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“I can’t. I’m a fugitive and she lives in New York” I looked at her attentively, she rested her head on my chest and my fingers went to brush her hair gently, I’m sure my frown of concern was impossible to hide at that point, but… “New Yorks is one of the five cities around the globe that is monitored by the Kings and Queens, if I get closer to it, they would alert Asurath immediately and I would be locked away, or killed” I closed my eyes for a moment and bit my lip, I had heard rumours about this back at the brotherhood, but it was information only the Masters had, we lower ranked hunters were forbidden to visit certain parts of the world, whenever a hunter wanted to escape the brotherhood, those were the cities we visited since it was strange to have us roaming in them. I felt dumb for a moment. "I didn’t know Eris… I’m sorry…” I looked back at her and held her hand.
 “I don’t know if she’s alive anymore, if she isn’t and I risk everything for seeing her, that means losing you, losing our life, even our dog” she turned to look at me, my chest felt light as I met her beautiful eyes, I smiled and arched a brow: “Our dog?” I asked, she just kept talking;  “I want a dog” she replied, her voice was somewhat dull, she was dead serious; “I can’t have a dog with you if I end up being ashes” I felt my stomach tying up and I held her against me, I hugged her tight against me; as if that action would prevent her words from ever coming true, the mere thought of her… I shrugged and her voice snapped me out of my thoughts “It’s all part of my past, I just need to learn how to live my ghosts, with this one at least” I kept silent and her lips met mine again, “I’ve never been this happy and I’ve never been this afraid… I don’t want to loose you to go chase a ghost. I want to be with you, even when you’re old and grumpy and curse at the children of the block for doing nothing at all. I want to be sitting next to you” I held her against me once more, leaning down on the couch and I kissed her head, my head was racing… ‘when you’re old’ she said… up until that moment I had fully ignored I am mortal, I’ll grow old and she’ll remain as she is forever. Yet, she wanted to stay with me? I somewhat saw our lives before my eyes in a split second; we’d keep travelling, settle down in London, which she loved, visit all the corners of the world… but what would happen when I grew old? If I got sick? If I… died? I wrapped my arms around her frame and took a deep breath. “So I’ll be grumpy when I’m older? Is it because I’m French you believe this?” I teased, trying to shake the thoughts off my head. I had to find a way to keep her safe. It was easier for me to trip and break my neck and die than for her to die. I was so concerned in keeping her alive because I would feel broken if she were missing that I totally ignored how it would be if it were the other way around, what would be of her if I died. I took a deep breath and kissed her head once more. My head was just racing, the idea of mortality, leaving her behind, her concern, not knowing what was happening with her mother or if she was even alive. I froze suddenly, as if something had hit me, I moved Eris gently and stood up. “I’ll be right back.” I told her and held her face, kissing her lips. “If you’re still in the mood for the ballet go get ready. I’m dying to see just how gorgeous you’ll be.” I winked an eye at her and smiled gently, I didn’t want to move from that spot, stay cuddled to her forever seemed perfect. But there was a way I could get to know about her mother, maybe even write to her. If Eris couldn’t go to New York and we weren’t sure her mother was alive, there were ways to know… Those cities are hunter free territory, the Brotherhood has no reach there. And, thankfully, I had kept in touch with the rest of the rogue hunters. I rushed to the small studio we had set, it was a small room but we saved our favourite books and the records of my previous investigations in it, when Eris slept I was usually here, I know I told myself I’d quit on my research but I had changed the idea of my work. I didn’t want to kill vampires, I wanted to understand them, to learn their motives… and to find Asurath to free Eris. I knew we would be running our whole lives as long as she lived, I had to do something. Eris had no idea, or so I hoped. This was a mission I gave myself for the long run, I knew nothing yet, I had to become stronger and just learn. But I would be ready if I ever saw her face to face. But for now there was something I could do for Eris, I could find her mother, give her some information, of any kind. Maybe that would help her make peace with those ghosts she carried with her. I took out some paper sheets and began writing, reaching out to the person I knew was back in New York.

“So I’ll be grumpy when I’m older? Is it because I’m French you believe this?” I genuinely laughed at her comment, I always found it so funny that she knew just how perfectly french she was. “Yes, I do” I confirmed with a smile on my face, she was the only person on earth that made me laugh like this. She was always coming up with new silly stories or ideas that cracked me up. She suddenly moved me away softly and I frowned. “I’ll be right back.” She said as she kissed me. “If you’re still in the mood for the ballet go get ready. I’m dying to see just how gorgeous you’ll be.” I smiled looking at her walking away to the studio. She loved being there most of the time. She had something in mind I could tell, I just wasn’t sure of what. I streched and stayed on the couch for about ten more  minutes. 

I looked out the window and could see the sunset, time to go out. I stood up and turned to look at her direction. I moved to the closet and began looking for the dress I had in mind I knew we bought something in Italy but I didn’t know where it was. I was there for what I’m sure was 20 more minutes just looking for the dress “AHA!” I said outloud as I took a bag in my hands. I chose some pretty black lace underwear and made my way to the bathroom. 

Half and hour later I cameout, everything on my hands and a towel covering my body, I tossed everything on the bed “You can’t see me, you can’t cross this courtain until I’m done, so make sure you have everything on your side of the apartment” I said taking a little kind of theatre courtain that separated the bed from the rest of the apartment “I’ll be out in a few” I said, maybe an hour, I shrugged thinking, it was the same thing, what was time afterall. 

And so I began, the tower was in the floor, my lace underwear looked perfect on my body as I expected, I started doing my make up, if something I was really good on was doing my own make up, it was my super power, I never knew how and where I learned to do that but I had the power of doing it great. “Are you doing ok out there?” I asked outloud as I put my lipstick on. I stood up looking for my dress and opened the bag, there it was the most perfect dress I’ve seen before, I loved the color and I knew it was Nick’s favorite color, that was the main reason I bought it. I felt the fabric on my skin as I zipped it up, it was definetely the best dress I owned. I took a look at myself in the mirror one more time before putting my shoes on, I looked fantastic. “I’m ready” I said finally putting my shoes on.

“Ok, I’m ready” I repeated as I opened the courtain and looked at her with a big smile on my face.

DA DRESS 1, 2

London

#Bossy Eris lol #NickxEris #ErisXNick #thatmissritter

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I felt Eris’ hands on my skin, her fingers brushing gently my neck, my jawline… I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, feeling the movement of her hands against my skin. I sighed and smiled softly, I could even fall asleep right there, it wouldn’t be the first time.

“Who would have tought we were going to end up like this” she spoke, I smiled softly and nodded, keeping my eyes closed still.

“Certainly wasn’t what I pictured when you charmed me into that castle but I really don’t complain.”

“Aren’t we a cliché?” She laughed as she said this, I opened my eyes and looked right into hers, I said nothing, I just looked at her, giving all answers in that look, yes, we were the living dream of every romance author; the hunter falls for the vampire, the vampire falls for the hunter, and they travel the world running away from their sad realities. Maybe someone would write our story one day and many will believe it was just a made up tale. But I was sure no one could put to words just how much I loved her, and how I’d tear the world down if it meant seeing her smile and hearing her laugh.

I noticed her expression changed, she looked out of herself for a moment, something was up, I waited silently for her to speak, I had learnt it was best, if something was troubling her, she said it in her time. I sat still and stared at her, my hand reached to hers and I squeezed it gently. I looked to her eyes and saw a tear fall down her face, my stomach dropped for a moment seeing her like this; “My mom would have loved you” she said and kissed me once more.

