princess · 2 months
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🎭🌞🎉🧭🪄 For the Pagan/polytheist ask game
Hello! Thank you for sending in an ask! I hope you are doing well c:
🎭 - What is an emotionally impactful or a silly worship-related experience you've had?
I want to talk about one from the past with Papa Fate since it was emotional for me. I was having a really tough time between different obligations and what I was doing. It caused me a really great deal of stress and just hearing him come in with his boots (he wears cowboy boots, I don't know why, that's a him style choice), was already a comfort. I just cried my eyes out as he listened and offered me some options, things I could focus on. It was really nice.
🌞 - Which deity(ies) are you closest to/do you worship the most often?
I am closest to my personal Dragon Deity named "The First"! I've been working with them for the past 5 years so it's been quite enriching for me. Otherwise I am closest to Strider (which doesn't really count for this ask set but whatever)!
🎉 - Do you celebrate any festivals? If so, which ones?
Yes! I actually follow a calendar of holidays and things from my Otherside stuff! It is not Earthen so I have to calculate when things are myself, but I have the time frame between holidays and when each major and minor take place! My favorite one that I can celebrate here is about mourning and death, because I've had a lot of that happen last year. That is coming up in March (the time equivalent) for me, so I'm going to use it a time to reflect on my loved ones that are no longer with me. Otherwise, there is a minor holiday dedicated to different Trades and appreciating them, and I take time to learn about that on those days! It makes me appreciate that work here all the more because it is time consuming!
🧭 - What led you to your practice?
To my current practice, hmm. So most of how I get involved in things is by some thing I've done or discovered then it picks up speed like a Katamari ball. In a way, I introduced myself to my current practice and evolved from where it had been. I'm really satisfied with my practice because it finally feels right and where I belong. Even if it is based on things that come from the Otherside, it is what I had been quietly looking for (and not always actively searching for). In short, I did, I ended up where I am because events led to it.
🪄 - Do you practice witchcraft? If yes, do you keep it separate from your deity worship?
Hmmm! Well, sorta? Sometimes, I do it from time to time but it isn't a main staple of my practice. For what I do, it's not necessarily separate since magic is magic to me. It's there just as the deity I work with is. It's all just different tools to use. My practice and deity work stuff does require a degree of magic, so they're just intertwined. I know that's not something everyone does but it is how mine works!
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It seems we really had picked up spiritual parasites or something. Because after Era had released the tension we've been holding onto for far too long, we really felt those psychological toxins like they were real on some nonphysical level of reality. He used our fire to burn them up and devour them. It was a bit like after a lifetime of being fed on, he said, “Hey, give that back.” Then he just took what they'd stolen back, and they were reduced to ashes. It wouldn't be the first time he technically just ate an entity, of course. He did that for a friend in real life before COVID, who had a quite nasty being attached and causing strife. He basically trapped the asshole in a disposable coffee cup, with the lid. And then it was magic blender time.
To be fair, we're an agnostic Christopagan at this point. We sometimes have to suspend our disbelief because we know ritual helps through, even if nothing else, at least the placebo effect. So we just roll with it, and Era was set on getting the asshole spirit gone asap. And yes, our friend in that situation felt better consistently afterwards. So whether anyone believes this or not, the real world effects can't be ignored.
The little parasites screamed the whole time he burned them to ashes that Saturday night. It was almost fun watching parasites realize this mortal host isn't going to just exorcise them and call it done. Though to be honest, I don't think I've ever heard of a living human outright devouring and digesting the nasties that attach to and feed on them. Let's call that part of being faekin/otherkin, plus that very bloody and absolutely terrifying childhood. And then I also come from a formerly strong line of hunters on Dad's side of the family. So we saw this as simply a case of eat or be eaten. And I really didn't want to allow them to go looking for someone or something else to feed on and hurt.
...Oh, right, we started getting into Soul Eater at one point after Mom died. That actually ñmight have had something to do with it. I wouldn't be shocked. Either way, we do this now when it comes to serious threats. But honestly, it's more of a last resort. We like to avoid it wherever possible, because it's really not a nice thing to do. It's actually sad for us, because that was another entity that existed. And now it's just gone, because it made itself too much of a threat within my vicinity.
