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psychicbergara · 1 year
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caught up on the shyan tag and yikes sometimes you just gotta block the haters and move on. that's really the only way to enjoy this site sldkjfd
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steph-is-asleep · 9 months
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What Your Favorite Sollux Ship Says About You
I swear ive been working so hard on Space Solkat, but ive had this idea in my head for well over a year and just decided i might as well make a post about it
This is all in good fun and jokes, but if you dont want your fav ship being critisized pls dont read this, just click off lmao
AraSol: You’ve been in the fandom for a very long time and/or you love relationships that just seamlessly work together, ships that Make Sense and are right there with no subtext and you love both of these characters and want them to be happy. This is a very classic ship and they are literally perfect for each other whether you read it pale or flushed
SolTav: You love nerdy boys, you love ships with characters that have similar interests but near opposite personalities, and you also love crack shipping
Solkat: This is no hate to arasol truthers, but if you prefer mlm ships, this is the sollux ship that makes the most sense/is the best. it has the most feel good potential. You understand/love both the characters very well, but you also love the spice that their dynamic brings
SolNep: You like opposites attract and you also like ships that have a gimmick. She lays on his keyboard and chews his wires, and also brightens his day and cracks at his grumpy boy exterior. Maybe you like Nepkat but don’t like the canon baggage where he’s mean to her
SolKan: There’s a very high likelihood that you ship them pale (correct) and like ships that have really good banter potential. You also want Sollux to dress up fancy but need an logical excuse for it. If you don’t ship them pale, youre a lesbophobe
SolRezi: Very similar to solkan, you likely ship them pale and you likely love their chemistry with each other, the wit they both have bounces off each other seamlessly and they are excellent at creating bits with each other that go too far. The big difference here is that you like when shit goes CRAZY
SolVris: You’re either a contrarian/crack shipper just for the sake of, you like fixer-upper relationships with angst, or youre a lesbophobe
Solquius: You’ve been in this fandom for a long time, you really really like pitch ships. or youre an equius apologist, or all three. Either way, you love looking into things that are supposed to not be taken seriously and reading too deeply
SolGam: You like opposites attract, and you prefer mlm ships, you could not get more opposite than with this two, and you think it would be really funny if they loved each other actually
Erisol: You’re a veteran homestuck, you used to/still like yaoi or youre an eridan apologist (I say this as all three)
SolFef: You love the ships that the canon gives you, you love sunshine girl and grumpy boy pairings, and im willing to bet that either youre straight, or you think one of them is straight (wrong)
JuneSol: You love crack shipping, but also you love over-analzying canon text
DaveSol: You really really like dave and want him to date a version of himself from the mirror dimension, and im also willing to bet that you only really ship this to make an OT3 with karkat work
RoseSol: I’m willing to bet this is pale again, and im gonna be real, this is davesol but better, yall are sleeping on this ship
JadeSol: You love ships with potential, and also really really want the hc that Sollux likes girls with long hair to be true/believe wholeheartedly that it is true
SolRox: You love ships with gimmicks, they are tech buddies! (I do not know the first thing about roxy ill be honest)
DIrkSol: You like dirk, and don’t really like the other ships he’s in, Sollux skates by because, of the people to ship dirk with, Sollux is probably the meanest and wittiest in that roster. No one would fight with Dirk the way Sollux would, wake up
If you ship JaneSol or JakeSol, you like crackshipping, or you read really really deep into the dialogue jake has with erisolsprite
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words-for-holland · 3 years
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Always Yours
Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader
Summary: Sometimes dating a celebrity is hard...but Tom & Y/N have always said no matter what happens they could get through anything. Some angst but a lot of fluff.
A/N: So sorry for leaving yall hanging! Life is just crazy right now and this blog needs a lot of TLC tbh!! Also ehh I def dont think this was my best work but enjoy?
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“Oof” Y/N lets out as she plops on to her boyfriend who was lying comfortable on the couch. Tom groaned at the impact with a cheeky smile on his face, his arms instantly wrapping around Y/N’s frame.
“Y’know..there are empty seats right there.” The soft brown-eyed boy gestured with the flick of his thick head as Y/N raises her eyes looking down at him, pretending to be slightly offended.
“Oh I see how it is then. It’s cool...Ill just cuddle with Tessa instead. I know she would welcome me with open arms instead of—” As she slowly starts getting off his chest, Tom is quick to pull her back in, securing her with his strong arms. “No baby, I was just kidding. I want you right here, and Im never letting you go.” he pleas.
The only thing Y/N could manage was letting out a fit of giggles into his chest, a sound that Tom adored and would do absolutely anything to hear every minute of every day. They stay like this for a while enjoying the feeling of each other as they both run their hands into each others hair, the feeling of their chests moving up and down, the subtle thumps of their heartbeats, and the little slips of adoration that came out of their mouths. It was peaceful. A moment that nobody could really take a way because it was theirs.
Y/N casually pulls up her phone, and scrolls through Twitter when she noticed a particular tweet on her timeline. Her eyebrows furrow, as she read the 160 character message.
Why Tom Holland Should Be With Aaliyah Cole and Dump Y/N: A Thread.
She knew it wasnt a good idea to open up the thread. She knew very well that everything within the shallow string of tweets would be a complete waste of her time because it was made up by fans who just wanted to satisfy their fantasy of shipping Tom with his co-star. Who can blame them? They always had great chemistry, but it was part of the job and thats all it would ever be.
“You’re awfully quiet.” Tom murmurs, as he places soft kisses at the crown of her head. “Whats going on?” She was lucky her phone was facing away from Tom, quickly closing the app and pretending to be on one of her many tabs in Safari.
“Mmm..nothing.” Y/N lies softly, a tight-lipped smiled plastered on her face.
“Absolute bullocks. Youre not a very good liar.” He chuckles. “Tell me darling. Whats on your mind?”
Y/N rolls her eyes in response. She’s heard that comment one too many times in her life from everyone shes known. After not giving it much thought, she gives in, sighing heavily. “Dont judge me for what Im about to say.”
“Mmm...I think it might depend on wha— Ow” Tom reacts as he playfully rubs the side of his chest that Y/N hit. “Okay too soon for jokes. Go on.”
Again, Y/N sighs as she props herself up. “Its just ... well a lot of your fans keeps talking about wanting you to get with Aaliyah.” She looks down trying not to make eye contact with Tom, who she’d imagine was looking at her with annoyance.
Tom rolls his eyes at the ridiculousness. Not so much at Y/N but the fact that some of his fans just didnt want to accept the fact that he was happy with Y/N. If it had to come from his mouth to stop the stupid rumors and give his girlfriend peace, then hed gladly yell it from the rooftops for everyone to hear. “Thats it Im making a statement about it.”
Y/N’s eyes widen in fear, scrambling to prevent him from grabbing his phone on the table next him. “No no no no.” She repeatedly declines. “You’ll only make it worse.”
“Darling, Im not going to stand here and watch you get all insecure because of their delusional ship.”
“Yeah well Im not gonna be the reason your fans hate me because Im getting in the way of your friendship with Aaliyah Cole.” She fires back.
Tom was ready to open his mouth only to be cut off once again. “And you know better. That is how your fans will always see it.”
“Okay, are you done?” He calmly asked, cautiously observing her. Rarely did Y/N ever get worked up about anything, but when she had her tangents, Tom always made sure she got off everything she needed to say before he becomes her voice of reason.
“Yeah, I guess.” she says feeling defeated. “Look its whatever and Im tired, can we just let this go and forget this whole conversation even happened?”
Tom was unconvinced, but didnt want to push her further. So reluctantly, he gave in and wrapped his arms around Y/N as they both tried to lull themselves to sleep.
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Y/N wasnt sure how she ended up in the Tube. It was strange how the lights flickered off the rusted tile floor. The train was no where to be seen, but off to the side of the railroads was pitch black, she could hardly see beyond. To her right she noticed herself standing in the corner of the room, and to her surprise Aaliyah was there. Her milk chocolate kissed skin, and fashionably long frizzy hair dropped down past her shoulders. Her figure long and poised, as she wore a rain jacket and sweats. An outfit only she could pull off and make it look like she was a model for Vogue. Aasliyah smiles brightly at Y/N.
“Hey Y/N.” She says cheerfully as a genuine friend would.
To Y/N’s surprise she greeted her back in the same tone. “Hey Aaliyah...uhh whats going on?” Y/N wasnt sure if she wanted the answer of how they both ended up in the Tube or if she truly wanted to know how her day went.
“Well Im getting ready to present at the Oscars.” She replies, a smile plastered as if she was so excited about it, almost too excited like she was keeping a secret.
“Really? Oh my god, that’s amazing! Im so proud of you Aaliyah! Who are you taking?”
Aaliyah pauses for a few moment looking back and forth, making sure no one else was around. “Okay can you keep a secret?” She whispered.
Y/N nods her head slowly, not having the slightest clue of what was going on. “Im taking Tom. I think he really likes me, and well...I like him too! Do you think maybe I should ask him when we go?” Aaliyah asked genuinely. It was almost like she had no recollection of Y/N and Tom being a couple. “I think we would look good together. Everyone is already making rumors and ships about us.”
Y/N backs aways lowly only to bump into a broad figure. As she turns around she sees Tom, emotionless and almost sad. “Y/N.” He speaks out. “I dont think this is going to work out. Im leaving you.”
Y/N’s heart quickens, and her breaths become shorter as she tries to find a way to run. Running and running into the darkness, until all she could hear was Tom’s faint voice calling out her name.
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“Y/N! Y/N! Baby wake up please.” Tom cries as he gently shakes his girlfriend from her disturbed sleep.
Quickly Y/N opens her eyes and clutches on to Toms hoodie firmly. Back home, and in Toms arms. It was a dream was all she thought. A sigh of relief escaping from her mouth.
“Darling...” he speaks softly, worried about his girlfriend. “Are you okay?”
Y/N looks up at him and nods frantically. “Mmm..bad dream.”
“Yeah it seemed like it. You were so frightened...I was scared. What happened?” He’s looking at her, trying to read her saddened eyes, wanting to desperately understand what scared her so he could make it all go away for her.
Y/N looks down at her fiddling hands, as she sits on the couch. “I uhh...” she lets out a chuckle, thinking of the ridiculousness of it all. “I uhh...dreamed about Aaliyah going to the oscars and saying how she loved you and how you two are perfect for each other. When I turned around I saw you but you werent happy and said you were leaving me.”
Tom doesnt say a word, all he could think about was how sorry he felt to put Y/N in this position. Though both of them knew, It wasnt Toms fault, or anyone’s for that matter. Feelings are feelings and that was okay. No human being was ever born perfect and without insecurities.
Y/N always tried to be a good sport with situations like this knowing every shippers theory and evidence were hardly ever true, but at some point there was only so much she could take before it all came out like an oil spill. Maybe it was a sign that she wasnt good enough to be with Tom if half of his fanbase thought this way as well.
Tom cradled her into his arms again, holding her tightly and kissing the top of her head. “Darling, I know youre still doubting yourself about all of this, but please believe me when I tell you that I love you so so much and no matter what happens...Im always yours.” He whispers gently in her ear. “It was only a dream and these ridiculous rumors and theories are just that. No one woman in the world could ever make me feel the way I feel for you.”