I sat beside her and held her hand, squeezing it gently, I wiped her tears with my thumb and kissed her forehead. “She sounds like an amazing woman.” I smiled gently and kissed her lips. I breathed in and frowned slightly, squeezing her hand a bit tighter. “We could go find her if you want Eris…” I whispered to her, I knew everything could turn out from this, maybe her mother had died and the news would just make things worse, maybe she was fine… there were so many possibilities I was afraid to tell her about it… but she was important to her, Eris missed her dearly, and maybe it was for the best to try and see her at least to say what she missed saying back then, at least to have a chance to talk. “Whatever you decide, I’m at your side my love”

“She sounds like an amazing woman.” She kissed me once more, I closed my eyes as she did, her lips, her skin, her eyes, it felt like home. “We could go find her if you want Eris…” I smiled softly and kissed the back of her hand, she was always trying to help even if she didn’t know she already did, being with her was a relief from all the grief and pain I felt for so many years. “Whatever you decide, I’m at your side my love” I looked at her and just like many other times I got lost in her eyes. I looked down and rested my head in her chest, closing my eyes slowly, feeling every heartbeat as if it was my own “I can’t. I’m a fugitive and she lives in New York” I started explaining calmly “New Yorks is one of the five cities around the globe that is monitored by the Kings and Queens, if I get closer to it, they would alert Asurath immediately and I would be locked away, or killed” It felt like I was making up some nightmare but somehow being with her made feel at peace.

“I don’t know if she’s alive anymore, if she isn’t and I risk everything for seeing her, that means losing you, losing our life, even our dog” I moved away just an inch so I could look at her in the eye “I want a dog” I said extremely serious “I can’t have a dog with you if I end up being ashes” I kisshed her collar bone “It’s all part of my past, I just need to learn how to live my ghosts, with this one at least” I kissed her once more “I’ve never been this happy and I’ve never been this afraid... I don’t want to loose you to go chase a ghost. I want to be with you, even when you’re old and grumpy and curse at the children of the block for doing nothing at all. I want to be sitting next to you”

London

#Finally!! #ErisXNick #NickxEris #thatmissritter

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“Yes. That’s my favorite story ever” she replied to my joke, I laughed, I honestly didn’t expect that answer. I received her kiss and smiled.

“Don’t tell anyone but there’s something about Victorian London that captivates me. Sounds cliché, but I can’t help it.” I smirked and raised a brow. “And I wouldn’t mind seeing you in a corset either.” I laughed and hugged her against me, I could stay like this forever and I certainly wouldn’t mind it.

I breathed in, feeling her against me gave a feeling of calm and warmth I didn’t recall ever having, it’s as if the world had stopped. I asked her to take me someplace where the world wouldn’t follow and we could forget about them, and here we were. Cuddled together in a couch in a small flat in London. We owned the world, no one could say otherwise.

“But let’s go to France first, you are right. I mean we have a lot to time to come back to London. You can take me anywahere you want, whenever you want” I looked into her eyes and smiled tenderly, I caressed her face and shook my head. “Anywhere I want? Are you sure you just said that?” I asked teasingly and caressed her face, I held her hand and tangled my fingers on hers as I felt her lips over mine again.

“I love you” she whispered to me, I felt my heart skip a beat and I heard her speak again; “I love you. I love your eyes, and your smile and how you always smell amazing.” I chuckled, I was feeling my eyes almost watering, I was beyond happy, god, I don’t even have words to describe it. “I love you” she said again.

I held her face and pressed my lips to hers, I sat and pushed her slightly to lean against the couch, my arms wrapped around her neck and I climbed on her, sitting on her lap. I kissed her head and pressed my forehead against hers, tangling my fingers around hers.

“I love you too.” I told her and hugged her tightly. “I love all of you. You’re perfect… I love you Eris.” I whispered to her, I felt floating at that moment, like everything fit. “We’ve been travelling for a while now, we could use the break. And now I have the mission to find about Jack.” I stood up for a moment to get back on the couch, I rested my head on her legs and stared up to find her eyes, my hand stretched to feel her face, I was addicted to her and it was the best addiction, I couldn’t put a name to how happy I was feeling, I smiled, I felt my expression was stupid, like I was so happy I couldn’t hide it and I showed it in every look I gave to her eyes. “Let’s stay here for a while, just you and me. I wouldn’t have it any other way, besides, I need a trusty companion for my investigation, what do you say ma cheré?”

“I love you too.” She hugged me, being with her meant recievieng a ton of those and I was not complaining at all, I went from barely knowing how to hug to do it on a daily basis. She sat on my lap and I smiled as she kissed my forehead. Having her in my arms was the best feeling I experienced, she made me feel and she made me have a porpuse, I wanted to make her happy, I wanted to see her smile every day and hear her laugh, I wanted to see her sleeping next to me every morning “We’ve been travelling for a while now, we could use the break. And now I have the mission to find about Jack.” I laughed “Yes, you do, because I need to understand how he was never caught. I could use some learning miss Évreaux” 

She rested her head in my lap and I got lost in her eyes as many times before, I didn’t even hid it by now, I wanted her to know just how captiviting her eyes were. I caressed her face softly while paying close attention to every detail of her face “Let’s stay here for a while, just you and me. I wouldn’t have it any other way, besides, I need a trusty companion for my investigation, what do you say ma cheré?” I smiled widely “Of course ma cheré” I said imitating her.

My hand resting on her neck and my thumb caressing carefully her jawline, her skin was so smooth and perfect like porcelain, I couldn’t stop touching her “Who would have tought we were going to end up like this” I was thinking out loud, not in a hundred years I would have imagine this for me, not even once. “Aren’t we a cliché?” I laughed at my own words and looked at her again, I stayed silent, I treasured those silences between us, they feel comfortable, they felt like us.

I suddeny felt this extreme pressure on my chest, I remembered my mother and how much she would have loved this woman, as much as I did, she would have make a great kinda fancy dinner, with  Sauerbraten, Nick would have loved it, my mom would have probably question her about everything in her life and hugged her many times as she used to do with everyone she met... I wondered if she was ok, I wondered if she kept making Sauerbraten. I felt a tear running down my cheek and I smiled “My mom would have loved you” I said, my voice almost a whisper as I leaned and kissed her softly on the lips. I wasn’t ashamed of her seeing that part of me anymore, I wasn’t ashamed of feeling sad. I wasn’t ashamed of remembering anymore.

London

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“I think I can manage to look nice”

“You already look nice. I’ll have to watch out for anyone trying to take you from me since you’ll be beyond beautiful.” I told her and smiled softly, I looked down my shoulder to see her, her attention was set on the fire before us, she was extremely focused on some thought. “I love London. Can we stay here a little longer?” She moved closer against me. “Maybe we could get a little apartment, nicer” She wrapped her arms around my neck, my hands went to her hips and I looked straight at her “We could go to the theater as much as you’d like” I chuckled as she kissed my cheek and raised a brow.

“If we actually get an apartment, there’s a few things I have in mind before theatre actually. Most of these ideas include no specific costumes or clothes. In fact, some include no clothes too” I teased her and smirked.

“We still need to go to Spain though” I pouted and looked at her.

“You should let me take you to Paris first, I know you’re not fond of French but you have me as your personal tour guide.” I brushed her hair behind her ear and leaned to kiss her neck. “Fashion, art, beautiful parks; les Champs Elysées, the Seine river, the Eiffel Tower at night…” I held her chin and smiled softly. “But I don’t see why we can’t stay longer here if that’s what you want. I’ll start searching for a department to rent tomorrow.” I kissed her lips and hugged her against me. I took a deep breath and looked at the wall clock, there was still plenty of time before we had to get up and ready.

I leaned back on the couch and pulled her closer to me, my fingers stroking her hair, brushing it gently. “We should get the flat where Jack the Ripper lived… maybe I can solve that mystery” I joked and smirked teasingly. “London sounds like a good spot to stay with you.”

“You should let me take you to Paris first, I know you’re not fond of French but you have me as your personal tour guide.” I smiled at the touch of her lips on my skin  “Fashion, art, beautiful parks; les Champs Elysées, the Seine river, the Eiffel Tower at night…” I loved when she talked french, it was true I had a certain dislike for french, for France in general, the people, the cities, the language, it didn’t quite caught my attention at all but she was the most perfect beautiful french Ive ever encountered. Irony at it’s best.

