#stuck in a loop

[theunspokenvoid]

I don't wish to die, rather I desire to not exist. To not have to experience this anymore. To never have been born. To go to sleep, forever. There is such bliss in nothingness, that I will never get to feel.

#poetry #sad poem #writerscorner #desire to not exist #nonexistent #depressing quotes #stuck in a loop #depressing shit #sad qutoes

[lord-nichron]

Tantalus VR

I had this idea a while ago and thought it would be a fun little thing to get back into animating stuff, I though it would take me a week.

It took two months :P

(but most of that time was spent on figuring out how to do thid in CSP and After Effects so I'm sure I will be faster next time....I hope)

#animation #stuck in a loop #looping animation #clip studio paint #after effects

[ciginatree]

Idk WHY my brain is itching so badly for this but I’ve had Phantom of the Opera on repeat today (separate random brain itch) and I kept having the thought of Rick singing the phantom’s part and Amy Lee singing Christine’s part AND I CAN’T GET THE IDEA OUT OF MY HEAD IT’S HAUNTING ME I DON’T EVEN KNOW IF THAT WOULD WORK VOCALLY LIKE AT ALL BUT THE VOICES IN MY HEAD NEED IT SO I’VE JUST HAD THEM SINGING DIFFERENT SONGS ON REPEAT TO TRY AND PICTURE IT HELP ME

#motionless in white #miw #miw band #rant #ricky horror #amy lee #rick olson #phantom of the opera #evanescence #please help #stuck in a loop

[kashica-tries-to-write]

Unanswered texts

March in India is warm. It's not supposed to be as warm as it is today, but warm regardless. Everyone is celebrating Holi today - the festival of colors! I am not exactly sure when, but at some point the festivals lost their hue, for me atleast. Can't say for sure if others feel the same way. To me, a festival nowadays signifies nothing more than a day off work where I can be as gray as I want to be.

So, its a holiday. I decide to eat at a restaurant because I don't feel like cooking, or doing the dishes. I dress up, put on a colorful outfit to feel the joy of the festival. (Spoiler alert - I don't.) I order a cab and get in it. A wonderful application on my phone makes it so that I do not need to have any kind of interaction with the person driving me to my destination. We sit in silence, I buckle in for the journey - it's going to be a moderately long one.

I do the most productive thing one could do in a moment like this - I unlock my phone. I stare at the black and white wallpaper for five seconds before locking it back. I am suddenly reminded of a text I received this morning that I still haven't responded to. So I unlock my phone again with the objective of responding to my texts. But, I have a notification now. It's my calendar, alerting me of my plans to get coffee with a friend tomorrow. Oh no! I completely forgot about that! I search back into my hazy memories to recollect which cafe we agreed on. I remember and decide to check the maps on my phone.

Where is this cafe exactly? How do I get there tomorrow? Most of these commuting suggestions are unnecessarily complicated. Oh wait! I could take this subway route, it'll get me the closest to the cafe and from there it is a small walk! Perfect! When do I need to leave so that I reach on time? Subway leaves at 8.39, so I need to walk from home at 8.30. Let's leave at 8.25 just in case. So that would mean that I need to be up by 7, latest! Hmmm, cool cool.

Did we choose a good cafe, though? What are the reviews like? What do they serve? What's my budget like? What shall I get? Do I feel like splurging tomorrow? If I splurge tomorrow though, then I will have to cut myself off from any more unnecessary purchases for this month (hahaha). That seems far-fetched, let's be honest. I have the answers to all my questions in the next 10 minutes. I have an internal dialogue to make sure that I am up for this coffee tomorrow morning. Once I get an affirmative - I text my friend, asking if we were still on for coffee the next day; secretly hoping they say no. I wouldn't be mad, or offended. I'd be happy, if anything. See, I don't really like leaving my house. (yes, okay, I see the irony)

I close the applications on my phone and lock it back.

I sigh and proceed to stare outside the window of my cab. Everything is extra colorful today, because Holi, duh! I see people on their vehicles dressed in white, painted with all colors imaginable - subtly boasting the intensity of their celebrations. The streets aren't as busy as usual - I guess most people are celebrating with their family or friends. The cab was enclosed in a quietude, which was only interrupted by the ceaseless hum of the engine. "This is nice." I think to myself, "why do I always try to fill my silences with thoughts?" My newfound tranquility is punctured presently, as

I am suddenly reminded of a text I received this morning that I still haven't responded to. So I unlock my phone again with the objective of responding to my texts.

