#trying to catch your eye

[augustlaven]

Choose your type!

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Thomas: "Hey, y/n, do you want to go fishing?" / "Hmm, so what if you're cute? I have absolutely no interest in spending time with you. Maybe sometimes…" / "You know you can't get rid of me, don't you?"

Edward: "In the moments when I see you, I rejoice even more that my left eye still sees!" / "…Stop it, I need to work, not talk." / "Believe me, I'm only doing this to protect you! Please, y/n, don't call the police… I'm begging you…"

Henry: "It's always so cozy next to you..." / "I'm g-giving the flower to you b-because I'm running out of space in the shop, okay? I'll make sure you take good care of it!" / "Ah, y/n!~ I had to dig up the ground to plant daisies for you. I'm just a little dirty, don't worry."

Gordon: "Oh, I was worried I wouldn't catch up with you!" / "You are an absolute weakling, y/n! I'll have to train you until jogging becomes a normal activity for you in the morning!" / "I can't let an inferior being like you be around me. I'll have to teach you how to behave appropriately for my status."

James: "Oh, you're so lucky that I agreed to accompany you! Believe me, you won't be bored with me!" / "What? Of course I didn't sew up the holes in your socks, y/n! I don't do such dirty work, you silly dumbass!" / "I made this especially for you, you know? What do you mean by how do I know your clothing sizes? I just have a good eye."

Percy: "Oh, y/n, can I walk with you? I have free time right now!" / "I was looking for Thomas, that's why I ran into you! This is a complete accident!" / "I'll follow you anywhere. You give me confidence in myself, I can't let us part."

#This idea came up in the process of discussing whether Henry is suitable to be a tsundere #Interesting fact: during the development of the visual novel Henry conceived as a yandere character. Later this idea was rejected #And yes #Henry chose killing #Edward will cry if you catch him doing something that is not quite right from the point of view of morality or the law #Gordon has a collar and a leash in his hand #As for me James is the least dangerous of them all #He didn't try to secretly peek at your clothing size he really has a very trained eye #ttte #ttte human au #ttte humanized #thomas and friends #where does the gold dust lead #ttte thomas #ttte edward #ttte henry #ttte gordon #ttte james #ttte percy #tw scars #tw blood #deredere #tsundere #yandere #tw yandere #tw killing #tw murder #thomas x reader #edward x reader #henry x reader

[sigbestboi]

it's 5 am and I had the urge to quickly sketch this comic idea out because if I didnt i'd explode!!!!! do you guys think satan gets small flashbacks of lilith when he's around arle,,

#puyo puyo tetris #puyo puyo #madou monogatari #satan #dark prince #i should explain better but he doesnf get like your typical flashback but more like Lilith replaces arle for like a brief second in his eye #i like to think it happens at random around arle and it always catches him off guard #i like to think it might be a reason as to why he keeps trying to win Arles love too #bro just misses his wife!!! #these are just headcanons not offical!! im also a newer fan so sorry if these headcanons dont make sense im still learning #sorry for the sketchy and mid art too ahhh its nearly 6 am!!!! i might change Arles pose i want somethkng more dynamic #my art

[kingkatsuki]

Can you imagine how pissed off love island!Bakugou would be if another guy chose you to kiss during one of the challenges?

#he’d just be mouthing off on the other side of the course #kirishima with his hand on his chest because he thinks he’s gonna jump across the room #he’s probably calling the guy so many names when he comes back into line after too #and he’s now trying to catch your eye to see if you’re okay and to try and ground himself #but you’re just there feeling bad for your friend who got pied #and you’re worried Bakugou will think there’s something going on #but he knows you proper fancy him and you’re loyal to him😭🥺💕 #love island bakugou

[saturnsorbits]

Thinking about the boys getting stuck in their suits…

About Sero, who’s suit is so damn tight, sometimes he struggles to prise it far enough away from his skin to unzip.

Or, Bakugo, who waddles into your office at least twice a month having bust his shirt or pants bc he’s added an extra weight to his daily routine.

… And then there’s Denki. Who sometimes misalignes the zip on his jacket and needs helping out of it like a toddler.