“But I don’t see why we can’t stay longer here if that’s what you want. I’ll start searching for a department to rent tomorrow.” I didn’t move, she leaned back on the couch and I followed, my body moved on it’s own, I was a doll on her hands, she could do anythingn she wanted adn I woul always follow. “We should get the flat where Jack the Ripper lived… maybe I can solve that mystery”

“Yes” I said excited, I loved that man, he was fantastic and no one ever knew what happened, not even vampires or werewolves knew about it. I asked Asurath for him a few times but she always said that she didn’t care for the small things. “That’s my favorite story ever” I said and kissed her again, I felt like I was alive with her, I could almost feel my heart beating again everytime she touched me and I could only imagine years from now to be with her. Travel trhoughtout Europe, then we could go to Latin America and then who knows. I was simply... Happy. “But let’s go to France first, you are right. I mean we have a lot to time to come back to London. You can take me anywahere you want, whenever you want”

I kissed her once more, I couldn’t stop, I didn’t want to “I love you” I wishpered against her lips, I moved away almost an inch and looked at her in the eye “I love you” I repeated “I love your eyes, and your smile and how you always smell amazing” I chuckled “I love you”

London

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I brushed her hair with my fingers as I drank again from the mug, I flinched slightly feeling her biting my shoulder, I had grown a liking to that habit of hers, I looked up at her and arched my brow;

“Theater it is then. I could take you to dinner after and a walk on the London streets, or we could go to the park and sat down on the benches looking at the city” I nodded and took a deep breath, I drank the rest of the coffee and left the mug aside when she kissed me again, I smiled softly. “Wow, you must feel really lucky to have me. I’m the perfect girlfriend.” I laughed and looked at her. “You are. But I get the award for best girlfriend after growing addicted to coffee just because you like the taste.” I teased and poked her nose, I turned to wash the mug and rubbed my eyes. “Dinner sounds great if it doesn’t bother you. We could go walk, sit in Hyde Park too and I’ll get home and make myself a sandwich, I hear sandwiches are great after the theatre.” I turned at her and kissed her cheek, I grabbed her arm and pulled her to the living room where the fireplace was on and burning. I sat on the couch and pulled her towards me, grabbing the blanket we kept close I wrapped it around us and hugged her. “We’ll go see a ballet actually, I expect to see you full glam by 9.” I teased her and smirked. “Not that you really need it, you’re gorgeous as you are. But you know how special British are.”

I followed her every movement, she could do whatever she wanted with me and I would follow her no matter what. We sat on the couch and she took the blanket around us and I snuggled against her, almost falling asleep again, resting my head in her collabone  “We’ll go see a ballet actually, I expect to see you full glam by 9.” I chuckled and kissed her warm skin, taking her hands on mine and closing my eyes again.  “Not that you really need it, you’re gorgeous as you are. But you know how special British are.” 

I opened my eyes immediately “You’re right” I said thinking in what to wear, I didn’t have anything that fancy, did I? I kept quiet going through all my clothes in my head, I was sure I had a dress I bought when we were in Italy, I liked it so much I used almost all our savings. I used to kill people and take the money but my killings dropped a lot since I was with Nick. I used to spend most of my time with her and I only killed people when I needed to, so far it did not bothered me at all. “I think I can manage to look nice” I said still thinking where could I have left that dress. I heard the wood cracking under the fire and turned to look at her “I love London. Can we stay here a little longer?” I got even closer to her as if it was possible “Maybe we could get a little apartment, nicer” I said wrapping my arms around her neck “We could go to the theater as much as you’d like” I smiled and kissed her cheek softly “We still need to go to Spain Though” 

London

#I want Nick to see her dress!!!!!! #ErisxNick #NickXEris #thatmissritter

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Time had actually been a good ally this time, allowing me to live a life I had only dreamed of once. It had been two years since I met Eris, and I can’t recall ever being happier. We stayed in that small town in Romania until we decided to travel around the world, do something crazy, as if deciding to stay together wasn’t crazy enough. I hadn’t contacted the brotherhood, I rarely thought about it, I had gone rogue, they would probably be going on looking for me and the mere thought kept me awake at times. Until I felt Eris’ arms around me, her lips on mine, or just her bright smile. It all made my worries vanish into nothing, I was truly happy for once in my life. Our routine was everything but ordinary, I had gotten used to sleeping during most of the morning, I went shopping for groceries or fixed things around the flat if necessary and waited for Eris to awaken to begin our day officially. We had made it to London, against all my wishes, Eris was excited about it so I gave in, and here I was. It was still somehow early, I fixed up the fireplace to warm the flat up, it was an old building and there was no heating system, at least having a fireplace made it interesting. Staring as the wood consumed with the fire had turned out to be one of my favourite things to do, you see, I had actually learned to see the small things in everything and actually enjoy them, like a child that sees for the first time? It was a funny feeling I would not tire of. And waking up to find her peacefully sleeping beside me stayed at the top of my list on my favourite things. I walked to the kitchen to check on the coffee, the place was already scented so it was probably ready, I took the mug and checked on it before pouring some coffee in it. I suddenly felt a pair of arms wrapping around me and I smiled to myself; “Morning” Eris said, she sounded half asleep still. I turned my head as she kissed my shoulder and placed a soft kiss on her head. “Morning sleepyhead.” I replied and drank from the mug. “How’s London in daylight?” She asked, I chuckled and left the mug on the counter, I took her arms and shifted, to face her front. I placed her hands on my hips and I took my own arms wrapped around her waist. “Grey, cold and wet. It’s so grey I’m sure even you could walk around and you’d be fine” I replied and leaned to kiss her lips. “I got tickets for the theatre though, later for tonight? We can stay in a couple more hours. I have the fireplace ready.” I kissed her forehead and let go of her to take the mug in hand, I drank from it and kissed her lips. “Get dressed, I don’t want you getting a flu.” I teased and winked an eye at her.

“Grey, cold and wet. It’s so grey I’m sure even you could walk around and you’d be fine” I smiled softly, the taste of coffe in her lips made me go crazy everytime  “I got tickets for the theatre though, later for tonight? We can stay in a couple more hours. I have the fireplace ready.” She moved her arms away from me and took the cup in her hands onre more time, I rested my head in her shouler again and kissed her skin, biting it delicately. I loved biting her. Old habits die hard.

“Get dressed, I don’t want you getting a flu.” I smiled and pushed her way softly “Theater it is then. I could take you to dinner after and a walk on the London streets, or we could go to the park and sat down on the benches looking at the city” I shrugged and kissed her again “Wow, you must feel really lucky to have me. I’m the perfect girlfriend” I loved London, it had that perfect vibe on the air. It was almost magical.

London

#She really loved London lol #thatmissritter #ErisxNick #NickXEris

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London

I woke up to the clouded sky in London, a smell of coffe invaded the room. I looked at my right and saw the clock on the nightstand. 04:00 p.m. I streched and moaned, it didn’t really do anything anymore but it was an old habit of mine, my mother used to say I reminded her of a small kitten. The room was really warm, I saw the fireplace a few meters away, the fire consuming the logs, the sound of it made it feel like home. 

I looked up and saw her standing in the kitchen, the place was small but it was ok for the time we were staying, we had being traveling for a while now and every place felt just right being with her. Who could have iagines it had been two years already? I thought I would get tired of her, that she would be just a toy for me, how illusive was I.

I stood up, still a little numbed, wearing nothing but my underwear, I walked to the kitchen and hugged her tight from behind, resting my head on her shoulder “Morning” I mumbled feeling like I was gonna fall asleep again, I kissed her shoulder softly, trying to stay awake “How’s London in daylight?” I said not even making an effort to be away from her, Since I met her I wanted to be touching her in everyway possible, I thought it was going to vanish but two years later I was still in the same place. I was still addicted to her.

