Writer In The Dark, Lorde / Lady Bird (2017) / For One More Day, Mitch Albom / If My Body Could Speak, Blythe Baird / Killing Eve (2018-2022) / Poplar Street, Chen Chen / Class of 2013, Mitski / Black Swan (2010) / Take Care: Mothers, Daughters, and Inheriting Self-Hatred, Ella Wilson / How to Wear your Mothers Lipstick, Warsan Shire
Hey Stephen - taylor swift // she plays bass - beabadoobee // jack antonoff via his twitter // writer in the dark - lorde // sweet nothing - taylor swift // joshua bassett for zach sang // cupids chokehold / breakfast in America - gym class heroes // fame < infamy - fall out boy //
No but who let Lorde make melodrama? Like greenlight? Liability? Supercut? Writer in the dark? The lovere? Homemade dynamite? Perfect places? Hard Feelings? Loveless? Sober?
It is their nature to be quiet, it is my duty to understand. It is their circumstance of being aloof, it is my care to give them space. It is their troughs to be without witness, it is my crest without hope without reward. It is their mind that is erratic, it is my soul that is thrown around. It is their routine hundreds of unanswered calls, it is my curse that i will keep on calling. It is their satisfaction in appetizers, it is my desperate feast in the crumbs. It is their precious moments of solitude, it is my default setting of loneliness. It is how easily they can ignore the banging on the door, it is even the shadows moving which i cannot miss.It is them raining down their love on me, it is me convincing myself of my insanity. It is me running towards them heart bursting the next morning, it is them never knowing the throes of the lows. I am insane, i am alone, undiagnosed.