I really miss being into Sanders Sides. I miss the characters so much. I can’t even watch old episodes without feeling bad about it because I don’t enjoy them how I used to, and it’s like the show’s lost it’s magic for me. I can’t even see the sides as separate from Thomas anymore and I literally used to be one of the people who talked on here about how easy it was to suspend my disbelief and forget that they were all him. Not to mention that in new videos they are all so out of character that it’s as if they’re Walmart versions of their former selves. It’s sad.
Kinda been procrastinating on this post for a hot minute but since I'm sick and icky, I guess I have time to sit and make it, yeah? God I'm never gonna live this down..
IT'S GONNA BE A LONG ONE Y'ALL
Okay so me and a certain someone were playing truth or dare, and like the bitch I am, I chose dare. And you KNOW WHAT THE DARE WAS??
"Ask someone you’re cool with IRL to tickle you 🙂" WHAT
WHAT WHAT WHAT?? EXACTLY MY THOUGHTS. SO I HAD TO THINK IT OVER. THEN THAT BLOCKHEAD SAYS TO ME
"Bonus points if you ask the one who said they know you love it" YOU DID NOT NEED TO CALL ME OUT LIKE THAT.
Then I was proposed an offer I literally couldn't refuse SO I TOOK THE DARE and I'm gonna tell you pookies how it went because it's been stewing in my brain for the last two days
So it STARTED when we were in math class and my friend (y'all know the one by now. Resident tickle monster. Mal knows his name, too) was already poking at my sides, which is expected of him by now, so I just looked at him and said "so are you gonna tickle me or not?" and he like looked at me, shrugged, and said "since you asked." AND I WAS TRYING NOT TO DIE YK I HAD TO BE CHILL ABOUT IT CAUSE I GOT A REPUTATION TO MAINTAIN. So he like, put his arm around my waist, pulled my over to him, and just started like SHAKING HIS HANDS INTO MY RIBS AND I WAS ACTUALLY FUCKING DYING I WAS SO GLAD THE CLASSROOM WAS LOUD AS HELL because at one point even the teacher looked over at me and kinda rolled his eyes fondly. ANYWAYS
After that we were in my next class together, and I KINDA knew I didn't REALLY finish my dare and I was thinking about it, apparently I was thinkin real hard cause he pokes my back and goes "alright what's up? You good? You're distracted. Like more distracted than usual, what is it?" And I was like DAMN??? WAS IT THAT OBVIOUS?? LIKE EXCUSE ME??
SO I TOLD HIM "can you like.. tickle me again? Idk I just kinda feel like it." AND HE JUST SHRUGGED AGAIN AND STARTED SQUEEZING MY SIDES AND SHIT and it's worse cause he sits BEHIND ME in that class so I was just like dying with my head in my hands and mdjfjdjfjsjd. That's it. And he LITERALLY SAID "You're welcome." When he was done???? HELL. I QAS SO FUCKIN FLUSTERED BUT LIKE HE DIDN'T MAKE ANY REAL COMMENTS ON IT
really annoying that i'm here trying to live my life, chill and read some interactive fiction video game while being normal about it, and suddenly there's a tall not-entirely-human-man to ruin everything
had tje spontaneous urge to send u asks and i couldnt say no💔 but i gotta sleepty im so tired. i hope ur doing okay and that life gives you everything youve ever wished for💜💜
im so glad you didnt say no ❤️ have a good sleep i hope you're dreams and waking hours are filled with happy moments forever and ever more 💜💜💜
I got tickled today again by the same guy from last week hegdvsjdvv
Little rambling about it
So I was sitting next to my friend and he started poking me, and I scooted away from it because it tickled- and he grabbed my hoodie and pulled me back to him! Until my back was against his chest- and then he grabbed BOTH my sides and started wriggling his fingers for FOREVER and then he moved to start poking at my tum and holy shit I can't tell if this is a thing for him too or if he just enjoys messing with me- he was teasing me too 😭 he kept muttering "you love being tickled." Super close to my ear- And after every time he stopped he went "you're welcome" and he pinned one of my hands on the table to poke at my underarm too hagdgwjdieh and THEN one of my other friends kept scribbling her fingers over my neck too and Jesus fuck I still feel hot in the face. I don't think I can take this- it was so fun but so flustering too-