#Denki’s cringing. The jacket is stuck somewhere around his middle; pulling up his T-shirt to expose his stomach underneath. #The same stomach he knows is bright red; a consequence of the blush that has sunken there. #‘Arms up.’ #He’s thankful he can’t see your face. See the amusement that must swim in your eyes right now as you tug and twist at him - #trying to free him from his leather prison. #He doesn’t think he’s ever embarrassed himself so throughly. #How the fuck is supposed to ask you out now… #Vs: #Bakugo who cocks an eyebrow at you when he catches you staring at where his inner seam has ripped. #‘Like what you see?’ #And it’s you that’s blushing up a storm trying to tread the line between professionalism and wanting to see exactly what those pants hide.

[quietwingsinthesky]

crucial to the vision that lucifer does not actually like. make up for torturing sam. or possessing castiel. or some other third thing he did to dean. it’s just that he’s mary’s boytoy now and they can’t kick him off the team because of it.

#combined power of ‘im fucking ur mom’ and the baby antichrist wanting his dad around and also lucifer being a fairly powerful piece on the #board. and they can’t get rid of him. #have fun guys <3 make nice with the devil <3 he’s part of the family now <3 #most people just have to deal with their mom seeing the poolboy after the divorce. sam and dean have to deal with mary sleeping with satan. #does it make it better or worse that she doesn’t. and won’t. catch feelings for him. #for sam and dean i mean. #because on the one hand they gotta be like thank GOD for that. but on the other. what kind of horrifying knowledge is it to know that your #mother keeps the devil around because he’s a good fuck. #i need them to have just the worst family dinners i really do #have sam and dean invite over crowley and rowena. seperately. of course. they wanted moral support from their own flings turned #situationships. castiel is also at the table sitting in the dead middle of one side like ‘did anyone try the meatloaf. i thought the #meatloaf was nice.’ and desperately not making eye contact with anyone.

[consolecadet]

Thinking about how my fine motor skills/manual dexterity are fairly good (relatively fast touch typist, ok at many types of art, envied by peers for my onion-dicing abilities) but my gross motor skills & proprioception are less good and feel significantly degraded by joint problems with EDS (historically bad at sports, often knock things over especially when using a cane, was horrible at throwing/catching objects until Something Changed in 2019). World's least graceful artist

#the throwing and catching things issue may have had more to do with how people treated me as a kid #the primary shift was becoming less afraid of 1) failure and 2) things hitting me in the face #turns out if you keep your eyes open and track the object's trajectory you are much more likely to catch it #as opposed to closing your eyes and instinctively shielding your body #[shrug emoji] #I am pretty good at PT though... #it might be specifically time pressure and trying to coordinate many movements at once that's the problem #if you want me to isolate one specific non-hand muscle for an exercise I can definitely do that #which is why I uh. have judged people for needing straws to drink after top surgery #just move your forearm without engaging your pecs! duh. #ANYWAY. distracted at work about this. gotta go #boring text posts #medical

[opens-up-4-nobody]

The way that the sun hits leaves and clouds. I feel like I could watch the colors change forever. If I could slow down for that long.

#i keep forgetting a have a deck now. i can go outside and sit there #im doing that now. sitting in the corner of a deck full of empty chairs. staring up at a big pine tree where the sun is striking it gold #at the top. i like how thr light hits the needles. if the sky was black it would look like its on fire #theres a tree outside my bedroom window too. in the morning. after the sunrises it catches thr light and refelcts the most perfect shade #of green. the kind of green that flutters translucent like youre looking up from the bottom of a pool. the light the light its all about #the sun. everything everything is about the sun. when i start my project I'll be focused on understanding how organisms catch the light bc #its so incredible and complicated it would make my chest swell to bursting if there wasnt an empty bleeding wound in my gut. a #metaphorical wound of course. i dunno. its just difficult bc right now my mood is inflated by hormones. not even that much i think I'm #just at what shoulf be a normal level of happiness so i can be slow for a minute. but just a minute bc i kno it won't last long #sorry i cant shut the fuck up when im like this but i dunno i just feel like i havr to document these ephemeral moments before they're gone #its just difficult when you kno the world is so full of beautiful things but 95% of the time your eyes are too clouded to see it #everyone tells me i work too much but i feel like im just staring off into space being miserable 60% of the time. ive just done so much #damage over the past few years im coming into a new lab as damaged goods. ive got an albatross around my neck in thr form of data i #collected so self destructively that the idea of having anything to do with its publication makes me hate myself. everytime someone tells #me good job on collecting so so so much data it feels like they're congratulating me for breaking something within myself. like i slit my #wrists and bled out on a lab bench and theyre saying good job and theyre excited for me and i have to grin and bear it and pretend im #excited too. but im not bc ive burned everything inside me to ash. so when im elevated enough to be distracted by the clouds and trees it #feels like healing. like seeing angels. beautiful ephemeral beams of light. i wish i could slow down enough to watch them. but now thr sun #is hitting the horizon and the sky is going gradually dark and i should go inside. bc i have many things to do in the morning. so that's #what ill do. and ill try to get more thsn 6hrs of sleep but its hard when your body is vibrating over with energy #but at least i dont feel tired in the morning. something in my head must be on fire #unrelated #hm i should maybe add a tw to this #tw self injury #but its the kind thst makes u good at ur Job. its the kind ppl reward. so they don't understand when u say its destroying ur life #but im trying to get better. i say as i gear up for an insane semester lol but i do mean it

