#the wilting light

[olives-life]

The Wilting Light

(in BL / Yaoi)

-my reading status: unfinished

-update status: finished

#the wilting light #olives.the.wilting.light

[enden-k]

You’re cursed prince Kaveh wearing mourning flowers in his hair is so,,,, so,,,, so,,,,,

Like. He’s always displaying how much time he has left. Constantly. It almost feels like a Warning for those around him to not get attached.

yes 💔

#and probably the only time al haitham closes his eyes and ignores it despite knowing better #the first time he feels attracted and fascinated by someone and that someone is in the process of losing himself- #his existence about to vanish as if he never was there to begin with #haitham doesnt let the flowers disturb him but the first time he notices them wilting a bit more #he spends a long while pondering about a stronger spell to hold back the curse #while kaveh doesnt want to burden his friends or bring down the mood. smiling even though hes the one in pain #never losing his shine despite the curse trying to stifle his light #and hoping it reaches his friends too; not mourning the time passed but using the time he has left #idk if i make sense ahjf i shall sleep now #reply #fantasy au

[forkpigeon3146]

i used to believe that i was ugly and rotten

and by extension, id make everything i had, also ugly and rotten

but as it turns out, when plants arent shown the light, they will struggle to grow

and when given the light they so desperately need, they will flourish in a way you've never seen before

so no, i was not ugly or rotten, i was simply just not given the care i needed, that i craved

#gripping the sink looking in the mirror repeating that i am not rotten at the core #that i just need to find the light to undo the wilting #poetry #spilled thoughts #my thoughts #spilled ink #poem

[milkfakearts]

𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢 𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘩 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳...

PMV MAP part for Jayvietior

#the gift of beasts #the lost star #animation #animated #gif #oc #ocs #original #character #characters #light #denarmis #garden #lethe #cocytus #acheron #wilt #pmv #map #multi animator project #digital #art

[rivilu]

We regret to inform thee that this user is Thinking about the bad timeline again

#might change up my talk tag to #river rambles #for self neutrality reasons #but yeah. #that timeline is like. #an archfey a god and a vampire ascendant walk into a tavern.. #and also there's the disgraced demigod in the corner who's the cause of it all #It's just.. #the bad ending variations for Alfhart in particular have SUCH juicy potential #like a guy who haaates power- does not want it - can't be lured by it - actively pushes it away- #learns that he has the potential for unfathomable amounts of it running in his bloodline- potential that getting his curse broken- #the one keeping him locked out of the feywild- would unlock. And he's PISSED about it! #where his bad ending has him not even caring anymore. He just needs to be as far away as humanly possible from it all #probably pays ungodly amounts of money on a wish spell to get the curse broken. immediately leaves the prime with no intention of returning #and winds up reaching that power level not even out his own volition. the feywild works in funny ways #and at that point he's lost the tiny slivers of the sense of self he was holding on to. he's Hollow. #and in a plane ruled by chaos- emotions and concepts more than anything. where hardly anyone could ever beat him in that regard.. well. #like he's not.. harsh winter- like what the prince of frost seems to be based around. He's not hostile to life. #if there's one aspect of winter i would say that he embodies- it'd be the sorrow of it. #The wilting of flowers. The loneliness and longing for the light of longer days. The stray freezing in the street. #Death in the neutral sense. The stagnation before rebirth #Again he's just. #the hollow. the empty. not numb. just.. the feeling of having one's heart ripped out- experiencing the pain of it- unceasing- #yet unable to die from it. barred from rest. barred from peace. Frozen in time- in hurt #you know the fey are way too jovial- even the 'evil' ones seem to just kind of be malicious tricksters. #i reckon they need one of their own being brought back broken beyond repair in a way they've never seen before to spice things up #(also to note he doesnt get like this JUST because of Hanne(durge)/The ascension or what have you- #he is sort of like. a bunch of glass that was pulverized to dust. that someone painstakingly melded back together. that's his baseline #regardless of timeline. now in the good one said glass ends up shaken a couple times but nothing /really/ happens. he ends up perfectly fin #in the bad one however. said glass might as well have been thrown into the sun and atomized

[miss-mossball]

fave miss-mossball visual stimky this month

simple mochi face expressions with little claw fingies

i love drawing it :> its a very rose/dosy thing honestly, so have some more silly doodles

#doodle heaven #my ocs #princess rose #knight malva #chimera's amazing ocs #wolfgang #rou's amaz #dosy #rosie #wilted rose #ive drawn this with others too ofc but it feels like a rose/dosy staple for silly light doodles

[fieriframes]

[Wilted flower seem strange to you. With all this poison at the roots? Shut away from love and light. And you wonder why its screaming...]