#thatmissritter #ErisxNick #NickXEris #LKSDJALKDA FLUUUUFF YAAASS

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“There may be something human in me but I am a monster, and I’m proud of it” I sighed and looked down, avoiding her look as she came closer to me, it hurt somehow, but what did I expect? She was a vampire after all, was I hoping I’d ‘save’ her from what she was? She held my hands and I looked up at her; “Please stay” she said. I felt my eyes going towards hers, my expression somewhat softened, there was that glimpse of humanity in her that had me weak, that made me act like the child I was acting as.

“I, I don’t want you to go. I…” I exhaled sharply, her eyes looked down, I just said nothing as she kept talking. “I want you to stay with me, at least for today. I’m… I’m sorry, I don’t know why I got so angry, I just… That is what keeps me sane, being a monster, this vicious killer, it’s what makes me, me. I don’t have another purpose, not now that Asurath…” And there it was again, that name mentioned, the ‘So called’ queen of vampires? She pulled my arm gently towards the bed, I dropped the backpack from my shoulders and followed, she sat on her bed and continued; “I used to be a brat, she used to spoil me as much as she could, fuck off were my favorite words to her” she smiled to herself, I didn’t have words to say, I just listened to her voice softening once more. “I loved her, I truly did and she loved me, more than anything she said. The night I ran away I could hear her screaming in pain, just like my mother did when she used to look for me” that’s when it hit me, how alone she must feel, this Asurath has apparently given her a second chance in having a family rather than fully ripping her away from what she had, I had no idea on why Eris would run away, I was so ignorant to everything at that point but I wanted to be with her.

“I don’t want you to leave” she said again, I held her face with my hands and looked to her eyes, those beautiful eyes… I leaned in and kissed her, taking that risk, I didn’t want her angered again but to embrace that human side of her.

“I’m not going anywhere.” I whispered to her and sat beside her, I rested my head on her shoulder and took a deep breath. “We’re both monsters in our own way…” I said, trying to keep my voice from breaking, I closed my eyes for a slight moment and sat straight up, I looked to the front, all she said going around in my head. I wanted to know more about what Asurath had done to her, I was angry at her and I didn’t even know it, how could someone loved turn on somebody else?

I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed again, yes, I wanted to know more about that but at the same time I wanted to ignore it and just stay where we were. “Is there a way to run away from the past and just move forward?” I asked suddenly, I didn’t even realise it. My own memories, hearing her stories, it was all suddenly overwhelming, I looked down and covered my face with a hand, trying to hide the fact my eyes were watery. “Can we just forget the world exists for a moment?”

I closed my eyes as she kissed me, suddenly it all felt like a story, like the ones I used to tell the kids.  “I’m not going anywhere.” She whispered, I smiles as she rested her head on my shoulder  “We’re both monsters in our own way…” She kept quiet for a moment “Maybe that’s why I feel like this with you” I said without thinking again, it was true anyway, I thought it was only fair for her to know that.

“Is there a way to run away from the past and just move forward?” I put my arms around her and kissed her forehead “You’re asking the wrong person, kid” I said holding her tight. She covered her face and spoke again “Can we just forget the world exists for a moment?” I smiled and held her tigher, I wanted to be with her like this for a little longer “That I can do” I said kissing the top of her head.

“We can start by sleeping” I said as I let go of her gently “It’s almost morning. I’m a vampire but I still need to sleep” I laughed and kissed her again, longer this time, softly, feeling her lips on mine, my hand made it’s way to her neck, holding her delicately closer to me “I do want you to stay” I whispered before kissing her again.

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She pushed me away suddenly, I can’t say I wasn’t taken by surprise for the sudden movement, I stared at her in confusion as she spoke again; “I don’t care if you feel fine with your family being gone, I didn’t say it so you can feel sorry for that. It’s the way you feel. I don’t want you to change that” I was about to reply when she continued walking, she said nothing else nor even turned to look at me, I suddenly felt anxious, I figured the best to do was shut my mouth up before screwing it up again. I wasn’t feeling sorry for her, I was angry, somehow, they had taken her life against her will, she had lost a family because someone decided she should? That was what angered me, how people could go on that there’s justice in the world if that sort of thing happened?

We suddenly stood before an old but well conserved building, Eris stood before the door and opened it for me; “We can’t make too much noise, Miss Audrey is a bitch by this hour” I simply nodded, she seemed to be yet avoiding to look at me, had I really screwed up that bad?

We walked around until we made it up some stairs, I couldn’t take my attention off her, just trying to go through what I had said. Yes, I didn’t understand how she was feeling but I really wanted to, I didn’t just say that, I meant it.

We made it to the third floor and she pulled her key out, she opened the door and invited me in, right as she started taking her coat off. The room was warm for that winter night and I was kind of relieved about it. I held the straps of my backpack and left it on the floor, I turned my back on her, I wasn’t sure it was even a good idea to stay now, or if she’d really want me around.

“Please don’t ever do that again” she spoke suddenly, I turned to find her shutting the curtains close; “Don’t ever look at me like I’m damaged goods, I don’t need your protection, I don’t need anyone’s protection. I’m the most vicious vampire that ever existed, that’s why Asurath had to kill me, because everyone was pushing her to do it. I’ve killed more vampires than all your brotherhood combined and just for fun if I may add” I frowned and looked at her concerned, her voice had somehow turned a darker tone, heavier, she was angry… I closed my hand on a fist and stared at her. “I’m not a puppy you can feel sorry for, so don’t you dare protect me, I don’t need it”

“I don’t care who you’ve killed or what you’ve done, we all have our share of life events. But that Eris back there was human. There’s still a human side to you and that’s why I said what I said. And I won’t take it back.” I looked down for a moment and sighed deeply. “You’re not a puppy. You’re still human. I’ve met my share of vampires in my life to see it.”

“And I doubt very much you can take the Queen of vampires by yourself.” I frowned and took a deep breath, I bit my lip and brushed my hair behind my ear. “The queen of vampires can go fuck herself for all I care.” I said calmly. “It’s that human part of you I’m concerned about.” I kneeled on the floor and searched on my backpack for a notebook, I pulled it out and left it on a near table before zipping the bag close again and carrying it. “This is all I have on vampires. And I’m leaving it with you. Why? I don’t know. That’s just all I’ve saved during my time with the brotherhood.” I sighed and pursed my lips; “I had no intention of making you angry and I assume it’s not really pleasant to see me so I’ll go find someplace else to stay.” I turned to look at her, I felt my stomach moving around, I didn’t want to go, but I just couldn’t take back all I said, I meant it after all. “If you want to kill me to prove me wrong, do it. I’ve struggled my whole life with people telling me what to do, or what to believe. I’m done. And I truly believe there’s still something within you that’s far from the monster you think you are.”

“The queen of vampires can go fuck herself for all I care.” I laughed remembering all the times I said that to her face, those were my sacred words for a while. She took a notebook from her backpack and left it on the table “This is all I have on vampires. And I’m leaving it with you. Why? I don’t know. That’s just all I’ve saved during my time with the brotherhood.I had no intention of making you angry and I assume it’s not really pleasant to see me so I’ll go find someplace else to stay.” She looked at me and all my anger disappeared, I was just confused, I didn’t know why I was angry in the first place. “If you want to kill me to prove me wrong, do it. I’ve struggled my whole life with people telling me what to do, or what to believe. I’m done. And I truly believe there’s still something within you that’s far from the monster you think you are.”

I stood up and got closer to her, looking at her in the eye “There may be something human in me but I am a monster, and I’m proud of it” I took her hands, I didn’t want her to leave “Please stay” I said. It was true, being a monster was what kept me going all those years, I had nothing else to live for but make a name for myself. I couldn’t go on living knowing that all that humanity was still there, my existance would have being more unbearable that it already was.

