#weird day

[reenybopper]

Spontaneous crying is actually a real hobby

#me #weird day #sad day #it’s gonna be a tough week

[mushysworld]

Listen the girls that get it get it.

Never posted art on here before. but for some reason something switched in my brain and I’m like yep this is a great time to start posting NSFW art haha

That being said NSFW under the cut.

🖤🖤🖤

Purely inspired by @votaeto because their art is INSANE and I honestly need the feral ace energy in my life.

Should I do law next? Or should I post an OC? Idk.

We love our little flame boy 🔥

#ace smut #portagas d. ace #one piece smut #one piece #anime fanart #idk man #weird day #portgas d ace smut

[batshikns]

Check-up List #12

Warning: A really long ramble under notes

Daily To-Do's:

-Got to school with in a tolerable mood: N/A

(Got up in a tolerable mood: ✔️)

-Laughed and made someone laugh today: ✔️

-Didn't get/make someone mad/upset: ❌️

-Got home in a tolerable mood: N/A

(Went to bed in a tolerable mood: ❌️)

-Showered: ✔️ (highscore: 7!!! )

-Took a walk: ✔️

-Planning to go to bed soon: ✔️

Today's To-Do's:

-Write notes on interview: ❌️

-Go to my dad's work: ✔️

-Watch Bocchi the Rock! with Unofficial Dads: ✔️

Overall:

7/10

+ XP: Take a shower daily for a week: ✔️

+ XP: Check-in with Dad and Pop: ✔️

9/10

Notes:

I had a rough patch earing today, but Pop and Dad were really nice and let chill with them... I didn't tell them why, and even though there was a starting point, I don't really know either... I've been thinking a lot, and I keep on wondering why can't I help Dad and Pop like they help me... (Pop even sounded exactly like me today from when I got upset my girlfriend said she couldn't hang out! Only I was frustrated at her apathy, while Pop had something unfair happen to him and Dad...) My charger couldn't charge my phone probably, so I couldn't even look at the interview without being scared it'd power off...

I just wish I could help out other people like they help me... It's so silly and stupid! Especially more so that I don't know what to do or say or anything to help people! I know Pop(maybe Dad) will see this, and I keep on thinking what they'll say, but I really don't know... I'm scared I'll just become inseparable with Dad and Pop only to grow apart in a month... And I really don't want that to happen!!! They're so cool, and I love hanging out with them, and they make me feel cared for, but this is a pattern and I don't know what to do with it...

I've been hugging my Yamper plushie ever since I talked to Pop about him last night... Maybe Yamper'll make me feel better tomorrow.

Goals:

-Write notes on interview until 2/3 of the way of the first section. (<- NEED TO GET DONE)

-Keep in mind that you're trying, even if Mom, Dad, or even yourself don't realize it yet and urge you to speed up the process

-Extra points: Check-in with Dad and Pop

#bats check-up list #sigh.... #weird day #felt like three...

[babygirlcowboy]

Finally went to bio lab for the first time this semester ((it got cancelled 2 weeks in a row bc of the snow)) and I walk in and the instructor was so fucking hot I literally became dumb...I forgot who I was and what universe I lived in bc of this 27 year old grad student with long hair and brown eyes,,,,he was wearing jeans with fucking irrigation boots,,,his ears where pierced,,,he took off his jacket and he had tattoos and was wearing a shirt with a falcon on it...which...come to find out he's in the raptor program........this is some side lore about me; since I was in 3rd grade my mom has been trying to get me to do this program,,,,I liked birds of prey as a child and she went "you'll never believe what they are studying at the local university" and has stuck by that for her whole life,,,I talk to her about my major and she immediately says she thinks I should switch focus and go into raptor biology,,,the woman wants nothing more than for me to look at falcons for the rest of my life........this man says that he studies golden eagles,,,I decide then and there I am going to make it my life goal to suck him sloppy. I want him so desperately. More than I have ever wanted any one. Pls god help me get this pierced ears bird nerd. I will do anything. Including changing my major just to pursue him.

#anyway im thinking about switching majors #like not actually but my emphasis #I've been thinking about it but then I ran into the hottest man alive and I think I would like to work with him for the rest of my life #like #oh my god #anyway #weird day #also I was like #acting whorish during lab #like as whorish as you can in a lab setting #i am going to go to his tutoring sessions in the library just to see him more #hottest ta I have ever come across

[seaslugsims]

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transcript:

Dev (therapist): You mentioned it was your first time in therapy?

Arya: Yeah. You sound surprised.

D: You’re really introspective. Your email was probably the most detailed and informative I’ve gotten from a patient. [chuckle]

A: That’s a good thing, right?

D: Definitely. Bringing it back to the gender stuff… So, I really try not to talk too much about myself in sessions, but did you decide to start seeing me in part for our shared ‘demos’?

A: [nervous laugh] Yeah, that did help my decision in picking a therapist.

D: I came out to my parents when I was out of the house, like you are now. I was probably the same age. Of course, I don’t know your parents. But, I don’t regret coming out.

D: They were going to notice, of course, once I started taking hormones… Ultimately, what’s most important is that you’re safe. Financially, physically, and emotionally. I think figuring it out some, without your parents’ input, is a good idea. I know their approval is a big worry for you, but you gotta learn who you are without them.

A: That’s… Actually really helpful.

D: So, with your current situation… You’re living with?

A: My girlfriend, Bobbie, my girlfriend’s sister, Dee and a roommate, Eileen.

D: Is Bobbie the girl who was in the waiting room with you?

A: Yeah… She and her sister have been kinda struggling and uh… I guess I kinda injected myself into it.

