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trashhuman666 · 4 years
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Masterlist
Celebration Challenge: -October -November
Not Character specific -Imagine your favourite character talking about you -Imagine your favourite character calming you when you start writing your thesis -Imagine your favourite character trying to comfort you -Imagine your favourite character distracting you -Imagine your favourite character taking care of you when you’re sick
Marvel
-One shot: Stay with us -One shot: Welcome Home -Imagine watching the worldcup with the avengers
Who are you? Soulmate au  -Part 1
Steve x Reader
-Imagine not being able to sleep -Imagine losing someone close -Imagine failing to keep your relationship with Steve a secret -Imagine Steve teaching you how to dance -Imagine being dumped right before prom -Imagine annoying Steve -Imagine Steve kissing Sharon while he is in love with you -Imagine Steve returning from the War -Imagine liking Steve, but thinking he doesn’t like you -One shot: You’re not coming with us -One shot: Flirting in the 21st century -One shot: Cannonball -One shot: Intergalactic -One shot: Righteous  -One shot: Birthday girl -One shot: Happy 100th Birthday -One shot: I can’t live without him -Song fic: Christas c’mon - Lindsey Stirling -Instagram fic: Home made, waiting for him to come home
Bucky x Reader
-One shot: Why me? -One shot: You’re beautiful -One shot: My little sister (Stark!reader) -One shot: Love on Midgard  -One shot: Hi little man -Imagine cuddling with Bucky -Imagine being trained by HYDRA (platonic)
Loki x Reader
-Imagine wandering around the asgardian palace and meeting Loki -Imagine Loki showing up at your house, after he died -Imagine showing Loki how amazing christmas is -Imagine visiting Loki in prison -Imagine being afraid of love but Loki falls for you -Imagine Loki wanting to talk before the wedding -Imagine seeing Loki after frigga’s death -Imagine Loki trying to figure you out -One shot: Love on Midgard (platonic) -One shot: Loki don’t -One shot: Hi y/n
Tony Stark x Reader -Imagine Tony accidentally sneaking up on you -Imagine being in a secret relationship with Tony -Imagine Tony looking for you -Imagine Tony meeting your daughter -One shot: My little sister (Stark!reader x bucky) -Headcanon: A relationship with Tony would include -Headcanon: Being Tony Starks younger sister -Song fic: Grown up christmas list - Kelly Clarkson
Natasha Romanoff x Reader -Imagine flirting with Black Widow
T’Challa x Reader -Imagine being affraid of lightning -Imagine being afraid of dogs -One shot: Meeting the King
Peter Parker x Reader -Imagine dancing with Peter -Imagine being Peters sister and being kidnapped -Imagine being immortal and getting to close to Peter -One shot: I can’t do this (Stark!reader)
-Song fic: Dua lipa - New Rules 
Peter Quill x Reader -Imagine trying to comfort Peter
12 Days of Christmas -Day 1 - Steve Rogers -Day 2 - Thor Odinson -Day 3 - Peter Parker -Day 4 - Tony Stark -Day 5 - Clint Barton -Day 6 - Natasha Romanoff -Day 8 - Sam Wilson  -Day 9 - Bruce Banner -Day 10 - Wanda Maximoff -Day 11 - Bucky Barnes -Day 12 - The Avengers
Star wars
Luke Skywalker x Reader
-Imagine fixing droids with Luke -Imagine kissing Luke under the mistletoe -Imagine being Luke’s daughter
Kylo ren x Reader
-Imagine celebrating christmas with Kylo -Imagine Kylo walking in on you changing -Imagine Kylo being stressed  -Imagine Kylo secretly watching over you -Imagine finally realizing you love Kylo -Imagine comforting Kylo  -Imagine Kylo playing with your daughter -Imagine having children with Kylo -Imagine training with Kylo -Imagine going to Disneyland with Kylo -Imagine flirting with Kylo -Imagine calming Kylo when he has a panic attack -Imagine Kylo trying to comfort you after your Parents Divorce -One shot: I don’t know -One shot: The last kiss -One shot: Blind date -One shot: Orion -One shot: Her choice
I will find you serie: -Part 1 -Part 2 -Part 3 -Part 4 -Part 5 -Part 6 -Part 7 -Part 8
Rose Tuco x Reader -Imagine on your first day Rose shows you around
General Hux x Reader -Imagine falling for Hux while being in a arranged marriage to Kylo
Poe Dameron x Reader -Imagine Poe worrying about you -Imagine Poe comforting you after a hard day
Rey x Reader -Imagine Rey thinking you’re dead when you don’t return from a mission
Leia Skywalker x Reader -Imagine Leia comforting you after a break up
Once Upon A Time
August x Reader -Imagine flirting with August when he arrives at storybrooke  Killian Jones x Reader -One shot: Captain vs Captain -Imagine not remembering Killian -Imagine somehitting on you while on a date with Killian -Imagine being Killians daughter getting in trouble
Regina Mills x Reader -Imagine not telling your mother about your boyfriend Henry Mills x Reader -Imagine being Henry’s sister going through a break up
-Imagine being Will Scarlet’s goddaughter
Jane the Virgin
Rafael Solano x Reader -Imagine leaving Rafael -Imagine Rafael being in love with you
The 100
Bellamy Blake x Reader -Imagine dying in Bellamy’s arms -Imagine dying giving birth to Bellamy’s child -Imagine Bellamy getting drunk -Imagine Bellamy catching you with weed
Jasper Jordan x Reader -Imagine a snowball fight with Jasper
Finn Collins x Reader -Imagine Finn taking care of you
Octavia Blake x Reader -Imagine fighting Cooper
Narnia
-Imagine meeting the Pevensies when they return to Narnia
NCIS
-Imagine watching Horror movie with Tony
Harry potter
-Imagine being last minute invited to spend christmas -Imagine all of your siblings being sorted into slytherin and you in hufflepuff -Headcanon: Being the third Scamander Sibling -Imagine siding with Grindlewald ½ -Imagine siding with Grindlewald 2/2
Newt Scamander x reader -Imagine Newt admiring you from afar  -Imagine Newt taking away your insecurities about your scars  -Imagine Newt seeing you skating -Headcanon: The scamander siblings fighting over you -Song fic: All I want for Christmas is you - Mariah Carey
Theseus Scamander x reader -Song fic: Where are you christmas - Faith Hill
Albus Dumbledore x reader -Imagine going back to Hogwarts as a teacher, seeing Dumbledore again -Song fic: Santa tell me - Ariana Grande -Song fic: Angles we have heard on high  -Song fic: Baby it’s cold outside - Idina Menzel
Sherlock
-Imagine Moriarty stalking you -Imagine being threatened by Euros instead of Molly -Imagine Sherlock finding out about your depression
-One shot: Lab rat
Reign
-Imagine being a legend in France and Francis former lover
Lucifer
-Imagine Lucifer teaching you to play piano -Imagine Lucifer reacting to your grief
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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YOU WANTED A MASTERLIST, HERE’S A MASTERLIST.
