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Donna Tartt’s Secret History
Aquarius theme for this week.
Study Abroad In Australia
Journal entry #25📝
Amount of water (cups):0😬
Today’s talk: This one is gonna be short because not much happen. I was on set for the web series from 8 am to about 930 pm. It was fun but exhausting. I counted it as exercise for how much I was standing, walking, and moving equipment. Unfortunately, had like no water. Survived on diet soda, energy drinks, and Starbucks refresher.
I did just get done crying my eyes out. I’m emotionally and physically exhausted, lonely, miss my boyfriend a lot and wish my friends were better. So yeah, time to pass out until work tomorrow.
Hello, I’m Lara. I’m creating this blog to kind of keep me productive on my last year in university. I’m probably graduating at the end of 2020, and this is one of the most terrifying moments of my life.
- I’m Brazilian
- I’m 20, going to be 21 in May.
- One of my hobbies is reading books and fanfics.
- I’m an army since the beginning of 2017.
- I love bullet journal, and this is the best way for me to keep organized.
- English is my second language, so I’m mostly writing in English to practice it.
- I’m trying to learn Korean and French.
- This year my main goal is to decide my thesis theme.
I’m really good at bouncing back and I’m gonna be okay. I feel overwhelmed right now, but I’ll time manage and study hard and I’ll be okay. I’m gonna try really hard not to overthink the 2 small presentations I have to do this semester and I’ll do good and it’ll be okay.
First Week vibes.
Is university meant to feel that way?
Am I meant to feel like it is the end of the world if I do not narrow down my thesis topic?
And there is no way to calm down because the thesis IS the problem. Writing papers IS the problem.
I never know what is expected of me. And yet I am supposed to deliver.
Trying to study but someone is being a highlighter thief.
5 years ago, my aunt and uncle called us upset because my aunt’s family hated the name they chose for their daughter. We supported whatever name they wanted for their little girl. So to show our support, for 5 years, my mom and I have used my cousin’s name on all our Starbucks and restaurant orders. (Plus, her name is more “normal” than ours, which gives poor baristas a chance of getting it right). London is a beautiful name, and it reminds me of my family every time I order.
i just got deferred from my top choice university :,)
I spent some quality time collaging my walls today ^u^
I love to do this, it’s one of my favorite artistic outlets. I’m really excited to have more things on these white dorm apartment walls (yikes) that inspire me and make me feel at home.
Some of my favorite pieces I’ve added are pictures of Montana, which I’ve been visiting since I was a little girl. I hope to move there one day and appreciate admiring it’s beauty in the mean time (: 🏔🌱
Still not over the time, last semester, when I was nervous about asking my professor to drop me from her class because she might try to convince me to stick around and get my grade up. Instead she just said “Oh good! You were bringing down my class average,” and quickly signed my form with a smile.
01.27.20// wow, I’ve been VERY inactive lately, and I want to apologize. I just feel like I’m starting to get organized for school mode (finally) and I had to get in gear this weekend to get things done. I had a pretty good day today, nothing too challenging. Turns out the guy I kind of liked has a girlfriend, but at least we’re good friends. Also got to see some friends I haven’t talked to in a while, and got an article done for my online school magazine.
I started a new semester today with my first lecture at 9 and my last at 5, so I’m all knackered out! I had a break in between but I had meetings with two professors during the break as part of my resolution to engage more with the uni staff.
Preparing for the new semester is always exciting, especially when I make timetables and revision spreadsheets! ✌︎(‘ω'✌︎ )