D: Alright…

A: I love both of them a lot. I actually see myself being with Bobbie for a long time. And I don’t wanna fuck it up.

A: I sorta kinda ‘hid’ her sister’s bulimia from her? And Dee left the house so she could avoid talking, I guess. We don’t even know where she is. Which left Bobbie and I to argue. [nervous chuckle] I regret not telling Bobbie about it, but it was for only about two weeks and I knew it would be better if Dee told her herself. She knows all of that, but I think it’s just fresh right now.

D: You have a lot on your plate right now. I hope Dee makes it back home safe…

A: Me too… [sigh] I hate school too. Do we have another 30 minutes so I can ramble about that?

D: I think we have 5 but, we can schedule for another 50 soon?

A: Perfect.

#ts4 #sims 4 #the sims 4 #virtuouscycle* #ts4 story #sims 4 story #ts4 storytelling #vcseriesfive #simblr #ts4 simblr #real text heavy here #i always feel bad on friday the 13th even before i know its friday the 13th #weird day

[secondbeatsongs]

fuck I had an idea today for a meta I want to write, and then when doing research for it I realized that a reboot of the thing is coming out less than a week from now, so now if I write the meta it'll seem like I've timed this, but I haven't! I'm just weirdly obsessed with media that's almost as old as me!

so if I end up posting a meta about something from a few decades ago, please just let me have this and don't accuse me of marketing. I'm not being paid by reboot people. I'm just gay

#I had one hour of sleep last night so if I'm incoherent that's why #sbs rambles #sorry #this #weird day #weird day for brain

[missingn000]

I drew HiguChoso art after reading Chapter 46 because even though it was the last ship I would’ve expected, the way you wrote it instantly had me hooked. Would you like to see?

YESSS I WOULD LOVE TO!!!!!!!

#sorry i'm so behind on messages omg i'll get to them....soon #weird day #tpg

[razorroseart]

What a weird week. At work the otherday I got called a purple haired bitch, and then got told I was beautiful and my hair looked like a mermaids by little girl. Today I was asked if someone could take a photo of me for a book they are writing.... while I'm dressed like a MySpace era emo kid. Fucking wild week, what next? The girl I'm crushing on is gonna tell me she loves me???

#me #transgirl #transgender #canadian girls #selfie #weird day #weird week #i guess im pretty enough to be in a book #purple haired bitch #trans women are beautiful #beautiful

[stinkman007]

i dont wanna talk anymorei just wanna b happy

#sorey oops this is vague and dumb #weird day #shut up stinkman

[jaybrd-webtoons]

Tfw your crush is obsessed with tornado sirens so you take them on a super romantic totally normal date to not one but two sirens but you don't mind cuz they're currently in paradise

#jaybrd #jaybrd webtoons #weird day #unique date #surprise bitch I'm gay #lgbtq+ #tornado sirens #siren community #I swear I've never seen my crush so happy before #crush reveal

[jeanharlowseyebrows]

i just said "my grandfather died recently" to someone as if "recently" doesn't mean. literally this morning.

#weird day

[daenerys-targaryen]

bonk 😣

#leah rambles #weird day

[aro-iceland]

my only birthday wish is for people to give me requests🛐

#sorry. for not being active today. #weird day

[urcadelimabean]

sometimes work is normal and then there are days like today:

- this patient asks me why I chose physical therapy as a profession. I tell him lots of athletes go into PT. He asks what sport I do. I tell him Brazilian jiu jitsu. And then he’s like, oh so why do you *really* do jiu jitsu? And I’m like....what? And he explains that “girls don’t do jiu jitsu unless there’s an underlying reason.” HAHAHAHAHHA. Oh boy. He goes on to explain that for men it’s normal, but for girls (never uses the word women) it means we were bullied as children or want to know self defense. I laugh good naturedly while NOT feeling good natured at all and tell him actually, I’m interested in it as a sport primarily, I wanted to learn how to fight since I was like 4 years old because its fun, and self defense is good for men as well. Also that lots of men are mugged in this area. He says nothing. HATRED! Coworker told me at a different time that this man is a trump supporter so, you know, yeah. Just imagine having so little tact that you think it’s ok to tell a random woman she is Abnormal

- 40 something year old male patient sheepishly tells me he’s been feeling very depressed and had an ACL injury a long time ago that he’s had a lot of trouble healing from. I tell him I’ve been there, literally, with the same injury and a lot of pain and a long recovery. Patient confides in me more that he has been depressed, on medication and now off, and has a lot of intrusive thoughts and anxiety caused by the chronic pain. I listen to him and sympathize with him and give him a gentle pep talk throughout the visit. He tells me he really appreciates that I am listening and that I understand. He keeps flip flopping from talking about how bad he feels to blaming himself/minimizing what is clearly a legitimate problem and calling himself a wuss. The toxic masculinity is hard to discourage. At the end of the visit I told him “no one is so strong that they don’t need help” (I think these kind of statements/proverbs can help get rid of toxic masculinity/self blame because they are phrased in a way that makes them sound widely accepted). But I hope the guy sees a therapist like I (very gently) suggested. He had a big problem with minimizing/belittling/shaming himself. But it was really nice to hear that he appreciated what I had said to him. He was in better spirits when he left.

(Also, when he said he tore his ACL playing baseball, I was like, oh, baseball is cool, like a normal person. And when he asked me how I tore mine and I said jiu jitsu, he was like oh cool sport, like a normal person. He also asked me to tell him when I’m up “for the championship” when he left which was nice.)

I can’t wait till I’m actually a PT, I will feel like I have a farther reach to change people’s thinking towards themselves.

#weird day #at least it ended on a good note #it feels really positive to be able to help someone