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So I saw a thing about people putting their washing machines/dryers in the washroom or the kitchen and I’m just….no? They go in the laundry room?
this weekend was very weird. I had the room all to myself because one of my roommates went to her sisters house and spent the night there and the other went to one of her prideful police explorer events for the weekend.
I am not going to lie I felt very lonely. I called some of my friends and family but they were all busy with their own life. I think that was what really made me feel lonely, I felt excluded and was experiencing FOMO. ewwww gross
so I didn’t get much sleep and this is a list of the things I did Saturday night. I thought I should become a youtuber and recorded a haul of the things I bought at Marshall’s and target, I had a mini dance party with myself, I went on Instagram live for about an hour, I watched Hulu and Netflix and finally I ended up logging in back onto this website. oh, I also had a crying session about my abandonment issues first caused by my dad then by my mom and myself lol. a little self destruction by staying in ca.
Sunday morning I woke up to my friend asking for help on how to fill out her W4 tax form that she needed to turn into her new job. I had brunch, which was not to bad. I finally had the courage to try the dinning hall’s pozolle and it as actually not that bad, a bit too salty but overall acceptable. I tried to do my homework for hours and hours while losing focus.
one time throughout the day that i decided to go to the bathroom and older lady went to go pee as well. I assumed she was a mom visiting her kid and I was so ready to make small talk when it was time to wash our hands. BUT SHE DID NOT WASH HER HANDS!!! I was washing my hands and we made eye contact and she just left, withOUT washing her hands!!! what a sucia lmaooo
now it is almost midnight and I am finally doing my laundry on a Sunday night, as if I don’t have a morning lecture tomorrow
At the end of every day
At the end of everyday I wash away my sins and mistakes,
I change my shirt and under clothes to remove what has been done to me, to remove the defiled textiles, to change out of the person I was before.
I put them in the wash and wait till the guilt is splashed away by the foam and water and pray for forgiveness, sometimes it’s small and sometimes I have to put them through twice,
I take them out and hang them up like a clean could truly wash away this feeling,this torment, this notion of being bad,
But I hang them up because it’s the only thing I know how to do before I repeat the process again.
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