i’ve been getting a lot of requests for this, so here’s a current masterlist (as of 1/17/18) for all my star wars imagines/musings.
*** signifies these fics are along the same story-line – for example, those marked in kylo’s section are about jedi!ben & princess!reader
BEN/KYLO X READER ;
*** ‘don’t you dare hurt her’ – a ficlet in which kylo protects you and you realize he’s no longer the boyish padawan you loved a long time ago.
*** ‘i heard that’ – a ficlet in which you, princess of cardota, meet your new knight, ben solo; he’s a padawan still, but more than capable of being the escort for a princess.
*** ‘you have no idea’ – a ficlet where snoke is in ben’s head and he can’t sleep; he stirs the princess late at night and you worry about your newly assigned knight.
*** ‘good intentions’ – a ficlet in which ben really wants to bring you to the markets; you disagree, he takes matters into his own hands.
misc. sex headcanons w/ kylo – exactly what it sounds! a few nsfw headcanons about sexi time with everyone’s fav emo piss baby
nsfw alphabet w/ kylo – along the same vein, but far dirtier. pure porn.
POE DAMERON X READER;
*** ‘please don’t go’ – a sweet ficlet about early mornings between poe and you, his lieutenant.
*** ‘gifts’ – a ficlet about poe being a dork and giving his lieutenant a thoughtful life day gift.
*** ‘worst idea, ever’ – a ficlet where you and poe are in a sticky situation and – god, will you please get your knee away from his balls?
*** ‘jealous of the droid’ – a ficlet where BB-8 gets it more than you do.
*** ‘is that my shirt?’ – a ficlet where poe’s lieutenant learns the importance of separating laundry.
*** ‘shoot now, flirt later’ – a ficlet where poe really can’t wait to hug you. 
*** ‘escape now, kiss later’ – a ficlet where poe really can’t wait to kiss you.
*** ‘not innocent at all’ – a NSFW ficlet about you and poe getting frisky in the hangar.
*** ‘not drunk, wasted’ – in ficlet in which poe challenges jessika to a drinking contest and you’re left to pick up the mess.
*** ‘before poe died’ – a precusor to aforementioned ficlet. a lot of “poe, no”.
*** ‘you reap what you sow’ – the aftermath of poe’s wild night.
*** ‘happens to the best of us’ – the tables are turned and you end up getting sloshed this time. and uh, you fight some people.
*** ‘smushy drunks’ – a ficlet where you and poe are just.. disgustingly cute.
*** ‘quickie? quickie.’ – a ficlet with drunk!poe getting a bit… too clingy.
*** ‘a damsel doing damage’ – a ficlet where poe finds he likes the metal bikini a little bit too much.
*** ‘i love your snot’ – an angsty little ficlet about poe finding you homesick for a planet lost in the hosnian destruction.
*** ‘she packed my bags pre-flight’ – a ficlet where you suck it up and ask poe if you can sleep with him for the night, pre-TFA mission.
*** ‘how poe fell in love’ – an origins ficlet about how poe and you, his lieutenant met. a very leia-like moment.
*** ‘hands off’ – kylo tortures poe. you watch. this ficlet hurts.
*** ‘good morning’ – a NSFW ficlet about morning sex with poe dameron, or, as i like to say, the actual dream.
‘just a nosebleed’ – a ficlet where nurse!reader learns commander dameron is a bleeder.
‘mistletoe’ – a ficlet in which you and poe are suckered into kissing under the cantina’s mistetoe.
‘grief is a hell of a thing’ – your grandfather passes. poe is there for you.
sex w/ poe dameron headcanons – just that! some run of the mill dirty thoughts about our bby poe
nsfw alphabet with poe dameron – a very NSFW bit about poe dameron. essentially porn. you know u want to read it.
HUX X READER ;
‘scared’ – hux admits his fears. this fic is small and cute.
‘not even kylo?’ – a ficlet of an admission of feelings.
*** holiest on AO3 – a full fledged fic about hux and his soon to be wife – your arranged marriage was intended to bring peace between hosnian and the first order; your alliances lie elsewhere, however… or do they? queen!reader.
*** ‘go away’ – hux and queen!reader have an argument. it ends with him throwing caution to the wind.
*** ‘late nights’ – queen!reader finds hux up late. she ushers him to bed.
nsfw alphabet with general hux – again, pure porn. i mean, it is.
misc. sex w/ hux headcanons – a nsfw post about what sex would be like with the ginger general!
REY X READER ; 
‘like home’ – a ficlet where rey and you talk before she leaves for luke’s island. kisses are shared.
misc. sex headcanons w/ rey – just what it sounds like! nsfw!
FINN X READER ;
misc. sex headcanons w/ finn – finny baby this is nsfw, i’m sorry, ur married to jesus.
OBI-WAN X READER ;
‘dinner & dessert’ – senator!reader and obi-wan let off some much needed steam. nsfw. pure porn.
nsfw alphabet w/ obi – again, more porn. we know how i roll.
misc. sex headcanons w/ obi – nsfw. wow. all i write is porn for obi.