“I, I don’t want you to go. I...” I looked down, her eyes were intimidating me, so much for the monster I claimed to be “I want you to stay with me, at least for today. I’m... I’m sorry, I don’t know why I got so angry, I just... That is what keeps me sane, being a monster, this vicious killer, it’s what makes me, me. I don’t have another purpose, not now that Asurath...” I stopped talking again, it was becoming some kind of a habit, I pulled her gently and sat on the bed, looking up at her “I used to be a brat, she used to spoil me as much as she could, fuck off were my favorite words to her” I smiled sofly “I loved her, I truly did and she loved me, more than anything she said. The night I ran away I could hear her screaming in pain, just like my mother did when she used to look for me” I looked down, all those memories of her were stuck in my head and I couldn’t make it go away “I don’t want you to leave” I repeated softly 

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“I do have ghosts hunting me” she said suddenly, I frowned concerned and looked at her, she started talking as if she were actually speaking to her own self. “All my existance is filled with them, I can’t escape them so I learned how to live with them, I have my father’s eyes, I used to see him everytime I looked in the mirror but time has passed and now I can’t remember what he looked like.” And there I was basically saying how glad I was I didn’t have a family? “I don’t know if my mother is still alive, when I disappeared she looked for me for years, I used to wear a golden cross on my neck, that night I left it on the table because I was just going to get her some milk… I never came back. She used to shout my name in the alleys at night, thinking I might appear, she used to hold the cross to her chest as if that was some ritual that could bring me back magically. I used to see her from afar”

We were back in town suddenly, there were still some faint lights coming out of a few windows but it was mostly deserted, suddenly everything seemed like part of a story, I kept listening to Eris speak, I couldn’t really say I understood how she felt, I grew up as a spoilt, rich girl and I was never allowed to be myself, I didn’t understand what it was to love a family. But the idea of having someone care that way for me, I just imagined it for a moment and felt my chest heaving, trying to put myself in Eris’ place… what would have happened if I had been the one who died and not my parents? Would they have cared that way?

“I think she gave up looking, I hope.”

Her voice was breaking, I stopped her from walking, pulling her arm softly and I searched for her eyes.

“Then Asurath was going to kill me”

Asurath? I stopped suddenly, I let go of her hand and looked at her attentively, I had heard the name mentioned by the Master’s back in the brotherhood, they were obsessed with her, I had no idea why, I just knew she was ancient and dangerous… had she been the one to turn Eris? I felt rage at the thought, I knew vampires had masters, people who turned them into what they were, most adopted them but Eris was alone, so what had happened,

“Uh.. She is, she is like my second mother, she took me in and made me who I am, she’s just, someone really important to me, and she betrayed me”

“How can someone care for you and betray you?” I asked, I held her chin and raised her face, staring into her eyes. “You don’t deserve all this Eris… you didn’t choose to have your life taken from you. I wish I could understand how you feel, I truly do…” I cupped her cheek with my hand. “I’m sorry I spoke this way about my family, I wasn’t really thinking… I was spoilt, selfish, joining the brotherhood gave me a purpose.” I looked down for a moment and took a deep breath. “And yet I can’t recall ever smiling as I’ve been doing tonight. Not ever.” I added in almost a whisper, I looked back to her and embraced her in a hug, I rested my head to her shoulder and breathed in. I barely knew her, she opened up about her personal life to me, I had known her for a few hours and yet I wanted to help her, to stay with her and freeze that moment when I was feeling her close in my embrace; “I can only imagine how hard being immortal is, losing your life the way it was… but I can promise that, as long as I’m alive, I won’t let anything bring you harm.”

“How can someone care for you and betray you?” She looked me in the eye  “You don’t deserve all this Eris… you didn’t choose to have your life taken from you. I wish I could understand how you feel, I truly do…” She was awfully close and I started feeling a lot of thing I could not understand  “I’m sorry I spoke this way about my family, I wasn’t really thinking… I was spoilt, selfish, joining the brotherhood gave me a purpose. And yet I can’t recall ever smiling as I’ve been doing tonight. Not ever.” I smiled softly, I felt her hugging me and I froze, I hadn’t been hugged in so long, not since I was without Asurath and she rarely did it. 

She rested her head on my shoulder and I felt complete, taht was the feeling, I felt like I finally found what I was looking for even if I didn’t know I was looking for something.  “I can only imagine how hard being immortal is, losing your life the way it was… but I can promise that, as long as I’m alive, I won’t let anything bring you harm.” I frowned and pushed her away by instict, my body reacted on it’s own, I felt somehow hurt by her, all the emotions I had mixed into a lot of different shades. “I don’t care if you feel fine with your family being gone, I didn’t say it so you can feel sorry for that. It’s the way you feel. I don’t want you to change that” I continued walking without saying another word, the snow was turning into water, making the floor shine with the reflections of the lights on the street. I turned right in a corner and there we were, an old but beautiful building.

I opened the door and held it for her to walk inside “We can’t make too much noise, Miss Audrey is a bitch by this hour” I explained without looking at her in the eye, I felt something trapped inside my chest. I ried to ignore it and walked upstairs, three floors until I saw my door, I took my key out of my pocket and opened the door, I heard something hitting the floor, I looked down and there it was, the cross I took from the church a few hours ago. I took it in my hand and walked inside “You can come in” I said taking my coat off, the buildin used to be really warm all the time, that was the reason why I chose to stay there in the first place.

“Please don’t ever do that again” I walked towards the window closing the courtins “Don’t ever look at me like I’m damaged goods, I don’t need your protection, I don’t need anyone’s protection. I’m the most vicious vampire that ever existed, that’s why Asurath had to kill me, because everyone was pushing her to do it. I’ve killed more vampires than all your brotherhood combined and just for fun if I may add” I started getting angry “I’m not a puppy you can feel sorry for, so don’t you dare protect me, I don’t need it” I was trying to keep calm but I couldn’t “And I doubt very much you can take the Queen of vampires by yourself” I sat down on the bed, why was I so angry? 

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“Yeah, I don’t like the flesh though, I just do it because it’s one of the ways I was taught… and I like it a lot, so…” I looked at her and kept silent, I was somewhat amused though, I have to admit that much. And she seemed to be getting calmer. The part she mentioned of ‘the ways I was taught’ kind of scratched a feeling of uncertainty? Not really, it was something else. Like I had heard the stories before but it didn’t really seem important then.

I let my mind wander off for a moment until I heard her talk again; Technically, But it’s a cold ass castle, you’d spend a fortune just to make it a little warm”

"I could just invite you to move in. Whatever you did made me forget it’s freezing out here.” I shrugged as I followed her and we continued walking. I took a hand to my pocket, grasping her hand tightly as we continued our path out the castle grounds.

“I don’t like the cold, never did" she started talking, I looked to her attentively; “I think I used to complain a lot to my mom because in New York everyday of the year was stupidly cold. I’m German, originally, but we moved to the U.S. when we lost World War II, my dad, he was in the army and so we had to run, my mom, I think she used make a little fire in every inch of the hou–” she stopped abruptly, her voice sounded even sad for a moment, World War II had been over for at least 30 years, that gave me an idea of a sort of how long she had been around. And having to lose your whole life to become immortal was always something I dreaded. I had the chance to turn my own parents into vampires and yet I refused to do that to them. The brotherhood tried to arrange it, they didn’t want me to lose my family just yet, not because they cared for me actually…

"I don’t… I, uhm”

I squeezed her hand gently and looked at her, I smiled gently, I could understand her fear or worry of talking about her personal life, I felt it often too…

“How come you’re not sure you’re related to Van Helsing?” She asked suddenly, we kept walking, her expression was somewhat saddened, I took a deep breath and raised my shoulders.