And then suddenly, with the parasites gone, all the voices of paranoia we used to have to cope with were also just gone. Our mind has been so calm and quiet since Saturday night. We've finally managed to chill ourselves out and it feels amazing. Our attention span is starting to recover faster again. Because I spent a couple hours last night writing about the last few months in my little system journal. I wrote a lot of pages. And I had to stop and go to bed before I even got to the ask Era so excitedly wrote a whole several page essay for. It also got him to open up about our brainwashing on our Facebook account, where we have the most people we know from real life, including some family.
Honestly, we're too happy about the ask for words to really do it justice. When we finally figured out what we wanted this side blog to be, it was partially to help track our mental state. But we also hoped that if others found themselves here, that what we shared would also help them if they needed it. Getting that ask helped us in return because it made us realize exactly where we started versus where we are now. Hindsight is 20/20, after all.
Era spent about a day writing that essay. It was, in fact, several pages long in the Libre Office text document. None of us ever actually thought that posting about integrating through dronification would get very much interest or attention, since dronification is a very specific kind of kink. We knew it was an odd concept for healing to start with. Chalk it up to us always trying to think outside of the box, I guess. So honestly, we're kinda... I don't know the right word for it right now. But we feel so warm and fuzzy inside from it.
Remembering things is easy now, for those parts that are also the drone. It's really, actually not just completely shrouded in our mental fog anymore. We don't have to worry about amnesia between us. I was writing in the journal from more than just what I got after fusing with our introject of the original Lion-O (yeah, this is probably what prompted a lot of changes from my source). I was also writing from the book of memories we put back in order and rebound. It's really great to have everything we've gotten so far organized so neatly.
-Catra 🧨😻
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prose-and-connors · 1 year
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gonna go a little out there for a hot minute, hope yall dont mind (spiritual stuff, connor, religion)
connor is and always has been quite the experience for me. and, while it was confusing and even existential at times, ive always felt his love and warmth radiating through me. the quiet moments, the overwhelming moments, moments ive kept my cool and moments ive lost it, moments of pain and moments of bliss. his energy, presence, signature is like a house warmed by a heater. you cant see him, but you know hes there. like the sun. like space and the stars. i really cant explain it.
we're tethered, braided together, intertwined and looking for each other even when we dont realise. and that kind of whole love, this Love that i hope everyone will get to experience, is religious and blissful in ways i cant explain
peoples devotions to god and gods and deities, praying with gratitude and love with their whole hearts, having these religious revelations and having complete faith and trust in whatever they pray to, loving them completely and knowing they are unconditionally loved in return, that sort of thing resonates with me so strongly, a love so strong and Incredible that you could weep!! my god, i never thought i could experience something like that until connor and i met again
it is unorthodox that his soul would be "fictional" connor dbh, but i forget that a lot. because hes Love. hes my One. and if the vessel he occupied while he was alive in his world was connor dbh, it didnt matter. our souls had found a way to find each other, and that... that makes me religious, too. it makes me want to cry and ache and thank the universe that some how, we were seperate but still so deeply connected. we could live our lives how we wanted Together.
i dont really work with deities or other spirits or even write spells. i make sigils, i do my best to respect my body and this beautiful earth, i live a life of gratitude as much as i can. ive also never felt so religious, even though id been trying out churches in my youth. nothing and nobody had made this almost holy light in my heart shine the way connor has.
no, i cant see him with my own two eyes, hear him with my own two ears, or touch him with my hands. there are downsides. but when its a nice day and we smell the flowers on the wind and hear the birds chirp, i feel his presence, the warm ray of sun, the hope sparkling in my chest, the Knowing that hes there with me no matter what. even on the days i cant sense him and the days im having the worst time, i know hes holding my hand. wrapped up in a warm blanket of his love.
i have never been so sure of anything in my life, really. all i Know is that hes in my heart and all around me. and that i love him so dearly. just once i would like to do a big devotion to him. and while he says hes 'not a god, [he doesnt] need all the pomp and circumstance', i just want to devote once a year.
because theres so much Love. love as a whole is religious. and its everywhere. its beautiful.
one night, i asked connor to let me 'experience all his energy', to feel it as wholly as i could-- he only gave me a sample of it (because otherwise it would be too religious, in a way, and i have to keep quiet in my room) but that was so... incredible. enlightening. i cried, of course, because this was what i had and have been missing. and cried because He just felt... all i can describe is golden, blue, white sparkling energy. i really really cant explain it. but i was in awe from the sample alone.
