#trying hard

[bakubabe-chlorine-p]

Alice in Wonderland :3

#bakugan #alice gehabich #Look at me making art #Silly me #Trying hard

[coelii-weeb]

(Fujimoto Tatsuki, Chainsaw Man, Chapter 13)

#manga panel #anime and manga #reaction image #manga #manga cap #chainsaw man #current mood #denji #win #trying hard #effort

[xodakotablue]

#Selfie #Thin #Bones #weight loss #trying hard #october

[denimnan]

i don't know how to continue to fight

when i have reached my limit

i don't want to give up

but i am tired of this endless battles

i keep fighting and trying to come out of it

but i am getting hurt over and over again

now i don't even feel the pain as i am so numb

the thought of giving up is always there

but i don't want to have to fight for myself

even when i am dead

- N.R.K.

#my writing #my words #life quotes #quotes #poem #depressing quotes #journal #diary #words #poets on tumblr #poems on tumblr #quoteoftheday #writers on tumblr #poetic #poetic stories #poeticstories #original poem #trying hard #dead inside #i feel numb #feelings #deep thoughts #emotions #thoughts #mentally and emotionally #emotionally drained #crying #alone with my thoughts #i feel empty #everyone hates me

[c0smicc0wgirl]

#fit check #trying hard

[mydarlingdearestdead]

"What makes you think you have any right to me?" Orion's voice was like nails on a chalkboard.

Shay opened her mouth to reply but no, Ri wasn't finished. "Did you save my life? Or give me a ring? Or show any concern for me past what I could do for you?"

Shay scoffed, but even I could see her mask was wearing thin. "Of course I did. I kept you in enough wealth to buy your pretty little outfits, didn't I?" She closed with a chuckle, cruel but lacking any meaning.

Orion glanced down at their suit, the silver fabric shimmering as the sun made its rapid descent over the hills. "I bought this?" Shay nodded, regaining a fraction of her dignity. "You know those curtains you used to have in your office? The silver ones?" They shook out their sleeve as if to emphasize a point. "You ordered them to be burned after a meeting went wrong. A smidge of blood and you threw them out like they were worthless."

Understanding crossed her face a moment too late. "Orion-"

"I took them home before they could be incinerated and made something new. Relearned a few sewing techniques, wasn't all that hard."

Shay didn't reply.

She didn't understand the concept of loss, or of losing. She had, of course, but to admit it would be to admit that Orion was, and always had been, right in their musings.

A blade to her throat and that was that.

#elton and Orion #ocs #my lovely ocs #original characters #writblr #shitty writing #scraps #writer #writing #writers #author #trying hard #Elton Rhymes #Orion O'Hara

[reelovesbuckybarnes]

My sincere apologies to those that i had hurt on here in rp...

I had never meant to . I will be my ol' self again and i also wish that i could make it up to you ,especially to the anon tumblr users. I know you guys are giving me advice as well as trying to help me .

I've really not been myself lately ever since those rp incidents had happened. It felt like it had changed me drastically. I know that some of you know that i have changed so much. Even i don't know what's wrong with me these days. It's like my mental health has taken a serious toll on me . I myself am shocked in the person that i had became. I should really apologize again to the anon tumblr users. I am truly sorry for hurting you all not just in roleplaying. I will rp again but not just now. I even changed my Twitter name to this (Prince Jack Benjamin's Rebel) .don't get me wrong everyone i will always love tj hammond in the tv show political animals but to rp with a tj again? That will take some time .... cos i know that no one wants to rp with me ever again. I miss rp'ing with amazing roleplayers,I miss the excitement, i turned rp into a soap opera and it's all my fault. So anon users feel free to put me in my place cos i deserve it i guess.

I will make rp fun again IF i find the right rp partner again. And i had lost more followers again due to that. I will be myself again.

I will try hard not to interfere in others rp, i will try hard not to be so overwhelmed and possessive cos i do know that the rp storylines are separate. I will really try...

I just want to be myself again... I really dont know who else to turn to. I really dont wanna lose more friends and followers on here.

