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On starting a call..

Me: hmmm

Close friend: how’s it going?

Me: hmmm

Close friend: i’m good, thanks.

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Thoughts are the only source of warmth and security work for me (…)

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Warmth is trust.

Trust is a belief.

A belief is a feeling.

A feeling is a thought.

Warmth is a thought (…)

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Home doesn’t leave, and this is why it’s irreplaceable (…)

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“Life doesn’t come with a manual, this is an absolute fact. But you come with Mind and Instincts (heart), where the when, why, & how you use and follow them; shapeup your life.”

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As if the call to prayer is a constant reminder saying: You are not alone.

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Apple is a libra.

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Even if I’m capable, I am willing to do no-thing.

My motivation level is almost ZERO.

My passions are not able to generate motivations.

I am an absoloute loner.

I never let myself to be in a relationship, as I was never FULFILLED (they can argue, yet my unfulfillment remains)

On paper, I am very accomplished so far.

Inside, I am mad at myself.

I believe I’m here (at this point) because I can’t sort it out alone anymore (…)

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Did I lose my compass or I never had it in the first place?

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Dying intellectualy is worst than physically (…)

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i’m running away with the severness of my need to be found

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it’s just the heels and her feet

nothing in between

it’s a blessed friction (…)

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Some times all what you want may just be a hand going through your hair telling you (even evidencelessly); you wont end up alone like you have always been (…)

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سَئِمتُ

سئمت الحياة ومتطلباتها

سئمت استجداء رضائها

سئمت الأخطاء وسقوطها

سئمت النجاحات وطموحها

بإختصار؛

سئمت الانتظار

نعم سئمت سنة الكوْن

سئمت العمل!

سئمته وهو بلا طعم

فأنا وحدي دائما

وياله من بَوْن

أن يحذوك الأمل

فتعمل وتعمل… آملا الدعم

لتمسي وحدك آجلا

(…)

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A PMSing-style question: Why don’t I get cared for from someone I like?

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I never imagined that the emotional founding-party of my soul, can shrink that much that I reached a day I’m feeling unpleasant about having a sincere crush on someone.

(via ond9)

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Sometimes you know it’ll be over before it even begins.

@ond9 (via ond9)