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Dream 2/18/20
Someone asked me to send them a picture of the candles I have in my garage. 
That's all I can remember.
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Cannibals
I was being pursued by cannibals who hacked off and ate people's feet. There were a certain number of us who were being chased, about 6. It was almost a game, and there was a text alert set up to try and find us, which I received. Arta was also being chased, I don't know who else. But I was smart, and they couldn't track me well.
JW helped me escape from a mall, where I was running from some of the people. Those I was running from were all people I knew, including JR and CK, among others I can't remember. JW drove me away in a green Subaru, parked outside. 
At some point, there is an amusement park.
My dad is driving me northeast through California to escape. We ended up in an inland central California farming town, 120 degrees outside. The road became less of a road as we went on until it was only dirt. The town was somewhat decrepit, all shades of reddy browns, a mix of a border town, wild west country, and a dilapidated modern city. I imagine the Mexican food here is tasty, served on teal and orange ridged ceramic plates, with refried beans and orange rice. I derive this from the on the color palette and the texture of the ground.
A red clay-colored wall separates my dad and I from the outside, as I get a text. It is the alert system, stating the bus tickets the other people being pursued purchased. Next to LV, it just says "???". They don't know where I am. But I know they will pursue me until death.
We have a happily tearful reunion with my mom as we discuss the plan of action. I want to escape the country, start a new life in France or Italy, someplace where I may look like I blend in, at least a little. Latin America is too close, although I know more of the language. 
I wake up.
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The Marketplace
It overlooks an ocean of calming teal waters, but I am being pursued. By my mother, of all people. But she is evil in this one.
The building is white, with two archway entrances leading to the outside from an open area, like one of the Spanish or Greek households with a garden in the entranceway. The main floor is outside, uncovered, busy with vendors selling their wares to locals and visitors alike. Two American soldiers, dressed in camouflage, are perched upon a platform on a second level, above the rest of the scene. A set of sloping stairs lead up to the platform. Children run up and down. From up top, you can get a better view of the sea.
I plead with the soldiers, they are the only ones who can understand me, everyone else is speaking a different language. I imagine I am somewhere in the Middle East.
There is another part of the market, inside the white building. The area is smaller and slightly cramped, busy and alive. I hide here, cowering behind the stalls. I know she is searching for me, I can hear her calls.
She offers me food. I want nothing more than to embrace my mom in my arms, it's a feeling so strong my throat tightens up and I can feel the pressure behind my eyes building up. But she's betrayed me before. I don't know who to trust, I'm so confused.
I take it. We have lunch together and I cry.
The market is beautiful, and the ocean matches the cloudless sky.
I wake up.
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[50 kcal vegeterian chocolate mug cake recipe]
disclaimer: I saw this recipe on the internet and decided to try it (I kinda improved it)
Ingredients:
1 tbsp flour - 28 kcal
2 packets/2tbsp of 0 kcal sweetener
½ tap baking powder - 0 kcal
2 tbsp 2% milk* - around 12 kcal
Vanilla extract - amount per liking - 0 kcal
1 tsp unsweetened cocoa power - 10 kcal
*the original recipie called for 1 but it wasn’t enough for me
*I’m pretty sure you can use vegan substitutes (I’ll try tomorrow with soy milk)
Method:
1. Mix the dry ingredients in your mug (I suggest using a small one) and mix them well.
2. Add the milk and the vanilla extract and mix until it doesn’t have lumps
3. Place in the microwave and bake it for 45secs - 1 minute or until it looks done
Here is my finished result:
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[I just realized that the only 2 pics I took are a bit blurred fml]
*some notes*
I calculated the calories according to my ingredients so this might not be accurate for yours ^ - ^
Mine turned out a little bit less sweet because I used 1 packet of sweetener so I suggest you use more~
Enjoy~
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a weird poem I wrote by the window
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i’m not lying on the floor physically but i am lying on the floor spiritually
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some of you have never taken a long walk down a path filled with flower petals, the soft wind brushing your hair back, listening to the whispers of forgotten memories, echoes of laughter long faded, and it shows
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my first attempt at acrylic pouring
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I’m going through all the accounts I used to follow and most of them are dead this is so strange
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dreamy vibes playlist
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Interlude 1 - alt-J
New World - David Wingo
Flume - Bon Iver
Downtown - Majical Cloudz
Hearts - Patrick Watson
First Day of the End of My Life - Amigo the Devil
Flickers - Son Lux
June - Florence and the Machine
Wait - M83
The Void - Muse
The City - Exitmusic
Chairman Gou - James Supercave
Vanderlight - Stop Light Observations
Goodbye (ft. Soap & Skin) - Apparat
In a Black Out - Hamilton Leithauser + Rostam
Mountains - LSD
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please don’t go / i’ll eat you whole / i love you so
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Jiger anatomy
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Words related to “afraid”:
jittery
jumpy
fearful
scared
rattled
shaken
startled
panicky
anxious
worried
terrified
hesitant
alarmed
agitated
shocked
petrified
spooked
timorous
unnerved
distraught
lily-livered
frightened
distressed
concerned
intimidated
fainthearted
yellowbellied
apprehensive
disqconcerted
panic-stricken
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your hair was brown, purple, and blue you think no-one notices, but I do the way it sparkles under a certain light like colorful gems, shining bright you think no-one notices, but i do the subtle aquamarine and violet hue you think no-one notices, you think no-one cares but I love the soft, gem shades in your hair
that was an old poem, I just wanted to see if anyone remembered me. I used to be @ananonymousauthor​. I’m back after a few years just for fun
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