#star shopping

[franksoceanwrld]

STAR SHOPPING

modern! aegon targaryen x fem!reader.

notes: first time writing hotd or any x reader, anyways i hope this isn’t that bad lol, also i just made up your girl bestfriend (raven), kinda based on star shopping by lil peep?? also i was listening to godspeed by frank ocean while writing this. also you might ship jace x reader oops.

summary: you’ve always had feelings for your bestfriend aegon, but then your other bestfriend raven and you get invited to a party.

warning (s): ANGST (we love angst), sad reader, your other bestfriend being a bitch, toxic friendship, alcohol, jace kinda being friendzoned?? idk if there’s others..

“come on! don’t be a pussy!” your bestfriend raven spoke, laughing in almost a mocking way.

you met raven on the first day of university, that was three years ago. there’s been guys that you’ve liked, but she’d always date or hook up with them. you confronted her about it three months ago and she promised that she would stop, and she’s lived up to her promise. so far.

she’d known of your little crush on aegon, she always flirt with him but he’d always shut it down which was surprising because aegon craved every females attention but you.

“raven.” you looked at her, giving her a disapproving look. “we went to one last night.”

“so? and the one last night was boring.” she huffed, “and aegon is going to be there.” she nudged your shoulder.

you looked at her, “fine! but if you get drunk, i’m not driving you home again!.” you sighed, but you knew that you’d drive her anyways.

“yes!” raven exclaimed, raising her arms above her head. a sense of dread filled your stomach a sense that the night wouldn’t end good.

.·:*¨¨* ≈☆≈ *¨¨*:·.

when you guys both arrived to the party, cars littered the streets, the pounding of the music left your head aching almost. you looked around the house, familiar faces from kings landing university littered the house.

raven screamed happily, and ran over to someone. aegon.

you walked over there, grabbing a glass of something but you didn’t care. something stirred inside your stomach as you watched raven put her arms around aegon’s neck.

aegon looked suprised almost, and he looked uncomfortable. which was surprising. he looked over to you and smiled, the smile that only you could see.

you’d normally never drink at party’s, normally looking after raven or aegon or both. you put the cup to your lips and drank out of it, a burning sensation going down your throat. you shook your head at the feeling and drank some more.

“y/n!” a voice called you over, you looked away from aegon and raven, seeing jace. his real name was jacaerys velaryon but ‘jace’ seemed more easier.

“jace!” you smiled to him, and quickly ran over to him and hugged him.

“i didn’t think think you’d come.” jace smiled, stepping away from the embrace. the vibrations of the music seemed like deja vu from the night before.

“well, raven kinda made me come.” you took another drink of the cup.

“well, she looks very occupied right now.” jace raised his eyebrows. the curls on his head bouncing with every step he took.

you looked behind you and saw raven smiling at aegon. that same smile she did when she found out you liked cregan stark.

raven wouldn’t take aegon like the rest of the boys you’d like. right?

you tried to take another sip of the drink only to realize that it was empty and suddenly you needed more alcohol.

“where’s the drinks?” i yelled over the music getting louder. jade pointed to the kitchen and you hurriedly went there.

you didn’t know how long it had passed, the more alcohol you’d consumed the more you felt yourself drifting away from reality. hours felt like minutes and the party seemed to get louder with every second. you were surprised the police hadn’t been called yet.

you found yourself stumbling in a dim lit hallway, bumping into people who looked at you like you’d said various insults to them.

you wondered where aegon was, you’d hope he wasn’t with some girl but you knew that wasn’t true. after all he was aegon targaryen.

when you got to the main area, the music got louder and louder, people trying to speak over it but failed, there were people making out on walls and couches but no sign of aegon or raven.

amongst the chaos, you saw the backdoor. you needed air, the smells of sweaty bodies and the lack of fresh air make it feel claustrophobic to you.

you stumbled around the sweaty bodies, some asking if you were okay. you finally got outside and a sense of peace filled you.

you walked outside to the middle of the backyard, you weren’t alone tho. there were people who talked to each other and some making out with each other, and some were crying with a friend. typical party tho…

you breathed in the fresh air, happy that you didn’t smell sweaty body’s, you took a drink out of your cup, the burning sensation you liked so much filled your throat again.

you looked up, the stars and moon illuminated your face.

as you looked at the stars, the music inside the house seemed to get blurred out.

you smiled to yourself, feeling the effects of the alcohol.

you wondered how dumb you looked, standing outside a party looking at the stars smiling to yourself.

someone tapped your shoulder, bring you out of your trance. “are you good?” jace asked, looking almost concerned.

