#tbd most likely

[lighthouse-system]

#Mainly system shit so I'm not gonna tag the source #my art #tbd most likely #im still very self conscious about this aspect of the system

[flipflopnoise]

sorry for this but sometimes you see a take that's both very close to and very far from being right at the same time and you have to do Something about it. don't @ me

Price & Ghost are both cranky villagers. Soap is a jock, and Gaz is the resident smug. I accept criticism in the form of cash deposits.

#tbd most likely #i'm on an animal crossing binge rn (finally putting the finishing touches on my forever island) so i can't just sit idly by

[aregebidan]

i love you goncharov mythos, i love you innate human urge to make things up, i love you tumblr blorbos created By tumblr, i love you meta insight into current internet attitudes toward character archetypes that's inherent to this process of creation, i love you opportunity of witnessing yet another major event for very online people, and most of all i love you katya

#she sounds cool #goncharov #tbd #the more i think about it the more i realize that this is the single most interesting thing that's happened here since i made my account #like. sure nov 5th 2020 was wild but the goncharov renaissance developed completely independently of real world events #people aren't posting memes about geopolitical events anymore they're posting memes about a New Thing #with No real world equivalent and making up everything about it ON THE FLY #and it STILL retains some internal consistency because of the types of characters/traits that have grown into their popularity here #and i just think media studies people who write about the internet are having a fucking field day right now

[middleearth-polls]

#LOTR #The Lord of the Rings #The Silmarillion #Middle-earth #Tolkien #tumblr polls #middleearth polls #my apologies for the lack of new polls the last two days #I had to clean a pond at the weekend and had less time than I would have liked to organise my polls for the next week #making it up as we go now #more or less #category: most badass #category: silm #category: tbd

[pencap]

people still occasionally tag my poems as stucky / stucky-coded / etc and that amuses and delights me. i have been Seen and Identified accurately and i cannot deny my roots. even though i am no longer intentionally writing for or about them i still love the same kinds of archetypes and narratives and dynamics that drew me to them in the first place

#sylvie speaks #tbd #i will always have a soft spot for stucky i think #especially when it comes to my poetry #they are what started it all #like that one post about stucky fan poetry #i'm not so vain as to count myself among the Great Stucky Era of fan writing #but i was caught up in that wave too and i still look back at it fondly #anyway someone tagged my most recent poem as stucky coded #and it made me nostalgic so here i am

[ayrennaranaaldmeri]

man the dev notes w/ the stormshore tabernacle convo. whatever they're there for it's kind of remarkable how so much of the notes there for her are just textbook abuser stuff.

#tbd #after all the advantages I gave you -- i have the visceral skin crawl reaction its the abusive parent anthem #things that make my skin crawl bruh #it's everything I did for you #child who i groomed #I'm being so magnanimous towards you giving you time == child who i groomed #look at how merciful i am even though my first instinct is that i don't like how you didn't obey me #the dev notes of that convo genuinely make it worse boooy #which well done but also i will throw hands #dming helm pls kill her again #anyway i think it's kind of fascinating that most gods in this game show themselves as these larger than life figures but mystra? #you are seeing the person who did that to gale you are seeing that person #that person came to him as a child #like that divine separation has just not been there #esp with the build up #where she first dispatches elminster and then again when he tells you about the grant but at the end it's just her in this human figure #i genuinely feel like it deliberately strips that divine separation away & its another layer of insidiousness on her part #it's grounded in the sense of the damage she'd done to gale idk i am waffling but its just something about it is worse when it's so..wow. #idk i think in this game? i think she's not written like the other gods in this game and i think it makes her worse not more sympathetic #bg3 spoilers #abuse tw

[midnight-in-town]

you know what i need, plot wise?

i need Anya and Damian to be “friends who keep looking out for each other no matter what”, only for their other friends to point out that it’s clearly not all what this relationship is about

i need Bill to join up their group of friends; more of Georges would be nice too

When we finally meet Demetrius, I hope he instantly realizes that his little brother has what he probably doesn’t: many dedicated friends

also Anya and Damian calling each other by name, when?

I kinda need Yor and Melinda to be friends too, bc I feel like Melinda is very isolated and would definitely open up to a genuine friendship, talking about her probably crappy husband, which would help Yor realize that what she’s got with Loid is very special, whether it’s platonic or romantic

when it happens I need Fiona to realize that Yor, whom she believes would mess things up, actually brings in more progress than everyone else combined for Operation Stryx, begrudgingly gaining respect for her

finally at some point, Melinda and Yor randomly meet Franky and Yor introduces him as “her husband’s friend” which gets Franky emotional

on an unrelated note, i need Yor and Melinda to go drinking at a dance club somehow, with them bumping into Camilia and Dominic for no other reason that because it’d be very funny for Yor’s coworkers to realize she’s tight with the former First Lady

as for Twilight, I need him to finally manage getting into Donovan’s close circle only for him to almost lose his cool in Donovan’s political meetups, like he almost did at Anya’s interview for school, because of how terrible and narrow-minded Donovan’s political ideas are

Max and Bond can play together at some point too

tl;dr everyone is friends, except for Donovan, ‘cause he probably sucks.