@ask-scott-lang-whatever @asipofwineandfandoms @sarahrogersevans @justarandomgirly @scentedkittenperfection @nessiesbarnes @jobean12-blog @musicandchat @bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky

#trying hard

[boyishspit]

recently

#me #trying hard

[sakshiwriter]

I may not be good now. I may never escape the darkness. I might have multiple relapses. But I am trying. I try every day. To get up, to put one foot in front of another, and just not feel too much or think so much.

I am trying. And trying is everything. Isn't it?

#trying hard #loving #beingpresent #makingeffort #keep trying #trytryandtry #keepgoing #anxiety #ptsd #darkmind #overthinking #mindcontro #writerswrite

[itsmexaria1101]

I'm crying out in pain

But you never see me cry.

#frustrated #stress #kinda depressing #tired thoughts #my writing #studying #failure #sad quotes #trying hard #frustration

[soothedcerberus]

Does anybody remember Dragon Tales? 🥺

#pbs kids #dragon tales #nostalgia #my art #artists on tumblr #sketchbook #watercolors #doodle #was my third fav show on the network next to sagwa and clifford #insects #bugs #i went through like 7 pages trying to draw cassie lol no idea why she was so hard to get down

[likegoldintheair]

when i say i wish people started using the reblog button more i don't mean it in a 'i want more notes' kind of way i mean it in a 'i want to read about your thoughts on this particular thing' and 'i want to have conversations in the tags' and 'i want this to feel like a community again and not like any of those boring social media platforms where artists are content creators and interactions never goes beyond a like'

#i am having thoughts and feelings again #the main reason i came back to tumblr after a decade away #was because i missed the community-like feeling #but it seems impossible to have that #no matter how hard i try

[atissi]

i don't really like when people say dungeon meshi is accidentally good autistic representation, because while i understand not wanting to make conclusions without explicit confirmation from the author, there's always the weird assumption that non-western authors somehow don't know about things like neurodivergency/queerness/etc. (on top of the assumptions that east asian authors are somehow more naive or oblivious to "western" social issues).

given that dungeon meshi started being published in 2014, it's not really a "work belonging to its times"—it's as contemporary as any other media we discuss on this site, which means it should be fair to assume it engages with contemporary topics (and at the very least, you shouldn't say that the representation is accidental with so much confidence)

but anyways, the chapter "perfect communication" in ryoko kui's "terrarium in a drawer" is some of the most straightforward autistic representation I've seen, and from now on I'm going to assume that laios's character writing is absolutely intentional in that regard:

#beepbeep.txt #dungeon meshi #ryoko kui #this is me trying to explain h/ollow knight lore #also yayyyy reading new things. chapter 18 'spring' is basically UFUT if you squint (sorry for the jumpscare if you know UFUT) #but the last two pages were such a surprising gut punch....it's hard not to see it as a metaphor for both the experience of raising childre #and of taking care of your parents in old age....aughh....

[zytes]

this manatee looks like it’s in a skyrim loading screen

#misc #I encourage anyone dyslexic to try rotating him in your mind. I can’t do that; which is why I’m asking you to. #also: a bunch of tags are surprised this isn’t ‘shopped #it’s the lighting. backlit by the sun (which is diffused through the water) but also forelit artificially #the artificial light - a flash pack or something - casts a hard shadow under the creatures arm #which normally wouldn’t be possible if backlit by the SUN; you’d see a less-hard/more-fragmented shadow above water #as light sources ‘compete’ in a sense - and since there aren’t any light sources which can outshine the literal sun #it looks a bit weird when the darkest shadow is being cast from any other origin point - which is what’s essentially happening here #I don’t know the mechanics of how light travels through water; but I know the effect is substantial even with relatively short distances #also: it’s been balanced and color corrected by the author of the photo - who made deliberate choices to bring out the full potential #so it’s not like it’s a fresh and untouched export #but the kind of ‘tacked on’ appearance of the creature is a result of the lighting conditions within the image

[ackee]

to all my mutuals and friends. im so sorry

#THIS IS JUST WHERE IM AT RN. TRYING SO HARD #txt

[squeakadeeks]

i get that pushing harder/blowing your nose actively makes a congested nose worse via increasing sinus pressure but not for me though. if i just keep blasting it will work and my nose will clear up for me. this is how im reaching heaven through violence.

#im trying so hard to be a good noodle and not nose blast but GOD it is so hard