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A few months ago I said that I was going to start calling out people who send unsolicited dick pics on here and I meant that soooo PSA I highly recommend blocking the blog @damon413c and shame on you dude for thinking that shit is okay

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90s adult, but I still remember it.

Reblog if you’re a true 90s kid and you remember this tumblr

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REBLOG THIS TO GIVE THE PERSON YOU REBLOGGED THIS FROM A GOLD STAR BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN STELLAR TODAY AND THEY DESERVE IT ⭐️

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If you know me irl, keep scrolling there's nothing here for you. I need to vent before I lose what little control I have left, and I have no one I can talk to.

Random picture dump to keep things separated.

Seasonal depression hit me earlier than usual last year. Instead of striking after November 1st or 2nd, it hit at the beginning of October, and I've been in a downward spiral since then. Since January 6th, I've had 6 days off, one of which I called out sick for. I've been working 7 days a week, an average of 76 hours a week, 8 to 12 hours a day, then coming home to eat and watch something or sneak in a bit of gaming before going to bed and repeating everything. In January, my doctor started me on insulin because my type 2 refuses to be controlled through basic medication and my insurance will not cover any non-generic medication. Some days, my body will accept it and lower my glucose, it even sent me to the ER when my glucose dropped below 55. My usual weekly average is 130 to 160, so 55 is not a good feeling for me. Most of the time, especially lately, it does nothing for my glucose but cause drops while I'm asleep, which immediately wakes me up, because I can't tolerate the feeling of low blood sugar.

Mentally, I'm breaking, but I can't seek help because in my line of work, it's a quick way to end up unemployed. I finally broke down and got my oil changed last week, which is a miracle because the only place I use is across a large bridge, and I have way too many thoughts about jumping off of it.

I'm also pretty sure I'm losing, or have already lost, one of my girlfriends, and I haven't seen the other one in almost 2 years. Maybe it's better this way. I've reached a point where it's easier to assume no one wants me around, which makes it easier to stay away from people and slowly cut off all communication.

I thought getting most of this out of my head and onto something I could see would help me make some sense of things, maybe. I'll sleep on it, then wake up and go back to work and let things repeat until I finally break.

#me #personal #nothing to say cause no one would listen anyway

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Okay so who wants to trade hundreds of boops until we hit that badge or die booping?

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i’m tired and i’m tired and i’m tired and I’m tired and i’m tired and i’m tired and i’m tired

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old man gets pranked

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in recognition of World Down Syndrome Day on March 21

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Kaleidoscope Kindergarten (Tanshui Kindergarten), Tianshui, China, 

Designed by SAKO Architects

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"B-but Palestinians can get their freedom with peace not violence 🥺🥺" no. Screw your feelings. The armed resistance against colonizers and murderers is what will give Palestinians their freedom and what will eventually achieve real peace.

An enemy that bombs and uses white phosphorus against civilians doesn't know nor practice what your broken moral compass describes as "peace". Freedom was proven throughout history not to be achieved through kneeling and asking the oppressor to kindly stop. Freedom needs to be taken by force. Your little Utopian way of thinking doesn't work in the real world. Your feelings don't matter because you're not the one living under occupation. Your feelings don't matter because you're not one of the thousands of children who lost their limbs. You're not one of the children who became orphans due to this genocide. You're not the mother who lost her child to the carpet bombing. You're not the father carrying the remains of your child in plastic bags. You're not the newlywed woman who lost her husband. You're not the one at risk of either getting killed any second or losing your loved ones in the blink of an eye!

"Peace" is not really a thing you see during a live ethnic cleansing!

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@furusawayusuke_ 👏 👏 We are immensely proud of your voice. Speak the truth even if you are alone 🍉

Videos: @furusawayusuke_

Song: @zachmatari

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the funny thing is that i don't think younger people - and i mean those under the age of 40 - really have a grasp on how many of today's issues can be tied back to a disastrous reagan policy:

war on drugs: reagan's aggressive escalation of the war on drugs was a catastrophic policy, primarily targeting minority communities and fueling mass incarceration. the crusade against drugs was more about controlling the Black, Latino and Native communities than addressing the actual problems of drug abuse, leading to a legacy of broken families and systemic racism within the criminal justice system.

deregulation and economic policies: reaganomics was an absolute disaster for the working class. reagan's policies of aggressive tax cuts for the rich, deregulation, and slashing social programs were nothing less than class warfare, deepening income inequality and entrenching corporate greed. these types of policies were a clear message that reagan's america was only for the wealthy elite and a loud "fuck you" to working americans.

environmental policies: despite his reputation being whitewashed thanks to the recovery of the ozone layer, reagan's environmental record was an unmitigated disaster. his administration gutted critical environmental protections and institutions like the EPA, turning a blind eye to pollution and corporate exploitation of natural resources. this blatant disregard for the planet was a clear sign of prioritizing short-term corporate profits over the future of the environment.

AIDS crisis: reagan's gross neglect of the aids crisis was nothing short of criminal and this doesn't even begin to touch on his wife's involvement. his administration's indifference to the plight of the lgbtq+ community during this devastating epidemic revealed a deep-seated bigotry and a complete failure of moral leadership.

mental health: reagan's dismantling of mental health institutions under the guise of 'reform' led directly to a surge in homelessness and a lack of support for those with mental health issues. his policies were cruel and inhumane and showed a personality-defining callous disregard for the most vulnerable in society.

labor and unions: reagan's attack on labor unions, exemplified by his handling of the patco strike, was a blatant assault on workers' rights. his actions emboldened corporations to suppress union activities, leading to a significant erosion of workers' power and rights in the workplace. he was colloquially known as "Ronnie the Union Buster Reagan"

foreign policy and military interventions: reagan's foreign policy, particularly in latin america, was imperialist and ruthless. his administration's support for dictatorships and right-wing death squads under the guise of fighting "communism" showed a complete disregard for human rights and self-determination of other nations.

public health: yes, reagan's agricultural policies actually facilitated the rise of high fructose corn syrup, once again prioritizing corporate profits over public health. this shift in the food industry has had lasting negative impacts on health, contributing to the obesity epidemic and other health issues.

privatization: reagan's push for privatization was a systematic dismantling of public services, transferring wealth and power to private corporations and further eroding the public's access to essential services.

education policies: his approach to education was more of an attack on public education than anything else, gutting funding and promoting policies that undermined equal access to quality education. this was, again, part of a broader agenda to maintain a status quo where the privileged remain in power.

this is just what i could come up with in a relatively short time and i did not even live under this man's presidency. the level at which ronald reagan has broken the united states truly can't be overstated.

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