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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After The Snap
Pepper closed the hospital door behind her. She still didn't understand her husband's peculiar request, but the doctors said he wouldn't make it to the morning. Honouring what very well may be his dying request seemed right.
She moved into the waiting room and stared at The Avengers. She couldn't believe they were all here for her husband. Even Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers - Honestly, Pepper hadn't expected to see them. Tony's relationship with those two was always rocky at best.
Seeing Steve was the weirdest. So small and frail like at any moment he might break. Bucky said he was more used to this and Thor made jokes about Steve still being more worthy than most. Pepper just had a hard time wrapping her head around the fact that this is what Steve looked like before he got the serum. He explained to her that the soul he sacrificed was Captain America - But that didn't make sense to Pepper. Of course, most of this didn't make sense to Pepper.
Nat was there, too, wringing her hands. Jer forehead was crinkled with worry lines, but Pepper reckoned she herself didn't look so good.
Loki was also jarring. She never expected to see him after the New York Attack - much less expect to see him in a hospital waiting room, hoping her husband is okay. Maybe he was just here for Thor. Whatever his reasons, he was there last night when the snap happened. He was there fighting Thanos ans his army alongside the Avengers.
"Is he okay?" May Parker asked.
Seeing May was so comforting. Pepper and her became close as her and Tony began pitching in with raising Peter. It was sort of like seeing her sister.
"He wants to see his family." Pepper whispered, unable to say much else.
Peter stood up silently, still cradling a sleeping Morgan. Harley was a bit slower to the uptake, with Nebula coming in last, but they all trailed towards Tony's room.
"Happy, May, Rhodey, Bruce." Pepper whispered. "He wants you guys, too."
She felt bad for everyone Tony hadn't asked for. She really did. She still wasn't entirely sure why he was calling this particular group, but she also understood. They were close.
She led the four adults, following the four kids to Tony's room.
He was barely awake, his eyes fighting to stay shut. She wondered how much he had already processed and how much was left to go.
He didn't seem to realize his arm was gone - in fact, Pepper wasn't certain he knew why he was here at all. Burns crawled up his arm - the one he snapped with. They cradled his face and shoulder. But he was alive. At least for now, he was alive.
She remembered The Guardian's story. About how grabbing hold of someone wielding the Stone's power helped. But when they did it there was one stone and one of them was apparently an actual God. As many Avengers as possible had helped divert the power theoughout them. But even with that many people Pepper figured it was a miracle he was alive.
She told him he could die. She told him they'd be okay. But it was a lie. If Tony Stark died, she doubted his family would ever be okay. But she couldn't tell him that. If he was to die, she wanted him to be able to do so in peace.
The group crowded around Tony's bed. His eyes flittered around each person as they filled in. Then, when the door was closed and he was sure they were alone, he delivered the news that would really change their lives.
"I want to fake my death." Tony Stark whispered.
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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Steve Rogers x Reader Part 2
Request/Summary: This is a second part. The link isnt working, but the title is just Steve Rogers x reader and it uses the same gif
Warnings: Light swearing (I think once)
A/n: Thanks to @flowersinmyachinglungs @theonelittleone @halfpasttheworst @njayfbi and @sparklydeanclampalace for requesting a part 2. Thanks to @endgameendsme for the original request!
Genre: (Sort of) angst, then fluff
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The next few days were damn near impossible.
You worked a minimum-wage job at your local coffee shop. Unfortunately, it wasn't your moms local coffee shop, which meant a 30 minute commute to work each morning. Which meant you were burning more gas, and to be frank, you didn't have enough money to burn more gas.
One of your best friends had a massive crush on Steve, which meant that after your 30 minute commute to work, you had to deal with "Captain America this! Captain America that!"
On top of all of that, since that night, you hadn't heard a word from Steve. He had begged you to come back, apologized, all on the night of the big fight. Then he stopped texting. Which, I guess you couldn't be upset at him for, considering you hadn't sent him a single text, either.
"(Y/n). (Y/n)! Are you listening to me?"
You snapped out of your daze, and turned to your friend, smiling, sheepishly. "I'm sorry?"
She just rolled her eyes and shoved you, playfully. "Next customers yours, just because you weren't listening to me."
"Actually," You retorted, "The next customer's mine because my shift just started."
You went to the front of the line and smiled at the customer who was there. A man with long brown hair, sad looking eyes, and a tired smile.
"Good morning, how can I help you?" You asked, with a rather forced smile.
"Uh, I'll get a black medium coffee."
"Great! Could I get a name for the order?"
The man shuffled his feet nervously. "Bucky." He said.
That name... Sounded familiar, but you couldn't quite place it.
You wrote the name on the cup, forced your smile back on and said, "Great, we'll let you know when it's ready!"
You were just about to move on when Bucky spoke up again. "Are you... Are you (Y/n)?"
You turned to face Bucky, no longer smiling, just sort of shocked. You didn't have a nametag, so you had no idea how this guy knew your name.
"That is me." You said, a bit nervous, hoping that he wasn't a New-York attacking alien or something.
"Steve asked me to give you this." He murmured, awkwardly holding out an envelope.
The name. That's where you recognized the name. Steve used to talk about Bucky.
You took the envelope and stared at Steve's handwriting.
(Y/n)
You tucked it into your pocket, and muttered a "Thank you" before moving on to the next customer.
You didn't bother reading the letter until you got home - or, I guess, until you got to your mom's home.
You were sitting on your childhood bed, staring at the letter, before, with shaking hands, you opened it. You hoped it wasn't some "Never Talk To Me Again" note. You hoped it was a "I'll Be At This Location At This Time, Let's Work Through This Problem" note
Dear (Y/n)
I'm sure you've pieced together who's writing this note. Truth is, I don't entirely know what I'm going to say in this note. Here's what I do know:
Your mom's house is thirty minutes from your work
You've still been paying your half rent for our house (Not that it's been more than a month)
And you've likely been paying some form of taxes to stay with your mom
I'm just going to say it, I want you to move back into our apartment. It's closer to your work, it's cheaper, etc. etc.