Y/N blinks softly, as she stares into space. Afraid and in a weird way ashamed, its funny how something so small and so minimal could affect her self-esteem so greatly. Tom gently brings her head up, so her eyes can meet his. He rolls his thumb on the bottom of her soft lips. “Hey, I love you.” Tom smiles.
Time stopped for the both of them the moment Y/N looked into his eyes, she felt safe. All the bad words and thoughts slowly disappear. Tom was right, none of the things that anyone said about their relationship mattered. She knew Tom loved her, and how much she truly loved him. Isnt that enough? Of course not. It was more than enough. A smile slowly forming on Y/N’s face. “Theres that smile I love so much.” He comments.
“Im sorry, for being such a —”
“No. Its okay. You have a right to feel the way you did.” He picks up her hand and leaves a gentle kiss.
“I love you so much Tom.” She says pressing her lips to his. “I dont deserve you.”
“Darling, its me that doesnt deserve you. Im always yours.” Tom proclaims as he kisses her back.
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mallahanmoxie · 2 years
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books i read in 2021 and assorted thoughts on them
courtesy of @gellavonhamster ❤️❤️❤️ in roughly the order i read them in tho i must say it's not a very cheery list bc i liked half of these only. unlike 2020 there were no 5 star reads :( #ReadTheSparrow
unmasked by the marquess by cat sebastian
a young girl's maid pretends to be her lady's brother so she can accompany her to her first season in london so she can find a good prospect; enlists the unlikely help of an extremely grouchy marquess, attraction and deception ensue. this was ultimately forgettable but very fun and very horny but like, par for the course right. 4 stars for nonbinary rights 😌
almond by sohn won-pyung
after witnessing a tragedy, a young boy who cannot process emotion is left to fend for himself. this was a lovely book, i think of it often. it was very light despite the situation and i liked the voice of the main character even though it IS rather... Well. Devoid of emotion. i thought it was very frank and i forgive its unrealistic ending because honestly? hes a good kid. 4 stars because it is not life changing but it IS enjoyable
himegoto juukyuusai no seifuku by ryou minenami
seinen manga about the lives of three college students (a tomboy, a trans woman and a sex worker) whose lives get entangled when they realize they share related sexual/gender deviances. not an actual book but 8 volumes that took me a while to read so i count them still. trigger warnings for everything under the sun - csa, pedophilia, rape etc. it's a very heavy manga and yet the overarching feeling i got from it was finding yourself and your place in the world. i guess it's somewhat of a coming of age. this was a pre-healing story because they certainly need therapy even by the end. but i thought it was definitely a very interesting exercise on the socialization of gender and sexuality, their "correct" modes, the acceptability of certain deviances in specific scenarios, etc. within contemporary japanese society. i liked the characters too but again. extremely heavy topics. 4 stars because it did drag a little.
to kill a kingdom by alexandra christo
little mermaid retelling. eric is a siren killer prince, ariel is a—you guessed it—siren princess. when her awful mother curses her to grow legs, she's gotta find the way home and also kill him. it was fine. it is standard ya fare. i dont wanna be mean but these two... i am darkness i am evil blah blah blah. annoying is what you are. tell me one thing, if you've been socialized all your life to find "bad" things admirable and desirable and something to strive for... WHY do you talk about it as if it's bad? i get the guilt but your terms are wrong!!! if being bad is prized then it IS good to be bad. i dont know why this bothered me so much. well i do. because yall are whiny. mfs didnt even kill one person... bad they say 🙄 evil they say 🙄 sure tuna lady. anyway 3 stars because it's... Fine. i just greatly disliked it.
the decagon house murders by yukito ayatsuji
seven crime fiction enthusiasts take a trip to an island to investigate a murder involving a former member of their club's family. immediately get picked off. listen........ this was okay. i commend it because of its place in establishing its genre. but i hate figuring out the killer in the prologue. the first 100 pages? unnecessary. or at the very least a drag. it did pick up after the first murder, which, coincidentally, was the only moment of emotionality this book gave. it was pretty cliche. 3 stars because of its literary importance. read the short version. or the manga.
the vanished birds by simon jimenez
a woman captaining a trade ship picks up a child who holds the clue to interstellar travel and basically adopts him. a thoughtful sci-fi look towards what could be the reality of capitalism in space. not afraid to Go There. very accomplished. also boring. well that's... unfair to say, i just didnt feel taken by any character so it wasn't a book i was excited by. i saw all its points. the narrative development is fine. the scope is well done. a very good book i did not like. 4 stars for its literary strength.
the verdigris pawn by alisa wishingrad
the heir to the throne accidentally gets one of the last charmers (witches) in trouble and must go on a cross country trip to find the person to save her. this was my most disappointing read because i hyped it up too much in my head. it is definitely a good, sturdy children's novel. right amount of whimsy, small scope in tune with the protagonists. everything was small actually. stakes, wins, my interest. it was very cinematic, though, it deserves a movie. again, good for kids, too predictable for my mood. 4 stars because it was cute and simple.
cadáver exquisito (tender is the flesh) by agustina bazterrica
after a virus makes every animal violent and inedible, the world turns to human flesh as their main protein source. main dude works in a slaughterhouse. it was fine. again rather underwhelming, but accomplished. i understand the criticisms it was trying to raise, though i maintain it was rather shallow in some places. the carrion eaters should've been a bigger bit. or the shooting range. or the skin man. dunno. also i was promised a surprising ending—WHERE?!!! that man was transparent as fuck i always read him for what he was i knew there was no way in hell itd turn out any different (spoilers) he treated her like a pet the whole time cmon yall he only wanted her for the kid it was OBVIOUS what was his driving force (end spoilers) i am mad because it was the only reason i read it :( 4 stars bc it's a good book i was just scammed
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imaginethathaikyuu · 3 years
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How did I find your blog? I was looking for soft Kuroo content on google. And your soft birthday hc’s for him came up. And that’s also how I found tumblr
What was the first story of yours that I read? That Kuroo piece ^
Roughly, how long have I been following this blog? Well I found that piece shortly after it was posted so…. Around the beginning of December 2019 I think. Got a tumblr a few months later and you were the first person I followed (had you in my bookmarks bar before that! (still have you in my bookmarks bar and when I share my screen in classes there are occasionally questions. I ignore them))
What’s something I’ve noticed about you personality wise? You’re really clever and funny. But you’re also sweet. But because you’re clever you have no hesitation in setting up and enforcing your boundaries, and I really admire that strength and confidence.
Have we ever interacted, either by PM, ask, or in the comments? What was my perception of you? YES!!! PM, SOOOOO many asks, comments, and you sent me an ask. And reblogged it. And I cried. A lot. My perception: you’re lovely and I want to h*ld your h*nd ….please.
What’s my favorite story of yours? Oh how to choose. Firstly, I’m a nb, biracial, bisexual. Honey, I’ve never made a choice in my life. But let’s try here. Anything you’ve written for Tsukki. Literally all of it is gold. Fight me. I was going to write “especially [piece title]” but I LITERALLY CANNOT CHOOSE ONE. Your Bokuto nightmare piece. Your Kuroo angsty fight. Your Tendou dealing with S/O with parents who yell piece. Your Kinktobers. Your Futakuchi and Mattsun pieces. And your Terushima pieces. Ugh. I CANNOT CHOOSE. OH AND YOUR STREAMER KENMA!!!!!! OKay just… all of it. I can’t choose. I tried, and I failed, and I’m willing to admit failure.
What’s a story I’d love to see you write? I don’t want to say this… because it hurts me… but I just KNOW you’d write brilliant angst. Some of my fav pieces of yours are pained beginnings with happy endings. That fight with Tsukki after a bad day at work. The pieces I mentioned above (nightmare pieces and fighting pieces and angsty home life ha.. ha.ha.ha.). That Oikawa one where the reader wakes up in bed without him and thinks he left. You write these gorgeous atmospheres and descriptive, visceral feelings, and if you chose to use it for evil…. You could get evil shit done. You’re SO powerful. So I want to read it… but also…. I don’t. I’d love to see you write ABO like you mentioned a while back or just see you explore a cutesy soulmate AU or something. I think you’d be really good at writing an AU where you hear what the other person’s listening too. I feel like you’d be so good at making me feel something for someone who was in another city. (think this would be cute with Tsukki cos he’s headphones boy, OR terushima because I like the dynamic of someone flirty, who clearly cares about looks, falling for someone he can’t see) ANYWAY….
Favorite pairing you write for?/fav reader insert? Tsukishima x reader. It’s my fav self-ship. (but also Mattsun, Bokuto, Oikawa, Tanaka, and Akaashi because you write them SO WELL!!!!)
Have any of your stories helped me through a hard time? Of course. Your self-harm piece came at a time I needed it. Iwaizumi’s in particular saved my life. But also your Tendou dealing with S/O parents who fight… came right when I needed it. Also starting college… was hard.. And reading and rereading your fluff really pulled me through it.
Have any of your stories hit closer to home? YES (see above).
Do I genuinely like your blog, it’s aesthetic or posts? It’s overall feel? It’s content? Yes. The aesthetic is, ngl, a wee bit basic. But I kinda love that. And the feel? It feels like home. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. Your blog is my safe space. So, yes, I love. It’s content? YES. OF COURSE. Your personality probably could have kept me here even if your content was kinda shit, but I follow you RELIGIOUSLY because of your content. So yes. I adore.
Is English my first language? Kinda??? I grew up in a trilingual household so I kinda learned three languages at the same time while growing up. But no, I don’t need to translate it in my head. Because English was one of the three.
