miss my body before puberty hit me and i gained 1000 pounds
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ninguém te forçou a comer, forçou? ninguém mandou você comer, ou mandou? você comeu porque quis. a comida é tão prazerosa, que bom que se contenta tão fácil. espero que se contente com toda essa banha que você tem também e só vai sumir quando parar de comer tanto assim.
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I swear if I lived alone I would have reached my goal 6 month ago
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Uhh, help?-
TW: purging and blood!)
Uhm, soooo I purged, and my nose immediately started bleeding. Am I okay??
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Need your help!
So everyone who’s purging after eating- I need some help!
I get Sore throats because of the throwing up and it’s so painful tbh. Do you know what I could do to not get it?
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People will never understand the dark satisfaction I feel when my vision clouds with black dots.
People will never understand the adoration I see myself with when I wipe my mouth and stare at my red rimmed eyes.
People will never understand the delight I feel when I run my fingers along the outlines of my ribcage while laying down.
Sane people will never understand.
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need some advice on how to stop binging. I keep hating myself into eating instead of starving
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People actually like there eating disorders??? I hate that I feel like a horrible person whenever I eat, I hate that I have to starve myself so I don't feel horrible, I hate that I'm always exhausted but can't bring myself to keep most of my food down or even eat at all, I hate it so much but I can't stop it because it's a lot better than hating myself constantly. I'm constantly afraid of gaining weight that I have to monitor anything I eat and make sure I throw up within 3-6 hours after eating anything, and people like this!?!???
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I was purging in the bathroom while I waited for the shower to warm up and my grandma knocks on the door and asks "are you okay?" And I was like oh shit she knows and then she said "You're coughing a lot, you didn't catch a cold, did you?" And I felt so much relief that moment. I said I just choked on my saliva like an idiot and said I was fine and didn't need anything when she offered me water.
Crisis averted, all because I'm able to not make any noises except for coughing when I throw up but I make a whole show and lots of noise when I need to throw up when I'm sick
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