I'll be moving in with Stark for a while. Of course, I'll still pay my half of the rent.
And (Y/n), that thing I said... It's not true. People do care about you.
Love,
Steve
You should probably sit back and be content with that. Steve is stubborn and you're probably not going to get a better apology.
But here's the thing; You wanted a better apology.
You whipped out your phone and scrolled down to Steve in your contacts, then pressed 'Text.'
That thing, Steve? That thing? You said you don't care about me. You said no one does! You don't get to just call it 'That thing', because 'That thing' was a pretty big thing! You don't get to let yourself have any sort of excuse to say it, you don't get to adjust your words to feel less shitty, you don't get to justify it, and I'm going to need a damn better apology than "It's not true"
You set your phone down and tried not to cry. It was less than a minute when your phone beeped again, with a message from Steve.
I see you got my note.
That just pissed you off more.
Was it that hard to ask for? An apology?
You felt tears forming inside of you, alongside another thought. You're being ridiculous. You're overreacting. Maybe what he said was true.
You tried taking deep breaths. In through your nose sort of thing. But when that didn't work, you just let yourself cry. You laid down on your bed, and you cried and cried and prayed that no one heard you.
And in the midst of your crying, you fell asleep.
The next morning, you checked your phone, hoping Steve bothered with an actual apology. Nope.
I'm out of the house. If you head there now, you won't see me.
At least there was that. You had been feeling very homesick.
It was Saturday, so there was also no work. There's your next bonus of the day.
By the time you had gotten your shit together, told your mom what was happening and actually got to the apartment, it was about 1:00 PM.
But it was nice to be home.
Steve had left the place in prime condition.
He had taken almost everything from his closet, except for one sweater, which you used to tease him relentlessly about. He used it as a disguise, to go out in public. But it didn't work, even a little bit.
A sad smile fell over your face, before you closed the closet.
The whole apartment smelled like him, and you felt another bout of crying coming on.
Determined not to cry again, you took a shower, instead.
Once clean, and smelling more like home than like your mom, you proceeded to curl up on Steve's side of the bed, breathing in his smell, pretending he was just out on a mission, not out avoiding you after your fight.
And that's how you spent your Saturday. And your Sunday. And pretty much all your free time the next week.
So, it wasn't surprising when you came home Friday to discover no remnants of his scent left. Instead, you buried yourself in his sweater.
And that's how you spent your Friday.
And that's how you intended to spend your Saturday.
It was 8:30 AM, you were up early, Steve's sweater on, reading a book, when there was a knock on the door.
You sighed, set the book down, and moved towards it, opening the door, full on expecting it to be some girl scout, or Mr. Peterson complaining about the noise or something.
Instead it was Steve.
It was Steve in a dress shirt, and dress pants, looking quite uncomfortable, with a black eye, holding a bouquet of flowers.
You guys stared at each other in silence for a few moments.
"Some guy was robbing some girl. Uh... the eye hurts, but it's the only blow he landed, and Doctor Strange said it should heal."
It took you a moment to realize what he did.
He told you he was okay.
He genuinely told you he was okay.
And not some brushaway comment to make you leave him alone.
He genuinely told you he was okay.
"Flowers?" You whispered, trying not to smile. Trying to remain stoic.
"It was Tony's idea... To let you know that I feel like- Oh um... I mean... I'm sorry. That I said no one cares about you. That I said I don't. It's not true and it was a horrible thing to say and... I'm sorry."
He was apologizing, too.
Actually apologizing.
Not trying to paint himself a hero, but apologizing.
There was a long pause, before he muttered, "Nice sweater."
"I put it on before I answered the door in hopes you wouldn't recognize me." You said, barely containing your smile, and still trying to be angry.
"Oh, my god." Steve muttered.
He slowly reached out his hand, and when you didn't stop him, he cupped your face, and smiled at you a bit.
"Do you want to come inside?" You finally asked.
He grinned a bit sheepishly. "Sure. I mean, afterall, I need to put these in water for when my partner comes home." He said, before pulling up your hood, and pretending not to recognize you.
"You're a dork." You muttered, stepping back so he could come in.
You closed the door behind him.
He picked out a vase, filled it up with water, set it on the table, and put the flowers in it.
Then, he turned to you.
So, yes. You meant to spend the day crying and wearing your boyfriend's sweater, but instead you spent the morning cuddling with your boyfriend and him forcing you to watch all the T.V. shows he started while living with Stark.
And then you talked about the argument and came to a fair conclusion.
Though, you forgave him, you were going to hold that sentence over his head for as long as he shall live.
Then you spent the afternoon wrapped in his arms.
And that's how you spent Sunday.
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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Steve Rogers x Reader
Request/Summary: can i request a steve x reader angst with prompts 16 (I cant lose you... not again), 27 (well this is it. this is me. and if you want me to change, I want you gone.), 80 (I dont care about you... no one does)? Steve's being really distant and has become snappy and cold towards reader. Steve x Reader end up in a big fight. Maybe a part two? (Requested by @endgameendsme )
Warnings: Angst, angst, angst. Steve's a bit mean.
A/n: This was really fun to write. I cried a few times whoops. Thanks for the request!
Genre: Angst
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You sat on the bed you shared with Steve, shivering in the cold. The window was open and you were wearing a T-shirt and shorts.
You could, of course, change. Or close the window. Or throw a blanket over your shoulders. But you weren't concerned about the cold. It wasn't affecting you nearly as much as your worry for Steve was.
As per usual, he was out late. Though you didn't enjoy him being a superhero - or the constant worrying that came with it - you could manage. You just wished he would update you about where he was.
The lock on the front door to your apartment clicked open and you stood up, hurrying down the hall to face Steve.
He glanced at you in shock, before speaking, "(Y/n), it's 3:00 am, what are you doing up?"
"I was waiting for you." You answered, sheepishly. "I was worried."
Steve glanced at you, briefly. "You shouldn't be worried about me, (Y/n), I can handle my own."
And with that, he moved past you into the apartment.
"Steve..." You whispered, moving towards him. "Please talk to me, I haven't seen you in what feels like ages."