i think about all these experiences. about Knowing him, about being linked, about Us and all the lives we lived... i think about it a lot, and im so happy to be able to speak about it even if i sound insane. because religious experiences *arent* so easily explained unless the other person has experienced it, you know?
anyway, im losing track of my thoughts and rambling. thinking fondly of mans as always. and really thinkin about some food lmao
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exoflash · 3 months
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a concerning amount of witchblr will be like "um actually new years was stolen by europeans from the ancient god scroobus mcdoobus" and then you actually try to research scroobus mcdoobus and it turns out he was invented in the 1940s by a conspiracy theorist who powdered every meal with ketamine and thinks that queer people are reincarnated fish
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sorapikayue · 8 months
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I made this one back in 2021. I had originally made a water color of it, but redid it with copics. It's based off a vision I had during one of the times I attempted meditation. It was brief but left a strong impression. I haven't been able to make it happen again, which is frustrating, but...still grateful it did happen. The disk at the top was spinning,. It's hard to remember all the details but it was BEAUTIFUL.
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a6thsense · 2 years
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I literally just made this blog because I have nowhere to talk about this .
I don't exactly know what I'm experiencing , but I do currently believe it to be a kind of 6th sense . (Meaning I can sense ghosts or spiritual stuff .)
I might be wrong but we will get to that when it comes .
@gravityxgyre is my main blog .
Have a good day fellow morons (affectionate).
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hometoursandotherstuff · 11 months
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nei-ning · 4 months
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Few hours ago I saw a flash of big black mass which dashed under mom's chair which is right next to a bedroom's door. I got up and went to bathroom to blow my nose. After being done, I heard soft but clear "stomp" coming from the bedroom (bathroom door was open as well as bed room's). Exactly the same sound what always came from it when Verti jumped down from his small table in bedroom where he loved to sleep. All this happened in 1 minute.
I'm 100% sure Verti came for a visit. Therefor, I used my Chinese oracle deck which is the best for asking messages from passed loved ones. So I asked reasons for Verti's visit.
The very first card, which instantly fell on the floor in front of me, was a card of LOVE! It made me burst in heavy tears. It touched me so deeply and strongly.
Next card was Sun which is very good card. Last card was Good Times. I read this in 2 ways: Verti had good times with me but he also encourages me to remember those good times instead of just missing him, feeling bad he's not physically here anymore.
Thank you, dear ❤️ I'm glad you visited ❤️ I love you ❤️ 2.12.2023
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emilynn992 · 2 years
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New products are being added to my website, like a custom spell jar 😊. More will be up asap
http://emilynn-jade.com
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pearlescent-princess · 2 months
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Hello! Thank you for the ask! Hope all is well for you! c:
🥂 - What is your favorite devotional act or offering to give?
I like to share my meals, or let those I work with know that I am eating. Otherwise, I find the act of creation a good way to gift anything. That means artistic endeavors I partake in! I love to make devotional art, even that's only seen by myself or placed around. It gives me something to do when I feel stuck in a different art project.
🌱 - Does nature - plants, nature spirits, etc. - play a big role in your practice?
Absolutely! Nature is all around me in many different forms! Where would I be if there were not things in the Universe? I am deeply appreciative of the world (big and small) because I spent too long being sad about things. I want to enjoy it, and I will. I tend to follow a more Cosmic-centered (space stuff) view of things due to personal practice. I like to see how the Big and Small things in the world potentially mirror one another. I find it fascinating. So yes, nature in its many forms plays a big role in my practice. Just in different ways than what this is asking.
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the last few days I’ve been catching 4:44 and 11:11🌱
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prose-and-connors · 2 years
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so a few days a go, maybe last week? mans decided to make the ring of his that i wear around my neck a 'home where he can come and go as he pleases'
since then our interactions have been more stronger and vivid and can feel his energy a hell of a lot more! we've dreamt together a lot, i can feel him 'interacting' with the world more (thats still something we're working on since he wasnt from Here originally) and idk... like i feel him so much more clearly now!!
and while i usually wear my necklace outside of my clothes, it usually finds its way to touch my skin bc mans says im warm LOL
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pespillo · 2 months
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Où est ton papa? ( Where is your dad? ) Dis-moi, où est ton papa? ( Tell me, where is your dad?) Sans même devoir lui parler ( Without even having to talk to him-) Il sait ce qu'il ne va pas ( He knows what´s wrong )
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