[tswwwit]

do they ever just…make out. like lay there for half an hour and just do it for the hell of it. or are they like hmm but we COULD be fucking let’s do that

Of course they do! It just wouldn't be very interesting to read.

#answers #It can be assumed that they do other things and that not every day is a sleep curse or an interdimensional confrontation or a smut #But since these are stories I'm only gonna write the highlights as it were #I'm guessing someone is going 'I would read these makeouts'' #But realistically an exhaustive play-by-play of half an hour to an hour of them kissing would be fluffy for a while #But by paragraph five your eyes would start glazing over and you'd be skimming the text #My brain would have already long congealed from trying to come up with non-awkward synonyms for touchin' and smoochin' #Thus it does not get written #In fic though: Catch Bill initiating an extra-long makeout sesh when he's *supposed* to be like. In a meeting or something #But it turned out to be boring and he hates the people in it so he beckons Dipper over and they just kiss the whole time #It's something Dipper would go along with because A: stopping Evil from happening even if indirectly And B: Kissing Bill's very nice #SUPER obnoxious for anyone who thought they might get Bill Cipher's assist on their criminal interdimensional plans (A bonus for BIll)

[corrodedcoughin]

Okay listen I can't tell whether this is stupid or funny but I can't stop thinking about it and I think you might vibe with this one?

Steve and Eddie go on their first date, and have their first kiss, and when they get back they have a moment like that one scene from friends? Where Eddie goes to see the Corroded Coffin boys, and Steve gets Robin over so they can talk about their date.

And Eddie is blushing and giggling and twirling his hair and kicking his feet, hanging out in Gareth's room. And the CC boys are talking to him, asking him questions and stuff like full on sleepover mode. Did he treat you right? Where did he take you? Did he kiss you? What was he like? And Eddie talks about how Steve opened doors for him, and bought him flowers, and treated him to the full first date experience. Going into detail about how Steve cradled his jaw as they kissed, how he moved his hand to tangle in Eddie's curls. How it was gentle and tender and romantic and passionate and Eddie has been fully swept off of his feet

And then Hard Cut to Steve and Robin lounging like animals on Steve's couch, watching Fast Times, drinking beer and eating pizza and Robin is like

"Did you kiss him?"

"Yeah."

"With tongue?"

MOMO!!!!! I can see this SO CLEARLY it’s like a parallel of the grease scene during summer loving it eddie being sandy and Steve being Danny and that is quiet frankly HILARIOUS.

I have legit nothing to add to this other than, if I could draw I’d be all over this oh my GOD

#have I said that I love your brain? NEVER A BAD TAKE!!! EVER!!! #genuinely cheered me up after a heavy work week thank you so much #I just!!! love the dynamics here!!! #gareth getting properly into it kicking his feet as Eddie tells him #him and Jeff and grant dreamily sighing as Eddie talks about how they held eye contact #and the feeling of Steve’s hand on his face #of how Steve held him close and had soft lips and bumped their noses together before finally pressing their lips together #robin high fiving Steve then going back to throwing popcorn at him so he can try and catch it in his mouth #the throws get further and more elaborate with every successful catch until #Steve is out on the street and Robin is throwing from the second floor #I LOVE THEM #I might screen shot and add these tags in a reblog becuase I can’t be bothered to type them out again lol sorry bye #momo #momotonescreaming #ask #stranger things #THANK YOU SO WONDERUL