You reached out to take Steve's hand, but he flinched away.
"Steve?"
"I'm fine, (Y/n)."
You stood there in shock as he moved past you towards the bedroom.
"Are you mad at me?" You finally asked, turning after him.
"What?" He asked, coldly.
"Are you mad at me?" You repeated.
He just sighed, ran his hand through his hair, and moved into the bedroom.
"Steve!" You all-but shouted.
He spun around. "Look, (Y/n), I have had a long day, I need some peace and quiet!"
"And I need my boyfriend!" You snapped back.
Steve sighed and sat on the bed. "Well, I'm here. I'm alive. Is that enough for you?"
You bit your lower lip and sighed. "I think... I think I'm going to move back in with my mom for a week or two. Until I find the energy to work through whatever this is." You had done that before. Last time you had an argument this bad. That awful argument was still burned into your guys' mind.
Steve suddenly jumped up, panic flying over his face. "No- Please. (Y/n), I don't want to lose you... Not again."
You turned around, tears threatening to spill over. "Then tell me what I can do, Steve! To fix this! Because you're coming home late, you're distant, you're snapping, you're cold. I don't want to lose you either, but I can't go on like this!"
Steve shook his head, and sighed. "I-" He stopped as tears began to fall from his eyes. "Look, I just- Sometimes, you're sort of... Overbearing. I guess I just wish I could come home without you fretting over my every injury and... I know there can be more to us, to you, to me! I just-,"
"Well this is it!" You interrupt. "This is me." You said, holding out your arms to gesture to yourself. You tried to stop your crying to no avail, before continuing, "And if you want me to change, I want you gone."
Steve shook his head. "(Y/n), that's not fair, you know that's not fair. I just want you to back off when I'm back from a mission-,"
"Jesus, Steve!" You cried. "You go out every damned day and you risk your damned life, and I never complain! Because it's who you are! You're Captain America, you're a superhero, I get it! But I spend every day, every moment worrying that this is the last time I see you, and you don't even have enough sympathy to sit through my fretting, or to reassure me that you're okay... To genuinely reassure me and not just some brush away comment to get me to leave you alone, but to actually say you're okay!"
Here's the thing about arguments; Someone always says something they don't mean. You had already said a few things you didn't mean, so had Steve, but he was about to say something that might change your relationship forever.
"Yeah..." Steve said. "You're right."
You felt shock wash over your body. "Really?"
"Yeah, really. You should go spend a week or two with your mother."
You scoffed.
The worst part was that this wasn't the worst part of the argument.
"Alright." You said. "I'll spend a week or two with her. When you're ready to work through this, to find a solution that works for both of us, let me know." You said.
You didn't bother changing, or grabbing anything other than your car keys, phone and charger. You went to the door and set your hand on the knob, tears still pouring down your face. You turned back to look at Steve, who was avoiding eye-contact with you.
"I wish you cared about me enough to work through this now..." You whispered.
Yes, you were fishing for compliments, and yes it was a shallow thing to say, but it was nothing compared to Steve's response. This was it. The sentence you both would regret for years to come. The one thing Steve didn't want to say, but the one thing he could never take back.
"I don't care about you... No one does."
You stared at him for a long moment, before sighing. "Classy, Steve. Real classy." You flung the door open and stormed into the hallway, slamming it shut behind you.
You got into your car, your phone already buzzing with texts from Steve. An apology here, a please come back there, but you were too angry. You knew you shouldn't be driving while so emotional, while literally crying. But you couldn't stay by your guys' apartment another damn minute. So you threw your seat-belt over yourself, turned on the ignition, put the car in drive, and drove away.
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Bucky Barnes x Reader
Requests/Summary: Bucky gets to be there as you witness your first snow
Warnings: Awkward Steve
A/n: This has been one of my long-tim fav fics I wrote. Enjoy!
Genre: Fluff
Readers Gender: Not specified
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"You've never seen snow before?" Bucky laughed, staring at your red face.
"Well, obviously not, otherwise I wouldn't have ran out here screaming about how it's my first snow." You laughed.
Bucky grinned again, when some agent walked by. Bucky plastered on his stoic face, but kept his eyes locked on your face. He tensed up around anyone that wasn't either you or Steve.
"Erm, Sir?" The agent said, looking at Bucky, timidly.
You scooped up some snow and formed it into a ball.
"What?" Bucky asked, looking away from you. His mistake.
The person began trying to form a coherent sentance when your snowball hit Bucky in the chest.
The person let out a yelp as Bucky strided towards you, a glare on his face.
"I could end you, (Y/l/n)." Bucky said, though you knew he was joking, the person behind him didn't seem to. They scrambled inside.
"Fight me, Barnes." You teased.
Bucky scooped you up and tossed you into the nearest snowbank. You scrambled out, laughing like a maniac, throwing another snowball at him.
"That's it!" He said, he ran at you and knocked the two of you into the fluffy snow.
He tried to stand up, but lost his grip and accidentally fell on you, full-weight.
You coughed a bit and he pushed himself an elbows length away from your shoulder - a shoulder his face had just gotten very familiar with.
"Sorry." He panted.
"I won." You whispered.
"What do you mean? I won!" Bucky said, chortling.
"Nuh-uh." You chuckled.
He was very close. His face was very close. And his hair. Wow, his hair. You looked over his eyes and his lips, his rosy cheeks, his shoulders, his everything. You basked it all in. Cherished it. Enjoyed it.
"Sorry." Bucky whispered again, looking away from your face.
You slowly let your fingers lift up to his shoulders, not quite sure of what you were going to do when they got there. Bucky looked at you, scared. But also excited.
"Bucky?" Steve's voice called out, footsteps approaching.
You let your hands drop as Bucky scrambled up.
"Steve! Hey! Hi!" He said, helping you up.
Realization flashed in Steve's eyes and he backed away, a bit awkwardly.
"Oh, uh, I'm sorry, uh... I'll go... Wow... Bad timing on my part there." He forced out an awkward chuckle. "Yeah... Uh... Bye." He said, turning to leave.