Anything I want to share? Yes. Please keep being kind to yourself, caring for your mental health, enforcing your boundaries, loving Akaashi, and just generally being you. You’re so lovely as you are, and I hope you continue grow, but never change. Also I’m sorry about all your work stuff…. It literally makes me feel sick. And I hope you find a job where that’s not tolerated, or that your work finds a better way of protecting it’s employees. I know you know this, but none of it is your fault. I just hope things improve. AND I love you… a lot. And I’m so proud of you hitting 9K and you deserve so many more followers because your pieces are just... GORGEOUS. I can’t wait until I’m at Barnes and Noble in a few years and I can pick up a hardback copy of your debut novel. I’m so excited to say “I knew Em Akaashi (which is your legal name as far as I’m concerned) before she was so popular among the masses.”
so ive been trying to figure out the correct and worthy way to reply to this ask since the moment i got it......because its so fucking sweet and kind and amazing and pure and perfect and i just dont know how to use WORDS to explain the way it makes me feel so.......i will just reply in bullet points in regards to every question u answered to make it a lil easier :D
- the fact that u found my blog on google ....... like this may be odd and a very specific thing but before i made this blog i always hoped that 1 day my fanfic would pop up in google searches bc thats ALWAYS how i found fics when i was reading them religiously and i felt so much ENVY!!!!! LIKE I WANTED TO BE THERE I WANTED MY FICS TO B POPULAR ENOUGH TO POP UP ON GOOGLE.....that may sound very selfish but its true......so thats just very cool to me... :]
- u’ve been here for so long omg 🥺🥺🥺🥺 if anyone in ur classes ever asks jus promo my blog like its nbd 
- thats so sweet what 🥺🥺🥺 i try my best to advocate for myself and be confident for myself.....ive spent far too much of my time being silently uncomfortable because i was afraid of pushing someone’s buttons seeming rude.....but NO MORE!!!! i know what upsets me, i know my triggers, i know what i dislike experiencing, and im never gonna let myself be anxious or uncomfortable for someone else’s sake, esp if theyre being rude 2 me. i would say its less strength and confidence and moreso me attempting to take control of my anxiety in the places i can (aka on the Internet) bc i am SICK OF ANXIETY ATTACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
- BBY no dont CRY!!!! im racking my brain trying to think of who u are i wanna know so bad so i can thank u personally for being the kindest person in the world n so i can send u more asks >:(........MY HAND IS URS TO HOLD!!!!! dont tell akaashi tho 
- OMG my TSUKKI pieces.....hes so hard to write why ;-; thank u so much im so glad u enjoy my works<3333
- NOT ANGST NOT LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!! pained beginnings to happy endings are my specialty.....IMAGINE me writing a sad ending like i CANT!!!!!!!!! ive only done it a few times and it is so Difficult.....YALL ARE SO LUCKY IM NOT EVIL!!!!!! ive had this idea for an angsty akaashi fic that i think about and write in my head every night before falling asleep and it Hurts and i wanna write it but i also can’t make myself :D ABO would be very fun but i genuinely do not know how to explore the concept while making it feel like it’s Written By Me.....u know what i mean? same with soulmate aus, i really dislike writing them because theyre just boring to me like they all feel the same everything’s been done for them.....which is FINE!!! but i write enough cliche stuff as it is HAHA, a long distance type soulmate au could be fun and interesting but ldr’s trigger me bc of a past relationship so </3 but hey maybe someone else could use the idea!!!!!
- gotta love tsukishima <3
- im rlly glad my writing could be there for you friend, one of the biggest reasons i write fanfic (and write the kind of fics i write) is bc i know firsthand how much reading sweet stories abt ur comfort characters can help u through the shittiest times - i just wanna offer ppl some support and happy feelings and love cuz sometimes fanfic is the only time we can find those things (and theres nothing shameful abt that either if anyone bullies u for reading fanfic i will fight them)
- I KNOW MY LAYOUT IS LAZY AND BASIC AS FUCK AND THAT IS BECAUSE I DO NOT GIVE A SHIT LMAOOOO so im glad u think its ok...... like i dont have the patience to create a fancy ass layout that actually works are u KIDDING ME??????? I COULD LITERALLY NEVER plus i kinda like that its just the basic kinda ugly boring default layout like it makes it simple and easy and i feel like it brings focus to the only thing on this blog that i care about which is my writing, i rlly only care about the content here and not aesthetics jdbljdabsdk that blue background will be there til i Die......i adore u more btw 
- WHOA trilingual what the hell ur so cool tell me more 
- you have my word, friend, that i will continue to do all of that so long as you do the same. take care of yourself, be kind to yourself - i know u can do it, ur so kind to others and u deserve to be kind to urself, too so this is the part that genuinely brought me to tears because *sappy dumb shit ahead* ok look ever since i can remember the one and only thing ive wanted to do with my life is become an author ...... dreams of book covers with my name written on them and words in pages written by me and fanart of my characters and going into my local bookstore n seeing my book there....these thoughts all haunt my fucking brain because i want it SO BAD!!!!!!!! so bad that it makes me CRY!!!!!!!! ive never wanted something more and just!!!!!!!!!!!! idk how much u meant that part but holy fuck!!!!!! i hope so bad that one day i can send u a free copy of my book as a thank u for being the person u are. u have all my love friend, every last bit of it <333333333
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care--bear · 3 years
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some hc for creek
ok so im in love with this ship for months and here are some thoughts of mine on it
so tweek is a chunky boy. let me tell yall, c h u n k i. like, not like chubby but like yea, he’s got a masculine body ig. craig has a slimmer body, he’s a little bit taller, like....tweek (18) is 5′ 9″, so average, while craig is 6 ft, a bit on the taller side. he’s very toned, and he’s got very nice shoulders for a reason.
when they were small, like 10 or 11, tweek was always a bit shorter, and craig was taller, but in highschool they kinda middled out. 
tweek has fair skin, but......he has a farmer’s tan sometimes......but dont tell anyone he’s insecure about it. craig has like, medium? colured skin, just a tiny bit darker than tweek’s, and he’s got some little moles on his shoulders and his back, which are honestly super cute.
tweek has baby blue eyes, craig has dark brown/brown eyes, neither of them has particularly pretty eyes, but craig has a slight esotropia, so it always kind of looks like he’s looking at a butterfly that’s landed on his nose, and tweek finds this endearing.
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kind of like this but milder.
none of them have freckles, but tweek gets a blush on his cheeks and neck when he’s embarassed or experiencing a strong emotion.
they dont strike me like the gay™ couple, more like The two guys in the background who hold hands kind of couple, ya knowww
craig is logical, tweek is more emotional, but they’re both very smart, tweek loves english and history while craig science and math
tweek hates art with a passion, he thinks it’s f r u s t r a t i n g, grr
the aren’t a very touchy couple, like at all, i mean they hold hands and whatnot but nothing more. jkjkjk,,,partially..tweek doesnt fucking know waht he wants and he always kinda feels uncomfortable, so he’s always so confused on what he wants, but ill talk about this later, craig on the other hand LOVES affection, he’s suuuuper cuddly, its just that at first he was too shy to admit it to tweek. 
craig is a momma’s boy and nobody can tell me otherwise. do you wanna try? bam, i just killed you bitch fck you. i mean, your’re just gonna tell me that he doesnt bitch about everything that happened at school with his mom? and that he doesnt love getting tucked itn by his momma every night? and that he doesnt lift his cheek so his mom remembers to kiss his cheek and then cuddles in his pillows with his space money peluche every night? fuck you.
i think that tweek already knew that he liked boys and craig too, but he was so scared that he always denied his feelings, to the point that he almost convinced himself of not being gay.
neither of them strikes me like a feminine boy, but craig fur sure loved playing dressup with his sister. when they were very young, 7 and 5, they would do little skits or like fashion shows in front of their parents and they wouldnt mind.
craig has a button nose, tweek has a greek nose, craig’s face is softer, tweek’s is more....idk like he’s got high cheekbones and a defined jay, but still pretty soft.
craig’s parents are amazing, he’s very open to them. 
tweek on the other hand.....has a complicated relationship with them. i’m still not sure if they put meth in his coffee, but they are in general very distant with him, so this caused long term problems to arise in the future, especially for the lack of motherly figure. e. g. he’s never had affection so he always feels uncomfortable when people try to touch him etc. this is one of the biggest problems that tweek and craig have to work on. another example is the extreme lack of trust in people. 
if they actually did put meth in his coffee, i guess he would have had a stroke very young and experienced a lot of traumatic things that could scar him for a long time. damn that’s really... harsh...it’s too long, i’ll make another post where ill talk about it better.
they do cuddle, but never in public, they jsut dont feel comfortable.
they both g a y. and no, thomas is super straight and ghosted craig when he tried to hold his hand. and i totally totally totally dont hate thomas
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the other day i realized theres a couple of similarities between my two otps so Obviously i needed to make a... crossover? au? a far far au
anyway, unrelated, ai!martin and hackerwoman sasha :’) and some au details under the cut!
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(shoot out to @crykea who drew him once and ill never be over it <3<3<3) (twitter.com/cryke_art/status/1164992234552320000 posting it like this so it appears in the tag, anyway go look it up its beautiful ;_;)
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-HEAD ARCHIVIST RENÉE!! ARCHIVAL ASSISTANT DOUG!! sidenote hes a beholding snack for all the known reasons
-Commander Sims and Officer Stoker, need i say more? i do, i do need to say more
-Doctor James and AI Martin (sidenote i love wolf’s thing of naming ais/ships w/ gods names, hence mars, but i like the idea of him not rly liking the name and among the four coming up w/ that name) 
-im not gonna lie i dont have a lot bc my aus are all over the place but imagine: kinda s1 jontim interactions until Something Happens (space monsters?) and the ship gets nearly destroyed, sasha gets jettisoned into space, martin is turned off and jon and tim have that bonding time i so desperately crave
-they manage to partially fix martin and together they hold the station in one piece while trying to search for sasha until one day months later shes back! and everything is fine! for a while, until jon is looking up data of the craft or smth and discovers that, well, sasha james died......... shes like what of course not? but the moment tim hears that hes pointing a gun at her and its very very sad for everyone involved (he doesnt do anything tho bc both jon and martin are like hey hEY WAIT)
-tim knows abt alien clones but only by a transmission so he doesnt know abt alien clones yknow? also am i implying danny got cloned and thats why tim is there in the first place? to find out wtf happened? absolutely
-imagine lovelace’s shuttlecraft story and eiffel’s may day combined. Thats what she’s been up to those months. I Would Die For Her.
-and ok this started 100% jontim but yall know im poly og crew’s #1 fan so, yeah
-on the other hand i havent thought too much abt the minffel side of the au bc im not a fan of current archivist stuff BUT...... season 1? where hes not the best assistant but still does his job p well? unfriendly/friendly banter? sign me tf up. Also yes the image is an x files reference lmao
-honestly before the actual monsters start appearing imagine them being like “most of these stories are obviously fake, doug” “WHAT are you talking about?? you cant fake this!!”. He has a joke “i want to believe” poster. He calls her scully. im going to fucking cry
-ANYWAY hilbert is also probably there? and hes an avatar of smth idk i didnt thought abt it much after “minffel”. hera&lovelace are around somewhere, jacobi and kepler as well, the last two desolation and web(?) avatars (maxwell is also around but i cant think of a power for her, maybe shes human! a very extremist human whos all abt progress)
-fast foward three seasons and, well, the IDEA of min compelling eiffel to tell her his backstory is horrible and heartbreaking, but boy i love it
thats all i have :)
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Hi!! Can I get a ship? I'm ENFP(I think but idk if it fits me), I'm a blue personality(Google it haha its like a mediator I believe) and a Scorpio. I dont like conflict, it makes me uncomfortable and I am a very goofy and generally happy person. I love, love love to take care of my friends and my parents and im regarded as having a really good work ethic and a witty sense of humor. (Continued on the next ask cause I wrote alot im sorry)
My aesthetic is a wide mixture of things but I love pastels and I love botanical aesthetic (mostly because I have like 20 plants i take care of). My favorite things to do are to write, listening to music, hang out with friends and journal. My song on repeat is 505 by arctic monkeys, Everythingoes by RM, Love Song by Bigbang (basically every bts, ateez and bigbang song is on repeat for me!) - (im so sorry LOL) My favorite food is probably Gyoza? Gosh thats hard i love soo much food, I'm definitely a foodie. I'm also obsessed with boba and jasmine milk tea~ Thank you so, so much for doing this and you can take your time. I'm sorry I tend to write alot haha ❤  Also important to note because the songs I put are very slow songs..I'm definitely a hype song person lMAOO I mean bigbang, ateez and bts are kings of hype and slow lol (also love skz of course) Omg one last thing I feel so bad your asks are gonna be flooded with my rambles QKSNEJD but I very much love cuddling and affection and big hugs and stuff 🥺
kljsdfklsdjf i got all your asks!! you gave so much detail idek what to do sdoifjdfoij but anyway i ship you with...