#spy x family #yor forger #anya forger #damian desmond #loid forger #donovan desmond #franky franklin #fiona frost #sxf75 #most likely tbd #my analysis #sxf theory

[thosehallowedhalls]

sometimes I feel like a toddler tugging at a parent's sleeve when I reblog my own stuff lol

#tbd #most likely anyway

[enden-k]

its close to 2am, am i silly for feeling heartache and yearnings again while doing my dailies in sumeru bc i miss the feeling of when sumeru freshly dropped and i was so extremely hyped and constantly lost my mind over every single thing (ill never be able to explain the things i felt when we first met haitham in port ormos and the day theme was slapping so hard, or when i first entered the desert and i was exploring or doing the aranara quests)

i felt NONE of that with fontaine after and its almost 2 years now since sumeru debut and i still cry abt it but i honestly dont feel like anything in gnshn will get me feeling and hyped and eughhghhf like this ever again. i honestly wish i could erase everything just so i can experience it again with the same intensity aa

#nothing catched me like sumeru and its characters and story and music and environment and it rlly is bc of sumeru and its cast and the vibes #OFC I VIBE W THE DENDRO NATION MOST ofc #anw if it rlly wsnt for my strong attachment to it and the existence of that cast id prob drop gnshn nd only casually play maybe #sigh #i just miss the feeling and them augh #babbles #genshin tag #tbd

[de2thletter]

starter call ! -- no need to specify muse, just need to jumpstart things here again + get new things going.

#will most likely be a short lil thing #tbd

[lighthouse-system]

Minecraft isn't giving me the dopamine I crave from getting ores so I started scooping the cat's shit in hopes of getting a similar rush

#tbd most likely #cursed my partner w this sentence and they told me to put it here

[royalarchivist]

Missed a lot of streams so I'll try and queue some clips later when I can! Been touching grass (and I recommend other folks do it too if they're feeling overwhelmed / burnt out or just feeling bad in general)

#mod talk #I run this thing like I'm getting paid to do it and I gotta keep reminding myself to ease up a bit #sad I missed the IRL stream but that'll be nice to watch later #I'll queue some other people's clips when I get home / when I can #I enjoy helping other people stay up to date with QSMP stuff since a lot is going on and folks miss things #but I also have a long history of burnout so I gotta be real careful #I know most people probably aren't looking at RA expecting it to act like an update account but I still do feel a little bit bad #like I said — I'll try and queue stuff if I can #TBD #''Dont run this like this is an update account you're getting paid to do'' I say #while actively apologizing for not running it like an update account #listen I know I'm being contrary. I'm trying my best out here

[v-arbellanaris]

here's the thing, right. like. okay, let's take everything up to the title showing up as the 'origin' style opening for dai, where you establish character. but like. literally what about that opening establishes character. you get brought to the chantry in haven where they briefly discuss executing you before declaring the inquisition. you can either begrudgingly support the people who have actively threatened you repeatedly or you can go uwu i'd love to help you guys out im so excited to be working with you. like. hello.

#throughout most of the haven stuff you don't get to develop your own opinions on anything. key information is shoved into codexes with #no other information or dialogue contradicting what was said. if you do express an opinion the game goes out of it's way to have every #single companion hammer you over the head with the 'correct' opinion. and for some reason they're almost ALL on the same page. #for example. DORIAN advocating for the circles so southern thedas doesn't ''become like tevinter'' like hello what. WHAT. #magic dangerous. apostates bad. blood magic evil. wardens bad. tevinter evil. qunari evil. dalish bad and stupid. ferelden bad and stupid. #chantry good! templars good! seekers good! orlais good! colonialism good! #like somehow. ALL OF THEM. #when it's to that extent like it's clear they're trying to push you towards some kind of conclusion. rather than letting you make your own. #or even be able to express it. AS AN ACTUAL CIRCLE MAGE I CANNOT EXPRESS COHERENT ARGUMENTS TO SUPPORT THE REBELLION. #like HELLO??? #sorry but there IS no moment or period in time where the herald gets to establish their character. they're immediately thrown into #the deep end of the plot. you get IMMEDIATELY THROWN into the resolution of the mage-templar war. with barely any info except what you #get from your advisors and companions. and some codexes if you go out of your way to read them. which. considering they push you to go to #val royeaux as soon as possible. is just. #like come on. let's be real here. #tbd #dai critical

[darehearts]

do you ever just think about your cat and legit tear up bc you love them so much

#Caramel my most beloved.......he's downstairs sleeping #and i'm just like......../THINKING ABT YOU. YOU CUTIE/ #do you all ever stop all that you are doing and go kiss your #cat also bc it's such a mood. how will i make it for 2 weeks #away from him heck if i know-- i'll facetime him a lot only #for him probably not to even look at me BUT THAT'S FINE #STILL....... SDKJFSJKF🤧 #tbd

[raytorosaurus]

online fandom discourse is soul-draining and pointless and cringe and productive to precisely nobody etc but also every now and then i check out the blogs that hate me and think well at least im repelling the right people. like.

#the third one is the most mask-off batshit stupidity ever lmao #sorry i dont usually post like this but today has Been. #tbd

[ansburg]

why is this fandom so obsessed with interrogating how people find gortash handsome........... like i'm sorry he doesn't look like an airbrushed twink but his face is attractive to me without accounting for his voice actor. i don't see posts asking why people find abdirak/he who was/white npc #7 etc thirst-worthy despite the fact they look generic as hell lmfao

#maybe i LIKE skin with texture #maybe i LIKE a nose that isn't long straight and pointy #maybe i LIKE full cheeks and a rounded jaw #maybe i will kill you with hammers for implying this kind of face is ugly!!!!!!! #also he looks like he wears expensive cologne. like most new money eager to show off their self-aggrandizement. i think he smells good. #tbd /