[unproduciblesmackdown]

also was revisiting a little bmc bway interview ft. william last night & him saying his favorite part of the show was probably doing the agtikbi reprise scene on the couch at the party & mentioning the Nonverbal aspect of jeremy & christine's interacting / communicating there & a way of exploring/depicting Love & Affection in a way you don't always see everywhere and like aaaarghhhhh so true good lord that specific scene. and Again the bway obcr version Existing and being like that, it's just like. winded exhale yeah obsessed 5ever thank you all

#sooo true so true.... #bmc #love putting it right in like the eye of the storm #both of them basically just having had these breakups & with jeremy that means mitb scene And [all of that A Time he had prior] #also now reflecting on how you know obviously he was Not ready to hear it w/michael & ofc he was affected by what all Just happened #but it's also like probably the worst time to be very pushy even with the best intentions & thinking it's Urgent & right abt all that lmao #but jeremy's Just had like whoops autonomy revoked ten ways to sunday from two different squip figures like #even [being correct! having jeremy's wellbeing in mind!] behind trying to yank him into some outcome; he's gonna be like Not Again #& ofc the sunk cost re: his squip & he has not had time to catch his breath like literally; not in a place to Confront Shit #if even his missed bestie is; from his perspective here; not at all comforting & not giving him what he feels is a real option.... #& anyways ofc we can sympathize / understand them both b/c that's what the show is giving at all moments re all characters #all this to say like jeremy & christine like having such a time being very at sea very uncomfortable but then having This moment #and the refreshment & relief finally of having this successful genuine connection & relative security being with this person rn #love & affection for sure....just say what's on your mind....lord first of all that they improvise those Noises every night. i'm gonna cry #second of all imagining not knowing how that scene goes & the pause & jeremy like [augh] & then christine just Yes Anding. aaaugh #head in hands haven't even relistened for a moment despite all this reflection. the downtempo quiet reprise waaah #it's Pretty killer to sit & chat with you....it's pretty killer for me too....sooo true Not getting this everywhere always & Waaugh ;;m;; #and wasn't even thinking of it as a joke like [and talking about devote specific focus on the Nonverbal aspect of such a scene: im putting #my hands on the shoulders of that & keep drawing a deep breath to start talking abt it but instead going Whew & making Expressions] #i.e. the significance of my nonverbal response as per conveying emotions & thoughts lmao. and just....You Know

[revertrate]

the dogs at the gate :

#no home #집이 없어 #the thing is . there are several panels like these now. what does this mean wanan #if u close your eyes you can hear juwan trying to catch up to them as well #also that's eunyung at 1% of his strength

[oscill4te]

anybody else ever think about how some signs of early childhood neglect and some signs of autism look very similar. mainly the trouble with speech and trouble with eye contact, trouble with social conventions, extreme distress to certain noises, emotional regulation things. But for different reasons depending on whether its from trauma or being autistic, idk. its confusing. had a long post in drafts abt this but im not gnna dig for it.. (too many posts in there.. maybe another day )

#spent a good deal of my childhood with speech counselors trying to help me catch up on spoken language. & teaching me to make eye contact #im glad that they focused on the symptom rather than a dx. altho i had 2 speech counselors tell me to consider asking my parents to get me #screened for autism #nowadays i really do not think i have it. and i dont see any benefit in being screened for it really #because 2 psychiatrists could have totally different interpretations and opinions of me #and if they knew my childhood background maybe itd skew their view somehow even more #every now and then will get someone telling me they believe i have it though. even actual autistic ppl #i think those ppl have kind intentions and want to help. but i think they r wrong #i relate to autistic ppls struggles a lot and find advice meant to help them helpful 4 me. but it doesn't mean im necessarily autistic. #life feels like a cluster fuck of symptoms and trying your best to find help for those symptoms regardless of what label is slapped on u by #a psych. lol #txt

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MULTIMUSE QUESTIONAIRE

Tagging: @infernalight, @infernal-feminae, @heartsofhell, @questionablemuses, @because-i-simp, @frostworkxfiction, @deepspacevivarium, @hotelbitches, @voxiiferous

RULES: Answer the questions with the Muses that would best fit the answers. Bonus if you give details why. If tagged, copy and paste into a new post – DO NOT REBLOG!

1) Rank your softest Muse and your toughest Muse. (Personality-wise)

My softest muse is definitely Vick. He's a 0 on the toughness scale, he's a big teddy bear and he will choose kindness over anything else at any point.

