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thinktragic · 2 years
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Fuck you mom, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, FUck you, FUck you, FUCk you, FUCk you, FUCK you, FUCK you, FUCK You, FUCK You, FUCK YOu, FUCK YOu, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU MOM AND FUCK ME FOR BEING BORN THAT IT MADE YOU LIKE YOU ARE AND FOR ME BEING JUST LIKE YOU AND HURTING PEOPLE I LOVE.
FUCK YOU MOM AND FUCK ME FOR BEING BORN.
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thinktragic · 2 years
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I don't understand why everything has to fade.
My feelings, thoughts, people, friends, families, love.
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I guess I get so comfortable, and completely forget about keeping it alive. I get so happy to have them in my life, I get comfortable thinking they will love me for the rest of my life, they will stay. And then they leave, unlike they said. I just want something to last.
Everyone leaves, feelings fade, thoughts get lost. Love goes away.
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thinktragic · 3 years
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All I need is 20 bucks to buy anime pillow.
So next time I get to see my best friend he doesn't have to ask me for a hug. Because he knows he won't have any human contact until we see each other again.
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thinktragic · 3 years
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As someone who experienced seeing someone I loved deeply, do something for someone else that they couldn't do for me when I asked.
As well as being someone who couldn't do something for the person that loved me deeply when they asked me, but did it later for another.
You, who love deeply, are not a problem.
There's nothing wrong with you.
You do deserve all that you asked for.
I finally understood it when I've been on both sides.
Some of us are still hurt, insecure and afraid of something too serious. We don't want to get hurt again. That's why we don't give our all.
We don't realize it until it's too late. We don't realize that what we need isn't another person, it's us that we need.
You who loved deeply, were just another person caught in a never-ending cycle.
We need to love and heal ourselves before anything. That way we won't hurt someone, just like that someone hurt us. Just like we hurt you, and someone hurt us.
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thinktragic · 3 years
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Today, my boyfriend said
"Yeah, I plan for us to live together next year, I've been dreaming about that since I met you"
I cried tears of happiness, first time in a long time.
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thinktragic · 4 years
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Shoulda, Woulda, Couda
Should text you or call you
Would text you or call you if I had time
Couda texted or called you when I had time but I forgot
Sorry
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thinktragic · 4 years
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I am sorry
But u left me, alone, bruised, bloody and weak in others arms
Quite literally, speaking of reasons
I already knew but still listened to
I know it doesn't matter as this is just one of many more that happened or will
We were both out of our minds but still, I'd never do that
You have someone, to love now, and you could say that the balance has been restored
-T. T.
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thinktragic · 4 years
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I can't stand your absence
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thinktragic · 4 years
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Psychiatric : *prescribes me Xanax*
Me, a drug addict : woohoo let the party begin
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thinktragic · 4 years
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I dreamed that you came
I dreamed that I hugged you
I dreamed that I cried
When I woke up, all that was left was crying
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thinktragic · 4 years
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It feels wrong
Touching you feels wrong
Talking to you feels wrong
You feel wrong
I don't know why
I feel disconnected from you
I need you to hug me so I can know u are there
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thinktragic · 4 years
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When u are so angry that u can feel your whole body shaking
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thinktragic · 4 years
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Fuck you
Fuck you for giving up on me when I needed you the most
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thinktragic · 4 years
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I will never learn
I will never change
As long as it doesn’t kill me
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thinktragic · 4 years
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Getting up at 5:40 makes me sick.
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thinktragic · 4 years
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Her: "This proves he has mental Issues, he's obsessed or has some personality issue.."
Me inside: "Yes BiTcH nO sHiT, u shortened my life by 10 years just by hanging out with him. I HAD TO RELIVE ALL SHIT HE DID TO ME I FUCKING TOLD YOU SO"
Me: "Look I'm sorry this happend to you, but it's gonna be better now, but I wanna stay out of it"
Me inside: "ScReAmInG"
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thinktragic · 4 years
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How do I tell him now, how do I explain
How perfect he is
How kind, adorable, pretty he is
When he cries, smiles, laughs, sleeps
Even when he's mad or angry
How do I explain, get it in his head, he should be kind to himself
Because, everyone else sees that except him
It makes me so sad, makes me cry, because he is everything to me
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