bts namjoon
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Outdoor dates
Cute matching outfits
Compliments left and right
Words of assurance and affirmation when you’re down
Always knows exactly what you need to hear
Count on having lots of plant babies :c
Always listening to music together
Or writing music together
Just lots of music
ateez san
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Such a tease
Always playing around and messing with you
He treats you like an angel
When you pout, he boops your nose and says that you’re cute
You are his priority
Wants to take care of you
V v domestic boy
Hopeless romantic all the way
stray kids jisung
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He’s quiet at first
Then all hell breaks loose and he goes wild
Teasing all the time
But really loves it when yall just sit and cuddle
He wants to have lots of fun with you all the time
Wouldn’t be opposed to chilling out
Will take you out to eat to your favorite places
Just all the time music bc it’s his passion okay
Be a bit patient with him bc he can be shy at first
But once he’s out of his shell, he’s down for all sorts of things
nct kun
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Always takes good care of you
Makes sure you eat and drink water
Lingering touches when you’re upset
Gives you space when you need it
So so romantic
Sweet dates and hand holding
Just wants to give you the world
Lots of listening to music together and having a nice chill time
Really values whatever time he spends with you
Not super picky about what you guys do together bc he just likes being with you
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ainomica · 5 years
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part1)long asks anon again, just saw a post about how rey has 'take whichever path is quickest' and ben 'walks the straight and narrow even when it hurts' 'energy' or whatev and i was like welp, it took yall awhile, but grats to catching onto the fundamental canon break that ppl been complaining about. Weird you think its positive but okay.
Part 2)But srs though, pl talk about sw is a ‘fairytale’ and ‘fanbros are obsessed with lvls like videogames’ but that ignores 2 things. a) even in a largely metaphorical fantasy, the audience relies on those rules to understand the setting, once established you cant really go back unless u either write in an explanation for why the rule can be broken this particular way this time or else the audience gets confused and will lose immersion because they cant figure out whats okay or what isnt. 
Part 3) as much as ppl like to say ‘oh luke didnt even train that much’ or ‘anakin was good at podracing’ that doesnt change the fact the force users need to train to use the force was an established rule. Only now it isnt, and so the audience is left wondering what the hell to think.
Part 4) Were the jedi just dumb? Can everyone download the force or is it just rey? If isnt just rey are mind reading sessions how were gonna get jedi now? What didnt anyone do this before then? If its just rey /why/ is it just rey? You can say she was chosen by destiny or whatever but so was anakin, and he didnt get matrix training. 
  Part 5) After the snow fight everthing we knew about the force is now up for grabs because of this, and yet ppl get judged because they started wondering whether were gonna get to take the devil horns off the yin that dear old georgie boy (bless his dumb white hippie heart) put on it when grafting chirstian morality onto taosim. Well of course they wonder, i mean if the jedi were wrong about training ppl wonder what else they were wrong about. 
  Part 6) And theres B) why george made it that way. Lightside force users train and take the hard path of work because virtue is its own reward, not in the sense that good guys always win because they are Good, but because the values they represent, like friendship over self-interest and hard work ethic, are rewarding in and of themselves 
  Part 7) Except now that rey never does that, so shs been prerewarded for virtue she never demonstrates on the idea that she would've shown it anyway so may as well gives her the goods now. Think it was roxxanepolice who pointed out that comparably speaking rey hasnt actually done a whole lot as far as the plots concerned and yet both characters in universe and movie treat her with much more reverence than either luke or ani ever got.
Part 8)Seriously ani participates the largest single battle the jedi every collectively engage and luke goes against death metal battletank darth vader and lives to tell about it and narrative is just like ‘welp that happened’ but rey lifting rocks is treated as the greatest thing ever. And this happens in the same movie where leia uses the force to /survive the vacuum of space/. But r2, the chosens ones droid, make sure to tell us shes something special’.
Part 9) Couldve sworn 3po was the one who got his memory wiped and not u but okay bud.Good guys have gone from winning because they demonstrate/learn virtue to good guys win because they chose the right team so we know they totally would show those ethics eventually we may as well give them the trophy now. i cant belive someone typed in that reys takes the quick and easy path as a good thing is Star wars ‘evil ppl take shortcuts’ w/o a hint of fucking irony and /thought that was a good thing/. 
  Part 10)I see rylo bnfs bemoaning about how ppl are misinterpreting lucas and the darksides always evil how can ppl compare assume the rey/resistance may be bad/morally grey ect. Well when ur MAIN HEROINE, is using the DESIGNATED EVIL SHIT LIKE QUICK AND EASY TRAINING FOR POWER UPS AND STRIKING IN ANGER, i can see how ppl may get confused because according to previous rules? /they would be/. I dont remember their being an * at yodas speech when he said darkside was quick and easy or anger is bad 
Hello Long Asks Nonny!
As always, right on point. I also agree that no matter how silly or how serious you fantasy may be, you cannot fault your audience to ask for and question you fantasy on the basis of consistency. Its called world building rules for a reason. This is why GoT fell apart even before season 8, This is why Rowling’s latter books are so heavily criticized. You can’t have your narrative treat one character like a madwomen for burning her non surrendered  war prisoners while also hailing another character as a honorable hero after he abused his position to murder a child . Treating two equal characters with two different hands would do nothing but make people angry or confused.  ( and boy! were people angry..!) 
I saw that post you are talking about although i didn’t know if the commentary was supposed to be positive, or a remark on reylo’s complimentary nature or a justification of dark!Rey. But nevertheless its still good to see people catching up to the concept of Rey criticism without the juvenile lashing out that happened so many months ago and pretty much drove away a handful of reylo bloggers away from the fandom as a result . I guess canon giving the crumbs for it calmed everyone down or who knows? 
This is why  i don’t always dismiss “fanbros” commentary and to be fair the things you and i and many others have been harping about the narrative in the movie treating Rey differently and the status of the dark side in the new movies were also talked about some of those “fanbros” too. The hystrionics aside, some of the criticism is valid. This is why i believe they really should have tried better about advertising the idea that the KoTOR concept of force bond is now pretty much canon and so it knowledge push and pull since TFA. A lot of people don’t even know KoTOR let alone read wookiepedia and everyone has a valid reason to be confused as to why Rey doesn’t need to be a hardworker to be a Jedi when the story used to lay emphasis on how Jedihood as a philosophy needs to be trained and taught to be understood. Even in Heroine’s Journey, you can incorporate the idea of of a girl discovering her inner Goddess /worth while simultaneously not tying it up with Force and skills of masterng the Force..SO MUCH.
Its not like i don’t appreciate the Anima/Animus metaphor that Rey literally becoming the equal skilled shadow of Kylo and harming him for killing his father, as a metaphor for his Shadow punishing for his path, i really do. But the movie could do better by not fluctuating on Rey being nothing but Ben’s animus sometimes and a character other times when it suits it. You writers have decided to elevate Rey from Kira, now you have to work more better for the consequences of adding all those extra expectations and details . Like the fact why Rey is so obsessed with Republic, a form of government which doesn’t care for her and people like her if they died. Are they really going to ignore this detail??  I did see another criticism of Rey being written as ‘stereotypical” strong women character and the OP didn’t appreciate the fact that Rey just gets to instantly download her skills anyway( so he did read the novels unlike some out there) while other good side characters had to work hard despite their talent and help to get where they are. When they say Luke didn’t train that much...but of course we know that. Luke didn’t train that much and he got his hand chopped off for it. It took another three years and Dark side seduction for him to finally cut his father’s hand back. And even then, the narrative went out of its way to treat Luke as the horrible person for exacting revenge.
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Hippy Georgie did this.Not us. 
It didn’t do that for Rey in TFA beside an off hand mention in the novels and the scripts. Too secondary of a source to actually count for anything. Movie grafted on a Force theme on top of her actions! 
The fact that some many “leakers” and theorists are still out there loving the idea of Leia “training” Rey only tells me that people still love seeing their protagonist in both Hero and Heroine’s journey work for where they are no matter how much they love them( because we know Leia is not training Rey at all. Leia doesn’t know anything and Rey at this point doesn’t need anymore training. That ship sailed two movies ago) 
But more than training, i think audience just loves the fact that the character they are said to root for actually works hard to get where they are at. Silence of the Lamb is a Heroine’s journey movie and it was full of Clarisse struggling to get where she is at to catch her perpetrator . Because its worldbuilding cannot have Clarisse skip her own spiritual and actual training. The King’s Speech is another example of HJ but with a male protagonist instead. 
Heroine’s journey is about wholeness not conquest like the Hero’s journey primarily tend to be. Ad Rey actually struggling to get there without compromising on a consistent worldbuilding is possible and when that does not happen, people should be allowed to criticize it and analyse what it means. 
That is why “training” or struggling movies are so popular no matter the genre. Splicing action movie setting of Jedihood and compromising it with BaTB style story where no Jedi training is nothing but a potion like magical skill to imbue is sure scramble everyone’s brain.
And as you pointed out--this also neatly falls in with the ideas of what makes a person fall to the dark side. Thats the consequences of not dealing with your own worldbuilding pitfalls. Its quick, seductive and easy and the narrative acting like this is not what they have done for Rey at all only makes things more difficult. If you treat your characters as exception for so long it will only make people root against her not for her. It really brought the idea home when Yoda is more concerned about loosing Rey to the dark side when she is already brushed with it and according to his own PT and PT voices is acting like it. Also agree on R2D2 calling Rey ‘something special” when he has not exactly clarified why he says so and if he is trying to say it based on the obvious thing then i have seen other Force users doing better than Rey has done at this point. 
I mean, honestly, DLF can do way better for Rey without relying on such narrative framing shortcuts to present Rey equal to the likes of Kylo, Ahsoka,  Anakin and Luke but instead of doing that, they are still relying on shortcuts of having other side characters say things which you would want audience to want to say get the idea instead .
To again demonstrate through Go/T, i remember how people started questioning Da/ny’s sanity way back in season 5 not because she was actively acting insane but because suddenly everyone has started to compare her with Ae//rys and name dropping Ae//rys even though she is not remotely acting like him. It only escalated in season 7 and reached a stupid cresendo in 8. They honestly want us to compare a man who didn’t bath or cut his nails for years with a women who used a high handed method to execute the obvious guilty person while also want us to cheer for a girl who is poisoning innocent and guilty Freys alike in a dinner party?? 
G//oT writers might be hacks but they are good at manipulating the audience and having your side characters be the narrative voice for your writing around the character is an effective tactic. This is what they are trying to do with Rey. In her favor as opposed to against Daenerys as shown in GoT. Because they had cut out the Kira’s jedi school narrative and wanted her to resemble Anakin like slave, orphan , nobody so much. 
So it would be great if the rest of the fandom didn’t treat us as “misogynist” or talk like  we don’t understand the concept of a fairytale  for questioning the consequences of that action and see why Hippy Georgie’s grafting of Taoism with Christianity will go at the hands of people who are not Lucas. SW is not only a fairytale or anything “only” after all. 
