#this is serious

[mismess]

This! Is! Serious!

#this is serious #we're not candy #animation #art #lekko's art #doodles

[lasthaysileeshipper]

some of y’all victim blame this man so hard and it makes me so angry. sejanus couldn’t hear coryo’s inner dialogue. all he saw was the carefully crafted persona coryo exhibited outwardly. he saw the goodness in coryo, just like tigris and lucy gray did, and he got stabbed in the back by coryo like they did.

to anyone who needs to hear this; if someone ever betrays you, it is never ever your fault. you aren’t stupid for trusting them, they’re the asshole for betraying your trust.

#the book doesn’t say sejanus is autistic but like #as someone who is autistic and very gullible/trusting #and has had that used against me many times over #this take drives me fucking insane #god forbid he trust the only person who didn’t relentlessly bully him as a child #thg #the hunger games #tbosas #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #sejnaus plinth #coriolanus snow #not going to tag this as a meme post #this is serious

[taboo-delusion]

So, I just discovered something interesting.

This is a bit of a long one, so bear with me. It's important. Seriously.

I just woke up a few hours ago. My meds are starting to kick in. I was having a very serious and genuine, deep conversation (in-head) and it was... beautiful. It wasn't happy, but it was beautiful. Not the point.

Point is:

I had not had a single fucking intrusive thought today until someone made a noise in the other room.

I am so fucking PISSED OFF

Why my brain refuses to realize that intrusive thoughts CAUSED the good feeling to go away, I have no fucking idea. I've known that for almost a year now, yet my stupid fucking subconscious refuses to change anything it's doing

Before I snap my fucking android phone in half and yeet somebody's face into neptune, I thought I'd share the discovery!!!!

Basically:

MY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS DID NOT START UNTIL SOMETHING STARTLED ME OUT OF FOCUS

AS I TYPE THIS, I REALIZE THAT INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS -AT LEAST FOR ADHDERS- ARE A SURVIVAL TACTIC.

Elaborating:

When you fall asleep and your heart slows too much, your body does the falling thing to make sure you're still alive.

It's not that intrusive thoughts are *Just* because your brain gets too quiet, It's because your life has never been completely quite before, or -like me- the few times it is quiet, something interrupts. And even if it doesn't piss you off, even if you don't jump like I do, your brain still registers it as not safe.

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Falling asleep, heart slows a lot-

Body: *Sends adrenaline just to make sure it still actually works.*

Drowning, even mostly unconscious-

Body and brain: *Hold onto that last half-breath even if it feels like you're head is going to explode.*

Going grocery shopping or talking to someone you think is cool-

Brain: *Remembers what it felt like the first time your guardian was indifferent or mean about something that made you happy or calm.*

Things around you actually get quiet-

Brain *Sends a thought you hate just to make sure you're prepared for a sudden problem.*

TDLR 1: Your brain isn't mean on purpose, It's just paranoid and still has a will to live.

Listen. I know I'm just some random dude from a weird blog. But I'm trying to translate, to assist. Maybe somebody else needs this realization as much as I do. I apologize for the yelling earlier. I'm still just as upset, but only at my dumbass subconscious. Now some time has passed, and I have regained self-control.

(I also apologize for the above paragraph, my brain nags for me to do this, but I can't remember why. So:)

I am no psychologist. Here are my qualifications (why you should listen to me):

As my friends call it- "Disturbingly self-aware at all times."

Paranoid Schizophrenic with actual (unrelated) OCD, with years of experience dealing with it- more healthily in recent years.

Philosophy and deep thinking is simply my default. I use metaphors, but everything in this post is entirely literal, ...except the angry threat. (*begrudgingly accepts disappointment*)

I am a fiction writer. I don't know about healing people/first aid, but I know a LOT about how anatomy works, with many deep-dives on the psychology/evolution side.

People irl generally consider me a genius? Idk how to gauge that, IQ tests are irrelevant with this type of... smart?. I've been compared to both Da Vinci and Einstein. So, ...actually that's pretty fuckin' cool- (I AM NOT TRYING TO BRAG! I APOLOGIZE IF IT COMES OFF THAT WAY! I've never put it all down like this, and I'm just surprised and questioning my reputation.)