Bucky watched as he went, then eyed you up and down once more, grinning sheepishly.
"I'm sorry." He whispered.
You blinked at him. "Tell you what. You can make it up to me by warming me up." You said, nuzzling into his chest.
His face went red before he smiled and wrapped his arms around you. "I can manage that."
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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Bruce x Female!Reader
Request/Summary: Soulmate Au where drawings made to skin appear on the other person, too - but not writing.
Warnings: I was really tired when I wrote this, probably angsty, female reader
A/n: Please remember to vote/comment, requests appreciated!
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Bruce glanced up at Tony in shock and disbelief.
"You're eating."
"Yeah. So?"
Bruce laughed and bent back over his work. "Just wondering if the peanuts are going to get into your new suit."
"Makes the whole process more interesting." Tony said. Though, nonetheless, he set the peanuts down, made a few adjustments to his suit, then began working in silence.
Bruce tried to focus, though Tony's loud work didnt make that easy. He glanced up at Tony just in time to see him set his wrench down, before sighing, contentedly.
"Shes drawing again." Bruce observed.
Sure enough, up and down his arms were these beautiful blue swirls and twists and knots and patterns.
"Still in washable marker?" Tony asked, licking his finger and moving to swipe some marker off of the scientists arm.
"Woah, woah, woah, Tony! I dont need you messing up her work, she'll think I did it!"
Tony huffed. "You're lucky your soulmate is a good artist. The other day I pissed Pepper off, but she was staying home all day and I had several press conferences. She drew a dick on her forehead."
Bruce tried to restrain from laughing, to know avail.
"Yeah, yeah, laugh it out, Banner!"
"I am!" Bruce cried.
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You doodled on your arms. You did it all the time. Your best friend had passed less than a month ago and things had been so hard recently. The only thing that distracted you was drawing.
At this point, youd forgotten all about your soulmate. You coloured on your skin with pen or markers, wherever there was room, whatever you could think of.
You were sitting by your best friends grave, drawing up and down your arm in blue washable marker.
You used to draw on their arms to distract yourself. Now this was all you had left of your silly ritual.
Amidst the abstract swirls and knots and bubbles you drew an actual object. A gravestone with someone curled over it, drawing on their arms.
It was a few minutes before you felt the press of ink against skin, despite your marker not being there.
You glanced down to see a drawing of a man in a lab coat, drawn in black pen. He was smiling and waving, politely.
You quickly began scrubbing your arms to make space for another doodle. You drew the girl looking up from the gravestone to wave back, a sad smile on her face.
Pen pressed in again and before your eyes a building emerged. You recognized it more and more. It was the A that finalized what the building was. The Avengers Tower. Beside it a clock that read 6:30 PM.
God, you had never wanted to agree to something more in your life.
Instead, you had a draw back a sad looking girl gesturing to the gravestone. God, you were pathetic.
But you couldnt put your soulmate in danger and the men who killed your best friend were still out there, looking for you.
The man responded with the scientist waving it off, a jovial expression on his face, then gesturing to the science stuff behind him sadly, followed by him waving bye. It was like a tiny little comic strip.
You responded with the girl waving 'Bye' and then tucking in to draw some more.
But instead of drawing like your little you was, you stood up. You set the marker on your best friends grave and sighed.
"I'm coming, man. I'm coming." You muttered, hand lingering on the stone. You hated the truth in your sentence, but there was nothing you could do to change it.
You walked off and it was less than a few minutes when the car swerved towards the sidewalk.
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Bruce figured he'd scared her off. After the turn down to meet up Bruce laid off for about an hour to let him and his soulmate gather their thoughts.
But after that day, Bruce's soulmate never spoke again. And Bruce could never figure out why.
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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Tony x Reader
Request/Summary: Tony looks back on the memories of him and female reader, which he kept in a box all these years
Warnings: Angst?
A/n: Requests appreciated! Also, this was the only semi-appropriate gif I could find of Tony... God, i need to learn how to make them, or something skks
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Tony held the picture in his shaking hands.
'The Avengers Initiative, 2012.'
Phil Coulson had taken the picture when they werent looking.
(Y/n) was in the middle of a sentence, and Tony could remember exactly what it was.
"Stark, I wouldnt even marry you in your wildest dreams."
"Oh, bullshit, I'm everyones type."
The next picture he dug out was one of (Y/n), Natasha Romanoff and Clint Barton. The three of them basically siblings.
Tony could tell by her dress that this was The Date.
"I love you."
"I'm sorry, what? Could you repeat that a bit louder?" (Y/n) whispered back.
"Only if you want to get kicked out of the theater, Extra Butter Popcorn."
Silence passed as they continued watching the movie in silence.
"I love you, too, Slightly Stale Pumpkin Pie With Extra Whipped Cream On Top."
Tony's hands shook as he fiddled around until he saw the picture Steve took of them. He quickly folded it up and shoved it in his pocket.
He found a picture that Nat took of them sitting on a couch. (Y/n) was giggling and Tony looked dead-serious.
"I'm just saying, you're clearly wrong, because I had a dream where we got married and you clearly said that we wouldnt even get married in my wildest dreams."
That spurred him on to find the picture he had posted on Instagram and later printed off.
Steve is hugging (Y/n) as tight as he can.
'Steve's hoping to be her Best Man or Maid Of Honour. She said Yes!'
The caption was burned into his mind. Steve did end up being the Maid Of Honour on the condition that he wore a dress, which he was a little too eager to say yes to.
He went through every picture in the box, every flower he had kept, every poem he had wrote, every drawing she had drew, every ticket stub, every tiny memento that they kept for one reason or another. Eventually it was all scattered on the ground around him.
Tony finally pulled the picture out of his pocket and just stared at it, trying (and failing) not to cry.
Bucky held a tiny girl in his arms. Wanda and Clint were cooing over the baby, Steve was hugging a beaming (Y/n). Sam Wilson was trying to simultaneously be close to the child and far from Bucky. Scott was giving an awkward Peace sign.
On the back was a note from Steve.