“y-yea.” you hiccuped. “why would i not be?” your words were slurred, it was a miracle that jace understood you.

“i just-you.” jace paused, trying to find the right words. “you normally don’t drink this much..”

“it’s fine!” you slurred out, placing a weak hand on his shoulder. “go bother someone else!”

jace looked almost hurt when you said that. jace nodded and left you with your drunken thoughts.

“whatever.” i muttered to myself.

you continued to look at the stars, not caring who saw. you wondered how much minutes went by.

when you tried to take a sip out of your drink again, nothing came out.

the rain slowly started to come down, people running to get inside, the party still going on.

you cursed to yourself, and ran inside. wanting to get another drink, your head was starting to pound now.

you tried finding the kitchen, but bodies were blocking your way of seeing. you stumbled into the front of the house, it was less crowded but it still had people making out, talking and other things.

you pushed through the crowds of bodies, desperate almost to find the thing you were craving. then you stopped.

you saw the familiar head of silver locks, pushing a dark haired woman on the wall and kissing her.

aegon started to kiss the woman’s neck, the woman smiling in pleasure. raven.

your gut twisted in a way of betrayal, shock, hurt and jealously.

you felt like crying. raven always got her way with guys, the guys that you liked.

suddenly you felt sober already. raven looked at you with a look of shock and proudness. she knew you’d always forgive her.

you ran out of the house, throwing your cup into a pile of trash.

you ran down the driveway, the rain felt heavier this time, drenching your hair, your mascara going down your face.

you stepped onto the street, trying to get the image out of your mind.

your tears mixed with the rain, your clothes were now soaked to this point it was sticking to your skin.

the more you walked away the quieter and quieter the party got. you didn’t know where you were going but it didn’t matter.

you continued to walk down the street, the sound of the rain hitting the ground and nearby cars and the image of raven kissing aegon and the smug look on her face when she saw you, corrupted your mind.

the more you saw that image the more you wanted to run away and never to be seen again.

#spotify #aegon targaryen x reader #aegon x reader #aegon ii targaryen #aegon ii x reader #aegon ii targaryen x reader #house of the dragon #hotd modern au #house of the dragon modern #modern #game of thrones #star shopping #alicent hightower #aegon targaryen modern #aemond targaryen #jacaerys velaryon #franksoceanwrld

[hopelessromanticcs]

look at my face while you talkin' to me, cause we only have one conversation a week

#lil peep #star shopping #gbcforever

[bluevelvet8]

#girlblogging #female manipulator #girl blogger #femcel #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #angelic #coquette #lana del rey #lizzy grant #euphoria #cassie howard #whisper girl #star shopping #dollette #vent post

[come-with-me-en-un-unicornio]

Look at the sky tonight, all of the stars have a reason

#star shopping #lil peep #i miss you #sky #night #stars #peace

[zeezeebum]

If I were the moon and you were the night, I would perfectly fit in your embrace.

#moon #blue moon #dark moon #dark icons #drown in my mind #sullen girl #aesthetic #darkness #night #in the clear moonlit dusk #moonlight #moon lovers #moonless #blue aesthetic #i want to disappear #lovers #star shopping #star gazing #in this moment #embrace #i love him #i love her #pretty when you cry #love love love #what is it good for? #chrome hearts #dark wave #break my soul #dark souls #dream sweet in sea major

[princessandtheweed]

Look at the sky tonight, all of the stars have a reason

A reason to shine, a reason like mine, and I'm fallin' to pieces

#princessandtheweed #star shopping #lil peep #lyrics #Spotify

[182-ash]

Look at the sky tonight, all of the stars have a reason

I blame @gaytoadwithapopsicle for my recent dream obsession (love ya toad)

Summary: dream x reader. Reader is unable to sleep one night in florida and their restlessness wakes dream so he decides to take them outside to watch the stars.

"Love its 3 am, what's keeping you awake?"

“I cant fall asleep, I’m anxious but I don’t know why”

"Oh sweetheart, you wanna talk abt it?"

You shook your head, instinctively chewing on your lip

"Mm you know what, come with me, I've got something to show you" he whispered as he extended his hand

You followed him all the way downstairs and out into the garden, trusting him too much to question this, only stopping to speak up when you felt the cold air around you. "Clay, why are we outside. At 3am. In freezing cold weather?" He starts taking off his hoodie, an old merch design that he decided not to sell. "Take this and come lay with me"

Lying down on the grass, he pulls you into his chest and starts to gently rub your back.