#s35e10 takeout - tastier at home #guy fieri #guyfieri #diners drive-ins and dives #wilted flower #poison #roots #love #light #screaming

[slizz-and-grem]

But what about 2nd breakfast?

#its still dark when the first lights go on now #bearded dragon #reptile #lizard #grem #first breakfast was the wilted dandelion and green beans i didn’t take out yesterday #because why would you wat them when theyre fresh and crunchy

[dearbraus]

i h8 rooms with not windows it makes me feel so blah

#signed fawn #lemme see outside and have natural light or else i will wilt !!!

[allgather]

they had given kakashi the courtesy of someone delivering the news in person. he was the first to know, as he was next of kin. iruka only took a few missions every year, just enough to remain in active duty. they were usually low-paying, low-risk missions that utilized his medical ninjutsu. unfortunately, that very skill had painted a target on his back in this case. his unit had been ambushed, iruka had gotten caught in the crossfire. just when they thought this cycle of needless bloodshed had ended, another death was dropped at kakashi's doorstep.

he doesn't say much, not at first. after he hears the masked man infrm hi of iruka's death, the world goes quiet. it feels impossibly small, condensed in every halted thought in his brain & chest. he's sure the man is telling him the details, but he can't hear them as they spill from concealed lips. he does catch one phrase, however.

' iruka's body is in the konoha morgue ' a pause. he must have noticed how pale kakashi had become, how difficult it was to control his impossibly even breaths. The man then forces a letter into Kakashi's hands in an unfortunate sort of understanding. the details didn't matter right now. there were bigger feelings to swallow. The messenger departs, leaving Kakashi in a silent world.

kakashi often lamented over death, what could happen if he were to lose those he loved. but it was too painful to think that he might outlive iruka. he wasn't sure who he would be without iruka's warmth, guiding him from day to day. even now, as he opens to read the letter he cannot bare to retain any of the words sprawled down the page. the writing was neat, impresonal, full of facts. It was a bastardized memorial to the man they represent, lacking any of the warmth Iruka had maintained in life.

None of it made sense, so he crumples the paper in his hand. He tears it in half once, then again & again. He's not sure when the lamp by their shared door hits the wall, nor if he had been the one to throw it but he does know he cannot breathe. he cannot think of how his knuckles split when they go through the wall of their shared apartment. he closes his eyes to shut out every reminder of iruka's already suffocating absence that littered their home. burning lungs force out an ugly sob & before he knows it, he's on the ground. he can't stand, he can't breathe, he can't think. iruka can't be gone, it was impossible.

At some point, Naruto shows up. They had made plans for the evening to catch up, to grab a bite to eat... but news spread fast & grief was a terrible thing. He helps Kakashi clean up the glass & Kakashi washes his bloodied knuckles. together, they cry. they will have to plan the funeral in the coming days, but for now they remember iruka & grieve for all the love they had for him that no longer had a place to go.

My muse is dead. Tell me how yours is dealing with it.

#xhatake #kakashi being iruka's only family & having to bear the grief is so MUCH to me #how he just blacks out it is TOO much how the world goes COLD without iruka's warmth #and how naruto - the boy iruka raised and who is just as kind as he is - comes to patch kakashi UP like !!!!! #iruka lives on in the lives of the students he was important to. and in the child he raised with kindness and love #also the destructive force as kakashi tears apart the home iruka and he built together that is SO DISTINCTLY filled with reminders of him #his books all the photos of his students and friends all the touches of light and colour and life. the flowers that are starting to wilt #ones he'd picked for kakahi before his mission. ones that will die alongside him #thx xan u made me cry real tears i love them i adored this and it made me CRY

[faline-cat444]

Moderate start

#The Elusive Samurai #My Hero Academia #Kubo Won't Let Me Be Invisible #Non Non Biyoti #Magic Artisan Dahlia Wilts No More #The Savior's Book Cafe Story in Another World #The Eminence in Shadow #Durarara #Studio Apartment Good Lighting Angel Included #Bungo Stray Dogs #Slasher Maidens #Star Knights

[milkfakearts]

Keepers of souls.