Dear Tony,
I cannot begin to express how truly sorry I am. I know I already sent you one note, but that was before I found out. If I had known this would happen - if any of us had known this would happen, we would have found another way. I swear to you that. Until (Y/n) or your guys' child turns up, I figured you might want the one picture of them? I'll update you if I find anything out. I'm going to dedicate all my free time to finding them.
Sincerely,
Steve
Tony stared at the picture. A smiling (Y/n). Their daughter. He had never seen her in person. He didnt know her name, he didn't know if she had any disabilities. He didn't know what her eye colour was. It had been almost two years. He didnt know her first word. He didnt see her first steps.
And the worst thing of all...
He didnt miss any of that nearly as much as he missed (Y/n).
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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Request prompts!
Feel free to use this list for requests (which are always open 😊) with any Marvel character.
I do fluff and angst and (as of right now) I am willing to try smut, though as I've never written for it I cant promise it will be high quality.
Prompts:
1. "You should have told me"
2. "I'm not ready for you to go"
3. "I'm only sorry I didnt tell you sooner."
4. "I was horrible... it's my only regret."
5. "I dont make mistakes."
6. "As we all know, I am perfect."
7. "It wasn't a seizure, you fart, it was an asthma attack!"
8. "I know you'll never forgive me, but can you at least hear me out?"
9. "Pitiful."
10. "Well, actually, I was just going to binge Star Wars, but if you insist..."
11. "Yes, I heard everything."
12. "I can never look you in the eyes again."
13. "I wish I could look you in the eyes one more time."
14. "Stop being so damn dramatic."
15. "Stop being so damn handsome."
16. "I dont want to lose you... Not again."
17. "Oh, shit."
18. "I cant believe S.H.I.E.L.D. has been under our damn noses all this time."
19. "Take a shower."
20. "You're distracting me from my book."
21. "I will throw this at you."
22. "Let me help..." "... No."
23. "You didnt have to do that." "You're right, but I wanted to."
24. "Hey, asshole."
25. "Dont do anything stupid." "You mean something along the lines of exactly what you just did?" "Yeah, nothing like that."
26. "I'm not disappointed in you, just scared."
27. "Well this is it! This is me! And if you want me to change, then I want you gone!"
28. "Um... What are you doing?"
29. "We need to get them together."
30. "I'm way better than you."
31. "Prove it."
32. "The only thing I need right now is a hug and <Name>." "I can provide one of those."
33. "Who the hell are you?" "Here we go again..."
34. "Okay, I'm going to go to my room and play Mamma Mia. When I'm done, I want this to be fixed."
35. "A-and then they just... turned... dust... I... Help?"
36. "I never should have ignored them..."
37. "Oh, God. You actually are a moron, arent you?"
38. "Hey, that's me!" "No... That's <Other character played by same actor>."
39. "What's happening?" "I have no idea."
40. "I'm so confused." "That's normal."
41. "Why?" "I dont know..."
42. "That's not my problem." "I'll make it your problem."
43. "I'm hungry, bored and tired." "And I'm busy."
44. "I'm not going to stop looking until we find them." "You might be looking a while."
Alternatively:
"You won't have to look long. I found their address." "Is this... a cemetary?"
45. "Dont get too excited to see me... I'm the bearer of bad news..."
46. "Stop. Singing. That. Damn. Song."
47. "I hate everything and everyone." "Even me?" "Of course not, dear, you're amazing."
48. "Have you seen this?" "If you show me that video one more time, I'll go on a murder rampage."
49. "Did you adopt another dog?" "Sadly, no." "Then who adopted this?" "Um... That's not a dog."
50. "Did you watch Hamilton? You put a comma after Dearest." "No? What does Hamilton have to do with that?"
51. In a fairytale/other specified au (I have a few ideas, dm if interested)
52. "Did you go to a How To Be Dramatic school? Was it specifically for supervillains, or are you the odd one out?"
53. "Technically speaking they used to be people... Sorta sad, when you think about it."
54. "What does the little blinking light mean?"
55. "Dont move! They're watching you..."
56. "Why are they bleeding?"
57. "Sorry I died."
58. "Did you honestly think I'd leave you?" "Yes." "Well, I'm glad to see you think so highly of me."
59. "I'll show you mine if you show me yours." "To be clear... We are still talking about hair braids, yeah?"
60. "Whatever happens, whatever you hear... Dont look back."
61. "So... Last night on Earth... What do you want to do?"
62. "I wish you never came back!"
63. "You're better than this!"
64. "I... I killed them..."
65. "I dont know how to feel anymore."
66. "I could never hate you. I loved you." "...Loved?"
67. "You're a monster."
68. "You're a disappointment."
69. "I swear to God if you die on me after everything weve gone through, I will be so mad!"
70. "I wish I'd never met you."
71. "Thanks for nothing."
72. "Dont call me ever again."
73. "Whyd you let me live?"
74. "They're not answering the phone."
75. "So now we have to sell a brand new wedding dress?"
76. "Let me go! I can still save them!"
77. "I dont have long..."
78. "I came to say goodbye..."
79. "They died..."
80. "I dont care about you... No one does."
81. Catching their affair
82. "I promised them. I promised they could be saved, they were going to survive." "Well, you shouldnt make promises you cant keep."
83. "You're so cold... Why are you so cold?"
84. "Sing me to sleep, one last time?" "I'm not going to do nothing but sing while you die!" "What if I asked real nice?"
85. "I know I said I'd take a bullet for you... I just didnt know I meant it literally..."
86. "I dont remember who you are." "That just makes this easier."
87. "Its not your fault, okay?" "You dont understand... It is."
88. "Theres no happy ending to this."
89. "Please dont make me suffer any more..."
90. "I said you cant fall in love with me, I said nothing about my falling in love with you."
91. "Is that my sweater?" "No." "It has my name on it." "How do you know?" "I can read."
92. "I know you're mad at me, but would a kiss change your mind?"
93. "Can you stop laughing?"
94. "Shouldnt you be sleeping? Oh, yeah, also howd you break in?"