(Also, I love playing detective, so naturally I call myself Batman XD.)

Autistic; I experience the world, and every situation, from a view without any context.

ADHD: My brain automatically -As a guardian I hate describes- "Can watch three different movies at the same time, all in fast forward, and can keep up with all of them." ... Well, yes, but technically no. Idk if other ADHD people do this, but my brain "connects the dots" so quickly, I end up laughing at jokes I've never heard before the 'punchline', because I've already figured out what you're going to say next.

Now combine all that. I am kicking depression's ass and now I want to help you do the same.

I have only mentioned the relevant things. Please keep in mind that ALL of these have both advantages and disasters. Thank you for your patience and understanding. I am running on four hours of sleep. For the love of whatever, I hope this actually helps someone other than me.

Qualifications are noted because: This is all stuff (and stuff like this) that I am just always casually aware of.

TLDR2: Even if I wasn't trying to help people feel better, Apparently I was born with a nat 20 perception/insight check, so please don't argue that I truly understand what I'm talking about here.

#this is serious #serious #intrusive thoughts #adhd intrusive thoughts #especially adhd #psychology #psychological analogy #human instinct #evolutionary psychology #survival instinct #fighting depression #original content #adhd #it can be done #it can be fixed #mental health #mental illness #mental issues #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #and still going #so i'll help where i can #and you can't stop me #hope #how to get better #get better #getting better #you're not alone #you're gonna be okay

[nia1sworld]

Attention all tumblr users

Do not click on the link, this link it's a sex trafficking site. It's a site that puts on your phone that girls are missing. Do NOT go to this link, I'm not joking I'm serious!

Repost this!!! Immediately! This is not a joke

@littleearthlings0505 @untitled14360 @serentiydraw5678 @sophia-does-skits @artismeyou-12 @loki104-uwu @shubbabang @gori--demora--skellydemora @artismeyou-12 @e-icreator23 @/everyone!!

#REPOST THIS TO EVERYONE!!! #important #this is serious #reblog #not a joke #reblog this!!! #DON'T CLICK THAT LINK

[carl0p]

#literature #seriously though #books & libraries #books and reading #this is serious #bookblr #booksbooksbooks #life quotes #literary quotes #book quote #quotes #book quotes #dark acadamia quotes #dark academic aesthetic #dark academia quotes #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #dark academia books #friedrich nietzsche #nietzche #light acamedia #soft academia #classic academia #academiacore #classic books #classic literature #philosophy #poems and quotes #literature quotes #english literature

[citrinebunny]

yeah i think you spanking my pussy over my panties until they’re soaking wet and then making me gag on them would make me feel better actually

#nsft #queer nsft #wlw nsft #wlm nsft #wlw ns/fw #nblw nsft #mine #this is serious #citrinebunny

[endlesslycoffee]

today I lost my country

medio pais voto al olvido, el odio y la locura

lamentablemente, "nunca más" no se entendió

ahora a luchar

#argentina #for those who dont understand basically trump is president in my country now #i know ill have to fight the following four years #this is serious #im not exaggerating a single bit #whats happened in argentina today is heartbreaking and infuriating #im willing to give my life for the fight that follows #i will not forgive the people who voted for this asshole

[season-77]

Friday's survey, guys. Only two questions, both of them of utmost importance.

#shaun evans #c'mon guys #this is serious #let's do it for science #wrong answers only

[tiredfox64]

My headcanon for Mavado

Prior notes: none get in the car now!

HE IS GUATEMALAN! PLEASE! JUST GIVE US THIS!

RAAAAAHHHH 🇬🇹🇬🇹🇬🇹🇬🇹🦜🦜🦜🦜

SCREW IT YOU CAN EVEN MAKE HIM DOMINICAN JUST PLEASE GIVE US HIM! 🇩🇴🇩🇴🇩🇴🇩🇴🇩🇴

I WILL THROW UP IM NOT PLAYING GAMES WITH THIS MAN!