#sketchbook #doodles #wilt #light #the gift of beasts #oc #ocs #traditional

[134340am]

i said i’d finish up some drabble requests tonight but i’m sleepy..... sorry frens..... maybe tomorrow 

#trying to take better care of myself so i'm going to sleep early tonight #goob night pals take care and be nice to urself... u deserve it #btw the little baby leaves in my terrarium r growing : ) #i noticed they're a little out of position this morning though #they're bent all the way to the left when they were standing up straight last week #and then i realised they were growing towards the light!!!!! #they're so cool i'm so proud of them and i can't wait for them to grow bigger #i have 4 big leaves (but one is wilting T^T) and 2 baby leaves #hehe #terrarium update #tmi tuna

[boysrct]

with every note, we keep his spirit alive

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[000life-is-meaningless000]

I honestly don't know why we have so many morals in this world, I don't understand why we have a responsibility to be so fucking moral ?

I don't know why there's so, many deities in higher powers above Humanity, We be fucking moral like why is it fucking matter ?

you're boring this world to serve and be obedient to Good ?

just so you can die go to a good place why can't these deities send u to the good realm because thay often can see someone's life and all that that happens before anything happens deities are Beyond super psychic.

So, I Really see this morality bullshit it's just a guilt trip gaslighting a guilt trip.

I really meant the point of seeing being being just being being a fucking good person some kind of like mental illness.

there's no real punishment for being evil except for the offense to the human spirit.

They who are trained for Good and Bad is the same way that you were trained for Law and Order.

So I really have no idea was the whole point of being moral thought out our lives and Why we fear to be evil ?

if there is a higher power that doesn't want you to be evil like you're just taking it out of the equation.

This whole punishment thing is just bullshit.

. . . . . . .

it's Completely irrational, morals are also tied to mental Health, Law and Order religion and every part of The Human Experience.

it is serves not in place no good role.

. . .

When Evil has all the benefits, Good says it's the most valuable.

And, The most fucked up strangest thing is more people will do evil in the name of Good than Good will do in the name of Evil.

my point is that everybody has their own idea what's good and what's evil and people always are willing to kill other people because they believe that they are evil evil is a good and evil is a fucking religion I really think u should do other fuck you want cuz we're God damn fucking animals with a finite amount of time and there's some stupid piece of shit above us all watching us and judging us of our actions and God damn well they can go fuck themselves.

I think it's a fucking abuse and if human beings don't even have free will why is that even fucking matter you're going to get punished on something you don't even fucking have you don't even have free will and this is big thing of wondering if we even have free will to begin with

and the motherfuckers even talk about everything being fucking predestined so it just gets me even deeper in the rabbit hole wanting to know what the fuck is anything what the fucking point of hell we don't have free will everything is predestined our Free Will is fake we would do to do it anyway you also got to think of DNA on the goddamn math board

in the more you think about shit and the more you contemplate

the way you got to wonder what the fuck, is the point ?

Why be good when evil is all good and then you have Christians always saying that they say that Pitty the fool that See's, Evil is good and good is evil

when everyone does that constantly no one knows what the fuck anything is cuz it's kind of just make up their morals that go along.

We're All God damn flawed imperfect fucking beings trying to fucking survive an endless meaningless pointless fucking existence that just ends up with us being bones in the fucking dirt somewhere ?

and for those dumb motherfuckers that say you won't go to heaven.

😡 - Bible, ACCURATE ! ! ! ! !

#Heaven #Holy #Life #is #Meaningless #Black Pill #Sad #Do as Thou Wilt #Red Pill #Life is Meaningless #Embrace #Darkness #Embrace Evil #The Light is a Lie #Embrace Darkness #Love #Yourself #Love Yourself #Youtube #Life is Short