95. "Shut up and cuddle me?"
96. "I'm not kissing you until you say sorry, and you cant do anything about it, shorty."
97. "Hold my hand?" "Scared?" "Terrified."
98. "Did you build this fort just for me?" "The world doesnt revolve around you." "..." "..." "..." "... Yes."
99. Kids
100. One last kiss before heading into one last battle.
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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Request/Summary: You and Bucky are dating. Steve continuously tells you two (Not so subtly) that he wants you to be pregnant.
Warnings: female reader
A/n: Steve has something similar to Spidey Sense, but its called Stevey-Sense and it tells him when to yell, "LANGUAGE" in fanfics. This has nothing to do w my story, btw, just dishing out the facts
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You blocked the mans punch with ease, then twisted his arm to pin him down.
The man let out a wheeze of pain.
"Oh, boy, either we're getting in a slump or supervillains just keep getting worse." You muttered, tying the man to a nearby pole.
Steve snickered and finished untying the last of the hostages. "I mean, this was pretty elaborate. I doubt the police would have been able to stop this..."
Bucky rolled his eyes and continued glaring at the man he had apprehended.
"The two of you are really gonna miss this, huh?" Steve asked.
You blinked and turned to face Steve, confusion drawn on your face.
"What are you talking about, Tiny?" Bucky asks.
"Okay, first of all, that nickname used to work, but I'm bigger than you now! Second of all, I'm talking about when you have a kid!"
Bucky spins around to face you and you toss your hands up in an 'I surrender.' motion.
"(Y/n)?" Bucky asked. "S'there something you wanna tell me?"
"I have no idea what hes talking about, Buck, I am not pregnant!"
Buck continues to eye you, suspiciously.
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You were sitting with Tony, who was one of your best friends.
He was on his phone, playing Galaga, and you were watching over his shoulder, throwing him off his game.
Steve walked in absent-mindedly. "Hey, I was thinking Ava if it's a girl, Andy if it's a boy, Quinn if you want a genderneutral name."
Tony immediately stopped clicking his game. He turned it off and tossed his phone to the side.
"(Y/n)?" He asked.
You just rolled your eyes.
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Bucky, Nat and Steve were in the training room, sparring. One v one v one.
"You know," Steve panted. "(Y/n)'s known Nat longer than shes known Wanda, and you definitely seem closer to Nat, so... She should be the Godmother. Obviously, I'll be the Godfather, since I'm your bestie and (Y/n)'s brother. You guys dont even get any say in this."
Nat didnt miss a beat, she aimed a blow at Steve's head, while saying, "I was thinking me and Clint. We'd make a good team."
"Youd kill the child! Or scar them!" Steve objected (whilst blocking her punch, and tossing himself into Bucky's arms, as is one of his fighting techniques.) at the idea of not being the Godfather.
Bucky caught Steve, using his metal arm to hold up the man, before tossing him back towards Nat. "You guys do realize we're not actually pregnant, right?" He asked.
"That's a work in progress." Nat retorted, ducking under Steve's flailing body.
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"Here you go!" Steve said, merrily, setting a box of pregnancy tests by you while you ate.
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Your phone rang in the middle of the meeting. Fury eyed you and gestured for you to slip into the hall if you were going to answer.
Though, you felt his eyes on you as you made your escape.
"Hello?" You asked, setting the phone to your ear.
"(Y/n)!" Your best friend said. "How could you not tell us you and Bucky are expecting?"
It took fifteen minutes to reassure them that you weren't pregnant, before you could hang up and re-enter the room.
The second you entered, you knew something was wrong from the shit-eating grin on Steve's face, the fact that Bucky was covering his head with his arms, and the beaming faces of Nat, Bruce, Clint and Thor.
Oh, and the fact that as you walked in, Fury said, "You better make me the Godfather."
"Oh, for--,"
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You and Bucky sat on your bed, in shock.
"How do we... Uh... We just... how...?" Bucky muttered.
"How do we tell everyone we're pregnant after spending a month insisting we're not?" You offered. "I have no clue."
You stared down at the positive pregnancy test.
"God, if Steve was a nightmare before..." Bucky muttered.
As if on cue, Steve shouted, "Hey, Buck? (Y/n)? I threw out all of your condoms. You don't need them anymore, right?"
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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Reblog if Black Lives Matter to you
Where are those woke white people at!?
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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I need to rant
I recommend not reading this, because it's sad, I just needed to rant skks.
So, a while ago my best friend got into a car accident. Hes now in a coma, slowly recovering, but his boyfriend is dead. I feel like this (along with a "well" timed anti-depressant switch to lesser anti depressants) have had a really bad negative affect on my mental health. Like I feel to anxious and depressed to go and visit him, and then I feel like crap for not going. And when I do go I just sit there and try not to cry. And I guess days like this when I'm staring down six straight weeks of school before any form of break, knowing I'm never going to see his boyfriend again, wondering if hes actually recovering, if something will happen, it all feels so hopeless. I feel like I should be dead, but then there is no way in hell I can run the risk of not being there when he wakes up. I just wish I could disappear in the woods to do nothing but paint and pet dogs until he wakes up. Though, I'm constantly wishing I could disappear into the woods to do nothing but paint and pet dogs, so nothing new there.
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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Me: Solid.
Liz: What state are you in?
Ned: Constant anxiety.
Michelle: Denial.
Flash: Perfection.
Peter: …New York?
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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R E B L O G   T H E   P I G E O N .
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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How the hell did I accidentally join the Hamilton fandom?
Seriously!? How did that happen?
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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I've just watched an episode of Merlin w my sister and we made some crack ships.
Uther x Gaius (low key serious abt this one)
Uther x That One Guard
That One Guy x Everyone and anyone
Merlin x The Great Dragon
Pellinor (a dead knight) x Tristain De Bois (the wraith that killed him)
Tristan De Bois x Uther
Tristan De Bois x That One Guy
That One Guy x Nimueh
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trashhuman666 · 5 years
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Uther Pendragon is my Guilty Pleasure
and phil coulson is my not-so-guilty pleasure
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