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#444inthekitchen #jcblossom #lostinthecurrent #SoundCloud #alternate reality #gloomy daze

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winter always brings shivers, i never know how to stay warm

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May 11, 1931 Journals of Anais Nin 1927-1931  [volume 4]

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x - x / x - x

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Prioritize ease. Prioritize alignment. Prioritize peace. Prioritize discipline. Prioritize privacy. Prioritize healing. Prioritize mindfulness. Prioritize processing time. Prioritize good sleep. Prioritize your mental health. Prioritize yourself.

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outer world analogies.

the mirror of reality.

lesson · change first in order to witness change.

the outer world works like a mirror, mirroring your inner world. when you look at yourself in a mirror and you are dissatisfied with your outfit, what or who do you change? the mirror or yourself? if you don't like the way your hair looks like, do you brush your mirror or your hair? if you don't like your eyeliner, do you draw on your mirror or redo it on your eyelids? exactly. you leave the mirror as it is and change self. the same way, you dismiss the 3D and focus on your 4D.

the everlasting shadow.

lesson · you are greater than the physical.

another analogy is the shadow analogy. the same way your mirror can only function as a mirror and cannot create or change on its own, your shadow is also just a reflection of your body frame. when you want to change the shadow of something, you cannot change it without moving or molding the object. moreover, you exist three-dimensionally whereas your shadow can only ever be two-dimensional. the analogy is so nice because it also shows how you are by far greater than your shadow. you are more than your shadow will ever be.

  ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀love and light, ella.

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A Joy Of Blossoms

Watercolor On Black Cotton Paper

2023, 22"x 30"

Bauhinia variegata, Orchid Tree

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“The Sun sees your body. The Moon sees your soul.”

— unknown

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Can you fuck me harder than my depression does?

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yeah you cute but can you handle me when im having a mental break down

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the less u care the happier u will be

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you good?

#jcblossom #mine #vonnieebabe #qwoc selfies #where is my mind #1212 #somewhere stoned #alternate reality #gloomy daze

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