#suicide ideation

[xunknownxbrokenxgodx]

they should invent a way that makes suicide fucking easy

#vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #mentally exhausted #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction #i hate it here #tw suicide ideation #tw suicide #suicide ideation #committing suicide

[kanrix]

Oh not that bad actually.

#clay puppington #moral orel #suicide ideation #? #blood

[keykidpilipili]

John: I don't want to kill Yellow! Could you imagine wanting to kill a part of yourself?!

Arthur fixated on killing Larson because of his own self hatred over Faroe's death: ........... No that would be crazy.

#arthur lester malevolent #john doe malevolent #malevolent #malevolent podcast #suicide ideation #buddy it's the queue you gotta let me go #Thinking again about SupposedToBeWriting's Oh I love you so much It scares me half to death #and John watching an alternate version of himself get brutally murdered by Arthur who thinks it's another Arthur #that never came back after abandonning Faroe at birth #malevolent s4 spoilers #malevolent spoilers

[sunlit-mess]

Silent prayer

#messyr #doodle #vent art #artists on tumblr #neurodiverse stuff #bpd #borderline personality disorder #i just need to get this off my head #suicide ideation #tw sui ideation

[potatobugz]

im back to bugposting babyyyy

#hollow knight #hk #hollow knight spoilers #tw suicide ideation #suicide ideation #<- implied #the collector #hk collector #hk shade #hk lace #lace hk #hornet #hk hornet #hornet hk #lacenet #tiso #hk tiso #quirrel #hk quirrel #deeply sorry for that quirrel drawing. he makes me so sad #also. LACENET NUMERO UNO!!!!!!!!!!!! #I LOVE ALL THESE GOOBERS I HAVENT DRAWN THEM IN SO LONG #hk spoilers #tiso hk #quirrel hk

[iridescentpull]

TW: Suicidal Thoughts / Ideation (not graphic, but its there)

Sometimes I lie awake and think about Pac's night before the cure during the Happy Pills Arc. Because what the fuck was that?

The blood all around Chume Labs? The dimmed lights? The notes? The graves? The letter addressed to Mike that sounded suspiciously like a suicide note?

What happened that night? Did Pac go ice cold on the pills to work on the cure, causing heavy withdrawals? Did he experiment on himself? Did he genuinely believe his friends and family were dead, so he made them graves as a final goodbye? Did he stare at the pills, wondering what would happen if he downed all the pills at once? Did he think that finally, finally, he could sleep forever?

It keeps me up at night, cause Pac what the fuck happened that night?

#qsmp #qsmp pac #pactw #qsmp happy pills #suicidal thoughts #suicide ideation #lmk if i need to tag smth else!

[studioboner]

#suicide ideation #suicide joke #suicide #AS A JOKE THOS hes not rlly fr #amy rose #knuckles the echidna #miles tails prower #my art #ask to tag

[fayewoods-2]

should just die

get it over with

youd all get over it

maybe aily wouldnt

shes unstable as it is

but as she once told me

i guess we'll meet in hell

#vent tw #suicide ideation

[superbellsubways]

i. forgot i made this

#sitting in my camera roll for a month or 2 #stupid #windows movie maker #virtual assistants #doodle #tw suibaiting #suicide ideation #I Guess

[blessedarethebinarybreakers]

Sorry if this is a heavy question but I don't know where else to go. Is it true that you will go to hell if you commit suicide? And if not, how can I be sure? Completely sure?

I don't ask for bad reasons, just that I have a degenerative disease and there will eventually come a point when i'm still alive but can no longer live at all. Hopefully that's still a long ways away but I want to have a choice when that time comes, rather than existing for potentially years with severe pain and no joy. But can I do that without condemning myself to an eternity of the same?

CW: suicide, hell, degenerative disease, euthanasia

Hi there, anon. I fully believe that a just and loving God would never condemn anyone who is going through the kind of internal and external struggle that leads to suicide.

I have a long article on Medium where I explore instances of suicide ideation in scripture that I recommend to you. Overall, I conclude that condemnation of suicide is not present in the Bible: the few instances of completed suicide are presented pretty neutrally; and the many instances of suicide ideation elicit God's compassion, not condemnation.

