#suicidal poem

[that-one-gay-idiot1227]

My poems aren't very long

Neither is my life

I don't know how long i have

I promised

I promised

I promised

I said i'd be okay 

But what if that was a lie 

What if it only gets worse

As time passes by 

I cry at night

At school 

In the car

There's no where my tears haven't brushed

The snot becomes a mess

A mess i can't clean up 

I want to die

Please just let me go 

Please its too much 

I know you don't really care 

But please just this once 

Pretend

So i can stay 

You don't want to be the one responsible for my loss

Everyone is gone

What's the point 

Far far away 

She looks down upon me and watches

She sighs 

Cheers

Crys

Pleads

All i do is disappoint

What will i do 

When its been years

When still no one cares

When i have more scars than smooth skin

The pills look so good

No one would notice if i took some 

Two 

Five 

Seven 

Ten 

Who cares?

Not you

Not me

Not her. 

Who would notice my empty seat

Who would notice the empty thread

Who would feel a sense of dread?

#suicidal poem #poetry #sad poem #sad poetry #depressed poem #relatable #queer #im trying #falling apart #poetry corner #poems and poetry #poems and quotes #words words words #poems on tumblr #short poem

[goddteeth]

i will never leave this house

#words #art #depression #sft.txt #poem #self harm #suicide #grungecore #liminalcore #liminal #weirdcore #traumacore #southern gothic #southern goth aesthetic #angel core #lostcore #lost places #liminal spaces

[metamorphesque]

Hammond B3 Organ Cistern by Gabrielle Calvocoressi

#there should be a word for it #hammond b3 organ cistern #poetry #poems #gabrielle calvocoressi #quotes #literature #selfhood #tw suicide mention

[diaryofaninsanewriter]

Standing alone

Crossroads of life… No idea which one to take… My feet are in chains… I tied these on my own… No will, no strength… Won’t untie… It’s a comfort zone… Discomfort within… Alone.. forlorn.. Not destiny… I did it… No one is at fault… Just me… Penned by: Mayura Amarkant Copyright ©MayuraAmarkant. This article is the property of DiaryOfAnInsaneWriter. Any unauthorized use or duplication…

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#best poem on loneliness #lonely woman #Mayura Amarkant #suicidal poem

[averageperson888]

i swear im the next sylvia plath

#female hysteria #female manipulator #femcel #girlblogging #cinnamon girl #coquette #girl interrupted #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #just girly posts #dolette #girl interupted syndrome #girl interrupted syndrome #the virgin suicides #black swan #red scare #girly stuff #sylvia plath #poetry #poem #divine feminine #manic pixie dream girl #lana del rey #lily rose melody depp #written by sofia coppola #cool girl #coquette girl #coquette community #coqeutte #girl blogger #this is a girlblog

[valentina-poem]

#poetry #poem #quotes #quote #love #life #feelings #sad #depression #deep #borderline #lost #emotional #numb #broken #tired #empty #alone #suicidal #hurt #selfharm #anxiety #emotion

[ilvyally]

behind every unstable teenage girl is a deep connection with one of these books

#girlblog #girlblogger #girlblogging #lana del rey #lizzy grant #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #female hysteria #real #hyper feminine #female manipulator #the feminine urge #femcel #just girly things #this is what makes us girls #girlrotting #poems of sylvia plath #sylvia plath #the bell jar #the virgin suicides #sofia coppola #lolita1997 #hell is a teenage girl #girl interupted syndrome #girl interrupted #cinnamon girl #valley of the dolls #my year of rest and relaxation #girl in pieces #jane eyre #the secret history

[grendel-menz]

three-footed bowl

#art #my art #the oracle of delphi #poem #poetry #visual poetry #black and white #suicidal ideation #mental illness

[smallcutemousecats]

How am I supposed to be okay with everything that's wrong?