"Isn't it beautiful" he exclaimed, reaching his free hand up to point at the dark sky

"It's wonderful love"

"I used to do this lots before you moved here, when I couldn't sleep I found comfort in knowing we were under the same sky, looking at the same twinkling stars"

"Oh clay, you big softie, you're gonna make me cry"

"Oh no no please don't, this was supposed to make you happy"

"Love, I am so happy right now, this is gorgeous"

"Not as gorgeous as you" he whispered, moving closer to press a gentle kiss to your lips

#dsmp x reader #dream x reader #star shopping #stargazing

[lonelybabysblog]

"Wait right here. I'll be back in the mornin' "

#lil peep #star shopping #music #spotify #song lyrics

[synchronizedorgasms]

#soundcloud #lil peep #star shopping

[the-final-third]

Lil Peep - Star Shopping

#mine #music #my music #lil peep #star shopping #sad #soundcloud #stars

[shhtheresreptile]

I know that I'm nothing like someone the family want me to be

If I find a way, would you walk it with me?

Look at my face while you talkin' to me

'Cause we only have one conversation a week

Can I get one conversation at least?

Lil Peep - Star Shopping

#lil peep #star shopping #quotes #life quotes #music #quoteoftheday #song quotes #song #musicians #lyrics #life #relatable #never thought id relate to this even more

[cynical-things]

woke up at 5 am to queue up from 6 am outside my local record store to get the lil peep star shopping vinyl and i am so happy to add to my collection !! happy record store day 💓

#cowys pt 1 vinyl has been preordered so that will be added to ghe collection soon! #record store day #record #vinyls #mine #lil peep #gustav ahr #gus ahr #star shopping #music #hellboy #crybaby #live forever #everybody’s everything

[9franklin3]

I know that I’m not that important to you but to me girl, you’re so much more than gorgeous

So much more than perfect

Right now I know that I’m not really worth it

If you give me time I can work on it

Give me some time while I work on it

#lil peep #star shopping #music #soundcloud #underrated fire #hip hop #everything music #rap #r&b #deep #alternative #edm #indie #tumblr #rock #songs #phonk #beats #alternative rock #indie rock #melodies #trance

[malakian-999]

🏙♨️🍁🔥🌬❄

#ganja #smoke #cannabis #maconha #weed #são paulo #brasil #avenida paulista #tumblr #star shopping #night #vibes #april 2024 #my post

[zeezeebum]

The Moon is not Man

#moon #dark moon #sullen girl #girlblogging #night #man in the moon #corecore #waste of time #unreal unearth #stary night #star shopping #dark beauty #blue moon #the moon #black beauty #in this moment #im not real #goodnight #drown in my mind #moonlight #aesthetic #dark icons #cloudy #wishing #i hate everyone #i hate it here #i love my cat #one heart #ambient #darkness

[m3-0wt0wn]

Wait right here I'll be back in the morning.

I know that I'm not that important to you but to me, girl, you're so much more than gorgeous (yeah)

So much more than perfect (yeah)

Right now I know that I'm not really worth it.

If you give me time, I could work on it.

Give me some time while I work on it.

Losing your patience, and, girl, I don't blame you.

The Earth's in rotation, you're waiting for me (yeah)

Look at my face when I fuck on your waist cuz we only have one conversation a week.

That's why your friends always hating on me.

Fuck 'em though, no I did this all by myself.

Matter fact, I ain't never asked no one for help.

And that's why I don't pick up my phone when in rings.

None of my exes of Lil Peep.

Nobody flexing as I be, that's why she text me and tell me she love me.

She know that someday I'll be over the sea, makin' my money and smokin' my weed.

I think it's funny, she open up to me, get comfortable with me.

Once I got it coming, I love her, she love me.

I know that I'm nothing like someone her family want me to be.

If I find away, would you walk with me?

Look at my face when you talking to me cuz we only have one conversation a week.

Can I get one conversation at least?

Shout out to everyone making my beats, you helping me preach.

This music's the onky thing keeping the peace when I'm falling to pieces.

Look at the sky tonight, all of the stars have a reason.

A reason to shine, a reason like mine and I'm falling to pieces.

Look at the sky tonight, all of those stars have a reason.

#lil peep #star shopping #music #lyrics #Spotify