#wordsbymp

[wordsbymp]

Who knows, maybe in a different life we would’ve worked out.

#excerpt from a book i'll never write #wordsbymp #excerpts from my life #spilled words #spilled thoughts #wordsnquotes #spilled ink #excerpt from a story i'll never write #spilled prose #spilled poetry #excerpts from my mind #love #spilled writing #relationship #excerpts from my writing #relationships #personal #wordsofwisdom #spilled poem #excerpts from a story i'll never write

[imkeepinit]

#books #wordsbymp

[bookworm-on-rainy-days]

@wordsbymp

#reading #reads #reader #read #readering #booklover #booknerd

[wordsbymp]

I have felt an emptiness in my life for far too long, perhaps it’s always been this way.

#excerpt from a book i'll never write #wordsbymp #excerpts from my life #spilled words #spilled thoughts #depression #emptiness #empty spaces #emotional #lonliness

[wordsbymp]

You were never hard to love my darling.

#excerpt from a book i'll never write #wordsbymp #excerpts from my life #spilled words #spilled thoughts #wordsnquotes #relationships #family #excerpts of my anxiety #friendship #love #lgbtq #gaylove #brown love #excerpts from a story i'll never write #excerpts of stories #excerpts from my mind #loving you #spilled feelings

[wordsbymp]

I lied when I told you I was busy. Or well, I was busy but in a different way: I was busy breathing. Too busy trying to find air to inhale and I couldn’t help it but, when I told you I was busy. I was telling the truth.

#family #excerpt from a book i'll never write #wordsbymp #excerpts from my life #spilled words #spilled thoughts #excerpts of my anxiety #anxiety #anxiety and stress #panic attack #wordsnquotes #friendship #relationships

[wordsbymp]

I would like to say how I feel, I would like to feel more. I would like to breathe easy. I would like to not walk on eggshells. I would like to not feel as if I'm broken, I would like to just know the answer of what do I do now.

wordsbymp

#bittersweet #what do we do #wordsbymp #wordsbyme #stuck #broken #love #confused #angry #heartache

[wordsbymp]

I do often wonder if I’ll ever regret distancing myself from you. Like, when you’re gone will I hate myself? Will I hate myself for wasting the time we have together? I suppose.

But then I remember you, and how you left. How you always leave and how I am always the one that got left behind. Suppose I should grow up - move on even. But, what if you leave again?

#dad #excerpt from a book i'll never write #wordsbymp #excerpts from my life #spilled words #spilled thoughts #wordsnquotes #spilled ink #excerpt from a story i'll never write #spilled prose #spilled poetry #family #leaving #betrayal #excerpts from my mind #words words words

[wordsbymp]

I don't think I've felt this way in a while, I don't think I have felt this shut down in quite a long time. What's worse is that I don't even know where to go from here.

crossroads

#wordsbymp #stuck #crossroads #moving forward

[wordsbymp]

And here I am again, letting you get under my skin. Here I am again, thinking of you more than you could ever, me. Here I am again.

#excerpt from a book i'll never write #wordsbymp #excerpts from my life #spilled words #spilled thoughts #wordsnquotes #spilled ink #excerpt from a story i'll never write #spilled prose #spilled poetry #you #self work #excerpts of my anxiety #anxitey #anxious #depression #movingon #moving forward

[wordsbymp]

Do you ever look at someone and you can instantly picture the rest of your life?

#personal #you #project 365 #seattle #life #love #words #true words #words by me #wordsbymp #lgbt #i want to marry her #reasons why i love her #girlslikinggirls #writer #excerpts #excerpts of our love

[wordsbymp]

Darling, you saved me. You save me every single day and you haven’t the slightest idea.

#excerpt from a book i'll never write #wordsbymp #excerpts from my life #spilled words #spilled thoughts #wordsnquotes #spilled ink #excerpt from a story i'll never write #spilled prose #spilled poetry #love #relationship #lgbt #gaylove #gay #spilled poem #words by me

[wordsbymp]

I’ve always wondered, what on earth did I ever do to deserve this unkindness from you?

#personal #you #project 365 #seattle #life #wordsofwisdom #wordsbymp #words #prose #myprose #mylife #mental health #trigger

[wordsbymp]

Darling, thank you for showing me what it’s like to be loved. More so, thank you for showing me what it’s like to be loved by you.

#excerpt from a book i'll never write #excerpts from my life #wordsbymp #spilled words #wordsnquotes #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #excerpt from a story i'll never write #spilled poetry #spilled prose #spilled writing #falling in love #love #lgbtq #lgbtlove #words by me #words words words #prose

[wordsbymp]

You broke my heart, fucked me up in a way that I didn’t know was possible. How young I was, foolish even.

And now that I am looking back at that point in my life, and remember the person I was when I was with you - all I can say now is: thank you.

Thank you for breaking my heart, for leaving me in bits. Because of this and because of you I was able put myself back together on my own. And now, because of you I know that the relationship I got from you is far from what I deserve.

#wordsbymp #personal #excerpts #excerpts of stories #relationships #toxic #self healing #healing #selflove #excerpts from my writing #excerpt from a book i'm writing #words words words #wordsofwisdom #breaking point #love #movingon

[wordsbymp]

And that’s the thing, I would’ve waited forever for you. If I known that you would’ve made your way back. If I knew that in the end there would’ve been a you and I, I would’ve waited.

Timing, is key.

#excerpt from a book i'll never write #wordsbymp #excerpts from my life #spilled words #spilled thoughts #wordsnquotes #spilled ink #excerpt from a story i'll never write #spilled prose #spilled poetry #moving on #moved on #spilled poem #realationship