#tw od

[pienhime]

#my post #vent #地雷女 #pien #yanblr #tw od #tw drugs #tw sh #tw blood #maidcore #jirai kei #jirai girl #landmine girl #pien girl #menhera #landmine kei #landmine type #jiraiblogging #jiraiblr #mentally fucked #i want to disappear #pien culture

[dumbnotstupidfuck]

tragically thinking about angels death being almost exclusively the fault of his brother and father

anthony didn’t even get involved in family business (mostly bc nobody wanted him to) but he still ends up being the one a new rival family puts a hit on.

or even more tragically, if we’re going for the od theory, anthony shows up coked out of his mind and angry as shit and his brother shuts and locks him in a room until he calms tf down, only to find him dead from an od after he gets back from a meeting. at that point in arackniss’ life he doesn’t care all that much, but he’s still somewhat haunted by the scratch marks on the door.

#sorry I woke up in a whump mood today 😭 #im still fascinated by angels family I hope they actually show up next season #tw character death #tw od #hazbin hotel #angel dust #hh angel dust #hazbin angel dust

[carduelism]

nonononononono wait a fucking second, WHY THE HELL DID THEO FIRST OD???????????? LIKE WHEN HE MENTIONS HOW HE TRIED ONCE AND WOKE UP ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR. WTF HAPPENED?????????????????

WHY DID YOU DO IT GAY BOY WHY

#why the FUCK did he do that #late night tgf thoughts guys #tw sui attempt #tw overdose #tw od #tgf #the goldfinch #theo decker #theodore decker

[silverisafukintrainwreck]

emicole stop rotting my brain. stop rotting it. wait oops my finger slipped and i started writing a story where nicole stops emily from ODing and they live a very very angsty and doomed yuri high school experience ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ oh no the brain is rot

#there are currently #five paragraphs! #i have to start somewhere dont i #class of 09 #class of 09 nicole #class of 09 emily #emicole #toxic yuri #lesbian #wlw #tw od #tw od mention

[rabidblasphemy]

Sometimes i think about the call i had with my mom when i was just barely 17. She lived an hour away when i lived in a shitty motel in denver with two alcoholics. The reason i couldnt stay with her was because her boyfriend doesnt like kids.

Not the point here but i called her after i overdosed.(i had passed out at some point so it was after that and i woke up) I called her feeling sick, because my now ex told me to. I told her 'i might have taken too many pills' i had taken too many. I had swallowed the whole bottle i just opened it.

She made it sound like an inconvenience 'really kid? I dont have time to be doing this'

'Its fine. Ill probably be okay.'

And i sat there. I sat there alone. Not even my mom cared. She knew i tried to kill myself. She has said this to me.

So why... why was i alone? I've always been so alone.

I wish i had died. I tried again just a couple years ago now.

I was hospitalized against my will for that one. I wish i had died.

Why am i still alive when i shouldnt be.

#mongrel #vent tag #tw overdose #tw od #tw sui ideation #tw suicide #tw suicidal #suicide

[myfemmicalbr0mance]

hey i hope you’re doing okay!! sending you so much love <3333333

TW $U1CID3 ATTEMPT

im okay, i tried to kms just before i posted todays Ray and i passed out but im at the hospital now and i feel a bit better <333333

#raytorodaily #tw sui #tw od #cl0ud sayz stuff

[nomorelostyears]

I did it again

OD playlist coming soon

#tw od #lyrica #pregabalin #trigger warning #meds #med abuse #my post

[jiraiv4mp]

Man I've discussed it with a nurse and like the od I took at one point in high school should have killed me so why didn't it??? I so often wish it did, I'm tired but I don't wanna do anything now and cause drama.

#tw od #tw overdose #tw suicide

[quintessential-candles]

Kisses on the neck… y’all got me forgetting that this fic makes me wanna OD in a chemically unbalanced swimming pool

#Sex Repulsed Smut #od joke #overdose joke #Cw OD #Tw OD #cw overdose #tw overdose #tw suicide #suicide joke #tw sui joke #Cw suicide

[r0ttingsystem]

Tw OD

I think you'll be okay Lio. Your plot armor is strong (/lh). I hope it passes and things get better :<

Thank you

Your kind words make my plot armour stronger (maybe the plot armour were the friends we made along the way/j)

Hopefully everything will be fine

#lio.txt #tw od #im starting to feel more like a scared child and less like the grown man im supposed to be

[cupcraft]

The saddest house eps so far off the top of my head have been the listeria babies one, the rabies one, the one where house detoxes/steals oxy/self harms/ODs, when house tells Stacy to stay with her husband, the argument house has with wilson when he makes the deal with tritter, vogler firing wilson from the board, the one where a guy's dead wife gives her heart to a dying teen, the queer son with the eichinococcus/father episode, the one where house unpacks his family trauma to the girl who was raped, and lastly the one wherr foreman had naegleria fowerli. Like these eps I will think about forever and forever.

#tw sa #tw rape #tw abuse mention #tw self harm #tw od #tw rabies #cup.house #ask to tag

[pienhime]

wheeeeeee

#Youtube #my post #vent #pien kei #地雷女 #tw od #hatsune miku #tw drugs #vocaloid #i want to disappear #pien culture #pienblr #pien

[rocks-with-googly-eyes]

hahahaha i’m so emotionally unstable that a fight with my mother had me seriously contemplating taking all of my emergency meds

#vent blog #personal vent #self h@rm #tw od

[destructionprincess]

I love the feeling my sleeping meds give me, it's best to try and not sleep while on them, mixing a bit of alcohol is where the fun is though, I hope I don't die doing this I wish I could do this every night

#tw od #jiraiblogging #jiraiblr #pien kei #pienblr #pien #tw drugs #tw alcohol

[rabidblasphemy]

I wish i could die. Not for the lack of trying and my heart should have given up the last time. It sounds fake when i say that ive tried to die i should have died. I have overdosed three times.

Fuck not even my own mother...wanted to take me to the hospital when i tried when i was seventeen.

Previous attempt was fifteen.

Newest attempt was when i was twenty two i think...

I was only hospitalized once.

I should be dead. I tried. I tried and i am being forced to stay alive. I cant die. I can only permanently damage myself further. Im sorry i dont know what i did to deserve to suffer but i am tired.

Im sorry and in trying to be better. I need something to be better. I need something to make me feel much less like death. Me and death are friends in a way but he doesnt want to touch me and im not sure why.

Why cant i be at peace? Why cant i leave this place? Why cant i die? Instead i will just hurt. I will ache. And nothing will be the same.

#vent tag #tw sui #suicide tw #suicidal ideation #death tw #tw overdose #tw od

[wolf-m4sc]

TW: OD, pills

I have had the worst past of Taking pills/ taking pills that I have no idea what they do

I’ve been slowly working on finding other ways to cope about shit that makes me upset but I’m having a hard time talking to people about this issue I have because I’m so afraid ppl won’t believe me or think I’m begging for attention

But when I don’t talk about it, people think I’m weird for not speaking up

I’ve used Xanax for a while and used to have a big issue with it and for a while now I have been doing a lot better but sometimes i still think about taking more when I get super depressed about things

I just wish more people were open to helping me when I’m In those situations without Judging me or thinking I want attention

That’s the last thing I want lol. I just want to stop feeling like imma burden I guess

Ok rant over

#thinking #rant #tw od #tw pills