Throughout scripture, God’s response to depressed and suicidal people is not condemnation, but

validation of their experience;

removal of the factors that make them depressed/suicidal; and

helping them access a more abundant life.

When it comes to your degenerative disease, that second point might sound absurd or even offensive. I do not tout cureism; I'm absolutely not telling you to put on rose-colored lenses and pretend your disease will magically go away. While it's possible that medicine may advance in your lifetime to help prolong your life or ease your pain, it sounds like you're very aware of the realities of your disease and the more likely path it will take.

But while I don't believe in a magical genie God who vanishes away all pain and illness in our lives, I do believe in a God who enters into our suffering. A God who, when removal of pain is not possible, endures that pain with us; and who guides us into community that will support us in all that we go through. And who, yes, ultimately brings us into abundant life — partially in this life, fully in the next.

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Along with biblical support for God's compassion for suicidal persons, Christian denominations that used to promote the idea that suicide leads to damnation have since revised those views.

As our collective understandings of mental health have developed over the last century or so, it's become more obvious even to the most traditional groups (e.g. the Catholic Church) that claiming that people who die by suicide go straight to hell is an extremely callous and unjust view and frankly, a grievous form of victim-blaming.

Instead, while emphasizing the seriousness of suicide and urging suicidal persons to seek professional assistance, most churches now assure the loved ones of those who have died by suicide that God's mercy and love cover all things. And those churches with a solid social justice mindset invest their resources in removing the societal factors that lead someone to suicide, rather than blaming the suicidal.

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I hope this helps ease your fears somewhat, anon. You may also find encouragement in my #hell tag, where I frequently talk about how I don't believe in hell at all. God's will for all of us is relationship and thriving; and when I believe anything at all I do believe the words Jesus taught us: "thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven." Suffering and death will not have the last word; punitive "justice" will not have the last word; God's restorative justice and all-embracing love will.

Wishing you as slow a progression in your degenerative disease as possible. And no matter where this life takes you, I pray that you find your people, who will support you and advocate for you, laugh and weep with you, learn and live and love with you; and that you feel God's deep, abiding love, holding you close through all things.

#suicide tag #suicide ideation #degenerative disease / #hell mention #death mention

[sunlit-mess]

The tiniest of hope to cling onto, just to get through another day

#messyr #vent art #doodle #artists on tumblr #comic #vent post #mental health #suicide ideation

[ccarrot]

^^ teen titans (2003) #51

he was MENTAL for this...

#dc #tim drake #suicide ideation #<- at the least. #teen titans 03 #i hated that series sm. but this singular moment i keep thinking about. #also i like how he's drawn here. aside from the gun to the head thing.

[f4y3w00d5]

Yknow, I dont think my Mother understands quite how suicidal she makes me.

And this morning I woke up, started reading n shit and well... thinking about life. and to me it really doesnt seem theres anything worth living for. It's just pain. even if i get out of here, who's to say that something else bad wont happen? Hell, it will of course. thats just how shit works. What if my partners break up with me? hate me? or die...

Nothing really makes me happy anymore. There's maybe 5 people who do and theyre all on here.

Im a risk to myself but I dont think they have devices in those places. the asylum places. but thats not what theyre called anymore, is it? and theyd make me wear horrible clothes i think. ones that make me wanna die more.

I still dont think people love me. I dont think I ever really did. I practically fucking worship some of you.

I think I bring pain to everyone else too.

I dont really wanna be here. I dont really wanna be alive. There's so little worth living for.

I had a panic attack last night. Hyperventilating. No one cared.

My parents triggered it and my dad went on yelling at me even as i was hurting myself and hyperventilating.

Wouldnt it be great to just... die?

I think it would but I dont want to hurt you guys.

#vent tw #suicide ideation #sh mention

[latelyimanervouswreck]

Im thinking about suicide a lot these days

#mental illness #sh #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #im sad and tired #sad thoughts #suicide ideation #self destruction #tw sui ideation #suicidal #tw sui implied #tw sui vent #sewerslidal #self h@rm #selfharm #suic1de #sewer slide #sewercide #sewersidal

[traumatizeddfox]

#traumacore #actuallytraumatized #vent art #trauma art #actuallymentallyill #actuallyabused #angercore #ventcore #ok to reblog #depression #suicide #suicide ideation #tw suicide mention #tw suicide #tw repeated words