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crowsent · 4 years
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👶,⭐,💘, and💻. Love you!!
thank you for ask anon! writer ask game is here if yall wanna send in something. still taking asks for these btw
👶- advice for new writers =
yall this is hella fucking generic but PRACTISE. theres a reason almost literally every writer on tumblr gives the advise of “practise practise practise” and that reason is it works. practise doesnt mean ‘oh just write bc youll automatically get better over time’ it means ‘write bc if you dont, you wont figure out what you need to improve.’ did yall know that i literally had no sentence variation in the past? i started every sentence with [character name] or [character pronoun] and i didnt realise until i was 15/16 and i only realised bc i started writing a lot.
i think there’s a fear of failure with new writers. there’s this lingering doubt of  “what if its not good?” and boy howdy i will answer that question right fucking now. it wont be good. when i compare my current work to my earlier work, my earlier work sucked fucking shit. i spelled soldier with a fucking ‘j’ and i had no idea what the hell a point of view was. and thats okay. whoever tells you that youre going to perfect writing is a fucking liar. there is no perfecting writing. 20 years from now, imma look at the writing from today and im gonna think it sucks shit. writing is a process. its a craft. you get better and better over time and the way you get better is by experimenting w different styles, different genres, different ways of writing.
and the only way you can experiment and improve is through practise. in video games, especially rpgs (which are my favourite kind of video games), you struggle in the early game. youre at a low level, you dont have good equipment, you have a hard time moving to the next area. but the only way you progress is by grinding, gaining levels, and getting stronger. same w writing. if youre a level 1 writer, just starting out, no idea what to do, just experiment. fuck around a bit. write crackships, write rarepairs, write niche self-indulgent reader/character fics. at the end of the day, you should write for yourself. its good and cool if other people like your stuff and validate all your hard work, but at the end of the day, the one who should enjoy your writing the most is yourself.
you WILL mess up and you WILL struggle, but thats the only way you can improve. i struggle with pacing the most. still do. but others might have pacing down pat and struggle instead with word choice or pov or something else. cant figure out where you need to improve if you dont write, so just practise and worry about all the fine print later
⭐️- how do you get your inspiration? =
this is definitely not universal, but i just sit on my bed, close my eyes, and meditate. cycle through all my emotions and thoughts and filter them out. then i just toss everything out the damn window. like. id just meditate for a while, focus on breathing, on experiencing the present, picture a field and a tree and myself and breathe. thoughts fly by and i let them happen but dont focus on it.
meditating gives me some semblance of emotional control bc i normally have none, and it gives me kind of this space. this safe space that only exists for me and me alone. so i use that space to let the world drift away. just me and my thoughts and sometimes, those thoughts end up being good writing ideas. but i usually meditate for a set amount of time. like 15 minutes or 30 minutes so i dont write until i finish meditating.
then when i get out of my headspace, i open up my laptop and see what i remember. thinking too hard about something causes it to muddy up. same with art. in digital art, artists flip the canvas to refresh their eyes, see if there’s anything weird or wonky about the illustration that they normally dont see bc theyve gotten used to it. flipping the canvas is like giving our eyes a jumpstart and lets us see what we could do better. in traditional art, its turning the canvas this way and that or repositioning yourself. meditating is like that. a break. a cleanse. a kind of pause where you dont think about anything and just try to process what you already have. you relax and kind of let yourself float down a river of thoughts and sometimes, a fish would jump out of that river and youd go “hey, thats a good idea. i should try that” so when you get out of the river, youre refreshed and ready to go.
same principle with showers. more ideas come to you in the shower when you dont have anything to write with bc youre not thinking about it. youre not focusing on finding inspiration or motivation so ideas naturally flow through you. you know that feeling when you want to do x then someone comes along and says “hey you should do x” and suddenly all motivation to do x leaves? same w your brain. focus too much on “i should be writing” or “i want inspiration” and its never gonna come. just let things happen. at least, thats how i do it. some people might get inspiration by reading or watching tv. everyones different so if thats not what works out for you, dont feel pressured to try my method
💘- what’s your favorite AU? Least favorite? =
magic au. specifically fantasy au set in like a pre-modern era. shows like avatar where theres all this magic and fantastical beasts and so on and so forth. semi-modern like six of crows and nevernight are great too. i want that magic to be woven into people’s lives. harry potter is okay but there’s like this separation between magic and muggle. there’s this feeling of “magic” but like as a tool. like a spoon or a gun or a shovel. i want magic au’s that are INTEGRATED with the world its set in.
like in atla, earth kingdom people have trains they move with bending while fire nation people have machines powered by heat and steam. both correspond to their bending and makes sense for the world they live in. but if your plot is like harry potter and its less worldbuilding and more action, then there’s this book series called seasons rising (read it. so good) where there’s a bunch of spells but the spells have character. the people using the spells GIVE it character and it feels much more intimate. pokemon does the whole fantasy mixed w reality better. give two trainers the exact same pokemon and by the time that pokemon reaches lvl 50, its gonna have a different moveset, different fight style, etc bc it was shaped by the world and people around it. i like harry potter but tbh it could have been so much better
for the least favourite au, it’s A/B/O i dont like the whole “omegas are only good for breeding hurr durr” and “alphas are violent and aggressive and cant control themselves around omegas” thing and it squicks me out. major squick. i read the original harry potter squick (THAT one. yeah. you know the one) and i still hate a/b/o more. i get why people like it, and there are one or two fics set in a/b/o au that i enjoy reading, but as a whole, i severely dislike a/b/o fics.
the themes are squick, the character dynamics get so messed up, and shipping dynamics (bc a/b/o fics usually have shipping) just get so blown out of proportion. there are so many a/b/o fics that turn ooc or the character interpretations radically change or something else. no hate against a/b/o fans bc yall are amazing for writing/drawing yalls au. there are things that you can only do in this setting and exploring those things can be incredibly fun for people, but for me personally, its not an au i like to visit.
💻- three works of yours that are must reads =
i. dont know what fandom youre in anon or your genre preferences. so ill just rec you one fic for a different fandom each with kind of different genres. ts masterlist is on my side @hufflepuff-deceit and regular fanfic masterlist is on my writing blog @crownonymous 
(BNHA) Viper. its my first serious attempt at fanfic in YEARS and its my baby. currently has 7 chapters, i havent updated it in a while bc im hyperfocused on ts rn, but i love it to bits. its just all of my fav bnha fics crammed into one fic. quirkless kind of villain izuku with stain as a mentor as they work together to bring light to the injustices of hero society and where bakugos bullying has visible and long-lasting repercussions? sign me the fuck up. you can read it on ao3 HERE bc its not on tumblr. kind of fast-paced, has a lot more action scenes than anything else ive written. heavy plot-wise but has a lot of humour and comedy to break things up
(Kimetsu no Yaiba) I Pray To God He Hears You. not related to my other kny fic oleander which is a multichap retelling au. iptghhy is a standalone one-shot and kind of a character study on one giyuu tomioka. i love him so much. giyuu is my baby and i adore him. so of course i wrote a sad fic focusing on him. well technically, the fic focuses on giyuu AND his relationships.  SPOILERS for chapters 130 and 131 of the manga. focuses mostly on giyuu and sabito, but there’s a fair bit of giyuu and tanjiro and urokodaki.  you can read it HERE bc this is also not on tumblr. also deals with heavy things but more emotion-wise since it doesnt have that much of a plot. loss. grief. moving on. survivors guilt. that kind of stuff.  very sad. hurt but with comfort, especially at the end.
(Sanders Sides) Logan’s Birthday Fic: Logicality. just what the title says. i wrote 5 different fics and published them all on logans bday but the logicality one received the most feedback and honestly? the cutest of the bunch. its gonna be crossposted onto ao3 but for now, you can read it HERE on my ts sideblog. theres no plot since its literally just domestic and relationship fluff. and puns. patton is in the fic, theres gonna be puns. nothing but good things and warm feelings bc logan deserves it.
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thank you so much for such interesting asks anon! i enjoyed answering these. have a lovely day!
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z7rkive · 5 years
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DHAU: What To Know
Hey! its what all of u have been waiting for: more dhau stuff :)
Also!! most of this is by the one powerful braincell @snaxarba and I share hhh,, we’ve both worked hard (lmao not rlly we just screamed at each other sksks) on creating the universe around dhau uwu she’s been a great help aaa please send her love through her inbox! She’s currently writing a fic for this au, so if u got any questions or want a snippet go over to her :))))
Now that that’s out of the way, get ready for a LONG post:
GENERAL INFO
DH = Deathly Hallows
5 members
Fandom name: Hallows
Ages: S.S (26), T.R. (24), D.M. (21), H.P. (21), C.D. (19)
Hyung Line (oldest members) : Prince (Severus Snape) & L.V. (Tom Riddle)
Maknae Line (youngest members) : Draco Malfoy, Seven (Harry Potter), & Zed (Cedric Diggory)
Visual Line (“Faces/Most Handsome” of the group) : L.V., Draco, & Zed
Rap Line (Rappers in the group) : Prince & Zed
Dance Line (“Best” Dancers) : L.V., Seven, Prince, & Draco
Vocal Line (“Vocals of the group) : L.V., Seven, & Draco
Choreo Line (Take part in creating choreography) : Prince & L.V.
OTHER RANDOM INFO:
They work under G.G. Entertainment (G.G.E.) with Dumbledore as the Big Boss
Drarry is the most popular ship among fans
Dispatch is a company that takes photos of idols and tries to expose dating scandals
Dispatch Boss: so r they dating anyone
the hallow stan twt is crazy as fuck lmao
theres so many memes
solo stans are fans who only like 1 member of the group (the person is their favorite) and don’t pay attention to the others/give hate to the rest of DH
antis are just hateful ppl in general, they send lots of hate to either Hallows, one specific member, DH, or just the whole group in general
one time Severus and Harry did a vlive (they haven’t done one in a long time so sevenprince fans were excited! :0)!! Harry’s like, “Sev and I have a great plan for this live! :D” and then someone in the comments just says, “Can we have a different member on vlive please :/ i dont wanna look at both yall ugly mugs lmao” :((
Harry, “Cedric? Ah no he’s not here. Draco? He’s not here either sorry :(. Oh ok, I’ll get Tom for you guys.”
big sad^ :(
ot5 = loving the whole group; EX: “No solo stans allowed!! only ot5 enthusiasts!!!”
it does not mean they all fuck skshs
but All7 means they all fuck harry lmao
there’s this super popular twitter account called “@Sevensfw” and it’s basically just an account that posts bottom harry moans ft other DH members
DH wasn’t that popular before, but a fancam of L.V. dancing blew up on social media, and that got them a lot of attention
there will be lots,,, and lots,, of social media in this fic
we get inspiration from u guys as fans so go off on ur reactions
INFO OF THE MEMBERS UNDER THE CUT :)
MEMBERS
Prince / Severus Snape
Oldest in the group
Prince Stans are called: Robins
Produces most of the songs
Unofficial leader; whenever Harry’s not there he’s automatically in charge and no one questions it
Bat Dad / Goth Daddy
Joined G.G. Entertainment to become a producer but then got stuck with DH
“Nation’s Prince 💞💞💞” - Robins uwu
GENIUS !!!