#vignette #writers on tumblr #writeblr #writerscommunity #creative writing #blog #writers #writing #holicelebration #holifestival #tranquility #irony i guess? #oh the irony #loop #stuck in my head #stuck in a loop

[ghettobillgates]

I hope my being weird or my sense of humor adds some value. 😩

#sad memes #sad boii #sbg #2001 #memes #fml #fml fr #stuck in a loop #owner of a lonely heart #down bad #down badddd

[sooophelia]

"I don't know what it is like to not have deep emotions. Even when I feel nothing, I feel it completely" - Sylvia Plath

#sylvia plath #poetry #sad poetry #deep #deep emotions #girl interrupted #quotes #stuck in a loop #cinnamon girl

[mangatxt]

nearly finished with a oneshot i hope to post this week

#u ever get roped to an idea #stuck in a loop #and you can't untangle yourself #anyway i'm knot gonna spoil what the fic's abt. you'll see. #ani.txt #fic updates #suggestive

[xxrabidbonesxx]

One thing I’ve been struggling with is motivation I just wanna run, fight, climb but I’m stuck on the couch or in bed :( 

~I have just been lifting hand weights while disassociating to music for the past hour on my bed

I CRAVE MOVEMENT

#stuck in a loop #im stuck #depressing shit #shitpost #trans #transmasc

[xcorpsekitten]

Happy Mooesday 🐄🥛

#cowgirl #cowgurl #aesthetic #anime aesthetic #moo #animallovers #alt gf #stuck in a loop #looping #altfashion

[blackberries45]

Me with my current hyper fixation:

Everyone else:

#hyper fixation #sorry im hyperfixating #stuck in a loop #current obsession #does anyone care #no #tumblr #is anyone out there #midnight mass

[ace-is-the-place-hardware]

damn this song is like a fucking drug its so good 💀

#music #stuck in a loop

[theunspokenvoid]

I don't wish to be born into a better life, rather I wish to not have been born at all.

#poetry #sad poem #writerscorner #so tired of it #depressing quotes #sad qutoes #depressing shit #stuck in a loop #i want to end it all

[psychologyofamushroom]

I’m stuck in this loop

I'm stuck in this loop again

Where nothing makes me feel better

So I sit in it

Let it consume me and hope something comes of it

I sit here and write

hoping that maybe this will help

It never does

But I try

And I write

But I never share it,

Maybe that's the secret

But I'm stuck in this loop again

Where nothing makes me feel better

So I sit in it

Let it consume me and hope something comes of it

I sit here and write

hoping that maybe this will help

It never does

But I sit here

And tell my story

But blank pages can’t help me

Maybe I'm helpless

But I'm stuck in this loop again

Where nothing makes me feel better

So I sit in it

Let it consume me and hope something comes of it

I sit here and write

hoping that maybe this will help

But going numb

And I'm scared

But this is my last hope

Maybe even the gods gave up

-a person trying their best

#original poem #poetry #stuck in my head #the world sucks #fml man #healing #grief poem #dealing with grief #stuck in a loop #feels #poet #writers and poets #spilled ink #depressing poem #sad poem #poem #poemsbyme

[ao3feed-rickorty]

Stuck in a loop

by Zerbachu

Based on the comic issue 49 where Rick and Morty are stuck in a loop similar to Groundhog Day, but with Rickorty elements and a different ending this time.

After the duo suddenly landed in a hurry on a strange planet where they found the corpses of alternate versions of themselves there, Rick quickly realizes that he’s stuck in an endless loop where only he in the entire universe has the memories of the day he just spent. What seems at first to be the realization of one of his biggest dreams quickly turns into a nightmare... But maybe in a day that repeats itself eternally, there are always ways to have fun?

Words: 15143, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Rick and Morty

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage

Categories: M/M

Characters: Rick Sanchez (Rick and Morty), Morty Smith, Other members of the family are only mentioned

Relationships: Rick Sanchez/Morty Smith

Additional Tags: Temporary Character Death, Smut, Rape/Non-con Elements, Dubious Consent, not sure if I should add the major character death archive warning since it's only temporary, Incest, Anal Sex, comic issue 49, Time Loop, Killing, Canon-Typical Violence, Choking, Drowning, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide, Happy Ending, angst maybe ?, Angst, Consensual Sex, at some point, I hope I covered the main elements

Check it out on AO3 | https://archiveofourown.org/works/45388195

#Stuck in a loop #Zerbachu #rickorty #rick and morty #rickorty fanfiction

[paiohaktnmcakl]

i want to be able to play music throughout the house, without having to censor it

i want to belt my heart out, without someone commenting on my singing

i want to spend all day cooking a meal, without someone hovering, asking questions left and right

i want to bathe whenever i want, without worrying about strangers being right outside the door

i want to cook whenever i want, without having to wait for the bottom floor to be vacant

i want to wear whatever i like, without worrying about it being too risqué

i want to express myself how i choose, without worrying about fitting into someone’s perception of me

i want to experiment, without judgement or comment

i want to bring someone home, without having judgement passed on them or myself

i want to decorate how i like, with no religious pieces in sight

i want to breathe.

i want to be myself.

if i’m ever able to even figure out who that is.

#stuck in a loop #i feel like im suffocating #unsafe household #just barely scratching the surface #sorry for the negativity #i’m just fucking tired

[roohdaar]

I still sometimes hear your voice calling out my name.

#moveon #stuck in a loop #love #relationship #heartbreak #heartache #ex #heartbeat #desi #love story #yourvoicemiss #yourvoicematters #my name #call my name #get out of my head #i miss u #i miss you #heartstopper #i miss those days #i miss it #i miss her #down the memory lane #memorable #memory #in loving memory