#wish you were mine

[cryingdutchmann]

i want to be so fucking golden. i want to be the wind beneath her wings

#gay girls #girls who like girls #oh god oh god oh god #ew yuck #love is pain #lovers #wish you were mine #the song of achilles #achilles x patroclus #sapphic #think too much #it’s them #oh fuck

[ria4tea]

Happy Valentine's day 🍒🍒🍒

#valentines day #wish you were mine #Philip George #Spotify

[vividnyla]

#pink #pink aesthetic #computer generated art #wish you were here #wish you were mine #i miss you #i love you #you are mine

[ravenktty]

🐈‍⬛ Two stray cats 🌃

I feel the cold breeze of the night as I leave the train station behind me. Tonight is one of those nights and I know I'll just have to walk where my legs take me, I'm no longer in charge, they are.

The weight of doubt make my steps heavy, I'm not used to that...

I'm not used to these kind of emotions I'm feeling so strongly tonight, I'm not used to desire someone with this intensity.

"Why is that? What's happening to me?" I ask to the night sky, the stars remain silent, cold and uncaring.

"Maybe it's the newfound safety, my new way of living, my new people, my new environment... I don't have to expect danger like before. I grew comfortable and soft in these late years"

The road flows below me like a river, as I start to let my mind wonder about me... and my life...

You... and your life...

...Us... ?

I almost jump when I see the drunks down the street, how could I not see them?

How the hell was I so uncaring? To let my mind wonder like that during a nightwalk alone... I'm definitely growing soft and comfortable.

I quickly take an alternative route, grounding myself and quickly locating my position, now I'm in control of my legs again.

I know where I have to go.

Like a stray cat I move quickly this time, doubt abandoned me, my steps are confident again, while I slip through an alley I see a group of girls, going back home I guess, they're a tight group it's easy to see... I envy them for a moment.

The feeling of belonging to a group, the protection of not being alone all the time...

The sensation quickly abandons me when I see my destination.

This hotel may be shitty, but it's still a special place to me. I enter, smiling at the security guy, as always he's very happy to see me... and my boobs.

In case you don't know, hotels with bars open to the public tend to let anyone in, provided you look good enough of course.

"They should really start to improve the quality of their security here" I say to myself as I, quite blatantly, ditch the bar, taking the lift to the upper terrace.

It's late, there's no one here, I'm alone as always...

Good.

I casually stroll in the blind spot of the camera, it's so easy to move in a place once you know the planimetry and placement of cameras by heart.

Just as it's easy to climb on the roof for me, a quick jump, hands on the pipes and I'm already in the dark.

My eyes adapt quickly, my senses tingling, maybe this is the time when they will actually caught me.

I don't think so.

I sit on the dark rooftop, taking in the chilly air of the night.

"I wish you were here" I whisper to the wind, hoping it will bring my words to you.

I'm shocked when I notice the first tear, and the second one, third one, fourth...

I take a picture of my view. Doubts gnawing at me again.

"Meow"

The surprise almost make me fall down to the terrace. A white cat's approaching!

Of course it is, always had a certain proclivity for felines, a certain understanding...

"Are you lost too little one?" I ask as I carefully touch ... her? I think it's a girl.

She seems to enjoy the company, no collars or anything, she's a stray cat, just like me.

"At least we don't have to be alone tonight, little one" I say, scratching the back of her head.

I feel my body dozing off a little, I'll have to be quick and exit the place, maybe go back home.

But for now I want to stay here, just a little longer... Two stray cats on the roof, looking at the stars...

"I wish you were here"

#thats me #darkness #love #just a girl #writing life #prose #night #always #excites #night walk #you and i #sadnees #wish you were here #wish you were mine #d/s #catgirl #adventure #my story #story time #original story #original prose #missing you #bd/sm daddy #bd sm sub #straycats #terrace #rooftoop #night adventure #nights into dreams #nighttime

[borderlinebelle]

is there a 12 step just for you?

I ate alone at 7 you were 6 minutes away.

#wish you were gay #wish you well #wish you were mine #wish you were sober #wish you luck #wish you the best #wish you were here #coquette core

[psychicuniiverse]

I know it will never be so, but sometimes I pretend you're still mine by replaying old voicemails with your voice calling me baby all night.

#love #emotions #relationship #thoughts #letting go #cant let go #i cant breathe #i cant handle this #heart break #getting over a breakup #heartbreak #heartache #heart attack #hearts pains #lost love #i miss us #i miss you #missing you #wish you were mine #wish you were here #i love you #soul mates #i know the truth #breakup #its so unhealthy

[happysongturtle]

Ever lay next to someone and know that you love them but feel yourself letting go because you know they deserve someone more compatible than you?

#sad #lettingyougo #thoughts #wish you were mine #alcoholics anonymous #he needs more love #good guys #recovering addict #divorce #relashionship #sorry for being depressing

[just-a-messed-up-boy]

:/

#top joy #i love you #soulmate #wish you were mine

[jayarc]

Si no lo puedes tener, mejor dejarlo ir…Qué pena cuando quieres algo pero Dios tiene otros planes pa ti

#late night #wish you were mine #hearthache #90s aesthetic #ghibli #pink #arigato

[the-larry-romance]

I wish the life we share in my dreams were real

#unrequited love #personal #sadness #loneliness #mixed signals #wish you were mine #i hate it #it really destroys my life #no one loves me

[heronlydiary]

"shooting star"

#stars #shooting stars #aesthetic #fall in love #alone #sad #wish you were mine

[ursunshinebitch]

You kissed me. Soft. It was quick. Kinda like a habit.

You know, like we'd do it everyday for the rest of our lives.

You went back to reading the newspaper and i went to work.

#dark academism #light academia #loneliest #kinda depressing #life is strange #yearn #longing #living #mentally exhausted #mentally sick #greys anatomy #meredith grey #derek shepherd #fall in love #your love #lonesome #loss #i love him #wish you were mine #i miss him #unrequited pining #unrequited crush #lost lovers #lovers #my love

[te-amo-por-siempre]

💜

#madly in love schizophrenic #professing my love #love at first sight #hardcore anxiety #too perfect for me #wish you were mine #I don’t dream of fucking you #I dream of hugging you #absolute perfection

[danzatapdanceextravaganza]

#in my head #depressing life #lonesome #quotes #sad thoughts #i miss you #i miss her #wish you were mine #wish you were here #i want you

[numbingtheheart]

I was nothing without her she was my whole world i pushed her away i miss her ill always want her back😞

#pain #wish you were mine #fear #miss you

[shamelesspoetrybeard]

you ask by insomniac

you ask if I'm ok

and I tell you

im fine

even though we both know im not

loving you is like a wildfire

it ignites quick

and spreads

but you don't see the damage

not until after

shuffling through the rubble

waiting of the smoke to subside

everything I built with you

from the ground up

all turned to ash

heartbroken

and what feels like alone in the world

I drift

like a ghost in the night

wondering where will I go

what ill do

my hopes and dreams

shattered and broken

as I see you try

try to put the pieces together

yet again

they fall apart once more

it shouldn't have ended like this

we built a home

a life

a dream

a dream that slowly turned into a nightmare

and in the dark

making it hard to see

im afraid

im afraid of the dark

a touch feel like pin pricks

a kiss burns like acid

I wish you understood

#poetry #deep feelings #breakup #heartburn #heartbroken #grunge #wish you well #wish you were mine #my head is pounding #what the hell #within