He’s usually very frowny and makes lots of mean remarks but he’s rlly a soft boy daddy
He, Harry, and Tom are the ones who speak most in interviews
People say he’s lazy because he stays indoors most of the time but!!! He works his ass off helping produce most of the tracks the band makes
AND helps choreograph their dances and help run their big ass dorm
Husband material 10/10
Deep voice mmmm
Big ass softie for their leader
Snape: *makes Harry dance & moan for no reason at all* “all in the name of music.”
He and Harry have been labeled the “Mom & Dad” of DH by Hallows
He and Harry usually discuss big decisions to see what’s best for the group
Only other person he’s comfortable with besides Harry is Tom since they’re closer in age, and work together with choreography
He and Tom are chill buds; the “mature ones of the group”
When he first got into DH, he actually thought Harry was a visual of the group ;)
Harry needs help? Whether it be to get away from Visual Line or just in general Goth Daddy got him 😌
one time he and harry went to another country and couldn’t speak the language, and the waiter thought they were a couple bc of the way they acted around each other so they got a couple discount sksksks
So,, so underrated,,, like please stan this whole ass man
Why wouldn’t you??? like,,, he know how to cook, he humble, he got the tongue technology, husband material, high ass IQ,,, tall, dark,,,, what more can u ask for tbh?
you could also ride his nose lmao but ig thats reserved for Harry
L.V. / Tom Riddle
Visual as FUCK
Has the biggest vocal range; king can go from Deep & Raspy to High & Angelic in 0.001 seconds
One word to describe his voice: soulful
used to be part of the rapline in their early debut days, but for some reason he hasn’t rapped recently?? kows r thirsty pls rap for us again tommy boy,,,
bc of that he’s not “part” of the rapline, so he’s just labeled as a sub-rapper, which means he’s like the backup-backup rapper.
Wanted to be leader and kinda resented Harry for a bit before he met him and now he too, is whipped for Harry
Does not care for personal space, literally just crowds around Harry whenever the fuck he wants
He’s labeled himself as Harry’s personal seat, and is always pulling Harry into his lap
Tom’s never been touchy with others but for some reason Harry is just,,, There. He likes that feeling that Harry gives him whenever he’s around; he’s fascinated about his own actions toward Harry so he’s always trying to explore their physical intimacy
HES GOOD AT EVERYTHING AND HE KNOWS IT; everyone’s just like, “wtf that’s not fair”
Yeah he’s good at everything but he watches anime sksksk 🗿🗿🗿
Lowkey-Highkey dislikes Cedric bc dumb bitch unplugged his computer while he was binge watching bnha & happy go lucky mf named Tom’s fandom KOWs (like cows 🐄), when it was supposed to be Knights of Walpurgis smh
His dance!! His dance sequences always look like fight scenes and it’s the B E S T
Very smooth & quick on his feet
Literally so many fancams of him body rolling
Takes no shit from antis,, they’re not relevant.. only DH & Harry are 😤
Adopts any brand with the initials L.V. And everyone just goes along with it
Tom stans (KOWs) clown pre-debut Tom bc he was gonna have his stage name as “Lord Voldemort” and no one will let him live it down skskks
Was scouted by another agency- that agency asked him to audition for their company but he thought it was a scam; he would’ve been in a diff group if he went
Originally auditioned to G.G. Ent. To become an actor, but changed his mind.
Since he’s also one of the choreographers he’s always trying to make it so he and Harry get lots of skin ship
Draco Malfoy
Harry’s/Ferret’s/Hallows’ sugar daddy no lie
KING OF FANSERVICE
Whatever the fans want? The fans get. Whatever Harry wants? He gets it too.
Draco appreciates his Hallows/Ferrets sm,, he’s always reminding them that they are the ones who keep DH going and that without Hallows they wouldn’t be where they are
He always tries to go on vlive (think: IG live, but better) every 2 weeks even with their busy schedules and just spends time talking with the fans :’)
During concerts he’s interacting the most with everyone, walking around the stage the most so the fans can see him from different views: he’s always trying to make eye contact with them
He’s rich enough he doesn’t have to be an Idol but he still wants to stay ,, he wouldn’t give up DH & Hallows for anything.
also helps with any financial problems the boys have!! they need a place to rent? he got their backs
Center of the group!! This means whenever they’re dancing you’d usually find him in the center/middle position. The center is the one who calls attention to them-self the most and has to make sure their formation looks good; they have to carry the group during a performance. If the center looks bad, then the rest of the group and performance is too.
STABLE AS FUCK VOICE. Do you know how hard it is to dance and sing? At the same time??? Draco makes it so effortless,, when he sings and dances his voice doesn’t shake or waver- It’s stable and whenever he’s doing a live performance his voice sounds like it’s from the actual track
HE LOVES DANCING. Dance dance dance. He joined DH because he really just wanted to dance, he didn’t think he’d be part of the vocal line lmao but ugh king got thru
He & Harry are both 21, and Draco’s always making it a point that he’s older than Harry (only by 2 months!); since they’re the same age, they relate and hang out with each other more. He and Harry usually go out and have “bro-dates”. He talks to Harry abt personal problems n vice versa.
He and Harry always support each other and have formed that bff bond and Draco’s always pulling Harry towards him on stage so Harry will get noticed more (since Harry’s one of the unpopular members, while he himself is veeerry popular)
Antis usually say that Draco doesn’t really have any talent and that he just bought his way into DH with his money and good looks, and that he doesn’t deserve his place as ‘center’ :(
The Confident Gay,,, always slapping that Harry booty.
Cheesy asf,, any chance he gets he always flirts w Harry
Seven / Harry Potter
Best leader 11/10
Always comforting members !! He sings to them to make them happy :)
Main vocal- king can hit that note 😩.
Voice is very calming/lullaby like. Relaxing uwu.
Mother hen lmao,, he’s always worried about his group and how they’re doing
Thighs
Duality king go from 0-10000000 real quick
What a caring bitch I love him
Gives special massages to his members when they feel stressed,, and in turn they help him when he needs to step down from all that leader work.
He’s not really one to do ‘cute things for the fans on purpose’ but when he does he gets really embarrassed,, flustered bb will hide his face behind his hands n cover himself. He’d hide his face in his clothes, on another member’s chest/shoulder, or look at the ground while he stirs in cute embarrassment
Knows the members have some type of fascination with him so he uses that as like a punishment/reward system- “First one to memorize all their lines And choreo gets to go with me to help pick out my clothes.”
Insult his group? Won’t hesitate to cut u with his long eyelashes + sharp tongue lmao
Reassuring Hallows that they’re fine even when they get hate because they have each other,, DH/Hallows is best ship
Blames himself when another member gets hate- he feels like he’s not taking care of his group and he’s trying his best to make them feel not excluded :(
Lil bun bun uwu 🐰Seven Nation !! Stay winning 🤩🤩🤩 Protecc this hard working baby 😩
On stage he’s a force to be reckoned with,, like ugh what a sexy boi hshsh,, but off stage!!! A literal cutie!!!!! Soft & pure
Second half of underrated duo
Built up muscle during debut, but throughout the years/eras he went a bit lax, and since he didn’t have as much muscles since before, he’s gotten a lot of hate :( The members love his squishy cheeks n thicc thighs but antis think he should have a sharper jaw line hhh
oblivious mf,,, he rlly went on a date with a female idol from another company without knowing it was a date hh this boy
actually got in DH because he lost a bet
Zed / Cedric Diggory
Sunshine boy!! ☀️ Literally a ray of happiness in the group,,, always smiling and keeping everyone happy
most popular boy
Chaotic mf,,, in this au he’s the equivalent of the shaggy meme 🗿
Joined DH bc of Harry :’)) He’s gotten offers of joining other agencies but decided to go with G.G. Ent and decline all those offers because he saw Harry sing n dance + had a taste of Harry’s sweet personality when he first met him!! 
Cedric joined when he just turned 15, so Harry and the other members have been raising him for like 4 years :(. He could be a manifestation of all their groups personalities.
Looks up to Harry so much?? He’s Harry’s biggest fan and will literally do anything for him,, Harry’s done so much for him when he was younger that he wants to try and repay his leader by also being there for him :(.
M U S C L E  M A N / STRONG boi
literally harry sat on his back while he did push-ups wtf,, like he doesn’t even get winded if harry runs and jumps in his arms
every hallow who’s been with them since debut (15) to present time (19 going on 20): WHY DID HE GROW UP SO FAST HE HAD CUTE CHEEKS HOW DOES HE HAVE A JAWLINE WTHHHHH
his fandom name: satans
ok like,, cedric used to be a rlly shy boy during the beginning years of debut days and like?? he’s been getting more comfortable and one day he just thought “fuck the agency i do what i want” and he’s so happy now
this is why he’s so chaotic,,, his fandom used to be named “Puffs” but after Cedric’s Big Awakening, the Puffs renamed themselves as “Satans”
“Oh you’re a Hallow, too? Cool! I’m a Robin! :D” “Nice! I’m part of the Satanic cult haha”
earlier i said he was a sunshine but uhhhh
When he’s on stage ohoho,,, damn what a M A N,, like??? spits fire and memes on a daily basis
h a t e s losing,,, “I’m never losing my virginity” “Why??” “BECAUSE I NEVER LOSE”
Harry meanwhile: but u could win me??? 
Cedric is just,, “...” “for the greater good” 
released a solo album called “Spared” (name idea was from L.V. bc Cedric ate his last dumpling; originally wasn’t gonna go with it but Harry liked it lmao)
Spared Title track - “Kill The Spare”
The seventh track on his solo album is called “Septem”, and its basically a song dedicated to Harry and how much he appreciates him as a person, how he’s so thankful to have him and his life,, blah all that mush
Septem = Hedric/Zedven shippers anthem
Cedric has a cool necklace that he always wears and he tells people, “Harry gave me the chain. It had a different pendant but I changed it for this one. It’s the Roman numerals for Seven.” :D
so,, much,, puns its stupid
a crackhead
his whole group is made up of crackheads but he’s the TRUE crackhead  ya feel
this boy is always active on social media im,,, like?? he’s just on vlive talking with the fans and then he’ll show the camera around to where Draco is helping Harry stretch before warm ups (surprise they’re in a compromising position) and Cedric just goes, “Haha! I love friendship :).” 
started his dancing career when he joined DH, so he’s the most behind with dance; many people criticize him bc he’s a “bad dancer” but everyone knows he’s a better dancer than any Hallow
but!! he has improved so much D: sunshine baby rlly went thru it
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eyeles-alt · 5 years
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things i think about the avengers, having never seen any of the movies
listen i dunno shit abt the avengers because i skipped that phase in sixth grade but after seeing endgame, here are some things that i (someone whose only seen spiderman:homecoming, spiderverse, endgame, and infinity war) have Decided as True Facts:
- NO ENDGAME SPOILERS -
- peter parker is officially tonys son? i think? they have a son-father thing going on. 10000/10
-people ship thor and his brother???? yall nasty
-thor IS hot as shit in a gay way
-loki IS hot as shit but in like, an edgy way
-captain america (is that his name?? steve i think??) is meant to be shipped with that one bucky guy (ive got NO fucking idea who that is) but like. obviously hes like, America, right? so hes a bi icon because no country is as chaotically-bi as america. also hes thick as FUCK.