"I don’t believe he existed.” I said calmly. “When I was a kid I thought he was something my parents made up. I grew up hearing stories on vampires. It’s all my parents knew. They were hunters themselves, my brother was too. I didn’t want to grow up to be a hunter too, so I went to a normal school, met normal people, led a normal life.” I took a deep breath and looked down. “I had very bad influence as friends, I drank, abused drugs, partied like stupid. And one day I got home to find my parents dying on their beds, my brother’s death was instant, his throat was ripped out.” I smacked my lips and looked down. “What made me feel truly bad about this was how glad I got they were gone. I still kind of am… I thought I wouldn’t have to follow their path and I could do whatever I wanted. I was grateful to the vampires that slaughtered my family. But the brotherhood took me in, they turned me into what I feared I would become, I did in the end, I just received my rank as Agent and I’ve been travelling for two years around the world hunting and slaying vampires.” I had been talking for a while now, I didn’t even realise it. “So apparently I’m drawn to vampires, hence why I can’t possibly be related to Van Helsing, if he existed, he will probably come back from the dead and smack me on the head for being the worst hunter ever.” I looked back at Eris and smiled softly. “I’d rather think he’s a myth and I won’t get ghosts haunting me.” I concluded teasingly and squeezed her hand gently.

I listened carefully to every word she was saying, the more she spoke the more I wated to know about her, about her past about her family and her thoughts. I listened as she spoke about her family  “ And one day I got home to find my parents dying on their beds, my brother’s death was instant, his throat was ripped out.” I froze at her comment, there were only two vampires I knew killed that way and I was one of them. I immediately started remembering every single kill, she was french and I had never being in France, I couldn’t have done it, made no logical sense but Asurath had been around for a long time and she was the one who taught me that way of killing, maybe there was someone else killing that way and I wasn’t aware of that. I kept quiet listening.

She said she felt relief when her family was gone and I felt something pressing down my chest, a feeling I had forgotten, I would have given everything to see my family one more time, I forgot completely how my father looked and I was starting to forget my mother. Since I left I didn’t know if she was still alive or not, I knew she kept looking for me for a long time, I saw her wondering the streets at night shouting my name, holding the cross I used to wear, holding it to dear life as it that would bring me back to her, I felt something cold running down my cheek, a tear... A tear was running down my cheek, I hadn’t cry in so long, I could remember the times I cried in my existancw, why was this happening now? Why with her?

She joked about being the worst hunter ever, I laughed trying to hide the fact that I just wiped a tear away from my face “You are” I said softly looking at her with a smile.  “I’d rather think he’s a myth and I won’t get ghosts haunting me.” She squezzed my hand and I frowned unconsciously, I liked this new feeling of something I could not even figure out but I was going to enjoy it as much as I could. “I do have ghosts hunting me” I replied “All my existance is filled with them, I can’t escape them so I learned how to live with them, I have my father’s eyes, I used to see him everytime I looked in the mirror but time has passed and now I can’t remember what he looked like” I shrugged, accepting it was a fact I would never remember my father’s face “I don’t know if my mother is still alive, when I disappeared she looked for me for years, I used to wear a golden cross on my neck, that night I left it on the table because I was just going to get her some milk... I never came back. She used to shout my name in the alleys at night, thinking I might appear, she used to hold the cross to her chest as if that was some ritual that could bring me back magically. I used to see her from afar” I could feel my eyes tearing up and I cleared my throat.

Before I knew it we where back in town, crossing the lonely streets again “I think she gave up looking, I hope” My voice was breaking but somehow I couldn’t stop talking “Then Asurath was going to kill me” That was the last time I cried, I said out loud all the times I have cried. Then it hit me, I said her name, to a hunter, if she was the wordt hunter ever I was the worst vampire ever, turning in the queen “Uh.. She is, she is like my second mother, she took me in and made me who I am, she’s just, someone really important to me, and she betrayed me” I explained, hoping she didn’t know her name.

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I placed both my hands in my pockets, looking to warm them up, she kissed my cheek, it was so casual, it felt as if we had been doing that for a long time now. “What do you mean? I’m a vampire.” She replied calmly, I looked at her, my conscience suddenly deciding to remind me this was the worst idea I’ve ever had, but, I was really into her, I couldn’t really explain it. “Oh…” I replied. Worst bloody vampire hunter ever I am. But she was different than the rest of the vampires I have encountered, she looked human. If I hadn’t touched her, I wouldn’t have figured out she was actually dead… maybe she was a bit too pale but, living in winter in Romania, who isn’t?

“Which means we should get going, I don’t want to be stuck here all day” her voice snapped me out of my thoughts, I felt her taking my hand and she opened the door, I looked at her as she stared to my eyes once more; “And to be fair, I do not know your true identity, is your name really Nicole?” She smiled teasingly, I scoffed and nodded.

“If you call me ‘Nicky’, I WILL slay you. Just a word of advice. I’m the worst vampire hunter in life because I couldn’t tell one was seducing me…” I arched an eyebrow with a teasing look. “My brother used to call me Nick, I always hated people saying ‘Nicky’, I had quite the attitude as a kid.”

“In all honesty, I am a vampire, I just… I’m a little different that all vampires”

“I know… I’ve met quite a number of your species but never one as human as you…” I said in a low voice and squeezed her hand gently. I kept listening to her as she spoke, suddenly I was silent, paying attention to her full words. Of course it made sense she was ‘obsessed’ with vampires and she was one, great move Nichole, genius. She guided me out the room, back out to the castle, it looked hauntingly beautiful. I tend to find beauty in the worst places but this was truly a masterpiece… I looked towards her gently as she tried to continue with her idea, she was struggling with something.

“I’m just a vampire, a famous one”

“Famous?”

“You know famous among underworld species, not humans, no one cares about humans.”

“Well thank you…” i interrupted with a slight frown;

“The way I kill is what got me my fame, well that and… someone’s name” I looked at her fully confused by now, she was famous amongst her species because of someone’s name? “I mean, someone made me famous as well”

“Well… I don’t mean to brag but I’m quite famous amongst the brotherhood too. People somehow believe I am related to Van Helsing himself. I don’t believe so, first of all, I’m French.” I said casually, trying to loosen her up, she was acting as if she wasn’t even sure what to say. “The way you kill though… ripping people’s throats’ off? Isn’t that too gruesome? You’re supposed to drink blood, leave the flesh for zombies, no?” I was teasing by this point, I didn’t let go of her hand, we made it through the castle and stood at the entrance of it. I looked around me, taking a last glance of the whole construction, I smiled teasingly and raised a brow. “So? Technically, if I AM related to Van Helsing, isn’t this castle mine if he was the one who beat Dracula?”

“Well… I don’t mean to brag but I’m quite famous amongst the brotherhood too. People somehow believe I am related to Van Helsing himself. I don’t believe so, first of all, I’m French.” I laughed again, twice in a night who would have said that I could still enjoy silly jokes.  “The way you kill though… ripping people’s throats’ off? Isn’t that too gruesome? You’re supposed to drink blood, leave the flesh for zombies, no?” I shrugged looking down as we started walking down the concrete steps “Yeah, I don’t like the flesh though, I just do it because it’s one of the ways I was taught... and I like it a lot, so...” I shrugged again, it was becming eaasier to talk abou it.

She stopped and looked at the castle once more  “So? Technically, if I AM related to Van Helsing, isn’t this castle mine if he was the one who beat Dracula?” I turned to look at the castle but I got caught up in her smile, she was truly beautiful, maybe it was a stupid idea, maybe this was just something new and I would get bored in no time, but maybe I wouldn’t. I didn’t feel like this in a long time, not since I was human. She was a decendent to Van Helsing, she sounded as if she wasn’t sure but if she was, well she needed more training in her skills.

“Technically” I replied “But it’s a cold ass castle, you’d spend a fortune just to make it a little warm” I joked and continued walking “I don’t like the cold, never did, I think I used to complain a lot to my mom because in New York everyday of the year was stupidly cold. I’m German, originally, but we moved to the U.S. when we lost World War II, my dad, he was in the army and so we had to run, my mom, I think she used make a little fire in every inch of the hou--” I frowned and kept quiet immediately, I felt my voice breaking, it happened everytime I tried to say anything about her outloud, as if my own memories wanted to stay only in my head and not even that anymore “I don’t... I, uhm” I shook my head slightly, trying to shake the feeling, I didn’t talk of my mom with anyone ever, not even Asurath, I could barely remember her and the things I did remembered I treasured them more than anything.