AHHHHHHHH

SHAKING AND SCREAMING! LITERALLY MADE A REDDIT POST ABOUT HIM

After notes: so how yall doing today I’m feeling…

#mortal kombat #mortal kombat 1 #mk1 #mortal kombat1 #mavado #mk mavado #headcanon #this is serious #make him Guatemalan please #or Dominican I don’t care #give us something NRS

[lima--beanz]

callout post on @waffled-iron . stop interacting with them because what they did is heartbreaking.

they threatened to cancel loamsta.

they're impersonating me (im the real velver)

they said the faggot slur at least seven times

they're not making clark canon

one of their ocs is homophobiv and racist and that cvobvioustly because they're homophobic and ravigfdt

foot fethcsh

they're a cat (cats are mean)

they hit me once (on purpose)

they uhhhhhhhh

they listen to the pAper chAse (EMO band for EMO losers)

end of post

#this is serious #im befins so fuckgi nr seriodus #theyr'eer so dusckign meand to me :( #/silly/j

[brassknucklespeirs]

is it just me or is there a severe lack of Joe Toye x reader??? I think we should all work to change that…please and thank you (that’s an invite to start spitting out those Toye fics immediately)

#Let’s go people #this is serious #we’re slacking #Is he underrated or…like what is going on #band of brothers x reader #band of brothers #band of brothers fanfic #band of brothers imagine #band of brothers fluff #joe toye x reader

[trans-duckling]

Here I am, writing about sex while one person is on a wheelchair, with about 10 webpages opened about: sex in a wheelchair, sex with burnt skin, proper sex preparation (adapted for disabled people) and aftercare...

My conclusion? Someone should do a proper free book about ALL of it, with as many images as a common sex education book would have, because, MAN, looking for all this took me HOURS.

Now imagine for someone that is disabled and wants to have info without having to buy a book with close to 0 images.

I'm doing research for writing and thus don't care about spending hours looking for this, or buying a pdf (even if it can be annoying), but I can't imagine the stress of a disabled person wanting to solve questions and having like 3 resources and 2 of them that require payment...

Sex should be more accessible for EVERYBODY!!!

#writing #disability #sex education #sex ed #disabled sex #this is serious #wheelchair #kakagai #maito gai #naruto #ao3 #fanfic #gaikaka #kakashi #kakashi hatake #might guy #gay #kakaguy

[heywriters]

*trying to figure out why one of my many posts about wildfires is getting more traction than the others did* Oh. Tumblr has changed how trending tags work. they're bad now

#*exhausted sigh* #tungles pls #this is serious #you're not helping #by becoming Twitter

[dylaissante]

#this is serious #bob dylan #op

[cepheusgalaxy]

Me: *seeing Red Robin fanart*

Me: *comes through ship art*

Me: oh, ok, that's normal

I was not much into dc until lately so I don't know most of the characters.

However, I did started watching a dc show some years ago. Young Justice. So all my knowledge comes from that. All the characters I know are in the first season of that show.

I usually, when seeing dc ship art, don't get what they're talking about, because the only character in the ship I do know it robin (one of them). So when I saw ship art of Tim x Kon I didn't think much besides "omg bi rep they're SO cool I wish I knew this character"

Guess who just found out Kon is nickname for Connor

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Me, first time seeing Kon x Tim fanart: Who is this guy why is he with a superman shirt is he superman. Is that some lore I didn't know.

Me, seeing it more times later: Oh, they're queer! :D They are with Red Robin! Why, that is nice. But I don't think much of it because I'm only invested in one of the characters. It's just one more Tim ship.

Me, today: Oh, look! This couple again! :) *sees the tags* Tin drake, red robin, kon el, connor, superboy-WAIT WHAT

THIS IS SUPERBOY???

THAT SUPERBOY??????

*remembers how he was one of my fav characters from young justice and get immediately more excited*

#If I wasn't already excited to start banging the shows and comics #that would do it. #im not kidding #i didn't recognize him because he has a design change! #he has an undercut! #he was with megan! the green girl! (i liked her too) #SHIP GOT 200x BETTER #tim drake #kon el kent #kon el superboy #superboy #red robin #dc #rambles #don't laugh #this is serious #it is the realization of my life

[harszion]

two arts in one day…? amazing

pose reference is from here

#firefly wedding #hotaru no yomeiri #gotou shinpei #satoko kirigaya #WOOOOOOOOOO #my head is full of them #THIS IS SERIOUS