-mr tiny ant man is a cute lil dude who i would give my life for and also marry
-i dont know who the russo dudes are but they apparently fucked up thor and loki i think? i dont know
-id die for tony, loki, and peter. all in a different “id die for you” type of love
-loki is the kinky “id die for you” kind of love
-peter is the ohmygodyouresofragile “id die for you” kind of love
-tony is the Youre SO Old but SO Cool, Jesus Christ “id die for you” kind of love
-nebula (the girl from blue man group) is very kind? i think? shes awesome.
-green shrek lady is SO GOOD and i LOVE HER
-if anyone says ANYTHING mean about mr Big Hulky Boy i will start crying. No Stairs.
-bruce banner, which i think is Normal  Mr Big hulky Boy, is a very smart and handsome guy I would love to marry and have a family with. 19999/10
-alien antennae lady is very cute and i think id die for her
-crisp rat (i dont know his characters name, hes only chrisp Rat) is an absolute legend and shall remain that way
-Rocket the Little Boy is easily one of the best characters because he looks very huggable. i know he would kill anyone that tried to hug him (maybe?) but i want to try.
-i love loki a lot. so much. my favorite character
-im going to watch thor ragnorok and cry at the beauty of this glorious man. not thor, im talking about loki. hes hot
You can TRY to disprove any of these facts, but they are true. i know theyre true because i just said it. none of my opinions will change, loki will always be the hot one. except maybe tony.
hot list:
1. loki
2. tony
3. thor
4. ?
5. space shrek lady
6. valkyrie
7. crisp rat
8. <3 bruce banner
9. cute alien lady
10. nebula
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louisfrecklesss · 5 years
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LCH [5] | Louisentine
Description: Clementine gets confused with her feelings while she’s spending so much time with Louis, especially after babysitting baby AJ together.
Words: 1,757 
Ship: Clementine x Louis
Warnings: make out session
Genre: Fluff, High School AU
A/N: it’s so fucking cold here in London, yes I live in London for those who don’t know. everyone seems to like this fic better than the other one? at least you like one of them because I don’t like my writing at all aH. anyway, I love you all. thank you for reading!
CHAPTERS
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It’s been a or two week since Clementine has agreed to this deal with Louis, and not for one second has she thought it was a stupid idea. She could see from hanging out with his friends that they do pick on him a lot, Mitch the most; they’re not bullying him but he is the joke of the group only because he is the lesser of them. Clementine knew that if she was in his shoes she wouldn’t know if she would be as strong as he is.
So, here they all are in the common room of the school. Mitch, Aasim and Marlon sat opposite the couple who were seated on one of the large body bean bags. Clementine sat crossed legged in between Louis legs as he rest his chin on top of her head, her hands held his fiddling with his fingers while she scrolls through her phone with the other. 
“When are your friends getting her, babe?” Louis brushes his thumb over Clementine’s hand to get her attention, the girl switches tabs on her phone to their conversation reading the answer for Louis.
“I think they’ll be here in five, I’m not sure to be honest with you.” She looks up at him meeting eyes with him to which he winks at her causing her to look down smiling. Every time he winks, event though he has done it so many times, it still seems to make Clementine blush like crazy.
Clementine meets eyes with Marlon who is vaping the whole entire room up. “Brody?” His eye brows frown at the question before looking towards the door of the room; just in time, Brody walks into the room with Clementine’s friends. Louis knows them but they haven’t all chilled together as ‘friends’. 
“Baby!” Brody practically screams as she sees Marlon in the far corner, he opens his legs up on his seat inviting her to sit on his lap. It wasn’t too long before they were all over each other.
Aasim turns away from the couple. “Looks like it came straight out of a porno.” Violet, who came in with the rest of Clementine’s friends, high fives Aasim before taking a seat next to him. 
“Oh right, guys, these are my friends. Violet, Sophie an-”
“Ruby!” Clementine is a little shocked when the rest of the boys know who Ruby is. “Darling.”
Ruby giggles when Mitch and Marlon continue to shout her name. “Don’t y’all darlin’ me.” 
“You know each other?” Louis questions.
“We always pretend to be sick so we can pay our little Ruby a visit, right Aasim?” Marlon hits Aasim with his elbow a couple times before he is rewarded with a punch on his arm. “Or is it to see that asian guy that is always sick but never fuckign speaks?”
“James?” Ruby questions sitting on the other side of Aasim who physically tenses in his seat, Louis tap Clementine lightly pointing at Aasim before smiling down at her. Clementine saw what he was talking about and mouthed the ways how cute before engaging back in the conversation. 
“James is pretty fucking hot.” Clementine states nodding her head along with her fake boyfriend. 
“Oh yeah, James has my heart.” Louis clenches his chest and Clementine lifts her hand to high five him behind her. The group just break into a fit of laughs including Aasim himself. It was only recently that Aasim came out about his sexuality so it was hard for him to joke about it still.
“Too bad his gay Clementine.” Mitch adds pointing at the girl who frowns slightly earning a hurt expression from the boy behind her. She tilts her head back looking at him who pecks her lips quickly earning a surprised expression from her, nevertheless, she grins.
Sophie is almost glued to Violet’s side not knowing these people enough to really fit in; Clementine notices this telling her to come sit opposite her which happened to be right next to Mitch. Mitch offers her a small smile to which she returns before saying something to him which Clementine can’t hear, she’s just glad that she has someone to talk too. 
“So, party tonight? My house, everyone has to be there because I said so.” Marlon says standing shortly after, he goes round getting everyone number and adding it to a group chat, not too long after everyone receives his address.
Louis admires his girlfriend as he sees her shaking her head softly. “I don’t do parties.”
“Clementine does not do parties.” Violet says to clarify the point that Clementine just made. Louis did not seem too happy about this, he stood up making Clementine fall back onto the bean bag slightly. 
“No, princess, you have to come.” Clementine smiles to herself before standing up to placing her hands on her hips. 
“Nope, sorry.”
Louis flutters his eyelashes at her, bringing out his puppy dog eyes before moving closer to Clementine. He hopes this works on her because it works on most people, he can even see in the corner of his eye, Violet crumbling and slamming her hand on Aasim’s leg. “Come on Clementine, please.” Clementine looks back at her friend briefly before looking back at him. 
“No.”
Everyone boo’ed and complained as Clementine grabs her stuff and Louis hand. “I have to babysit my baby brother, and you’re going to help me.” She addresses the last part of the sentence to Louis who rolls his eyes gently, following behind the girl. 
“We all know that’s code for sex!” Marlon shouts as they both start to leave the room. 
“Louis is going to have to wait longer than that!”
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Lee runs around the house picking up all the mess as well as trying to find his car keys, AJ is screaming in his highchair not wanting his Dad to leave him. 
“Daddy, it’s here.” Clementine hands Lee his car keys, he thanks her kissing the top of her head. 
“I’ll be back in an hour, I just really have to finish that paperwork sweetpea.”
“I know Dad, go.” She tries to push him out of the house. 
“And thank you too, Louis.”
“No problem, Paps.” Louis returns to feeding baby AJ who stops crying once the spoons meets his lips; Louis makes funny faces at the baby causing him to giggle almost choking on his own laugh. Clementine loves watching Louis play with AJ and call her Dad ‘Paps’. It makes it so real, a little too real. But she never bring up the fact that this isn’t real because she wants to feel like it is even when it isn’t.
“Everyone is going to be there, and I have to go because it’s my bro’s party. Open up AJ, woosh.” Louis guides the food into AJ’s mouth before turning to Clementine for a reply.
She sighs before laying down on her couch. “Fine, but I swear to go you can’t leave me alone Louis.” 
He turns to her almost jumping up and down. “Of course I won’t babe, thank you so much. You’re amazing. Isn’t she amazing AJ? She’s so great right?”
Clementine smiles at them closing her eyes to rest slightly, without Louis she would have had to babysit AJ all by herself and she’s been so stressed and tired from school she just can’t function. She’s unsure of how long she’s been laying there with her eyes closed but Louis joins her on the couch laying beside her with half of his body on top of her due to the lack of space. 
“AJ is sleeping, I put him to bed.”
“I don’t know what I would do without you Lou.” Clementine opens her eyes to meet Louis staring at her; she can see all his freckles up close, even the opens that overlap each other creating and even bigger freckle. Louis could see that Clementine was avoiding his eyes, he wants her to look at him even though she was but not at him. His hand grabs her cheek brushing thumb against it slightly, her eyes flutter shut slowly enjoying the feeling. 
“No, look at me.” Louis whispers against her skin, she doesn’t listen at first until he says it again this time in a more demanding tone. As soon as he eyes meet his, she slams her lips against his;. this is the second time that they have shared a kiss during this entire relationship. But it’s the first time that they’ve kissed because they wanted too and not because someone was coming and they had too, like the first time. 
Louis’ hand grips her face firmly as he pulls her into the kiss more, the uncomfortable position makes Louis move on top of her instead. Clementine’s arms wrap around his neck pushing him onto her to the point that if it was any further than it would stop her breathing. They pull away from a second only to get air before Louis mouth is on her neck, leaving soft kisses everywhere. A soft breathe of air leaves Clementine’s lips as she bits her lips, one leg moves around Louis waist as she moves him back to her lips. 
Clementine’s hands grab onto his shirt pulling him in closer, Louis lets out a small groan feeding more into her lips. She parts her lips asking for more to which he gives her, it wasn’t just a dry kiss anymore as their tongues met each other. Clementine could barely control her breathing before the front door slams open and Louis rolls off Clementine almost as quickly as he rushes towards the kitchen. 
Lee walks in with his back turned towards the door trying to get all the shopping bags into the house. “Hey kids, I did some shopping.”
Clementine is breathing heavy trying to compose herself and reply to her father; Louis can see that she is no state to reply muttering the best response he can. 
“That’s great Paps.” He shouts from the kitchen taking down a large amount of water from the glass in his hand. 
“W-we’re, um, going to a party Dad. Don’t wait up!” Clementine grabs her coat and rushes out of the house. Lee looks to Louis for an explanation, who has a red face, shrugs his shoulders and rushes after Clementine.
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cinnamonrollstark · 5 years
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Thoughts on Endgame
Sorry guys, again, in case you dont realise, THIS POST CONTAINS SPOILERS
If you havent seen the movie, scroll on. If you dont scroll, and dont have your tags blacklisted, dont come at me my bros.
This post will be very chaotic, wont lie.
Who puts mayo on a hotdog?
How about ketchup?
The dust in the wind, man, gave me chills
Tony and Nebula friendship! Yes motherfuckers!
Tony so looked on the verge of tears holy shit
First qualm: captain marvel saved them awful fast. Nothing to show how she knew they were there, maybe it was in some scene of captain marvel or something but ??? Like that was quick
I LOST THE KID OHMYFUCKING GOD
Tony looked so thin holyshit
YES MY MAN IN A CAN TELL THAT MOTHERFUCKER OFF
YOU FUCKING WARNED THEM
"You said we'd do that together, and YOU WERENT THERE."