“How come you’re not sure you’re related to Van Helsing?” I countinued walking, looking at the ground.

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“There’s always first, isn’t there?” She replied and winked an eye, I looked up at her, this time it was kind of hard not to find it amusing, yet I was worried still, she kneeled before me and handed me my clothes, I was somewhat surprised at this? I was mostly at that point making peace with the idea I’d probably die. She grabbed my underwear and stood right before me, I looked up to her, my stomach tied in a knot; she was sinfully beautiful, I was awestruck. I asked her about the dinner, she laughed in response, genuinely laughed. Hell, I was even captivated by that laughter, I should have been scared but it was as if she was truly amused. “Well, I usually do it in the middle, I just rip their throats off.” I looked at her and raised a brow, I had been trying to figure out what she was, I nodded and looked towards her as she sat before me. “So is it the blood or the flesh you dine?” I asked curiously, turning to look at her. God, it felt wrong to stare at her but yet, so good. She was beyond gorgeous, between the cold and her I was feeling like floating. “Less than an hour? That can’t be right.” She replied and crossed her arms, sitting beside me, I nodded and turned to find her eyes. “I just had sex, strike one, with a dead, yet gorgeous woman, strike two… and I don’t want to kill you. Strike three, I’m out.” I sighed deeply and looked away for a moment, I held my clothes in hand, even wondering to myself if it was worth the trouble of getting dressed again if she’d just kill me. “I’m not going to kill you.” She said suddenly, I looked back to her in surprise, my brow slightly frowning as I heard her. She looked troubled somehow, it looked as if she wasn’t sure what to say, she looked… nervous? It was kind of adorable actually. “Look, those guys are going to kick you out, you literally have no place to go, and I do” My expression softened, I kept my eyes on her as she kept getting dressed; “I have a bed, a nice bed, and my place is, well it’s really, it’s not cold” I smiled softly, feeling suddenly calmer, I felt a shiver run down my back that made me remember I was still naked in a deserter castle… I stood up and began dressing up. "Not cold is a good start.” I told her. She put her shirt back on. “I mean, it’s not Dracula’s castle but…” she joked, I laughed at this and finished dressing up quickly. It didn’t feel wrong, it was supposed to be, but it somehow wasn’t. She was right, I had no place to go, if I went back to the brotherhood, I would be left out. Hunters disappeared all the time, why couldn’t I? I felt my heart drop all of a sudden, why was I thinking this way? What was wrong with me? I had lived my life so focused on my missions that I hadn’t taken the opportunity to live, to experience things by myself. She offered me a home, she who confessed killed people, and I wasn’t bothered by it, quite the opposite, I wanted… I wanted to feel free. I put my coat back on, wrapping the straps around my waist and walked towards her, I placed my hand on her cheek and looked into her eyes. “This is either the bravest or the stupidest thing I have ever done but, if you’ll have me, I’ll go with you…” I replied calmly and smiled softly. “You still have to tell me what you are though.” I teased and smirked. “It’s no fair you have an advantage over knowing my true Identity.” I joked and took a deep breath.

She touched me and my heart jumped a beat, at least it felt like it, I forgot how it was to feel nervous, to have this notion of being aware of myself and my movements, I used to go on with my existance without ever thinking of emotions and now it was all clouding my judgement.  “This is either the bravest or the stupidest thing I have ever done but, if you’ll have me, I’ll go with you…” I smiled and looked away, maybe it was the stupidiest thing I had ever done aswell.

“You still have to tell me what you are though.” I looked at her again a bit confused “It’s no fair you have an advantage over knowing my true Identity.” I got closer to her and kissed her cheek softly “What do you mean? I’m a vampire” I shrugged and took her hand to walk towards the door “Which means we should get going, I don’t want to be stuck here all day” I said openingn the door and turned to look at her once more “And to be fair, I do not know your true identity, is your name really Nicole?” I teased with a smile “In all honesty, I am a vampire, I just... I’m a little different that all vampires” I said looking down while we made our way through the castle, I did not want to let go her hand, I didn’t intend to.

“I’m...” I paused for a second, how could I explain it to her? She was a hunter, she lived with the brotherhood, she would probably know whatever it is they know about Asurath or me, she did call me a pawn earlier, that’s all they know about us, so why should I explain more? I was not even sure if I should bring up Asurath or not “I’m just a vampire, a famous one” I rephrased “You know famous among underworld species, not humans, no one cares about humans. The way I kill is what got me my fame, well that and... someone’s name” I was not sure if I said that right “I mean, someone made me famous aswell” I frowned, I was getting confused at my own words.

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I totally ignored everything going around my head for a moment, I mean, I was in a fully new place for me, I felt weak yet good? She kissed my neck, I sighed and closed my eyes, the feeling of her lips on my skin, I had even forgotten how cold it actually was, it wasn’t until I felt her separating from me, leaving my side, that I felt a shiver run down my back, the chill, winter air caressing my skin just as she had done mere moments ago.

I sat on the desk and stared as she looked around for something, until she started getting dressed again I realised she was looking for her clothes, I groaned somehow… disappointed? As if I actually expected something else.

“I like your mark, it’s sexy.” She said suddenly, I looked up to find her smiling, my hand went to my back and I felt the scar branded on my skin, I looked down and purses my lips. “Is this part of your slaying?”

I scoffed and shook my head, I sighed and brushed my hair out my face with my fingers. “I don’t usually leave traces when I slay.” I replied and wrapped my arms together, looking for my clothes with my eyes, suddenly I felt too cold to even move. “You on the other hand… Do you always fuck your dinner before having it? Or should I feel important?” I looked up at her and frowned slightly. “If you’ll kill me, just do it. I can’t really go back to the brotherhood and say I broke the most important rules in less than an hour. I’ll be kicked out anyway.”

“I don’t usually leave traces when I slay.” I arched an eyebrow “There’s always a first, isn’t it?” I winked jokingly, she was apparently not in the mood, I looked down and saw her clothes, I took her jeans and walked closer to her  “You on the other hand… Do you always fuck your dinner before having it? Or should I feel important?” I kneeled infront of her looking at her in the eye, grabed her underswear from the floor and stood up standing just an inche away from her. I kept being pulled back to her, my body was moving on it’s own and my hands were looking for her as if she had been mine forever, or I hers.

“You on the other hand… Do you always fuck your dinner before having it? Or should I feel important?” She got me there, I laughed out loud before I could even notice I was laughing “Well, I usually do it in the middle... I just rip their throats off” Before I knew it, I was telling a hunter my M.O. I stopped being careful and confesed who I was, I shrugged and sat next to her hoping that she would not know who I was, she couldn’t tell I was a vampire, I was hoping she didn’t know anything else about it, about Asurath and who she actually was or why I left. I simply ignored my own comment and crossed my arms over my chest, imitating her “If you’ll kill me, just do it. I can’t really go back to the brotherhood and say I broke the most important rules in less than an hour. I’ll be kicked out anyway.”

I frowned looking at her “Less than an hour? That can’t be right” I shook my head slighty “I’m not gonna kill you” I felt my chest thightening as soon as the words left my mouth, my head started thinking faster than ever, I needed to find an explanation for that, I needed to explain to myself why I wasn’t going to do it. I just massacred a whole congregation, I have never regret torturing someone, why was she different? “I...” I was stuck in my own toughts “I’m not” I repeated, it felt so strange, it felt, so new. I finally managed to stood up and put on my jeans “Look, those guys are going to kick you out, you literally have no place to go, and I do” I shrugged, it was a long shot “I have a bed, a nice bed, and my place is, well it’s really, it’s not cold” I put on my shirt, I felt so stupid, I didn’t want to look her in the eye. I felt, stupid.

“I mean, it’s not Dracula’s castle but...” I said joking cringed immediately, why was I behaving like that? 

