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Home for a little bit!

#sorry I couldn’t decide which photo to post #Felix my beloved #otherwise known as Fluffybum #photos #personal #pets #Fluffybum is a Spike Milligan reference #look up the cartoon for a laugh

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Today is International Asexuality Day! 🖤🩶🤍💜. International Asexuality Day is on April 6th. Please know that Asexuality is a spectrum of sexualities.

Shout out to Graysexuals that experience little sexual attraction. Shout out to Asexuals that experience no sexual attraction. Shout out to Apothisexuals that are repulsed by the idea of sex. Shout out to Aegosexuals that like the idea of sexual activitys, but imagined from a third-person perspective. Shout out to Cupiosexuals that desire to feel sexual attraction despite not being able to. Shout out to Demisexuals that only experience sexual attraction after an emotion bond is formed. Shout out to Lithosexuals who feel sexual attraction only for those that do not reciprocate those feelings. Shout out to Fraysexuals who only feel sexual attraction for people they don't know well.

Shout out to asexuals that feel sexual attraction only in specific conditions. Shout out to asexuals who will never feel sexual attraction. Shout out to asexuals with libidos. Shout out to asexuals that hate the idea of sex. Shout out to asexuals who make sex jokes.

Shout out to heteroromantic, cisgender asexuals. Shout out to transgender asexuals. Shout out to nonbinary asexuals. Shout out to homosexual asexuals. Shout out to genderqueer sexual. Shout out to aromantic asexuals. Shout out to agender asexuals.

And shout out to people who are confused to whether they might be ace or not.

Every single person on the Asexual Spectrum is valid. Don't let anyone convince you otherwise 💜🤍🩶🖤.

Even if you aren't asexual, that's perfectly valid as well ❤️. Please reblog this post, for most people don't know that asexuality is a spectrum and not just one thing.🙏

#reblog #I love this soft looking version of the ace flag

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I know I'm late and stuff but happy World Autism Awareness Day! I made both an Autism and Neurodivergent ouroboros for such occasion.

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Virginia Woolf, from a diary entry featured in “A Writer’s Diary”

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V.E. Schwab, The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue

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I ate breakfast and now I hate myself.

#refused yesterday #couldn’t find the guts to refuse again #coward #cue curling up in bed and pretending to not exist #tw eating disorder #psych ward

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What is this boop thing and why do I seem to have missed it? (Is it only on the desktop version of tumblr? I only have access to the app right now).

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I hate being here. I want to discharge myself because I feel like it’s making me worse but my parents say ‘where will you go because you’re not coming back here’ and I don’t want to live with them anymore anyway.

Also my physical pain is getting worse and worse and worse. It was just sciatica to start with but now it’s literally everywhere all the time and I spend every day wishing my whole body would just disintegrate into a pile of goo on the floor or cease to exist completely.

#personal #thoughts #psych ward #chronic pain #also ED wise this place is making me worse and the ED service must have discharged me by stealth because they’re ignoring everything

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How do you politely tell a doctor to fuck off?

#reblog #very much feeling this right now

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May delete later. For the first time since I got here they weighed me and my weight had not gone down. I feel horrible (and I hadn’t even eaten differently).

#personal #thoughts #psych ward #mental health #tw weight

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I like your hair!

Thank you!!!

#asks #kind people

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Everything is kind of terrible but hey I got a haircut and I quite like it so here are some silly pictures.

#woohoo low maintenance hair #have I achieved androgyny #me #photos #personal #haircut #psych ward #home leave

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*human beings seeing a variety of creatures and critters*

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There are people I talk to but I feel cripplingly cripplingly lonely. Please explain.

#personal #thoughts #mental illness #mental health #loneliness #psych ward

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Before any anons come at me I apologise, I know I am being pathetic.

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I read my journal entries from the whole time I was at university. You wouldn’t have known I was functioning and doing well with uni work etc., they were just endless ED thoughts and self-loathing and me writing about how much I wanted to destroy myself. How did I do anything? No wonder I crashed.

Oh gosh it was so depressing. Being a functioning human feels so far beyond my reach. Even when I‘ve been outwardly functioning it seems my brain has been an absolute and total mess.

#how do I fix myself #what is wrong with me #why am I like this #literally please tell me #why can’t i be normal #urgh #self centred whining #sorry