thegaydudefromouterspace

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I now have fwb with two girls, my best friend and her girlfriend, and me and my gf had a foursome with them. this is genuinely fucken amazing. like everyone is so hot and like when my girlfriend is asleep or isnt horny I can have sex with one of them rather than resorting to doing drugs. and omg I had a massive crush on my best friend ages ago and I know she liked me too but I didn't wanna date her because I was scared. now we've fucked and our friendship hasn't changed, we're just fwb now, and it's awesome. like I don't even know what to say. things are going great.

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the antidepressants I haven't taken in days looking at me as I think about abandoning my life goals and drinking vodka and smoking weed all day

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why does bread have so many calories

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#actually mentally ill #actually schizoaffective #actually bipolar #actually schizophrenic

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#actually mentally ill #actually schizoaffective #actually schizophrenic #actually bipolar #mental disorder #mental health #mental illness #meme #funny memes #schizophrenia

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how come I'm eating in deficit (500cal/day) yet still not losing weight?

help pls

#pro a4a #tw a4a #a4a tips #tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #a4a motivation #tw restrictive ed #tw restriction

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I want to cut deeper but I just can't I'm so weak

#tw s/h #actually mentally ill #s/h #mental disorder #actually bpd #actually schizoaffective #actually schizophrenic

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having both 💪

Don't forget us this disability awareness month!

[thegaydudefromouterspace]

love my psychiatrist we spent time talking about the trauma of being diagnosed with a psychotic disorder and how internalised ableism can make treatment even harder which is something no professional has ever acknowledged with me

#mental disorder #actually mentally ill #actually bipolar #actually schizoaffective #actually schizophrenic

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not bipolar I'm bi winning

yeah I think I’m a little bi. BIPOLAR.

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why are there lacerations on my arms

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they got me sick to trick me into going to the doctors so they can experiment on me

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leaves from the vine

falling so slow

like tiny fragile shells drifting in the foam

little soldier boy

come marching home

brave soldier boy

comes marching home

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avatar the last airbender: watched

the new year has to be a good one

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so im schizoaffective? it makes more sense than bipolar but it still feels so weird to say. that's what's wrong: schizoaffective disorder. i wonder if my diagnosis will change again, who knows.

#actually schizoaffective

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i hate everything and i dont want to be alive

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why do i have Manic Energy™️ yet im just sitting watching The Office rather than doing something i hate myself and i wanna die