My toughest muse is probably Barbie. Girl is tough as nails and will not be stopped if she puts her mind to something. She doesn't take pain as a reason to stop and will go harder when it hurts.

2) Which Muse would blow through $1000 quickly?

Valentino, hands down. He spends $1,000 every day easily on things he doesn't even need. He loves to buy expensive things and will do so at all hours. He especially loves spending Vox's money. $1,000 is a drop in the bucket for him and he doesn't even notice spending it.

3) Do any of them have nicknames? Is there a meaning behind them?

Quite a few of them do!

Valentino answers to Bunny from his lovers, it's a subspace trigger word for him. I assigned him Bunny because he's Cute And Horny, aka a rabbit, and a bunny sub is fairly common.

4) Are any of them up-to-speed on the latest trends? Anyone more old school?

Velvette, Vox, and Valentino are obsessed with always being on top of the next new thing.

Alastor hates new things and will fight them as much as he can.

5) Who has the best relationship with their siblings?

Valentino had a fairly good relationship with his siblings when he was alive. He had seven of them, plus three live-in cousins that were like his siblings.

6) Karaoke night! Who is likely to grab the mic first and bust out a tune?

Beelzebub, Ozzie, Valentino, and Ostello! They all love to sing and party, and they're all pretty good at it. Ostello was a pop-jazz singer when he was alive and before he died in Hell, too!

7) Who is least likely to enter a beauty pageant/model?

Gretchen. She doesn't think that she's very pretty, and would just feel embarrassed even going to watch.

Travis. He is constantly told he's very ugly, and he doesn't have a very high opinion of his looks.

8) If your Muses visited a haunted house where actors scare you, who would panic and who would be unfazed? 

Chazz, Gretchen, Charlie, Anya, Magpie, Summer, Travis, and Vick would be the easiest to scare!

Valore, Dimas, Cash, Glitz, Stu, Paimon, Alastor, Darío, Niffty, and Vox would be the hardest to phase.

9) Are any of your Muses particular about taking certain modes of transportation?

Vox prefers to be driven around and doesn't like driving himself.

Valentino only likes to drive occasionally and prefers pretty sports cars when he does.

Anya and Darío are motorcycle people.

Emily enjoys bicycles!

10) Share a little-known fact about any Muse.

Adam is actually a very good father and he loves kids and babies. He is very tender with children even if he can be harder on them once they have grown into adults.

#HEADCANONS ➽➽➽ #Reciting Violence Like Poetry (α∂αм) #I’ve Found A Rainbow A Rainbow Baby Trust Me I Know Life Is Scary (ємιℓу) #I’m Standing In The Face Of All That My Story Holds In Its Wake (ναℓσяє) #What We Loved Today We’ll Lose Tomorrow But I Won’t Need To Wait For My Share Of Sorrow Because I Always Kill The Things I Love (∂ιмαѕ) #Who Needs Pepsi Juice Or Sprite? If You Do You’re Weak That’s Right (вαявιє) #I’m Gonna Take Their Hearts For Ransom ‘Cause Everybody’s Always Askin’ When You Gonna Show Us Magnum? (¢нαzz) #Money Can’t Buy Happiness But It Can Rent You Paradise (gℓιтz) #We Put Her Down In A Shallow Grave She Wears A Dress Like A Body Bag Everyday (gяєт¢нєи) #Everyone’s A Winner We’re Makin’ Our Fame Bona Fide Hustler Making My Name (ѕтυ) #Try Not To Move So Fast You Know Dessert Comes Last! (вєєℓzєвυв) #You Can Fool Yourself I Promise It Will Help Every Single Day I Just Wanna Hear You Say I’m So Lucky Lucky I’m So Lovely Lovely (¢нαяℓιє) #Define Your Meaning Of War To Me It’s What We Do When We’re Bored (ραιмσи) #If You End Up On My Table Then It Serves You Right (αℓαѕтσя) #Know I’m All Bite No Bark Like To Catch You Way Off Guard (αиуα) #Take Just One Last Dare Pretend That You Don’t Care (ℓєgισи∂αяισ) #Your Magic White Rabbit Your White Room Straight Jacket (мαgριє) #He Ran Into My Knife He Ran Into My Knife Ten Times (иιfту) #I Love You Oh So Madly But I Don’t Stand A Ghost Of A Chance With You (σѕтєℓℓσ) #Come Come Kitty Kitty You’re So Silly Silly Don’t Go Kitty Kitty Play With Me (ѕυммєя) #Don’t Be Goofy Bring Some Passion To The Table (тяανιѕ) #And If You Get In My Face Then You’ll Get A Taste Even God Would Run Son (ναℓєитιиσ) #Hollywood Made A Killing Machine She’s Like A Teenage Slaughter Movie Scene A Serial Killer Celebrity (νєℓνєттє) #Red Eyes In The Digital Paradise (νι¢к) #Let’s Stop Saying “Don’t Quote Me” Because If No One Quotes You You Probably Haven’t Said A Thing Worth Saying (νσχ)

