Hi. 24F
Can you please describe how you physically feel from 6 months of denial?
Do you find it more/less hard to remove your hand as you edge?
Have you gotten "used" to not orgasming?
Hey!
Thanks so much for the ask!
Physically it’s an incredibly intense feeling. I feel like my body is fire, my skin, between my thighs, all the way up the back of my scalp constantly waiting to explode. If something turns me on now, rather than just feeling a tingle, I feel like an electric rod stabs through my entire body, I nearly convulse over nothing. It’s delicious and terrifyingly powerful all at the same time. It takes me a long time to come down from that arousal euphoria, and even when I come down the baseline is still high, I never don’t want to be fucked these days. I could be on my death bed still trying to spread my legs.
I have been back and forth on whether it’s easier or harder to stop now. I guess the answer is both. Easier in the way that I absolutely know without a doubt I don’t cum. I know that continuing isn’t an option. I don’t even have to think about trying to beg or plead or reason why I should come, cumming is not for me and I accept that place now. It’s harder in the way of the physical feeling, when I am on the brink of an orgasm I feel every single one of the thousands and thousands of edges I’ve done. They have built up and burn through me. When I know how hard I would cum if I let myself it does make it a battle to take my hand away and let that world destroying orgasm fade away, again.
I definitely have got used to not orgasming now, it feels like a part of my day to day. It’s normal that I don’t get to cum. I don’t expect to. The thought of cumming now actually makes me feel guilty and anxious. Orgasm free is a safe place where I can embrace my submission, focus on pleasure and enjoy the absolute firestorm that charges within my body.
Great questions, thank you xx
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Ongoing Benefits of Mindless Edging and Denial...
I'm always horny... I mean really. All. The. Time.
I feel decidedly docile and humble...
...which makes me feel even more deliciously submissive.
I am always ready to be used. Literally. Anyone that messages me can just use me. They don't even need to ask.
I am instantly ready to edge... because I am consistently wet.
I am more responsive to your suggestions...
My hunger to serve you is deeper and I am more pliant.
I am ready to sink lower and lower as you degrade me... its a crazy delicious spiral.
I am tingling all the time and playing with my nipples feels like I'm going to cum... fuck!
All this means I can take a lot more punishment. I can hit myself harder, slap myself more, choke myself further... gosh that's hot
I could go on...
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