Yes Tony jesus let all that anger out
Handing his metaphorical heart to Steve got me choked up
"Went for the head" fuck yeah you did
FIVE YEARS WTF
Okay Ant Man bringing Joy, as always. So glad to see you, my little buggy friend
Also thank you to that rat?
TONYS A DAD
MORGAN IS PRECIOUS
Not that it's a competition, but she loves me 3000
And so do we bud, and we always will
TONY FIGURING OUT THE TIME LOOP
"Shit!"
Okay I'm glad yall made up but it couldve gone better idk
I get that it was played for laughs, but there was a little too much emphasis on Thor's weight
The taco though
I get it was showing how much his character had changed
However, it felt body shamy idk
But he was still funny as hell
And with everything he was such a mood
Thor crying fucked me up though
Same for hawkeye
Like man, Thor and Hawkeye, and a little bit of Steve cry a whole lot in this movie
FRIGGA
LOKI
LOKI AND FRIGGA
"IM TOTALLY FROM THE FUTURE"
"Are you crying?" "What? No, absolutely not." *thor cries.* "okay yes fine I'm crying.
"Hail Hydra" okay but why was that hot, Steve, how did you make that hot
"I could do this all day." "Agh, yeah, I know."
I'm going inside you
Also this is reflecting back but I dont think I'll ever get the image if hulk dabbing out of my head
Loki disappearing with the tesseract was a mood
HE HAD A HIPPY BEARD
TONY AND HOWARD
Still doesnt make Howard good in my eyes, but I'm glad Tony got some closure
STEVE AND PEGGY
TONY oh my God that awkward hug was everything
Act 2
NEBULA I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD
Clint and Nat being jokey in the jet
They have no idea
Red skull again!
"I want to kill myself!" "No me!"
"Let me go"
"No."
"Its okay."
The score jesus christ so many chills.
Clint waking up and sobbing with the soul stone okay fine just rip my heart out, then
Aaand Cap is crying
Hulk come on, stop acting so angry at Clint
He was there and you werent
He really tried
OH COME ON THANOS YOU PURPLE DICK FACE BASTARD WHY YOU GOTTA DO THAT
Making the infinity gauntlet holy shiiit
Tony's is so much sleeker than Thaddys
THE SNAP
THE PHONE CALL
CLINTS FACE
THE SHOT OF ANT MAN LOOKING UP AND SEEING THE SHIP BEFORE IT ALL GOES TO SHIT
Act 3
Oh wow I forgot for a hot minute that Rhodey doesnt walk the same
Awww Rocket you can get out of there I promise you little buddy!!
Where did that lead you... back to me
That whole sequence was just CINEMATICALLY brilliant
Also can we just talk about how Thor's hair styled itself with lightning?
Also if you dont still think thicc thor is hot you're a fake fan
But I get it if yourr not in it for the alcoholism
LIGHTNINNNG
OH MY FUCJING GOD
THE FUCKING HAMMER
HES WORTHY
"I KNEW IT"
Yes the fuck you did
And so did we
On your left!!!!
Oh my God the look on their faces was just amazing
WHEN ALL THE PORTALS OPENED UP
I LITERALLY STARTED TEARING UP
SPIIIIDEY
HES WORTH ANOTHER THOUGHT
PETER MOTHERFUCKING PARKER, JUST SWINGING ALONG
"You're never gonna believe- remember when we were in space? And we got all dusty?" "That yellow sparky thing he does a lot"
Irondad hug oh my FUCK
"Well this is nice."
GAUNTLET FOOTBALL
CAPTAIN MARVEL
SPIDEY IN INSTANT KILL MODE YESSS
PETER CLUTCHING YHE GAUNTLET WAS UNBEARABLY ADORABLE
"Hi Peter Parker."
"If I tell you it wont happen."
Tell him, Stephen, please, we cant lose him. But we will, and theres no way around that.
Strange holding up the '1' with his finger
After that I was a mess for the rest of the film
You sneaky amazing cinnimon roll, snatching up those stones
"I am Iron Man."
YES THE FUCK YOU ARE
DUSTY ASS THANOS
BYE BYE MOTHER FUCKER
I was sobbing at this point because I knew.
"Mr Stark? Mr. Stark, we won! You did it."
Oh lord I've never seen Peter cry like that and it ripped out my soul
"We'll be okay. You can rest now."
I was actually audibly weeping, and didnt give a shit.
Hawkeye family reunion!
Tony's goodbye message
I love you 3000 (pt. 2, the weepy remix)
The funeral.
The arc reactor at the lake
"Proof that Tony stark has a heart"
Peter baby I'm so sorry!
Harley!! Hey bud, it's been a while!
NED AND PETER REUNION I REPEAT
HANDSHAKE HANDSHAKE
DONT CRY NED YOU SWEET PRECIOUS BOY
We know where you're going, Steve. Dont be so dramatic (but we still love you)
Old! Steve!
Sir you do not age how I believe you would age but okay
Raisin Clint Eastwood hands Sam the sheild
Nothing against Sam, I just figured since he knew Bucky longer, it would go to him
But comic accurate, and it was still beautiful
The peggy dance and kiss
*EXCEPT TONY SHOULDNT HAVE DIED YOU HEARTLESS BASTARDS*
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todoiibaku · 6 years
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todoiida
this one goes out to both of the todoiida anons yall real onessend ships
who hogs the duvettodoroki… he doesnt need to warmth so much as he likes the pressure 
who texts/rings to check how their day is goingiida 100% he’s always checking up on todo 
who’s the most creative when it comes to giftsthey both google “gifts for your significant other” in the days before a anniversary you can’t convince me otherwise
who gets up first in the morningiida ofc,, todoroki is a sleepy boy (but also he stays up later every night looking at iida)
who suggests new things in bedsometimes todoroki buys a new pillow to spice things up
who cries at moviesneither of them really but id say iida is more likely to
who gives unprompted massagestodoroki… iida is always so wound up
who fusses over the other when they’re sickgod iida does. one little sneeze and todoroki has to fight for iida to not call him in sick right away
who gets jealous easiesttodoroki fsjkhgd not like. the real Angry jealous but if he sees people being too friendly w/ iida i think he’d get kinda >:[ 
who has the most embarrassing taste in musiciida just listens to classical music but todoroki doesnt know pop culture like… at all. he thought big time rush was a super popular band 
who collects something unusuali think iida would tbh?? like its just a habit he formed when he was a kid that he never shook like,, he see a toy car he just gotta have it
who takes the longest to get readytodoroki but Only because he also takes twenty minutes to get out of bed
who is the most tidy and organiseddo i gotta even answer this one… iida
who gets most excited about the holidaysiida!! because he loves bringing todoroki home to see tensei and his parents
who is the big spoon/little spoontodoroki big spoon = galaxy brain yall. but they probably switch sometimes
who gets most competitive when playing games and/or sportstodoroki but not like the screaming and cursing competitive he gets like. quiet and determined and if he loses he’ll give iida the silent treatment 
who starts the most argumentsi really?? dont think these two would fight much tbh. maybe iida bc he’s like overbearing sometimes
who suggests that they buy a petthey own a little leopard gecko that looked like one iida had as a kid. todoroki never had Pet experience before but after the lizard they adopted a street cat that todoroki had been feeding
what couple traditions they havethursday night is date night and you can ONLY miss if its for like hero work or school depending on when ur talking about
what tv shows they watch togetheriida likes watching space documentaries and true crime,, todoroki watches with him but mostly bc he gets to take a nap in iidas lap
what other couple they hang out withtodoiida and momojirou would totally go on double dates tbh,, kamimina would take them out for a night on the town but abandon them half way through to go club hopping lmao
how they spend time together as a couplea lot of just chillin in each others space like,,, iida reading and todoroki snacking while theyre just cuddling on the couch 
who made the first moveok hear me out cause this is a Classic. todoroki went and asked the girls for dating advice, right. they gave him some cheap like teen magazines and the magazine told him to go all out so he. he did. flowers, chocolate, he got a talking stuffed animal that says “will you go out with me”
who brings flowers homeiida does but they wilt really fast bc theyre both too busy to remember to water them usually lol
who is the best cookplease dont let todoroki near the kitchen
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blacknsen · 6 years
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Do you honestly think one of the guys including all chatacters would date a poc or black person during their time period. Realistically
no i dont.
the whole theme of the book is centered around the idea of the fear and difficulty of breaking social barriers. it took three people dying for everyone to figure that ‘hey maybe this aint right.’
there’s so many times when pony describes how he knows neither socs or greasers are better, how he doesnt like the rep of being a greaser sometimes, and how he understood why cherry and him just couldnt mix..yet he just kinda goes ‘that’s just the way things are.’
and pony was probably the most groundbreaking character (randy’s up there too) for being able to see past the whole wealth thing, and while they both took some steps that the other kids wouldn’t, it still wasn’t enough to mark them as serious advocates for change and to break social norms, they were just going through life and realizing that some things weren’t fair and that some things shouldn’t matter. (and they’re teens, wouldn’t blame or expect them to go beyond that anyways.)
but that’s what it would take to be a interracial couple in the southern states, in the 1960’s.
and that’s just pony and randy. the other characters showed no sign of being able to see past those things. i do understand that pony is the narrator and we didnt get anyone else’s thoughts, but he kept saying how he was different from everyone else, did things that typical greasers just dont do and thought things through more, which is why he could actually see past class at times. and judging by what the book gave us..i cant see any other characters with that ability (at the time of the book at least.) cherry did but it was all in secret~serving as a spy and the talks with pony~ bc she couldn’t act on it fully out of fear for ruining her own reputation (which again is understandable, she’s just a teenage girl)
if none of these characters could get over the issues with social class without having people killed over the matter first, to me, there’s no way they could see past skin color.
most people of color in a southern state like oklahoma would have even Less money than the greasers, would live farther out of town, would experience more poverty and violence than the greasers and on top of that they’d have to deal with discrimination from: greasers AND socs, adults, officials, work environments, safe spaces..the list goes on. it’d be so much more than just the teenage money fued that the characters go through
to me personally, none of them possess the qualities to actually make something like that work. interracial couples were scarce anyways, and honestly, i cant even see most of them even being attracted to poc bc they do live in a white centric area (if a character was colored in the novel, i really believe that it would’ve been stated, bc in that was then this is now, the whole division between race was very prominent and keep in mind that took place After the outsiders)
now if someone were white passing or biracial, more mixed into the crowd..i could see that, probably stemming from the character not even really knowing that they were of color.
but if anyone would be in a relationship with a poc, id give it to the hoods bc they are probably poc themselves, or at least closer to those neighborhoods. gang life, violence and poverty, was and still is at a high rate in neighborhoods with mostly poc because of the pushing of drugs into those places, poverty bc there was so much discrimination and no one would hire someone of color for well paying jobs, easy access to weapons and drugs since most people dont care for their safety..it just adds up.
it’s nice to think they would, i mean im black and id love to think of it that way but..cmon now it dont always be like that. and I obv dont have a problem with people shipping them with poc or whatever hcs yall have, but for me looking at it in the realistic sense of these characters i cant see it happening with the vast majority of them.
also johnny is a poc my boy just white passin, k
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