#can't take it anymore #so done #dead inside #lost girl #sadgirl #suicid #this is depressing #sad poem #su1c1d3 #tw depression #tw depressing thoughts

[blondringlets]

Two headed calf, Laura Gilpin

#poem #poetry #laura gilpin #two headed calf #lana del rey #dollette #coquette #girlblogging #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #lizzy grant #tumblr girls #cinnamon girl #girl interrupted #girlblog #the virgin suicides #sofia coppola #lux lisbon #cecilia lisbon #black swan #americana #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #alana champion #jeremy irons #sirens #may jailer #born to die #ultraviolence #girlhood #elvis presley #pricilla presley

[v1rginsu1cidal]

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#lana del rey #coquette #aesthetic #art #cute #poetry #love #this is what makes us girls #lizzy grant #hell is a teenage girl #he hit me and it felt like a kiss #lana is our queen #sparkle jump rope queen #sparkle aesthetic #lover you should've come over #old hollywood #my year of rest and relaxation #ldr #courtney love #pretty #poem #baby pink #manic pixie dream girl #virgin mary #mary #marina #2014 nostalgia #girl blog #the virgin suicides #vintage

[rosariumpartone]

quote from Tôkyô-Girls ☆

#poem #girlblogger #girlblogging #femcel #waif #girl interrupted #coquette #coquette aesthetic #dollette #dollette aesthetic #the virgin suicides #sofia coppola #sadcore #sad quotes #soft grunge #pale grunge #grunge aesthetic #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #just girly things #tokyo girls

[asoftepiloguemylove]

Paul Gilmartin The Mental Illness Happy Hour // BoJack Horseman (2014-2020) cr. Raphael Bob-Waksberg // John Mulaney: Baby J (2023) cr. John Mulaney

#on self #tw sui #tw suicide #tw addiction #paul gilmartin #the mental illness happy hour #bojack horseman #raphael bob waksberg #john mulaney #baby j #poem #spilled poetry #words #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #dark academia #dark academia poetry #dark academia quote #poetry #spilled words #spilled feelings #writing #web weave #web weaving #poetry compilation #poetry parallels

[petrichor-moss-and-lightning]

you think about killing yourself. you think about going to bed at a reasonable time. you do neither of these things.

instead, you resign yourself to staring at the cracks in the ceiling—tell yourself that tomorrow will fix it. that a mouth to the underside of your jaw will fix it. that ginger shots or yoga or taking three deep breaths or patching the goddamned cracks in the ceiling will fix it. you've been trying to fix it—this gasping, hollowing sensation in the gore of your chest—since you were fifteen and bitter and lurching into traffic / into lovers you couldn't love back / into any scrap of warmth that would have you.

you take three deep breaths. you watch the ceiling. you let time pass through you like a knife.

#warm up #poetry #tw suicide #tw sui ideation #im fine rn dw! these are some memories + thought from when i was a teenager #I mean. I’m still suicidal and depressed but who isn’t tbh #words words words #mental health #mental health poetry #cw sui ideation #poems #mental health poems #mental health quotes #depression poetry #depression poems #tw body horror #my words #my poetry #my poems #unloving the knife #tw: suicide #suicide tw #knife tw

[metamorphesque]

Instead of Killing Yourself, Derrick C. Brown

wait until a year from now where you say, “Holy fuck, I can’t believe I was going to kill myself before I etcetera’d… before I went skinny dipping in Tennessee, made my own IPA, tried out for a game show, rode a camel drunk, skydived alone, learned to waltz with clumsy old people, photographed electric jellyfish, built a sailboat from trash, taught someone how to read, etc. etc. etc.”

The red washing down the bathtub can’t change the color of the sea at all.

#tw suicide mention #poetry #poems #literature #hope you treacherous creature #quotes #derrick brown

[fuckingwhateverdude]

do you have a plan?

#ugh this truly would be ideal method of suicide #lying in a tshirt and shorts in the snow until u become consumed #FUCK #my writing #my writing tag #poetry #original poem #spilled ink #mental illness #vent writing