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my toxic trait is that i cannot handle critique

#i got a HUGE comment on MWFT and it's so long #as soon as i could tell it was critique i ran 😭😭 #literally am too scared to read it #i just have flashbacks from the old days

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i miss iron man :(

#:(( #tony stark #iron man

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forcing everyone to look at the top i made out of ties!!!! (kelsey reese on tiktok did it first, i just had to recreate it)

#yes my mirror is dirty

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i’ve just read make way for tomorrow and i’m absolutely loving it!! also, hope this isn’t too out of pocket but you always put something in your AN about how messy or awful that chapter is so i just wanna say no! it’s fucking great! i read it in one sitting and i have like. no notes. be proud, you’re a great writer :)

this is so nice!!! thank you so much, I'm so happy people are still enjoying it so many years later. it makes me smile. wishing you the best and hope you're well! 💙

#hope answers

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i'm sorry but this is so funny out of context and probably even with context

#taylor swift #the tortured poets department

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new chapter of Make Way For Tomorrow is up!! we're finally making moves!!

#hope writes #make way for tomorrow

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for science

#fanfiction #pls reblog so i get a bigger sample size

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also time to admit that i hate the trope where Peter starts calling Tony "Dad." as soon as he does that, I'm out idk why, it just gives me the ick. just like biodad

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what if i got back into my irondad era 👀

#irondad #that would be crazy right #but i'm working on make way for tomorrow and i remembered how much i love them

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so I have to go to a psychiatric hospital and I'm so scared. I'm experiencing true psychosis for the first time and it's just this delusion that I'm sinful and dirty and need to be cleansed. everything I do or say feels bad. but it's weird bc I'm also, like, functional. I'm still going to work, I don't generally sound crazy until I get stuck in a spiral about needing to be Good. my degree is in psychology, I have bipolar disorder but I still didn't know that psychosis would feel so.... normal and then scary and then normal again. I'm afraid to go to the hospital bc I've heard so many horror stories and I'm still kind of convinced everything is normal and okay. any words of advice and encouragement would be massively appreciated.

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also, if anyone remembers my plethora of heartbroken posts from when my first relationship ended, I just want you to know I'm in such a good relationship with a partner who treats me like I hung the fucking moon, and we laugh about the dumbest shit everyday, their patience with me is endless, and they treat me with a tenderness I never thought I could have.

#if anyone cares lmfao

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MY COFFEE BLACK IN MY BED AT THREE... YOU'RE TOO SWEET FOR ME!!! YOU'RE TOO SWEET FOR ME. I TAKE MY WHISKEY NEAT

#HOZIER YOU NEVER MISS #it's SO pretty

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sometimes i reread through comments people left on my fics, and something really warms my heart is when people came to my defense when rude comments were left. i'm thankful for all the positive comments i've gotten over the years, but if you ever stood up for me in the face of bad comments, i hope you know my heart is forever warmed by that particular kindness.

#hope talks #fan fiction

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we all (including me) thought this fic was dead, but i've just miraculously resurrected it! enjoy! or don't idk

#iron dad #hope writes

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can't go home for christmas and my mom is being rushed to the emergency room, i'm really not live laugh loving rn

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while i'm at it, this is the only decent irondad fic ive ever written. 2018-2019 Hope was so full of daddy issues, untreated mental illness, and desperate for fandom approval. 2022 Hope thought it would be so cool if Peter utilized healthy boundaries with Tony. call it enlightenment 😌

#iron dad

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it's been years--can i finally come out and admit that i HATE the biodad irondad trope?

#i dunno why i just can't stand it #i scroll right past #my bff could write it and i would not read it #none of those words are in the bible