[blue-chimera]

I've been working on something about the role of prejudice in cycles of violence & how we see that play out in Supernatural. Meanwhile, I've been having fascinating conversations here about sex, misogyny, consent, gender performance, etc. (especially in regard to Dean) that have challenged me to think more carefully about where I draw various moral lines, as well as the meaning/importance/function of accountability in society at large (what "counts" & why that matters).

After one of these, it occurred to me that I've been called an apologist in a lot of different contexts, & I wanted to reflect on what a critic might call my instinct to "make excuses" for other people's moral transgressions. Reflecting brought me to the conclusion that I see empathy & understanding as more useful products of discourse than accountability or allocation of blame, so I wanted to talk a little bit about the impact of these on character analysis as I see it.

[To be clear, I'm deliberately differentiating between impact in discourse vs. the role of these things in society, because that's a much more complex topic. So this is not directly related to any previous discussion — just a tangent off a tangent!]

I'm not sure if this is the most useful way to think about these kinds of things, but I tend to view allocating blame to others as easy. If you want to get biblical: we'll see the splinter in someone else's eye & miss the plank in our own. Or, to get more scientific, it's the Fundamental Attribution Error (FAE) at work. We see our own behaviors as primarily driven by our circumstances (I was just snappy because I was sitting in traffic for the last 2 hrs — not to mention this terrible headache. Anyone would be snappy after that!) & other people's behaviors as primarily driven by immutable internal characteristics (wow, that dude's impatient; geez, that lady's mean).

So, how does this impact our understanding of other people (real & fictional)? Well...

The FAE makes us feel like we're passing judgment appropriately & just holding others to the same standards we're holding ourselves to, but most of the time, without realizing it, we're passing judgments on others that we'd never pass on ourselves. It's the natural result of the fact that we have extremely limited knowledge of other people's circumstances (including both external factors, like an ongoing divorce, and internal ones, like feeling sick that day) and extremely detailed knowledge of our own circumstances.

So, when we judge ourselves, we do so in a holistic way that accounts for all these details (as there's no way to just set that knowledge aside). But when we judge others, we have to actively imagine (or seek out knowledge of) the circumstances impacting them if we want to judge them with the same ruler (and thereby possibly exonerate them). Meanwhile, because we don't have to do this "extra work" to comfortably exonerate ourselves, it can feel like it's not part of a fair judgment, it's "a reach," or that motivated reasoning is spurring that extra work, when it's really just an attempt to level the playing field.

To sum up the above: I think our natural instinct is to err on the side of attributing things to someone's personality that should be attributed more to their circumstances, and so I push a little harder than most people in the other direction to try to correct for this. Now, this perspective might lead me to ultimately make more mistakes, but it doesn't feel like I'm wildly overcorrecting. (Of course, how would I know?)

However, even if I am, there might still be sufficient value in this approach to justify doing so. (More on this in Part 2: Who cares if we're "fair" to fictional characters? What's the value gained here, anyway — especially if it turns out that this approach does lead to overcorrecting?)

#long post #half-baked ideas #I legit thought this was going to be just a few sentences when I started #please feel free to respond to just a tiny piece of this if anything catches your eye as an especially odd or confusing take #although I don't honestly imagine anyone will wade through this manifesto #thinking out loud #also: it's possible that I'm unfairly conflating “accountability” & “blame” — something I plan to think more about #things I'm mostly just trying to clarify to myself for greater self-awareness & understanding of my own perspective/goals #gotta examine your own thought processes #maybe I'll pull out some excerpts at some point #spn adjacent #character analysis #manifesto #there's probably plenty here that's illogical #or just plain wrong #but hopefully there's something useful or interesting in here somewhere too!