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The way her body squirmed beneath me, her loud moans filling the room just gave me confidence to keep working on her. I buried my fingers on her thighs, my tongue flickering her clit. She moved her hips at her own pace, yet I moved my tongue around her sex, my hands buried on her skin. I heard her reply to my every movement, I felt her body reacting and it felt great, to have, even if for a moment, the feeling of full control over her, to watch her come undone with my fingers… I spread her legs open suddenly and pressed my tongue inside her core. She moaned louder at this, my heart skipped a beat when she shifted and I felt her lips over mine’s once more.

She crawled on top of me, before I even managed to argue a bit, she thrusted her fingers inside me once more, harder this time, I let out a loud moan and threw my head backwards, feeling her moving inside me on slowed timing. I bit my lip and shut my eyes close; “I’d like to keep you around for a 100 years” I heard her say suddenly, I wanted to argue but she rushed the movement of her fingers and I was lost in this, not even words came out at that moment.

I groaned suddenly, I felt my whole body tremble, I wrapped my arms around her neck and pressed my lips to hers, moaning against her mouth. I threw my head backward inevitably and shut my eyes close, I took my hands to her back and pressed my nails to her skin aa I got hit with, what I then figured, was my first orgasm…

My breath was ragged, I swallowed hard and nearly panted, I looked toward her eyes and shook my head, trying to gain my breath back. I then sighed and smiled teasingly; “You’ll have to kill me before making me live 100 of your years.” I replied and sighed deeply, suddenly forgetting who I was with, it didn’t really matter, for apparently it wasn’t only me who felt stupid before her…

I smiled without even reaizing it, I kissed her neck softly and quickly, I could feel her heart pounding inside her chest, I looked into her eyes and kissed her once more, I couldn’t stop, everytime I looked at her I felt this insane need of keep kissing her, I knew she was different, I knew she was dangerous. I didn’t want to let go of her, her warm skin, her breathing, her smile, her moans, I didn’t want her to move, my head was still spinning and I wasn’t thinking straight. I couldn’t.

I wanted to hold her for some reason and my head could not elaborate a decent answer to why, I moved away softly, it felt like something was being ripped apart from me, the moment I stopped touching her I felt the cold air inside the castle. I did not know what to do, suddenly all my confidence just vanished, I turned to look for my underwear, thinking in what to say.

“I like your mark, it’s sexy” I teased with a smile while I stared getting dressed “Is this part of your slaying?” 

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Finding she wasn’t human somehow triggered something inside me, either that or hearing her moan made something to myself that I felt my body acting on it’s own. I saw her smile; she spoke again: “Why don’t you figure it out?” She said defiantly, her hips started following the movemen of my fingers, I took it as a guide, following at first the pace she set. She kissed my neck, bit it, she was playing me and I was responding. At that moment hearing her moans, seeing her smile, it was all that mattered, nothing else was relevant. My fingers pushed deeper in her, I curled them upwards, staring into her eyes as I did, seeing her squirm under my touch made my heart jump, I felt as if would jump out of my chest at any moment. “Take off my underwear.” She demanded suddenly, I looked into her eyes to find her smiling again; that smirk on her face was just undoing… I pulled my fingers out from her and looked back intensively; my hands crawling down her sides. “You couldn’t kill me if you tried in a hundred years.” She whispered to my ear before moaning again, my stomach dropped and I looked her in the eye as my hands took hold of the edges of her underwear and slid it completely down. I kissed her lips, biting her lower lip. I moved my face to her neck, my hands cupped her breasts, brushing my fingers on her nipples. I looked up at her and smirked before moving my face between her breasts, I licked her skin, keeping my eyes on hers, moving slowly down. My hands moved down to her legs, I parted them open, keeping my lips’ travel down her frame; I made it to her abdomen, kissing her skin, something was just driving me crazy about her, this was so wrong. I slid down to her sex, I breathed against it and looked up for a moment; “You’re already dead, it shouldn’t be hard to finish you off.” I replied and pressed my lips against her sex.

I moaned the second I felt her mouth on me, I opened my legs a little bit more so I could feel her tongue on me as much as I could, I rested my back on the desk laining on my elbows, I needed her warm breath on me, I fet a rush of pleasure running trhough my body everytime she moved, my moans started growing louder, I couldn’t help it, my body reacted on it’s own and my hips started increasing the rhythm with each one of her movements. I tilted my headback, I felt almost as if my heart started beating again. I could feel the pleasure hitting my core and I couldn’t stop moving against her, I felt my muscles tensing and tried so hard to keep my legs open but my body was no longer under my control, it was under hers, I was all hers. I felt as if my blood was pumping through my veins and my body was aching with pleasure, I let out a loud moan as I came.

Riding down from my climax, I pushed her slightly enough so I could kiss her, for mos reason I wanted to hold her, I sook the though of my head and change positions with her one more time, sliding my fingers inside her, thrusting in and out at a steady peace, my lips captured hers in a hungry kiss “I’d like to keep you around for a 100 years” I joked as I increased the rhythm of my thrusts.

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She smiled, I felt my stomach drop, how didn’t I realise this before? She was right before me all this time, it made sense, it did and yet I was blinded by her…

I moaned loudly as I felt her pushing a finger inside me, it felt invasive now, I heard her voice then, a soft whisper almost and I shivered; “I am.” She simply said and pushed a second finger inside me. I pressed my nails to her back, my head fell backward. I couldn’t help it, I felt lost in myself, I turned to look at her eyes, it was her, and she had played me how she wanted, I was giving myself to her willingly, her eyes looked down to me;

“What is that mark on your back?” She whispered, no words came to me as I felt she started moving her fingers inside me. “Stop…” I told her, almost demanding, I tried to come up with words but the feeling of her had now turned into something new, something i didn’t mind at all, it felt good, I stared into her eyes. She bit my lip, I moaned and tried reaching to her lips as she moved closer to me, she spoke again before I managed to say anything; What are you gonna do? Slay me?”

She pressed her lips against mine, I kissed her back, my legs parted to allow her to keep on moving inside me, I was giving myself to her, I was hers and I was allowing it.

I pulled my face back suddenly, my cheeks felt warm from the rush of my blood, I looked at her and frowned. I wrapped a leg around her frame, pushing her back down to the desk. “I can try.” I climbed over her, kissed her once more, my hands working their way to her bra, I pulled it off as I could and cupped her breasts with my hands, I looked down to her eyes, nearly panting from my breathing, god, her face made my heart skip a beat, the feeling of her taking me, and that goddamned smile of hers. I grasped her breast tightly, my fingers brushed her nipples, I felt almost trembling, I bit my lip, trying unsuccessfully to swallow my moans. My hand crawled down her abdomen, reaching the edge of her underwear, I sighed and looked into her eyes, sliding my hand inside her underwear, my fingers imitating the movement she had done on me moments before.

I swallowed hard, my mouth dropping open and I looked into those haunting eyes once more, this time I smirked, I did as she was doing in me, circled my finger till I was inside her. “Bet this is useless though giving you’re dead, can you even feel it? How does that even work?”

I felt her fingers touching me and I couldn’t help but moan, she was so warm, so addicted, so perfect. “Bet this is useless though giving you’re dead, can you even feel it? How does that even work?” I smailed at her comment, a ssay ne at that “Why don’t you figure it out” I teased and moved myself closer to her fingers, moving my hips up and down rhythmically.

I licked her neck and kissed it passionately, it was way more fun now that I knew who I was dealing with, way more exciting. I Bit her neck slowly, gently, making her now that even tho we were already aware I would rather make her mine than kill her. I stopped, frozen on my own thoughts, her movements bringing me back to her every second, the beating of her heart paunding so hard against her chest, why was I more interested in having her with me than killing her? What changed? and when?

“Take off my underwear” I demanded as I looked directly into her eyes, smiling at her, she was just so captivating, I couldn’t stop looking at her, touching her, I wanted to keep kissing her and kicking her perfect skin until my body was done. “You couldn’t kill me if you tried for a hundred years” I wishper in her ear before my moans turned faster and depper. One of my arms kept her closer as I tilted my head back leaving my chest completely exposed to her. 

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